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Charity Falls for the Rejected Duke: A Historical Regency Romance Novel

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by Hamilton, Hanna


  Of course, they were required to go to church. And, of course, they were required to do all the things that a pair of newlyweds must do in the hour or so following the service: accepting the good wishes of the community, nodding, smiling and bowing at all those who had so recently cast them out, only to greet them again with open arms as it became convenient to do so.

  It is scarcely any wonder, therefore, that they were eager to steal away as soon as they possibly could. And now that they were wed in the eyes of God, in the eyes of the law, and in the eyes of any prying gossip which might have wished to speculate on their actions, they were free to do quite as they pleased.

  And so, hand in hand, they walked away from the church, leaving behind them promises that they would very soon follow the rest of the party back to Lawley Hall for the wedding breakfast. They walked through the lanes where they had laughed together and feared separately, where they had contemplated the impossibilities of their situation.

  They walked up the hill, Charity lifting the white hem of her dress carefully so that it would not be soiled by green stains from the still-dewy grass.

  They walked, remarking now and then on the beauty of the day, the state of their present happiness, the challenges and joys that were to come in the future. It was a great delight to both of them to speak in perfect freedom with one another, the way that only a husband and a wife are permitted to talk to one another.

  They walked until they had reached that little grove, the place where they had set eyes upon one another for the first time since they were children.

  It felt as though they had come home at that moment. For both, that spot was a true home, a place where they could be themselves.

  There they exchanged the vows that were particular and secret to them, the vows that were not included in the Church of England wedding service, but were the promises that they both felt that they needed to make to one another.

  They vowed that they would always treat one another as equals, that his wealthy background would never be compared unkindly to her humble one. They promised that they would listen to each other and be each other’s most trusted advisor and that such confidence would not be destroyed by peculiar notions of what men or women could or could not do.

  They promised that they would always be honest. They promised that they would never believe any lies about each other.

  When their vows were complete, they kissed for the first time as husband and wife, and both agreed that married kisses were significantly superior to unmarried ones, and undertook to share a great many more in the future — every day, in fact, for the rest of their lives.

  They were reluctant to leave the grove — this place where they had always felt most able to speak in perfect freedom and comfort, without the concern for what was right or proper in the eyes of others. But the time had come that they needed to return to their wedding duties, and of course, there would be plenty of time for talking later.

  As they began to walk away from the grove and along the well-trodden path to Lawley Hall, Adam turned to his wife and said, “You know, my dear, there have been a great many times in which I thought that you were the most beautiful thing I could ever see, that it could not possibly bring me any more pleasure to behold you. Well, I fear that all those times have been eclipsed once again by the way you look today.

  “Perhaps I must learn to doubt my own judgement on that score, and understand that it is always possible for me to grow more delighted by you every day.”

  “I cannot speak to any estimations of my own appearance,” Charity replied, “and in truth it matters little to me, except in that it pleases you. But I should be very glad to apply that principle to other things. For example, I find it impossible to believe that I could possibly grow any happier than I am today. But…”

  Here she squeezed her beloved’s hand, and looked up at him with a radiant smile. “I believe that with you at my side, my happiness will always grow greater by the day, for all our lives.”

  The End?

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  The Obscure Duchess of Godwin Hall

  Chapter 1

  “Dead?”

  The letter slipped from Lady Rebecca Winterson’s hands and fluttered to the carpeted floor. “My dear Caroline, it simply cannot be so. The Duke has always been in such splendid health.”

  The two ladies took turns reading aloud the morning letters, and in time, they could predict their contents. However, among today’s post was a note with Rebecca’s name scrawled on the front. Neither had been prepared for the heavy impact the words written in this note would have on them.

  Miss Caroline Swanson’s large, dark eyes were fixed upon her friend with an expression of intense sorrow and commiseration. “It is so, dear Rebecca.” Caroline’s fingers made no break in their brisk work of her embroidery. Rebecca, however, was too shocked to notice.

  “Poor Andrew,” Rebecca said softly to herself, staring into the fire that continued to crackle brightly in the grate in contradiction to the dark news. “Poor Charles.” She leaned forward, her heavy rope of auburn hair fell over her shoulders, framing her milky-white face and highlighting the sparkle of her green eyes illuminated by the fire.

  The death of Ernest Godwin, the Duke of Leinster, had indeed come as a terrible shock to all in the county.

  Over the next few days, Rebecca and Caroline watched as dresses were pressed, and trunks packed for the upcoming London season. To them, it seemed unthinkable that the kindly old Duke would not take his place seated in the corner of every ball, banging his walking stick on the floor in time to the music and demanding that the young people ‘keep their heels warm’ and continue with the dancing.

  The Duke had been taken ill in a sudden attack, and his previously robust constitution had crumbled over the course of only a day or two. Charles, the elder son and heir to the dukedom, had been away in London on business for his father, leaving the younger Andrew to sit by his father’s bedside and witness his passing into the next world.

  Rebecca noticed the note from Andrew had clearly been written in the throes of intense grief, so much so that his familiar handwriting was hardly recognizable.

  Caroline kept her voice neutral. “So, Charles will inherit.” She was watching Rebecca carefully for any reaction to her observation, but all her friend did was brush a tear from her eye and respond with an absent-minded “Indeed.” She had picked up the letter and scanned it again, her tears falling onto it as if offering some comfort to its author.

  Rebecca had never thought of the Godwin boys — at four-and-twenty and six-and-twenty, they were no longer boys — as the inheritors of one of the greatest titles in the country. To her, they were merely her lifelong playmates, her honorary brothers, and closest childhood friends. Though they had spent less time together in recent years, those feelings remained unchanged.

  She thought about how much they must be suffering from the loss of their beloved father and closed her eyes in sorrow.

  “Yes,” she said abruptly, now that she fully comprehended the enormity of Caroline’s words. “Yes, Charles will inherit.” She opened her eyes and looked at Caroline in incredulity.

  “It scarcely seems possible. I always think of Charles as never having quite stopped being a boy, somehow. There is still something of the nursery in him, do you not think? The way that he expects to always have his own way about everything. Although I suppose that such is
the privilege afforded to elder sons.”

  Caroline did not react to this observation but merely remarked, “It scarcely matters what you or I think. He is now one of the most powerful men in all the country. Not to mention,” she added as an afterthought, “among the most eligible.”

  “Yes.” Now that the shock of the Duke’s death sank in and she was able to think more clearly, the truth of Caroline’s observation struck Rebecca at its fullest. “Isn’t that a remarkable thought? I find the idea of Charles as a husband — to anyone -— impossible to consider. He will always be a child in my mind.”

  She smiled at the memory of the many hours they’d spent together as children - all three of them. “Dear Charles. I am sure he will make a splendid Duke - though I will need some time to get used to the thought!”

  It was true that Rebecca had not had reason to think of the Godwin boys — the Godwin brothers, she must learn to call them — as grown men, capable of assuming something as vast as a dukedom. However, she had not seen Andrew for the best part of a year, since the last London season, and Charles for longer still.

  The liberty that allowed young men of their age to range about the country as they pleased was not afforded to women like her — not the least because her father was not the kind of man to let his daughter out of his sight for longer than he absolutely had to.

  A daughter that does not obey her father, he would comment in his gruff, heavy voice, is not a daughter worth having.

  It was this same sense of propriety that had led him to remind her several years ago that young men and women who were not betrothed had no business writing to one another, and at the time, his daughter had reluctantly agreed.

  As far as Rebecca was concerned, there was no question of any impropriety between her and Andrew Godwin. He had always been her chief correspondent; it seemed to her as natural to write to him as it would have been to write to her brother — had she had one. However, she had always known that it was wise to carefully navigate her father’s iron fist.

  Not that she and Andrew had stopped writing to each other, of course. They had merely gotten better at disguising their handwriting. There was nothing underhanded as far as either of them were concerned — why should they break the intimacy of a lifetime just because it might be misinterpreted by the rest of society? The relationship was innocent, and they both knew that they had nothing to be ashamed of.

  Nonetheless, Andrew usually made some effort to disguise his hand on the envelope.

  She read the letter again, noting the wild scrawl of his usually elegant hand, the jumbled sentences and tone of abject grief.

  “Andrew is simply devastated,” she said aloud, but softly.

  “He always was his father’s favorite,” Caroline added.

  Caroline and Rebecca had been friends since they were fifteen years old. Both knew the Godwin boys well although Caroline did not share the same intimacy that the other three had enjoyed as childhood playmates. She never gave away any sense that this exclusion distressed her, but nonetheless, Rebecca had often wondered what her friend made of the Godwin boys.

  “Andrew has always been the steadier of the two,” she agreed. She did not wish to imply anything unkind about Charles, but she knew that with Caroline she could always speak openly. “It is certainly a trait that their father holds — held, I mean — in very high esteem.”

  Caroline wanted to say something but judiciously held back. Instead, she merely said, “Well, your father is sure to want you to write to the family and send your condolences.”

  Caroline Swanson had the kind of face that often looked like it was holding something back. She had all the ingredients for beauty — an ivory complexion, fine dark eyes, masses of thick black hair — yet those qualities had never assembled themselves into a whole that was genuinely pleasing.

  Perhaps it was the way that she always caught in her breath and shut her mouth sharply as if she was keeping back a secret, but she had never drawn anywhere near the level of attention that her friend seemed to command wherever she went.

  As for Rebecca, the fact that the only daughter of the Earl of Sheffield had reached the age of twenty without having married seemed a miracle.

  On the surface, she was everything that a young man could have wanted in a wife — beauty, but also was exceptionally clever and well-educated. Perhaps, indeed, she was more educated than a certain kind of man might want his wife to be. She was also kind and vivacious, and navigated high society with native ease.

  And of course, as the only daughter, she was set to inherit a handsome fortune.

  The gossips of high society held two possible theories as to why such a charming and accomplished woman had not yet married.

  The first was that there was something somehow off-putting about her obvious independence of spirit. It manifested in everything about her in the way she walked and talked, the way that she met every man in the eye and was not afraid to show if she was not enjoying a gentleman’s attentions.

  The other theory was that she had already been spoken for whether she knew it or not.

  Chapter 2

  “Well, brother,” Charles Godwin marched through the entrance hall of the family manor and met his brother with a consolatory embrace. “It seems that the future of the Dukedom rests on my shoulders now. I can only hope that I may do our father justice.”

  Andrew Godwin returned his brother’s greeting in kind, but he felt like his whole body was made of wood. Since his father had drawn his last breath, he had barely slept, by turns pacing the hallways and lawns of the manor and throwing himself into armchairs to stare moodily into the fire.

  He had written a letter to Lady Rebecca Winterson because he knew he had to tell her everything he thought and felt about the death of his father, and the terrible impact of his father’s final words. Then he had realized that such a letter could never possibly be sent. It was too intimate, too open to misinterpretation, too ‘unseemly’.

  He had thrown it on the fire, and instead, scrawled a brief, grief-stricken note, telling her that his father was dead but giving no more information. It was more than he would normally have expressed, his nature being given to holding back and his natural disposition being to obey social convention.

  But at the death of his father, these inclinations were being shaken up.

  “Welcome home, Charles,” he said, “or perhaps I should get used to calling you Duke.”

  His brother made an impatient gesture brushing off the weighty implications of the title. “Do not be absurd, brother.”

  Yet Andrew knew his brother too well to take him at face value and immediately saw that despite his protestations, he had enjoyed the formal salutation. He made a note to himself to never use it unless the occasion demanded it.

  “So,” Charles began, leading them to their father’s library. He sat down in the leather armchair behind the great oak desk with an ease of entitlement that Andrew found a little disturbing, given their father had not yet been buried. “There is much to attend to.”

  “Very much indeed,” Andrew agreed. He knew exactly what his brother was talking about, yet the very thought of it made his chest fill with such a shaking sense of anger that he could not bear to acknowledge it directly.

  “First off…” Charles picked up his father’s pen from the inkwell, and he drew a sheet of ivory-colored writing paper towards him. “I will need to write to her to inform her of our father’s death.”

  Neither of them needed to clarify who ‘her’ was.

  “I’ve already done it,” Andrew said. The words had come out before he could stop them, but he could not say that he did not enjoy the look of fury slowly spreading over his brother’s features.

  “You have already written to her?” Charles kept his voice calm, but Andrew could tell from his thunderous face that his actions had enraged his brother. Perhaps that was why he had done it, after all. “What right do you have, sir?”

  “Forgive me, brother.” Andrew did his best
to keep his voice neutral. “I was quite overcome by grief. You will understand that wishing to confide in a childhood friend — one whom I consider being a sister in all but blood — after receiving such a terrible shock is the most natural thing in all the world.”

  Charles nodded. Despite his lingering childishness and sense of elder-brother entitlement, he had got better at controlling his temper in recent years. The red in his face was there, but not as much as it would have been.

  “Of course,” he said. His voice started to shake in irritation, but he managed to keep it calm. “I have not yet said to you how sorry I am that you had to endure such a terrible ordeal alone. I should have been here.”

  “But you were not,” Andrew said coolly. The judgment in his voice was obvious, but Charles chose to ignore it. “How was your hunting trip, by the way?”

  Charles reddened again, this time with shame.

  “Completely overshadowed by the tragic passing of our dear father, of course,” he said brusquely. “The time for such boyish diversions is over. I realize that now. I must assume my duties as a man.” He picked up the pen again, and blotted it, poising it over the notepaper to consider his first sentence. “And a married man, at that.”

  “There is no rush,” Andrew said, perhaps a little too quickly. “The wedding cannot take place until the mourning period is complete, after all.”

 

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