The Twelve tpt-2

by Justin Cronin

  “Do you remember when I kissed you?”

  They had never spoken of this—her quick, birdlike peck at the mall, the virals streaming toward them. Much had happened, but Peter had not forgotten. How could he?

  “I always wondered about that,” he confessed.

  Their raised hands seemed to hover in the darkened space between them. Amy studied them with her eyes. It was as if she were attempting to divine a meaning she herself had made. “I’d been alone so long. It’s nothing I can even describe. But all of a sudden, there you were. I couldn’t believe it.” Then, as if jarred from a trance, she withdrew her hand, her face suddenly flustered. “That’s all. You better go—you’ll be late.”

  He didn’t want to. Like the kiss, the feeling of her hand seemed to possess a unique power to linger in his senses, as if it had taken up a permanent residence in his fingertips. He wanted to say more but couldn’t find the words, and the moment slipped away.

  “You’re sure you’re all right?”

  Her face assembled a smile. “Never better.”

  She really did look ill, he thought. “Well, I’ll be back in ten days.”

  Amy said nothing.

  “I’ll see you then, right?” He wondered why he was asking this.

  “Of course, Peter. Where would I go?”

  After Peter had left, Amy made her way to the sisters’ residence, a smaller version of the dormitories where the children slept. The other sisters were all asleep, a few of the older ones softly snoring. She stripped off her tunic and lowered herself onto her cot.

  Sometime later she awoke with a start. A cold sweat glazed her body, drenching her nightshirt. The turbulence of uneasy dreams still roiled through her.

  Amy, help him.

  She froze.

  He is waiting for you, Amy. In the ship.

  —Father?

  Go to him go to him go to him go to him …

  She rose, seized with a sudden purposefulness. The moment had come.

  Yet one duty remained, one final task to be performed in these last days of a life she had loved, if briefly. Through the silent hallways she padded her way to the common room. She found Mouser just where she had left him, resting on the couch. Exhaustion radiated from his eyes; his limbs were limp, he could barely raise his head.

  Please, his eyes said. I’m in pain. It’s all gone on too long.

  Gently she lifted him to her chest. Running a hand along his back, she turned so he could face the window, with its view of the starry night.

  “See the pretty world, Mouser?” she murmured, close to his ear. “See the pretty stars?”

  It’s… beautiful.

  His neck broke with a snap, the body going limp in her arms. Amy stayed that way for a few minutes while his presence faded, stroking his fur, kissing his head and face. Goodbye, Mouser. Godspeed to you. The children love you; you will be with them again. Then she carried him outside to the garden shed to see about a shovel.

  31

  “Will you look what the wind blew in.”

  A grease-stained man had directed Peter to the commissary, where he’d found Michael sitting with a group of a dozen men and women, using forks grasped in filthy hands to shovel plates of beans into their mouths. Michael leapt off the bench and clapped him on the shoulder.

  “Peter Jaxon, as I live and breathe.”

  “Flyers, Michael. You’re enormous.”

  His friend’s chest seemed to have doubled in size, straining the fabric of his jumpsuit; his arms were roped with muscle. A robust growth of blond stubble roughened his cheeks.

  “Tell you the truth, there’s not much else to do around here besides cook oil and lift weights. And word to the wise, nobody uses that word around here. It’s all ‘fuck this’ and ‘fuck that.’ ” He gestured toward the table. “This here’s my crew. Say hello to Peter, hombres.”

  Introductions all around. Peter did his best to record the names but knew they’d be gone within minutes.

  “Hungry?” Michael asked. “The chow’s not bad if you breathe through your mouth.”

  “I should report to the head of DS first.”

  “He can keep. Since it’s past twelve hundred, odds are good Stark is pie-eyed anyway. It’s Karlovic you really need to see, but he’s gone up to the reserve. Let me get you a plate.”

  They shared their news over lunch, returned their trays to the kitchen, and stepped outside.

  “Does it always smell this bad?” Peter inquired.

  “Oh, this is a good day. When the wind switches around you’ll be crying. Blows all the crap down from the channel. Come on, I’ll give you the grand tour.”

  Their first stop was the barracks, a cinder-block box with a rusty tin roof. Curtained sleeping berths lined the walls. A huge, long-faced man was sitting at the table in the middle of the room, shuffling and reshuffling a deck of cards.

  “This here is Juan Sweeting, my second,” Michael said. “Goes by Ceps.”

  They shook, the man greeting him with a grunt.

  “How’d you get the name Ceps?” Peter asked. “I haven’t heard that before.”

  The man curled his arms, popping a pair of biceps like two large grapefruits.

  “Ah,” said Peter. “I see.”

  “Not to worry,” Michael said, “his manners aren’t the best and his lips move when he reads, but he pretty much behaves himself as long as you don’t forget to feed him.”

  A woman had emerged from one of the berths, wearing only her underclothes. She yawned into her fist. “Jesus, Michael, I was trying to get some rack.” To Peter’s astonishment, she draped her arms around Michael’s neck, her face lighting with a greedy smile. “Unless, of course …”

  “Not the time, mi amiga.” Michael gently freed himself. “In case you didn’t notice, we’ve got company. Lore, Peter. Peter, Lore.”

  Her body was lean and strong, her hair, bleached by the sun, cut short. Attractive but in an unconventional, slightly masculine way, radiating a frank, even carnivorous sensuality.

  “You’re the guy?”

  “That’s right.”

  She gave a knowing laugh. “Well, good luck to you, friend.”

  “Lore’s fourth-generation oiler,” Michael said. “She practically drinks the stuff.”

  “It’s a living,” Lore said. Then, to Peter: “So you guys go way back, I guess. Let a girl in on the secret. What was he like?”

  “Pretty much the smartest guy around. Everybody called him the Circuit. It was sort of his nickname.”

  “And a stupid one, too. Thanks a bunch, Peter.”

  “The Circuit,” Lore repeated, seeming to taste the word in her mouth. “You know, I think I kind of like that.”

  At the table, Ceps, who had said nothing, gave a feminine moan. “Oh Circuit, oh Circuit, make me feel like a woman …”

  “Shut up, the both of you.” Michael was blushing to a degree at odds with his newfound muscularity, though Peter could also tell that part of him enjoyed the attention. “What are you, thirteen? Come on, Peter,” he said, steering him toward the door, “let’s leave these children.”

  “See you later, Lieutenant,” Lore called merrily as they made their exit. “I’ll want to hear stories.”

  In the intensifying heat of the afternoon, Michael gave Peter the lay of the land, taking him to one of the towers and explaining the refining process.

  “It sounds pretty dangerous,” Peter said.

  “Things happen, it’s true.”

  “Where’s the reserve?” The oil, Peter knew, came from a holding tank deep underground.

  “About five miles to the north of here. It’s actually a natural salt dome, part of the old Strategic Petroleum Reserve. Oil floats, so we pump in seawater and out it comes.”

  His friend had acquired a bit of Texas in his voice, Peter noted. Not “oil” but “awhl.”

  “How much is left down there?”

  “Well, a shitload, basically. By our estimates, enough to fill the cooker
s for another fifty years.”

  “And once it’s gone?”

  “We go looking for more. There are plenty of tanks spread along the Houston ship channel. It’s a real toxic swamp up there, and the place is crawling with dopeys, but it could tide us over awhile. The next closest dome is Port Arthur. It wouldn’t be easy to move the operation up there, but with enough time we could do it.” He gave a fatalistic shrug. “Either way, I doubt I’ll be around to worry about it.”

  Michael announced that he had a surprise to show Peter. They walked to the armory, where Michael retrieved a shotgun, then to the motor pool for a pickup. Michael clipped the shotgun into a stand on the floor of the cab and told Peter to get in.

  “Where are we going?”

  “You’ll see.”

  They drove out of the compound, then turned south on a cracked blacktop that ran parallel with the water. A salty wind gusted through the truck’s open windows, taking the edge off the heat. Peter had seen the Gulf only a couple of times; its ancient span, too huge to hold in his mind, unfailingly took his breath away. Most entrancing were the waves, long tubes gathering size and momentum as they approached, falling in a curl of brown foam at the water’s edge. He couldn’t take his eyes off them. Peter knew he could sit on the sand for hours, just watching the waves.

  Stretches of the beach were swept clean, while others still bore the evidence of catastrophe on a grand scale: mountains of rusting metal twisted into incomprehensible shapes; beached ships of every size, their hulls bleached and pitted or else stripped to the struts, tilted on the sand like exposed rib cages; ridges of undifferentiated debris, pushed inshore on the tide.

  “You’d be surprised how much stuff still washes in,” Michael said, gesturing out the window. “A lot of it comes down the Mississippi, then curves along the coast. The heavy stuff’s mostly gone, but anything plastic seems to last.”

  Michael had veered off the road and was now driving close to the water’s edge. Peter stared out the window. “Do you ever see anything bigger?”

  “Once in a while. Last year, a barge still loaded with big containers washed in. The damn thing had been drifting for a century. We were all pretty excited.”

  “What was in them?”

  “Human skeletons.”

  They came to an inlet and turned west, following the edge of a tranquil bay. Ahead was a small concrete structure perched on the water’s edge. As Michael brought the truck to a halt, Peter saw that the building was just a shell, although a sign in the window still read, in faded letters, “Art’s Crab Shack.”

  “Okay, I’ll bite,” Peter said. “What’s the surprise?”

  His friend smiled mischievously. “Leave that smoke poker here,” he said, gesturing to the Browning strapped to Peter’s thigh. “You’re not going to need it.”

  Wondering what his friend had in mind, Peter deposited the gun in the glove compartment, then followed Michael to the rear of the building. A small dock on concrete piers, perhaps thirty feet long, jutted out over the water.

  “What am I seeing?”

  “A boat, obviously.”

  A small sailboat was tied up at the end of the pier, gently bobbing in the swells.

  “Where did you get it?”

  Michael’s face shone with pride. “A lot of places, actually. The hull we found in a garage about ten miles inland. The rest we cobbled together or made ourselves.”

  “We?”

  “Lore and me.” He cleared his throat, his face suddenly flustered. “I guess it’s pretty obvious—”

  “You don’t owe me an explanation, Michael.”

  “I’m just saying it’s not quite what it looks like. Well, maybe it is. But I wouldn’t say we’re together, exactly. Lore’s just… well, she’s just like that.”

  Peter found himself taking perverse pleasure in his friend’s embarrassment. “She seems nice enough. And she obviously likes you.”

  “Yeah, well.” Michael shrugged. “ ‘Nice’ wouldn’t necessarily be the first word I’d choose, if you know what I mean. To tell you the truth, I can barely keep up with her.”

  As Michael stepped aboard, Peter suddenly became aware how meager the boat looked.

  “What’s the problem?” Michael asked.

  “We’re actually going to sail that thing?”

  Michael had started busily coiling lines and setting them in the bottom of the hull. “Why’d you think I brought you out here? Quit your worrying and get in.”

  Peter cautiously lowered himself into the cockpit. The hull moved strangely under him, responding to his weight with a sluggish shift. He gripped the rail, willing the boat to stay still. “And you actually know how to do this.”

  His friend laughed under his breath. “Don’t be such a baby. Help me raise the sail.”

  Michael quickly ran through the basics: sail, rudder, tiller, mainsheet. He cast off the line, scrambled aft to the tiller, did something to make the sail abruptly fill with air, and suddenly they were off and running, streaming away from the dock with astonishing speed.

  “So what do you think?”

  Peter nervously eyed the receding shoreline. “I’m getting used to it.”

  “Here’s a thought,” Michael offered. “For the first time in your life, you’re in a place where a viral can’t kill you.”

  “I hadn’t considered that.”

  “For the next couple of hours, you, my friend, are out of a job.”

  They tacked across the bay. As they moved into deeper water, the color changed from a mossy green to a rich blue-black, the sunlight ricocheting off the irregularities of its surface. Under the tightness of the sail, the boat possessed a more solid feel, and Peter began to relax, though not completely. Michael seemed to know what he was doing, but the ocean was still the ocean.

  “How far out have you taken this thing?”

  Michael looked ahead, squinting into the light. “Hard to say. Five miles anyway.”

  “What about the barrier?”

  It was generally held that in the early days of the epidemic, the nations of the world had banded together to enforce a quarantine of the North American continent, laying mines all along the coastlines and bombing any vessels that attempted to leave shore.

  “If it’s out there, I haven’t found it yet.” Michael shrugged. “Part of me thinks it’s all bullshit, you want to know the truth.”

  Peter eyed his friend cautiously. “You’re not looking for it, are you?”

  Michael didn’t answer, his face telling Peter that he had hit the mark.

  “That’s insane.”

  “So is doing what you do. And even if the barrier exists, how many mines could still be floating around out there? A hundred years in the ocean would eat just about anything. And all the debris would have set them off by now, anyway.”

  “It’s still reckless. You could blow yourself to bits.”

  “Maybe. And maybe tomorrow one of those cooking towers will launch me into outer space. The standards for personal safety around these parts are pretty low.” He shrugged. “But that’s beside the point. I don’t think the damn thing was ever there to begin with. The whole coast? If you include Mexico and Canada, that’s almost two hundred and fifty thousand miles. Impossible.”

  “What if you’re wrong?”

  “Then someday I may, as you say, blow myself to bits.”

  Peter let the matter drop. A lot had changed, but Michael was still Michael, a man of insatiable curiosity. They were moving through the inlet into open water; the breeze had picked up, casting jeweled waves over the bow. Something in his stomach dropped. It wasn’t just the lurching of the boat. So much water, everywhere.

  “Maybe just this once you could keep us close to land.”

  Michael adjusted the sail, stiffening his grip on the tiller. “I’m telling you, it’s a whole other deal out there, Peter. I can’t even explain it. It’s like all the bad stuff just drops away. You really should see it for yourself.”

  “I shou
ld be getting back. Let’s save it for another time.”

  Michael glanced at him and laughed. “Sure,” he said. “Another time.”

  32

  Alicia made her way northward, into the wide-open countryside. The Texas Panhandle: a landscape of limitless flatness like a great becalmed sea, wind drifting over the tips of the prairie grasses, the sky immense above her in its autumnal blueness, the encircling horizon broken only by the occasional creekside stand of cottonwoods or pecans or long-armed willows, their melancholy fronds bowing in submission as she passed. The days were warm but at night the temperature plunged, weighing the grass with dew. Using fuel from caches spread along her route, she’d complete the journey in four days.

  She arrived at the Kearney garrison on the morning of November 6. It was as Command had feared when the resupply convoy had failed to return: not a living soul remained to greet her. The garrison was an open grave. The echoes of the soldiers’ dying cries seemed to hover on the air, locked into the windswept stillness. Alicia spent two days loading the desiccated remains of her fellows into the bed of a truck and carrying them to the place she had selected, a clearing on the banks of the Platte. There she lay them in a long row, so they could be together, doused them with fuel, and set them alight.

  It was the following morning that she saw the horse.

  He was standing just beyond the barricades. A blue-roan stallion, his long, masculine neck bent to graze upon the heavy grasses at the edge of the parade ground—his presence unaccountable, like a single house left untouched by a tornado. He stood eighteen hands at least. Cautiously Alicia approached him, palms upturned. The animal seemed prepared to spook, nostrils flaring, ears pinned back, one great eye roving toward her. Who is this strange being, it was saying, what does she intend? Alicia advanced another step; still he did not move. She could feel the wildness that coursed in his blood, his explosive animal power.

  “Good boy,” she murmured. “See? I’m not so bad. Let’s be friends, the two of us, what do you say?”