When You Wish Upon a Duke
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Restlessly Hawke tapped his fingers on the polished rail before him. Accepting his fate didn’t mean he found it agreeable. Far from it. Ten years had passed since Father died, yet Hawke still resented both him and that infernal will. Still, though his father expected him to marry, at least he didn’t expect him to be faithful. Their family had been founded on the legitimized by-blows of a king and his mistress a century before, and every Duke of Hawkesworth since had followed suit and kept at least one mistress. It was a tradition Hawke fully intended to continue. He’d marry this lady, remain honorably faithful to her long enough to produce children, and then, with the title secure, his duty complete, and his family well provided for, he’d depart for Bella Collina, his beloved villa in Naples, never to return.
In theory it was a most excellent plan, one that had given Hawke much comfort on the long voyage to England. But as he idly glanced around at the well-bred faces in the other boxes, his heart sank. He’d forgotten how unappealing his fellow aristocrats could be, and one lady after another struck him as smugly complacent as they preened in their jewels and costly gowns, their painted faces and towering white wigs no more attractive to him than the two dancers that Petershaw had spotted.
Glumly he wondered what his bride would be like. Wynn, his agent, had written that she was a beauty. But then every bride was considered beautiful, and what, truly, could Wynn have written instead? There was no portrait enclosed, never a favorable sign. Wynn had mentioned that the lady had been raised in the country and wasn’t accustomed to society, let alone to sitting for portrait painters, but Hawke had immediately imagined some bland, stolid, milk-fed creature, more like a farmer’s daughter than an earl’s, with a round face and wispy pale hair.
By unfortunate coincidence, his wandering gaze had settled on exactly that sort of young lady, not two boxes away, who set off her pasty pallor and snub nose with black velvet patches scattered over her cheeks. To Hawke’s dismay, she’d noticed him, too. She smiled, flashing teeth marred by too much sugar and tea, and coyly winked at him over the blades of her fan.
He nodded curtly in return, only enough to be polite, then swiftly turned away, back toward the portly singer.
But before his gaze reached the stage, it stopped, stopped as completely and abruptly as a gaze could be stopped. He couldn’t look away if his life depended upon it, and in a way, perhaps it did.
She was standing alone at the front of an empty box, leaning forward with her hands on the railing. From her pale pink gown and the strand of pearls around her throat, she appeared to be a lady, but she bore no resemblance to any of the other ladies in the entire house. If she was alone like this, unattended, then she was likely a courtesan, some wealthy gentleman’s costly plaything despite her youth.
Not that Hawke cared, and in a way that made her even more fascinating. He’d stolen women away from other gentlemen, and he was quite willing to do it again. She was undeniably pretty, even beautiful, and fresh in a way that wasn’t fashionable for London, let alone for whores. Her face was bare of paint and artifice, rosy and glowing by the light from the stage, and her hair was unpowdered as well, so dark that it blended into the shadows around her. She was tall, too, with a slender grace that didn’t depend on tight lacing, and the way she bent forward, offering a generous view of her breasts framed by the pink silk, was unconsciously elegant.
That was it, then, the intangible that compelled him to look at her. She was a beauty who didn’t seem to care about being one, unashamed of being unaware. It charmed him, he who’d been sure he’d seen and admired every kind of female beauty; no, it captivated him. And the longer he watched her, the more intrigued he became.
In his eagerness, Hawke leaned forward, too, almost as if mirroring her pose. Suddenly she looked from the stage directly toward him, as if she’d felt the power of his interest clear across the playhouse. She looked at him openly, studying him without any coyness or coquettishness, and slowly raised one hand to smooth a loose curl behind her ear. Automatically he smiled, more with pleasure than with any seductive motive, and to his delight, she smiled in return.
He had to learn who she was, no matter the inconvenience this would cause to his wedding plans. His unwanted bride had already waited a good long time for him, and surely she could wait just a little longer. He had to meet this beauty now, as soon as possible. At once he rose, intending to leave his box and find her, and crashed directly into Petershaw.
“Here, Hawke, no hurry,” he said, his broad face beaming as he put his hands on Hawke’s shoulders to steady himself. “I’ve made certain that those two little hussies will be waiting for us after the performance, and then—”
“Damnation, Petershaw, not now.” Hawke untangled himself from his friend. “That beauty in pink, there, in the box directly across the way. Do you know who she might be?”
He turned back to point her out to Petershaw.
The box was empty. The girl was gone.
Hawke swore again, and raced through the door of his box into the corridor. She couldn’t have gone far. Her box was on the same ring, and if he hurried, he was sure to find her.
But the opera’s second act had just concluded, and while applause rippled through the house behind him, the doors to all the other boxes opened and their occupants streamed into the corridor in search of refreshments or one another. At once the narrow passage was filled with people, with the ladies in their wide hooped skirts claiming three times the space. Though Hawke did his best to press through, by the time he’d finally made his way to the other side, the young woman in pink was nowhere to be found, and doubtless long, long gone.
“Whose box is this?” Hawke demanded of the attendant standing beside the door.
“The Earl of Farnham, my lord,” the man said.
“Your Grace,” Hawke corrected impatiently. He didn’t know Lord Farnham, but then he didn’t know much of anyone in London now. “I’m the Duke of Hawkesworth.”
“Forgive me, Your Grace,” the man said, mortified, and bowed hastily. “I did not know.”
“There was a young woman here this night, dressed all in pink,” Hawke said. “Was she a guest of Lord Farnham’s? Do you know her name?”
The attendant’s brows rose with surprise. “Lord Farnham’s not in attendance tonight, Your Grace. Forgive me for speaking plain, but his lordship must be eighty if he’s a day, Your Grace, with scant interest in young ladies.”
“You saw no young woman in pink?”
“No, Your Grace,” the man declared soundly. “None at all.”
“What is this all about, Hawke?” Petershaw asked beside him. “Who the devil is this chit in pink that has you in such a steam?”
Hawke sighed with frustration, and a certain amount of confusion as well. He didn’t know why finding this girl had become so important to him; he could not put her smile from his thoughts, nor, truly, did he want to.
“I do not know who she is, Petershaw,” he said, “beyond her being the most beguiling creature imaginable. It would seem she has vanished clear away.”
“Now that’s the Hawke I recall, always with his nose to the trail of a vixen.” Petershaw grinned slyly. “Where’s that dutiful, dull bridegroom now, eh?”
Petershaw had intended it only as a jest, a sly and slightly envious jab at Hawke’s reputation with women. But instead it struck Hawke as a sobering reminder, as determined to douse his desire as a bucket of water from an icy river. It should have been, too, especially for a man such as Hawke, who seldom denied himself anything. As delectable as the smiling girl in pink might be, she was not for him. For the foreseeable future, he was doomed to keep to only the most respectable of paths, and grant to his bride exclusive rights to his honor, his title, his fortune, and most of all his cock.
A sobering reminder, indeed. A grim, depressing, damnably sobering reminder.
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