The Traveller's Daughter

by Michelle Vernal

  “Come on then, it’s time we got ourselves back to the pub to warm up,” Kit said after a bit brooking no protest from Paddy. Kitty too would be glad to go and sit by the roaring fire.

  It was as they made to leave the cemetery that Kitty was aware of a clip-clop sound echoing on the breeze. It sounded like a horse she thought, but surely not in a residential street like this? She turned to look, and found herself wiping her eyes with a soggy tissue not quite believing what it was she was seeing. There, leading a beautiful brown and white piebald horse who was pulling a barrel top wagon behind him, down the middle of the deserted village street, was Jonny.

  Her gaze swung first to Kit and then to Paddy to make sure it wasn’t just her having some sort of mad hallucination. They were both smiling though, and didn’t look in the least bit surprised. Kit squeezed her arm. “Mark my words lovely girl, yours and Jonny’s story is going to have a happy ending. It’s what Rosa would have wanted.”

  “Aye,” Paddy muttered gruffly. “It’s time to let bygones, be bygones.”

  Kitty was rooted to the spot unable to move, and she felt Paddy push her gently in the small of her back. “Go on with you lass, and hear the lad out. Kit and I will wait for you back in the pub.”

  She did as she was told, and opened the gate, walking up the cobbled street to where Jonny had stopped to wait for her. Her legs felt unsteady, and were moving on automatic pilot as they carried her toward him. She was unsure of the greeting she would get, or what it meant him turning up here like this with a horse and a wagon. Oh, and he looked so achingly handsome in his white shirt and black jeans she thought, as at last she reached him. “Jonny, what are you doing here?”

  “Hello Kitty, this here is Toby,” he said ignoring her question as he gestured to the horse. “Er hello, Toby.” She dragged her eyes away, and began to pat the docile old horse glad of something else to focus her attention on rather than him, and whatever it was he had come here to say to her.

  “I er-I rang your aunt a few days after you left, and told her I had been a fool for letting you go off the way I did. She agreed with me. She doesn’t mince her words your Auntie Kit.”

  Kitty raised a smile at that but she couldn’t meet his gaze.

  “She told me you were coming back to sprinkle your mammy’s ashes with her and Paddy. So I had to come here today. Ah, Kitty, I knew the moment I saw you in Uzés I wanted you in my life. I’ve fallen in love with you. I mean how could I not? You bake the best fecking vanilla cupcakes I’ve ever eaten.”

  Kitty looked up at him, and she melted into those dark eyes of his. She wanted nothing more than to feel his mouth on top of hers again. Toby had other ideas though, snorting through his nostrils. As Jonny stroked his neck and murmured to him, he caught her quizzical gaze.

  “You deserve to have those romantic ideas of yours made a reality and –” he gestured to the wagon. “I wondered how you might feel about me converting this wagon here into a mobile cupcake café? There’s big business to be had in going round the fairs and the festivals so I’ve heard, and I could have it fitted out in time for Ballinasloe this year.” His expression was hopeful as Kitty looked from him to the wagon before wandering around it. Peering into the back she pictured a counter with a hissing coffee machine on it. Next to it was a colourful display cabinet filled with her cakes, Pink Lady’s, Chocolate Dreams, Vanilla Kisses and whatever other flavors she conjured up. On the wall behind the counter, there would be two framed black and white prints of Midsummer Lovers. One featuring Rosa and Michael, and the one she had yet to see of her and Jonny.

  She twisted the wedding band Michael had given her mother on her finger, and an image of a little girl appeared in her mind’s eye. She looked a lot like her, but her hair was dark and curly. She was playing dress-ups in her gran’s auld wedding dress. It was Rosa’s dress Kitty realised. She blinked, and the little girl disappeared as Jonny came round to join her.

  “Rosa and Michael weren’t responsible for the choices my Da made. He was his own man, and I don’t want to be bitter like him. The past wasn’t our making, and it isn’t our future either. We need to build our own, and it could be wonderful you know.”

  Her eyes glistened, and he held his arms open. Stepping into his embrace she raised her head so her lips could meet his. As his mouth closed over hers, she knew in that certain way she just knew things from time to time, that things were indeed going to be wonderful.

  The End.

  From the Author

  Michelle Vernal is the author of the three other novels. She lives with her hubby Paul and their two boys in the gorgeous wee South Island town of Oxford in New Zealand. It is a place where the cheese scones are superb, and there is always loads more going on than meets the eye.

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  Read on for an excerpt of Second Hand Jane…

  SECOND HAND JANE

  Prologue

  To: Niall Fitzpatrick

  From: Jessica Baré

  Subject: First Draft Amy’s Story

  This story starts with a children’s book published in 1969, a fairy tale bought by a mother in Northern Ireland on behalf of her youngest child to give to his sister for Christmas 1973. It’s no fairy story, though, nor is it just the sad relaying of brutal facts that ended in Lisburn in 1983. It might have finished there, though, if not for her family and had that little book not found its way to me. I don’t mean to sound proprietary because neither the book nor the story I am going to tell you belongs to me. This is Amy’s story and in order to tell it to you, I have to begin where it all began.

  My full name is Jessica Jane Baré or Second-hand Jane as my friends have started to call me. Why? Well, it’s because I love the pre-loved—just like that old cliché, someone else’s junk is my treasure. My real passion, though, is for old children’s books—it’s something about the smell of them, I think. It conjures up the innocence of a bygone era of children called Dick and Ann and tea at five o’clock, trapped forever within their much-thumbed pages. I covet the Ladybird Series 606D books in particular—the classic fairy tales every child grows up with: Rapunzel, Cinderella, The Elves and the Shoemaker, and most pertinent of all, Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs. It wasn’t the bold black typeface, however, that had me poring over the books as a child and hoarding them as an adult but Eric Winters’ fabulously detailed illustrations. They brought those stories to life and were the source of a childhood fascination with witches, fairies, princes, and princesses. The delicate colours of the foxgloves planted by the thatched cottage’s flag stone path, the grand white Bavarian styled castles in which as a little girl I had no doubt I would one day grow up to live in, were a world away from the suburban pocket of New Zealand I inhabited. When a young imagination is fuelled, though, the impossible becomes possible. Good versed evil within those pages and always won. If only we could hold onto that analogy forever.

  I often wonder, when I open my books to find another boy or girl’s mark inside, whether that faceless child felt the magic, too. Who were they, these little people who had scribbled their names inside books long since forgotten by adulthood?

  Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs arrived with neither pomp nor ceremony but rather by mail thanks to an online auction I was determined to win. Inside the tatty cover, in precise, big print was the dedication:

  To Amy with love from Owen Christmas 1973

  Beneath this, scrawled in orange pencil pressed deep into the cardboard, she had forever made her mark:

  Amy Aherne

  Glenariff Farm

  Ballymcguinness

  6 years old

  As I looked at the scribbled inscription, I began to wonder. Who was she, this six-year-old girl from the seventies? Was she a dreamer li
ke me, who was now learning the hard way that princes don’t just pop up every day and that there are an awful lot of frogs out there? Or perhaps she was a realist who didn’t believe in a man supplying her with a ready-made happy ever after? Might we have been friends if we had met? Where was she now? What had she grown up to do with her life?

  I felt a compulsion that was almost a physical tug. It was one that I have never felt before—this overwhelming need to know. I would find her and tell the story that lay within the name inscribed in the storybook.

  What I found, though, was not at all what I expected.

  Chapter One

  “Oi, nice slippers, love!” A broad Dublin twang shouted down from the heavens.

  A lack of privacy was the downside of apartment living, Jess thought as her gaze shot upwards to scan the myriad windows overlooking the courtyard. She was rewarded by the sight of a lad with a crew cut who looked far too young to be the proud owner of such a bulbous drinker’s nose. His purpose, judging by the plume of smoke he had just exhaled through his nostrils, for hanging out the window on a Saturday morning was not to spy on other residents but to have a sly smoke.

  Having been there and done that, Jess shrugged. Each to their own was her motto because she, better than most, knew what it felt like to always have someone else sticking their ten cents’ worth in. As her mother’s face floated before her, she gave Puff the Magic Dragon a little curtsey and got an excited wolf whistle in return before opening the door to her block and disappearing inside.

  It was true, she mused as she waited for the lift, that along with a sagging bottom and boobs, age—almost as though it were compensation—brought confidence. There was a time when she would have blushed a shade of beetroot upon being whistled at like that. That was back in the days when men were still allowed to down tools on building sites in order to harass the young women hurrying past. Funny, too, how when you were a nubile, barely post-teen strutting your stuff around Auckland’s CBD, you took those whistles for granted—almost as your due—and then when you reached a certain age, you became pathetically grateful for them.

  Jess knew that before the morning was out she’d be texting her best pals with the exciting news that she had received a wolf whistle and…wait for it… she was wearing her elephant suit, as her friends liked to refer to her Penney’s tracksuit ensemble.

  Her apartment was housed on the second floor of the Sandbank Wing of the Riverside complex. Although she often joked that by the state of the Liffey when the tide were out, perhaps the Smelly Mud Flat Apartments or Abandoned Shopping Trolleys Apartments might have been more apt names. Being on the second floor was something that made her feel happier when she spied the diehard smokers like ole randy, big nose boy—her reasoning being that if there was a fire, at least she had the option of jumping.

  This cheery trail of thought was interrupted as the lift door opened and disgorged Gemma from across the hall. She looked to be a woman on a mission, judging by the water bottle in hand and the amount of skin-tight black spandex on display.

  “Morning, Jess!” chirruped the svelte redhead with the bouncy ponytail and perky everything else. “Glad to see you’re up and at it.” She gave Jess’s track pants and slippers the once-over. “Well, kind of anyway.”

  “We can’t all be gym bunnies like you, Gem. Besides, you’ll do yourself an injury on that cross-trainer one of these days. Just you mark my words.” Pushing past her, she stepped inside the lift. “Besides, my old bones have a good ten years on yours.”

  Gemma laughed. “Listen to you—you sound like my Gran and she at least does aqua-aerobics twice a week! You really should come with me, you know.” She winked conspiratorially. “There’s lots of hotties there.”

  “Yeah, yeah. I’ll think about it,” Jess muttered, hitting number two. She had no intention of breaking the golden rule by which she lived her life. No man would ever see her in spandex nor would she get hot and sweaty in front of the opposite sex unless there was something fun in it for her!

  “You’ve been saying that since Easter and we’re into September already, so why don’t you put your money where…” Gemma’s voice trailed off as the doors slid shut in her face.

  Gemma was right, she supposed. She did sound like a granny, even though she had only just turned thirty-four, which in this day and age of forty being the new thirty meant that technically she was twenty-four. Cheering up at that thought, Jess let herself into her apartment.

  ***

  The tired hardback cover peered up at her as she tossed the paper the book had been wrapped in onto the floor—she’d pick it up later. Being a slob on a Saturday was every single girl’s prerogative. She stroked the cover reverently; this was it!—the copy she needed to complete her collection. The rest of the Ladybird books were piled into the worn, leather suitcase she’d swooped on after spotting it at one of her favourite local second-hand haunts.

  The collection the case contained wasn’t overly valuable, given that most of them had someone else’s name scribbled inside. What was it with kids needing to put their mark on everything? It was this graffiti that devalued the little they were worth. For Jess, though, their value wasn’t monetary; it was magical. She could pore over her tattered copy of Cinderella for an age, mesmerised by Cinder’s beautiful ball gowns. There was just something so enchanting about the whole idea of living a life of rags to riches.

  Oh, she knew that these days such stories weren’t considered PC but in her opinion, things in that department had gone too far. Take, for instance, the day her local library had banned Enid Blyton’s Noddy books. Sacrilege! To say she had been heartbroken at the ridiculousness of it was an understatement. How on earth was a child supposed to make the connection between the Golliwogs and black people? And it had certainly never crossed her mind that Noddy’s relationship with Big Ears was based on anything other than platonic friendship.

  She understood now, though, that this was because kids don’t view the world the way adults do. With kids, there are no hidden agendas. But then it’s not the children who pay for the books, is it?

  Jess dismounted her high horse at the remembered injustice of it all as the phone began to jangle.

  “Hey, it’s me. What are you doing?—Harry, put that down!?” Brianna shrieked and Jess, holding the phone away from her ear, grinned at the mental picture her friend’s tone invoked.

  “The book arrived.”

  “Snow White—the one you bought off eBid?”

  “That’s the one.”

  Brianna could see the romance in collecting old books, unlike their mutual friend Nora who, upon spying the vintage suitcase and its contents for the first time, had exclaimed, “What on earth do you want with that old pile of mouldy shite? Honestly, Jess, you’ll be coming home with second-hand smalls next.” A second-hand Jane Nora was not.

  “Yes, and oh Brie, it’s just gorgeous.” She began flicking through the little book’s pages, gazing at the pictures as she did so. “You want to see the wee cottage in the woods; it’s…”

  “Like something out of a fairy story,” Brianna finished for her with a laugh that was cut short. Jess could make out some sort of scuffling noise which was swiftly followed by, “Harry Price, you give that to Mammy right now! If Daddy catches you playing with his new razor, there will be murder.” She gave a heartfelt sigh that sounded like a long, slow hiss down the phone line. “Whatever you do, Jess, don’t ever have children.”

  “Ha! It would be the Immaculate Conception if I did and did I hear you right? Did you say Harry was playing with a razor?” She was mildly alarmed—Brianna had a laidback parenting style but that was a bit much, even by her standards.

  “It’s electric and he’s pretending to shave like Daddy.”

  “Phew, that’s alright then. Oh and Brie, if perchance I do meet Prince Charming before the menopause and have babies, then I hope they’re as gorgeous as your Harry. Put him on for me, will you?”

  “Huh! Not so gorgeous at five o’clo
ck this morning when he decided to pay us a visit. Honestly, the concept of a weekend being for sleeping in is completely foreign to him—wait a minute… Harry, love, it’s your Aunty Jess wanting to say hello.”

  A few moments later, heavy breathing signalled Harry had taken over possession of the phone.

  “Hello, sweetie pie, how are you today? Are you being a good boy for your Mummy?”

  The heavy breathing stopped. “Yes but she’s not being a very good Mammy.”

  Jess choked back a laugh. “Why’s that then, Harry?”

  “I need to use Daddy’s razor or I will get prickles.”

  Brianna’s voice trilled in the background, “You won’t get prickles, Harry, because you are not in the throes of puberty just yet even though some days I could swear I am living with a hormonal teenager in the body of a five-year-old. Now give the phone back to Mammy and say cheerio to Aunty Jess.”

  There was a thunk as he dropped the phone in protest and then the line went dead. Jess smiled to herself and shook her head. It really was lucky for Harry that he was such a cutie. Hanging up her end, she waited for it to ring again. She didn’t have to wait long.

  “Sorry about that. His Highness is being a right sod this morning. We’ve both got cabin fever, so I’d better keep it short before he gets himself into some real mischief. Now I know it’s a bit of a crap day and you’d never know it was supposed to be the tail end of an Indian summer, but we do live in Ireland after all and if I don’t get out and about with Harry, I will go mad!”

  “I take it Pete’s at work then?” Jess interjected. Despite having the look of a builder about him, Brianna’s nearest and dearest actually worked in IT, doing that cryptic kind of stuff that IT people do. She had once asked him to explain to her in layman’s terms exactly what it was he did do for a living. To which Pete had replied in painstaking detail and in slow, drawn-out syllables as though talking to a simpleton. The thing was, he might as well have been because her eyes had glazed over halfway through his explanation and she was still none the wiser when he’d finished. It was something or other to do with contracting his computer skills out to a major retail outlet, for which he got very highly paid. Well paid enough for Brianna not to have to work and for them to live in a lovely home with all the latest mod cons.