Morgan, Nicole - Intimate Confessions [Intimate Temptations 2] (Siren Publishing Allure)

by Nicole Morgan

  “Babe, let me help you.”

  He came to her and pulled the stretchy fabric over her breasts, then down her stomach, and finally, covering her beautifully smoothly shaven pussy.

  The sight of her made his cock jolt. He wanted her now. It was taking everything he had to not throw her on the bed, spread her thighs, and plunge inside of her. Tonight was a test for them though. They needed to take this journey together. Patience and restraint was the only way that would be possible. She didn’t know it yet, but in many ways, she was the one in control tonight. Nothing would happen unless she too agreed to it. Dominant or not, he would commit to nothing if she wasn’t right there with him.

  He smoothed her long, wavy hair from her face. “You’re so beautiful.”

  “Derek…” Her voice trailed off.

  Bending his head down, he took her face in his hands and kissed her. It was tender and gentle, like their very first kiss had been.

  “Are you ready?” he asked.

  She nodded her head yes and placed her hand in his.

  “Okay. Let’s go.”

  They walked from the room hand in hand. He had no way to foresee what their evening may hold. One thing he did know, though, was that, the next time they were in this room, their lives would be changed forever.

  He squeezed her hand a little tighter. He knew they were strong enough for this. He needed her to know it, too.

  Chapter 25

  Sandi felt Derek’s firm grasp of her hand tighten. Her heart was racing in part fear and part anticipation as they neared the rooms in the basement. She wasn’t sure what she was afraid of, the unknown, the unchartered territory, or her desires. Having Derek there with her helped calm her shaky nerves, if only a little.

  Together, they descended the staircase side by side. For a fleeting moment, she wondered if he was as nervous as she was, but she quickly dismissed the idea. Derek was always calm and in control. Maybe that was what was making her feel safe.

  Reaching the bottom step, she saw many couples sitting in the sitting room which Zach had turned into a makeshift lounge. The bar nestled in the far corner of the large room had a bartender which greeted both her and Derek with a smile and a wave of invitation to order something.

  “Something to drink before we venture on?” he asked quietly in her ear.

  “Yes, please.”

  Still hand in hand, they walked over to the bartender who waved his arm toward the back wall showcasing his assortment of liquor.

  “What’ll it be, sir?” the flaxen-haired bartender asked Derek.

  It struck her when he called him sir. She knew it was merely his manners talking, but it brought back the reality of where they were and what they may encounter. Sir was a word used often in this environment to indicate giving respect to the person one was submitting to.

  “I’ll have a scotch on the rocks, and the lady will have a cranberry and vodka.”

  She hadn’t told Derek what she wanted to drink, but he knew her well, and that was one of her favorite cocktails. All she could do was smile at him for knowing her so well.

  As the glasses were slid in front of them, Derek’s hand left hers as he reached for both and handed hers to her. She took a healthier sip than usual, feeling she needed a bit of liquid courage. Standing against the wall a few yards away from them was a couple of women who were showering a clearly dominant man with kisses and caresses. The sight, while arousing, brought back a bit of her unease. Nothing she wanted, no fantasy she craved, was worth doing something to cause a rift between her and Derek.

  She must have been staring more than she’d realized because a whisper tickled her neck as he told her, “Relax, baby. You and I will be fine.”

  Trusting him was her only option and the only thing that truly made her feel safe. Her nerves might be making her hyperaware of her surroundings right now, but she knew that he wouldn’t let them go down a path they couldn’t handle.

  Zach was across the room talking to a man and woman who appeared to be even more nervous than she had. She wondered if that was how she looked the first time she had seen this type of an environment. She remembered the excitement and anxiety which riddled her that night. It was a contradiction of emotion that she had more bad memories of than good. It made her feel slightly sorry for the woman who was clutching at the man’s arm as though, if she let go, she would fall off of a cliff into the abyss.

  “Why don’t you finish that drink, and let’s go for a walk down the canyon.”

  Derek’s soothing voice broke her thoughts from Zach and the couple, and she looked up at him with an adoring smile. The canyon, as Zach had dubbed it, was a term for the wide hallway which led to the various rooms where scenes were being performed. He’d explained to her “canyon” seemed an appropriate name because of its wide space which led to dark rooms, dimly lit with rich and exotic colors. He claimed that one only had to walk down the canyon to explore until they found the right cave which suited them. At the time, she’d thought it an unusual metaphor for a place which centered on sex and all different types one could have. Now, looking at the atmosphere, the soft lights casting shadows against the walls as people walked to and from, it made perfect sense.

  She swallowed the last of her drink and set her glass down on the bar. Derek smiled at her patiently. His glass had been empty minutes before. He held his arm out to her, and she accepted.

  One of the first caverns they came across on her right was of a man and a woman. He was bent over a bench, his mouth held open by the ball gag which was strapped to the back of his head. The woman who was circling him and scolding him for having done something without asking seemed pleased with the red welts on his bottom. Her hand stroked and played with the crop in her hand as she continued her speech. She’d seen something of this nature before, but it didn’t do anything for her libido. Derek must have concurred because he slowly pulled her away as they continued on.

  On the left, she saw two women on the floor, one hovering over the other as they pleasured one another. There was a man standing over them. His arms were crossed, and his pants were open and pulled slightly down, exposing his hardened dick. Despite his erection, he seemed strangely calm as he watched them. As though he was studying their reactions to one another and what they were experiencing. He didn’t seem at all fazed by the dozen or so couples which were surrounding them in the large room.

  “He’s enjoying watching them. This moment is about them right now. Not his needs.”

  Startled, she looked to Derek. “How did you know what I was thinking?” she whispered her question.

  Giving her a half smile, he kissed her forehead. “I just did.”

  She didn’t doubt that he could read her that well. He’d always been able to in the past, so she wasn’t sure why it had surprised her.

  They stayed watching the two women pleasing each other, both of them moaning in unison and clearly close to orgasm.

  “They’re waiting,” Derek told her.

  “Waiting?”

  “To be given permission.”

  She flushed when Derek said those words. For a moment, it brought her back to nights ago when Derek had controlled her and her body, when he was in charge of everything they did. He must have caught her reaction because he winked at her and motioned back toward the couple for her to keep watching.

  The women were writhing against each other now. The moans coming from them were almost painful to hear. It was clear they were in agony, just on the brink of being let go to enjoy that euphoric feeling that came over one right as they came.

  Minutes passed as they and others watched. A noise caught her attention, and she peeked her head around Derek to see a woman on her knees hurriedly unfastening the pants of the man standing before her as she looked up at him. Her eyes looked hungry.

  She couldn’t look away as she watched the woman pull out the man’s dick and slide it into her willing mouth. Unconsciously, she licked her lips and felt liquid heat build from her pussy. She under
stood the woman’s hunger. So many times, she’d felt that need. Her eyes were locked on the woman until she felt eyes on her. She looked up to see the man in question staring at her. His eyes locked to her gaze as his hands ran though the woman’s hair, pulling her head to him.

  “Look away from him right now!”

  Derek’s sharp tone startled her. She’d been lost in what they were doing and hadn’t even realized she was staring. She looked to find an unhappy scowl on his face.

  “I…” She was suddenly speechless, unsure of what to say. He seemed angry.

  “Come with me.” He grabbed onto her hand and quickly escorted her from the room.

  “Derek, what’s wrong?” She didn’t know what she had done, but he was most definitely upset about something.

  He didn’t answer her, but instead led her on a hurried path down the canyon, his grip of her hand never relenting as they raced past rooms and scenes that she was only able to catch a glimpse of.

  They reached the end of the canyon and stopped. There was nowhere else to go. The only door before them was a door which was marked Employees Only.

  “Derek, what are we doing?”

  He didn’t answer her. Instead, he began typing a code into a pad on the wall. She couldn’t gauge his mood. He still seemed agitated, but she wasn’t sure if it was with her. The keypad blinked green, and she heard a click of the door unlocking.

  Derek pushed the door open and pulled her in the room with him. She hadn’t been prepared for what she saw when she got inside. The room was a large and somewhat luxurious bedroom. In the center of it was one of the biggest beds she’s ever seen. It had to be custom made because it looked much larger than a king-size. The walls seemed to be made of dark-red, velvet fabric which was surrounding them. The few pieces of furniture were in dark wood tones, and only a few wall sconces lit the room. It gave the whole atmosphere a medieval type of feeling. She’d only had a few seconds to take it all in before Derek started to talk.

  “Did you want that guy back there?”

  She was stunned by his question. “What?”

  “It’s a simple question, Sandi. Did you want him?”

  “Oh my God, Derek. No! How could you even think that?”

  He shook his head. “How could I think that? You were…” He hesitated for a moment and then went to sit on a small bench at the foot of the bed. He placed his hand next to him. “Come here.”

  She went to him as told and sat beside him. “I don’t understand what I did wrong.”

  He brushed the backs of his fingers along her cheek and smiled at her. “I know you don’t. It dawned on me just now that you hadn’t realized what he was doing.”

  “What he was doing?”

  “Sweetheart, he was inviting you to join her and them in a scene. His stare was his way of claiming you for the night. Your staring back gave him indication you wanted to participate. Things can get ugly with some types if they think you’ve agreed and then you back out.”

  “What? I was just…I mean, it wasn’t an acceptance. How could he think that by just me looking at him?”

  “His eyes were on you a lot longer than you realized. I was closer to them and overheard their conversation. He’d told her he wanted you. He instructed her to get on her knees to entice you. His eyes never left you the entire time.”

  She shook her head in disbelief. “I honestly had no idea. Derek, I know I’ve been to places like this before, but I’ve never really experienced things or been taught things. That’s how Zach and I became friends. He saved me from a bad…”

  “Shh…I know.”

  He leaned over and kissed her. His tongue swept in her mouth and nearly stole her breath with its urgency. Before she knew it, she was lying back on the bed, his body covering hers as his groin pushed into her pussy. She could feel the bulge of his urgency and wanted desperately to do to him what that woman had been doing to the man in the other room.

  His mouth left hers as his tongue slid down the side of her neck and met with her cleavage. The hands which were just roaming her body suddenly stopped to pull the dress down below her breasts, causing them to push up even further.

  “Damn, I love your nipples.” His voice was breathless.

  She couldn’t help but arch her body into him as he began sucking on her. Tingles were shooting from where his mouth was and down to her pussy. She could feel wetness seeping from her. It never seemed to be enough with Derek. She always wanted and needed him so badly.

  Her arms were wrapped around his head as he suckled on her. She wasn’t sure how long had passed, but her desire was building. She wanted him inside of her. It didn’t matter where, but she needed to feel him taking her. With her body arched into his and her eyes closed, she felt as though she was floating somewhere else. For a brief moment, she opened her eyes and scanned the room which seemed to be spinning. She shut her eyes again, lost in the sensation of the gentle bites Derek was giving her when her vision caught up with her mind.

  Quickly, she pushed Derek up and off of her as she pulled up her dress and covered herself. She was flushed and embarrassed as she pointed to Zach standing across the room when Derek looked at her with surprise.

  “You got here kind of early. I didn’t get a chance to talk to her yet,” Derek told Zach.

  “You were expecting him?” She couldn’t imagine what was going on.

  “Should I go?” Zach asked Derek.

  “Why are you asking him and not even looking at me?” she demanded.

  “Sandi, my dear. I’m asking the one who’s in charge.”

  Oh God.

  Then it hit her. Had Derek and he talked and subsequently arranged for something between the three of them?

  “No, stay. Perhaps it’s better if you’re here while I tell her.”

  “Tell me what, Derek?”

  He got up off the bed and reached his hand out to her. She accepted and stood before him, but only for a second because he turned her to face Zach.

  “Do you find Zach attractive? Don’t hesitate, tell me the truth.”

  “Yes.” She wasn’t sure why the answer fell so freely from her, but she felt compelled to give into Derek and whatever he asked of her.

  “You told me about your fantasy, remember?” His hand brushed the hair from her shoulder and began kissing her neck.

  Her chest was heaving. “Yes.”

  Pulling her dress up, he exposed her to Zach as he reached his hand around and dipped a finger inside her. “You’re so wet, baby. Why are you so wet?”

  Her eyes were focused on Zach. He seemed aroused by what he saw which confused her. She was even more surprised when she looked down to see an erection hidden behind the fabric of his pants.

  “Baby, I asked you a question,” Derek persisted.

  “I…I…” She wondered what she could say. It was Derek who had turned her on, but the confusion of having Zach standing before her with a hard-on was confusing her needs.

  “She’s confused,” Zach answered for her, and she wondered how he knew that.

  Derek stopped what he was doing and brought his finger to her lips, gently brushing them with her juices.

  “Derek?” Her heart was beating unbelievably fast.

  “Do you love me?” he asked.

  “More than anything or anyone in this world.”

  “Do you trust me?”

  “Of course I do. Completely.”

  “Do you want your fantasy to come true.”

  “Yes.”

  Her quick answer even surprised her. She held no hesitation as she admitted to him that she wanted something she felt so guilty for craving so many times.

  “Lift your arms,” he instructed.

  Doing as she was told, she held her arms up, allowing Derek to remove her dress. He threw it on the floor and started kissing the back of her shoulder. She was standing completely naked and exposed in front of Zach, his erection even more evident than before, as Derek’s lips and tongue caused her to tingle all over.r />
  “Now, Zach. Come to her.”

  Chapter 26

  Zach came toward her, unbuttoning his shirt as he approached her. He tried to reassure her with a sensitive smile. She looked nervous, and he wanted her to relax and give into what she wanted.

  He removed his shirt and dropped it next to her dress. She arched her body as Derek went down on his knees and was kissing her lower back. With his thumb and forefinger, Zach grazed her hardened nipple before gently pinching it. Her moan told him she liked it, so he squeezed a little tighter.

  Dropping his head, he took her other nipple in his mouth. It had been so long since he’d been with a woman. He needed this, probably more than Sandi wanted it. Having a tit in his mouth again shot an urgency straight to his cock. He was already rigid and ready for action, but the feel of her pointy tips against his tongue was his undoing. Grabbing her hands, he brought them to his erection, moving her fingers up and down his cock in a stroking motion.

  “Yeah, stroke me,” he whispered.

  He felt her tense for a moment and stopped what he was doing. He opened his eyes and saw Derek was once again standing, looking over her shoulder. He instantly knew his mistake. Derek was in charge, not him. If anyone was to instruct her what to do, it would be him. He was just so turned on, he’d lost himself in the moment. It was a mistake he couldn’t let happen again, or he was sure Derek would stop things before they’d started.

  Derek broke the silence, “Finish undressing for her, Zach. Show her what you have to give her.”

  For some reason, Zach was much more relieved than he’d expected to be. He had been worried his friend was going to put an end to things right then and was so glad he hadn’t.

  He stepped a couple feet away from Sandi and kicked off his shoes. Their gazes were locked on one another despite Derek whispering something in her ear that he couldn’t hear. Whatever he was saying to her she must have liked because her arousal seemed to be rising. Her hands seemed anxious, roaming her stomach and breasts as if they were desperate for contact of any kind. He couldn’t wait to touch her, kiss her, and lick her all over. Though he needed to learn to pace himself, he had no idea what Derek was even going to allow. All they’d agreed on was that they would be with her and see where the night took them. His urge to be inside her pussy was killing him though.