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Complete Works of Thomas Hardy (Illustrated)

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by Thomas Hardy


  Yet gaily sing

  Until the pewter ring

  Those songs we sang when we went gipsying.

  And lightly dance

  Some triple-timed romance

  In coupled figures, and forget mischance;

  And mourn not me

  Beneath the yellowing tree;

  For I shall mind not, slumbering peacefully.

  THE RECALCITRANTS

  Let us off and search, and find a place

  Where yours and mine can be natural lives,

  Where no one comes who dissects and dives

  And proclaims that ours is a curious case,

  That its touch of romance can scarcely grace.

  You would think it strange at first, but then

  Everything has been strange in its time.

  When some one said on a day of the prime

  He would bow to no brazen god again

  He doubtless dazed the mass of men.

  None will recognize us as a pair whose claims

  To righteous judgment we care not making;

  Who have doubted if breath be worth the taking,

  And have no respect for the current fames

  Whence the savour has flown while abide the names.

  We have found us already shunned, disdained,

  And for re-acceptance have not once striven;

  Whatever offence our course has given

  The brunt thereof we have long sustained.

  Well, let us away, scorned unexplained.

  STARLINGS ON THE ROOF

  “No smoke spreads out of this chimney-pot,

  The people who lived here have left the spot,

  And others are coming who knew them not.

  If you listen anon, with an ear intent,

  The voices, you’ll find, will be different

  From the well-known ones of those who went.”

  “Why did they go? Their tones so bland

  Were quite familiar to our band;

  The comers we shall not understand.”

  “They look for a new life, rich and strange;

  They do not know that, let them range

  Wherever they may, they will get no change.

  “They will drag their house-gear ever so far

  In their search for a home no miseries mar;

  They will find that as they were they are,

  “That every hearth has a ghost, alack,

  And can be but the scene of a bivouac

  Till they move perforce — no time to pack!”

  THE MOON LOOKS IN

  I

  I have risen again,

  And awhile survey

  By my chilly ray

  Through your window-pane

  Your upturned face,

  As you think, “Ah-she

  Now dreams of me

  In her distant place!”

  II

  I pierce her blind

  In her far-off home:

  She fixes a comb,

  And says in her mind,

  “I start in an hour;

  Whom shall I meet?

  Won’t the men be sweet,

  And the women sour!”

  THE SWEET HUSSY

  In his early days he was quite surprised

  When she told him she was compromised

  By meetings and lingerings at his whim,

  And thinking not of herself but him;

  While she lifted orbs aggrieved and round

  That scandal should so soon abound,

  (As she had raised them to nine or ten

  Of antecedent nice young men)

  And in remorse he thought with a sigh,

  How good she is, and how bad am I! -

  It was years before he understood

  That she was the wicked one — he the good.

  THE TELEGRAM

  “O he’s suffering — maybe dying — and I not there to aid,

  And smooth his bed and whisper to him! Can I nohow go?

  Only the nurse’s brief twelve words thus hurriedly conveyed,

  As by stealth, to let me know.

  “He was the best and brightest! — candour shone upon his brow,

  And I shall never meet again a soldier such as he,

  And I loved him ere I knew it, and perhaps he’s sinking now,

  Far, far removed from me!”

  - The yachts ride mute at anchor and the fulling moon is fair,

  And the giddy folk are strutting up and down the smooth parade,

  And in her wild distraction she seems not to be aware

  That she lives no more a maid,

  But has vowed and wived herself to one who blessed the ground she

  trod

  To and from his scene of ministry, and thought her history known

  In its last particular to him — aye, almost as to God,

  And believed her quite his own.

  So great her absentmindedness she droops as in a swoon,

  And a movement of aversion mars her recent spousal grace,

  And in silence we two sit here in our waning honeymoon

  At this idle watering-place . . .

  What now I see before me is a long lane overhung

  With lovelessness, and stretching from the present to the grave.

  And I would I were away from this, with friends I knew when young,

  Ere a woman held me slave.

  THE MOTH-SIGNAL

  (On Egdon Heath)

  “What are you still, still thinking,”

  He asked in vague surmise,

  “That stare at the wick unblinking

  With those great lost luminous eyes?”

  “O, I see a poor moth burning

  In the candle-flame,” said she,

  Its wings and legs are turning

  To a cinder rapidly.”

  “Moths fly in from the heather,”

  He said, “now the days decline.”

  “I know,” said she. “The weather,

  I hope, will at last be fine.

  “I think,” she added lightly,

  ”I’ll look out at the door.

  The ring the moon wears nightly

  May be visible now no more.”

  She rose, and, little heeding,

  Her husband then went on

  With his attentive reading

  In the annals of ages gone.

  Outside the house a figure

  Came from the tumulus near,

  And speedily waxed bigger,

  And clasped and called her Dear.

  “I saw the pale-winged token

  You sent through the crack,” sighed she.

  “That moth is burnt and broken

  With which you lured out me.

  “And were I as the moth is

  It might be better far

  For one whose marriage troth is

  Shattered as potsherds are!”

  Then grinned the Ancient Briton

  From the tumulus treed with pine:

  “So, hearts are thwartly smitten

  In these days as in mine!”

  SEEN BY THE WAITS

  Through snowy woods and shady

  We went to play a tune

  To the lonely manor-lady

  By the light of the Christmas moon.

  We violed till, upward glancing

  To where a mirror leaned,

  We saw her airily dancing,

  Deeming her movements screened;

  Dancing alone in the room there,

  Thin-draped in her robe of night;

  Her postures, glassed in the gloom there,

  Were a strange phantasmal sight.

  She had learnt (we heard when homing)

  That her roving spouse was dead;

  Why she had danced in the gloaming

  We thought, but never said.

  THE TWO SOLDIERS

  Just at the corner of the wall

  We met — yes, he and I -

  Who had not faced in camp or
hall

  Since we bade home good-bye,

  And what once happened came back — all -

  Out of those years gone by.

  And that strange woman whom we knew

  And loved — long dead and gone,

  Whose poor half-perished residue,

  Tombless and trod, lay yon!

  But at this moment to our view

  Rose like a phantom wan.

  And in his fixed face I could see,

  Lit by a lurid shine,

  The drama re-enact which she

  Had dyed incarnadine

  For us, and more. And doubtless he

  Beheld it too in mine.

  A start, as at one slightly known,

  And with an indifferent air

  We passed, without a sign being shown

  That, as it real were,

  A memory-acted scene had thrown

  Its tragic shadow there.

  THE DEATH OF REGRET

  I opened my shutter at sunrise,

  And looked at the hill hard by,

  And I heartily grieved for the comrade

  Who wandered up there to die.

  I let in the morn on the morrow,

  And failed not to think of him then,

  As he trod up that rise in the twilight,

  And never came down again.

  I undid the shutter a week thence,

  But not until after I’d turned

  Did I call back his last departure

  By the upland there discerned.

  Uncovering the casement long later,

  I bent to my toil till the gray,

  When I said to myself, “Ah — what ails me,

  To forget him all the day!”

  As daily I flung back the shutter

  In the same blank bald routine,

  He scarcely once rose to remembrance

  Through a month of my facing the scene.

  And ah, seldom now do I ponder

  At the window as heretofore

  On the long valued one who died yonder,

  And wastes by the sycamore.

  IN THE DAYS OF CRINOLINE

  A plain tilt-bonnet on her head

  She took the path across the leaze.

  - Her spouse the vicar, gardening, said,

  “Too dowdy that, for coquetries,

  So I can hoe at ease.

  But when she had passed into the heath,

  And gained the wood beyond the flat,

  She raised her skirts, and from beneath

  Unpinned and drew as from a sheath

  An ostrich-feathered hat.

  And where the hat had hung she now

  Concealed and pinned the dowdy hood,

  And set the hat upon her brow,

  And thus emerging from the wood

  Tripped on in jaunty mood.

  The sun was low and crimson-faced

  As two came that way from the town,

  And plunged into the wood untraced . . .

  When separately therefrom they paced

  The sun had quite gone down.

  The hat and feather disappeared,

  The dowdy hood again was donned,

  And in the gloom the fair one neared

  Her home and husband dour, who conned

  Calmly his blue-eyed blonde.

  “To-day,” he said, “you have shown good sense,

  A dress so modest and so meek

  Should always deck your goings hence

  Alone.” And as a recompense

  He kissed her on the cheek.

  THE ROMAN GRAVEMOUNDS

  By Rome’s dim relics there walks a man,

  Eyes bent; and he carries a basket and spade;

  I guess what impels him to scrape and scan;

  Yea, his dreams of that Empire long decayed.

  “Vast was Rome,” he must muse, “in the world’s regard,

  Vast it looms there still, vast it ever will be;”

  And he stoops as to dig and unmine some shard

  Left by those who are held in such memory.

  But no; in his basket, see, he has brought

  A little white furred thing, stiff of limb,

  Whose life never won from the world a thought;

  It is this, and not Rome, that is moving him.

  And to make it a grave he has come to the spot,

  And he delves in the ancient dead’s long home;

  Their fames, their achievements, the man knows not;

  The furred thing is all to him — nothing Rome!

  “Here say you that Caesar’s warriors lie? -

  But my little white cat was my only friend!

  Could she but live, might the record die

  Of Caesar, his legions, his aims, his end!”

  Well, Rome’s long rule here is oft and again

  A theme for the sages of history,

  And the small furred life was worth no one’s pen;

  Yet its mourner’s mood has a charm for me.

  November 1910.

  THE WORKBOX

  “See, here’s the workbox, little wife,

  That I made of polished oak.”

  He was a joiner, of village life;

  She came of borough folk.

  He holds the present up to her

  As with a smile she nears

  And answers to the profferer,

  “‘Twill last all my sewing years!”

  “I warrant it will. And longer too.

  ‘Tis a scantling that I got

  Off poor John Wayward’s coffin, who

  Died of they knew not what.

  “The shingled pattern that seems to cease

  Against your box’s rim

  Continues right on in the piece

  That’s underground with him.

  “And while I worked it made me think

  Of timber’s varied doom;

  One inch where people eat and drink,

  The next inch in a tomb.

  “But why do you look so white, my dear,

  And turn aside your face?

  You knew not that good lad, I fear,

  Though he came from your native place?”

  “How could I know that good young man,

  Though he came from my native town,

  When he must have left there earlier than

  I was a woman grown?”

  “Ah no. I should have understood!

  It shocked you that I gave

  To you one end of a piece of wood

  Whose other is in a grave?”

  “Don’t, dear, despise my intellect,

  Mere accidental things

  Of that sort never have effect

  On my imaginings.”

  Yet still her lips were limp and wan,

  Her face still held aside,

  As if she had known not only John,

  But known of what he died.

  THE SACRILEGE

  A BALLAD-TRAGEDY

  (Circa 182-)

  PART I

  “I have a Love I love too well

  Where Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor;

  I have a Love I love too well,

  To whom, ere she was mine,

  ‘Such is my love for you,’ I said,

  ‘That you shall have to hood your head

  A silken kerchief crimson-red,

  Wove finest of the fine.’

  “And since this Love, for one mad moon,

  On Exon Wild by Dunkery Tor,

  Since this my Love for one mad moon

  Did clasp me as her king,

  I snatched a silk-piece red and rare

  From off a stall at Priddy Fair,

  For handkerchief to hood her hair

  When we went gallanting.

  “Full soon the four weeks neared their end

  Where Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor;

  And when the four weeks neared their end,

  And their swift sweets outwore,

  I said, ‘What shall I do to own
r />   Those beauties bright as tulips blown,

  And keep you here with me alone

  As mine for evermore?’

  “And as she drowsed within my van

  On Exon Wild by Dunkery Tor -

  And as she drowsed within my van,

  And dawning turned to day,

  She heavily raised her sloe-black eyes

  And murmured back in softest wise,

  ‘One more thing, and the charms you prize

  Are yours henceforth for aye.

  “‘And swear I will I’ll never go

  While Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor

  To meet the Cornish Wrestler Joe

  For dance and dallyings.

  If you’ll to yon cathedral shrine,

  And finger from the chest divine

  Treasure to buy me ear-drops fine,

  And richly jewelled rings.’

  “I said: ‘I am one who has gathered gear

  From Marlbury Downs to Dunkery Tor,

  Who has gathered gear for many a year

  From mansion, mart and fair;

  But at God’s house I’ve stayed my hand,

  Hearing within me some command -

  Curbed by a law not of the land

  From doing damage there.’

  “Whereat she pouts, this Love of mine,

  As Dunkery frowns on Exon Moor,

  And still she pouts, this Love of mine,

  So cityward I go.

  But ere I start to do the thing,

  And speed my soul’s imperilling

  For one who is my ravishing

  And all the joy I know,

  “I come to lay this charge on thee -

  On Exon Wild by Dunkery Tor -

  I come to lay this charge on thee

 

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