Own Me (Romance on the Go)

by Jenika Snow

  I was wet, embarrassingly so, and with every stroke of his fingers through my sweetness, I couldn’t hold in the moans anymore. But within a matter of minutes he had his hand away from between my thighs, and took a step back. He smirked, brought his hand up, and licked off the slickness that coated his fingers.

  I found his attitude very arrogant, but it also turned me on. Maybe it was my helplessness that made me feel so aroused around them? Hell, maybe it was because there were four of them and they screamed dominance, and that this was one of my fantasies personified. Whatever it was, I didn’t think what I had to say, if I could have said anything coherent, held much weight.

  Boden took another step forward until he was close enough his lips were a hairsbreadth away from mine.

  “You are ours, sweet Athena. You are ours to do with as we please.” He ran his tongue out and licked my bottom lip. “Tell me you want to go. Tell me you haven’t ached for what we can give you, that you haven’t thought about it more times than you can even count.” His gaze dipped down to my lips, and I licked them involuntarily, tasting him on me. “Lie to us and say you don’t want this, even though we can smell the arousal coming off of you.”

  “I…” I didn’t know what to say.

  “You just need to say you want this. Give into us, submit to us, and we’ll give you everything you’ve wanted.” He had his hands on my hips, and I shivered from the contact. “Let us dominate you in the way only our kind can.” I found myself nodding, and before I could say anything he had his lips slanted against mine. I moaned at the instant electricity that slammed into me. I closed my eyes when I felt his tongue sweep along the seam of my mouth, demanding access. I opened, tasting him, needing him.

  He kissed me for several seconds but then pulled away far too soon. “Give in to us, Athena.” His whispered words tickled my lips.

  Did I honestly want this? Did I want to be their “prisoner” and submit to them fully? The thoughts bombarded me in rapid succession. Did I want to let my inhibitions go to four vampires? I felt the world tilt and my arousal heighten.

  “Tell us what you crave. Tell us what you want and we’ll give it to you and more.”

  I knew if I agreed to this, submitted to them, there would be no going back.

  Chapter Three

  I knew what I wanted, knew that if I didn’t let myself feel this one surrender, I would regret it for the rest of my life. Maybe they didn’t really “take me”. Maybe they were saving me, letting me be who I wanted to be? And then I made up my mind, threw caution and nervousness to the wind, and decided that I was just going to embrace this.

  “I want this,” I whispered, not sure at first if they’d heard me, but my thoughts vanished when he leaned forward and took my mouth with his. He ran his tongue along his lips and reached behind me to spear his fingers through my hair, tilting my head back further. He deepened the kiss that way and pressed himself closer to me. I felt his hard cock press against my belly, realized how huge he was, and a twinge of fear and anticipation filled me.

  “I want to hear you say it again. I want you to say you’ll submit to us, that you want us to show you what it is like to be with one of our kind.” Boden stepped back then, and I watched in fascination as the four of them started to unbutton their pants. I swear I could feel my heart beating in my ears and at the base of my throat. My hands were clenched into tight fists, and sweat lined the valley between my breasts.

  Once their pants were undone and pushed down enough they had their dicks out, all I could do was stare. I knew my eyes were wide, knew I probably looked shocked as hell. The cocks revealed rivaled any I had ever seen before and were so thick and long I couldn’t help but clench my thighs together. I swallowed my emotions, wondering how it would feel to have those monster cocks in my pussy.

  For a second, I couldn’t find my voice, couldn’t even think enough to make a coherent sentence. But finally, I cleared my throat and looked at Boden. “I want it. I want to know what it’s like.”

  I swear the temperature in the room dropped, the chills racing along my limbs testifying to that. They made these deep sounds from their throats, ones that seemed like primal animals had been released. Boden stepped up to me and ran his tongue up my throat. Hot tendrils of desire spiked through me, and I shivered, trying to keep my eyes open has pleasure swamped me. He started to suck at my flesh, right at my pulse, and moved his hands over my hips and around to my ass. He cupped my bottom, giving it a hard squeeze until the pain and pleasure coalesced as one, and for a second I didn’t know if I’d last the night.

  With his mouth still on my neck, he curled his hips toward me, and I felt the hard length of him rub along my slit. With his pants lowered and his dick exposed, his hard length fit perfectly against my bare slit. I was so wet, so soaked that his cock slipped easily between my folds.

  I started to rub myself on his cock as best I could and realized I was so close to coming it would only take a few more bumps and grinds and I would explode. As if Boden realized this he nipped my neck, the sharp sting adding to my pleasure, and stepped away. He was on his knees in front of me before I could even inhale. I looked down and watched as he untied one of my ankles and brought my leg over his shoulder. I was spread for him obscenely, but that just seemed to make the situation even hotter. His moist breath teased my cunt, and I wanted to press myself against him. His big hand on my inner thigh stopped any movements I might have had.

  “Hold still. Submit.”

  He started to lap at my pussy like a madman. He took his thumbs and pulled my labia apart while his mouth suctioned to my clit with fervor. I could see my engorged clit stand out and felt slightly embarrassed over the fact. As if he knew where my thoughts were, he ran his tongue over the bundle of nerve endings and then ever-so-slowly pulled away so only a light string of his saliva followed. I wouldn’t have thought I’d find that kind of sight erotic, but seeing it made my belly tingle with need.

  I groaned and glanced at the other three men right in front of me. They held their cocks in hand, stroking themselves quickly, their gazes riveted to what Boden was doing to me.

  Eeron flicked his gaze to mine and slowly smirked. “Do you like Boden sucking at that pretty cunt? Do you like it when we watch, baby?”

  I nodded, no need to even lie. His explicit words sparked my pleasure even higher. Eeron stepped forward and took a strand of my hair, running it between his fingers. His mouth was slightly open, and I noticed his fangs, those piercing twin points, and a fresh gush of moisture trickled from my pussy. Boden groaned, which caused delicious vibrations to travel through my clit. Eeron latched his mouth onto mine and started flicking his tongue against mine, his fangs a sharp reminder of how dangerous he was. His kiss was more aggressive, wilder than Boden’s.

  Boden skimmed his hand over my belly, and he splayed his fingers over my flesh as he applied some pressure to my pussy. I hadn’t realized until now how hard I had been thrusting my hips forward, pressing my sopping wet cunt against his mouth. As Eeron kissed me, I felt a hot, wet tongue slide along one of my nipples. I gasped, but Eeron cupped the back of my neck, his fingers digging into my flesh, and kept our mouths fused.

  Eeron broke the kiss after an agonizing erotic minute and moved behind me. He brushed my hair off my neck and started kissing my shoulder. I glanced over and saw Aram licking my nipple while he looked up at me. His pink tongue came out and ran a circle around my areola, and his teeth followed by grabbing the engorged bud between them and biting down gently. The sight was erotic and had me arching my chest into his mouth, needing more, wanting all he had to give.

  I gasped and tilted my head back. I closed my eyes, absorbing the multitude of sensations. Just when I thought I would come, they all backed off on their ministrations. It was frustrating, but I realized when they renewed their efforts, my arousal grew even hotter, stronger. I stared at Ibrahim, the only vampire yet to touch me. He was still stroking his cock while he had his other hand cupping his balls.


  “Oh, God, I’m so close,” I whispered, my sight on the monstrous flesh hard and pointing toward me in Ibrahim’s palm. My breathing was so erratic I thought I would pass out.

  Ibrahim stepped forward then, maybe unable to control himself any longer, and cupped the breast getting no attention. He was surprisingly gentle with his caress, but I wasn’t fooled. He dipped his head and started sucking on my nipple, just as Aram did with the other. The dual sensations bombarded me, and I couldn’t hold off any longer. My knees buckled as my climax claimed me. I thought they would all move away from me after I got off, but they didn’t. They renewed their efforts.

  I threw my head back and groaned loudly, the pleasure so intense. I thrashed my head back and forth as the most intense orgasm I’d ever experienced nearly paralyzed me. I felt my pussy get so wet, and Boden sucked at me harder. The sound of deep male grunts and slippery flesh echoed throughout the room. When the pleasure descended, all I could do was hang my head and urge my heart to slow to a more normal beat.

  That was an impossible feat.

  They finally moved away from me, but I felt more disappointment than relief. I felt the air chill my overheated skin and wondered if I would survive the rest of the night.

  As if he read my mind, Boden spoke gruffly. “We’ve only just begun, Athena.”

  Chapter Four

  The ties binding me loosened as Boden took them off, and strong arms wrapped around my waist, holding my weight up. I opened my eyes and realized I was being carried to the opulent bed right across from where I’d been standing. Although I had been sated from the orgasm the four vampires had given me, the images of these men touching me so thoroughly again, and on this bed no less, made me wet once more.

  Once on the bed I lifted up and onto my elbows, holding my upper body up. I stared at Boden while he stood at the foot of the bed, his focus on me, his cock hard. The others were on both sides of me now, these men caging me in yet not making me feel trapped.

  “Spread your legs, Athena. Let us see that pretty pussy.”

  Boden’s words were tangible, touching every exposed part of me and causing my cunt to clench. I wanted his cock inside me. I wanted all of their cocks filling me, hard and fast, and stretching me to the point it hurt.

  I opened my thighs, felt my lips pull apart as my inner pinkness was obviously revealed, and heard a collective groan fill the room. I knew my pussy was swollen, could feel my pulse throb just under the sensitive tissue as if it were alive.

  “Touch yourself. We want to see your fingers buried inside your cunt.”

  Breathing slowly, I obeyed and looked among all of them. I slipped my hand across my breasts, teasing my nipple with my palm for a second, and then continued lower. I rested my fingers right above my clit, looking at the men still, seeing if they’d give me more direction. I liked them telling me what to do. Having them do that gave me this sense of freedom.

  “Spread it all,” Aram said, and they all groaned low.

  I bent my knees wider and used my thumbs to pull my pussy lips apart, showing them exactly what they wanted. The fact I was so wanton, so wild, surprised me. But it also felt so good. I saw the hungry look in Boden’s eyes, heard the sound of flesh slapping together as the other vampires beat off. My cunt was soaked, my juices slipping down the crack of my ass.

  Boden was the first to climb onto the bed, his eyes trained on where my finger was circling my hole. The way he licked his lips and groaned as I sank my finger inside my body, had me arching my back in desire. My breasts were thrust out, my nipples hard. I pushed my fingers inside and gasped at how good it felt. I pumped them several times, holding on as my body rushed toward another orgasm. I kept looking among all four of them, the sight of them pleasuring themselves driving my arousal so high I didn’t think I’d ever get it back down.

  “Stop.” His dark, commanding words were not to be disobeyed. I pulled my sopping fingers out, frozen in place as I took note of his fangs pressed to his bottom lip. “Come here.” I instantly obeyed and moved toward him. He snagged my wrist and brought the digits to his mouth, sucking off my cream with enthusiasm as he held my focus with his. A low, deep moan left him. “So fucking good.” He let go of my hand. “Turn around.”

  I looked at the other men, saw Eeron move onto the bed, as well, and realized what was about to happen. This was it, the actual fantasy coming to life.

  Trepidation and a sliver of fear lanced through me. I’d never had sex with a vampire let alone a full on orgy. I knew a vampire’s desire could be lascivious, demanding, and potent. How would it feel to be fucked by two at the same time, have one in my mouth and my hand, as well, I wondered? I got on my hands and knees, keenly aware that my ass and pussy were right in Boden’s line of vision. Eeron’s cock was standing hard in front of my face, the slit seeping pre-cum and tempting me to have a taste. Eeron gripped the root of his dick just as I lowered my head.

  “Put my cock in that pretty mouth of yours.”

  He rubbed the slick tip along my lips, and I hummed in approval at the salty, potent flavor of him. I opened my mouth wider to take Eeron just as I felt Boden’s hands slip between my thighs, forcing me to spread them wider.

  Eeron grunted and murmured his pleasure as I sucked on his cock. “Oh, yeah. So good, Athena, so fucking good.”

  I heard the rapid panting from all the men, even heard the sound of fists moving over hard cocks as Aram and Ibrahim continued to jerk off as they watched what their brothers were doing to me. I wanted to see them masturbate, wanted to see their palms caressing those heavy rods, their big balls swinging from the force, as they got off on what was being done to me.

  I opened my mouth as wide as I could, my jaw feeling like it would come unhinged as I tried to take as much of Eeron as possible. He held the root of his shaft firmly as I ran my tongue along the crested head. The skin beneath my tongue was smooth and steely, salty yet sweet. It was like nothing I had ever tasted before.

  I gasped when I felt Boden’s mouth at the apex of my thighs again, his tongue moving through my wet folds, licking, sucking. His hands were on my ass, spreading the cheeks wide as he feasted on me. The air seemed slightly chilled as it teased my flesh.

  “You taste so good. I could fucking eat you out all night.” Boden’s words were muffled against my wet flesh, sending delicious vibrations through me.

  I closed my eyes and started to move my head up and down, feeling the crown of Eeron’s erection bump against the back of my throat. I gagged slightly, but I wanted more. I held still and swallowed, feeling my muscles clamp down on the tip and hearing his growl of approval. He had his hand in my hair, the strands pulled tight in his fist. I moved his hand out of the way and gripped the root, stroking what I couldn’t reach with my mouth.

  Hands caressed every inch of my body. I didn’t know who it was that touched me, didn’t even care. The magnitude of sensations was a sensory overload, and I thought I would pass out from the sheer pleasure of it.

  Boden covered my back with his chest, his cock straining forward and running along my cleft. His skin against mine felt chilled, hard and unmoving. He was like granite all around. I could positively feel the muscles moving just below his flesh, knew that the power he wielded—the power they all wielded—could destroy me with no more than a flick of their fingers. The thought was exhilarating, dangerous and arousing all in the same breath. My eyes snapped open in shock when I felt him run his fangs down my spine, those wicked, sharp teeth lightly scraping my flesh, not breaking the skin, but causing a mixture of pleasure and pain.

  “Are you ready? Willing to take all of us, Athena?” Eeron shifted beneath me until his cock slid free of my mouth.

  I still tasted him, felt the slickness of his pre-cum coat my taste buds. My lips felt swollen from sucking his shaft, glossy from the extra saliva. I lifted my eyes to Eeron for a second before looking over my shoulder to see Boden’s half lidded eyes trained right on me. He looked feral and filled with dark lust. His fangs touched his
bottom lip. For a split second, I toyed with the idea of how it would feel to have those fangs inside my skin, piercing me until I was lost in sensation.

  I’d heard stories from people who’d been bitten by a vampire during sex. They all said the same thing: it was the most intense pleasure they’d ever experienced. I looked at the other two men, all of them having the same expressions on their faces—thick, intense lust.

  I nodded, feeling hesitation, but anticipation even more. My pussy clamped down hard, excitement and trepidation waging a war inside me.

  Eeron shifted himself, so he was now on his back beside me. “I want you on top of me. Straddle me and take hold of my cock.” I sucked in air, feeling lightheaded. I rose up, and got into position so I was on top of him, my legs spread wide on each of his muscular thighs. His massive erection nudged my opening, and I held my breath. I knew what was happening, and I swallowed roughly. I’d never had two men at the same time before, had never taken one in my ass, or even contemplated that I’d enjoy it.

  “Grab my cock,” he said in a harder voice.

  I rested one of my hands on Eeron’s chest, felt his heart slamming against my palm in response. He gripped my waist tightly, and I reached between our bodies with my other hand, gripping his cock and hearing him groan in response.

  “That’s it,” he said, his voice more distorted than before.

  I bit my bottom lip as I angled the head of his cock to the opening of my pussy. At the same time, I felt someone part my ass cheeks again and spread something chilled and wet along my anus. I didn’t bother looking back to see what Boden was doing, for I knew he was preparing me for his penetration. I removed my hand when Eeron’s cockhead was right where it needed to be, and curled my fingers against his pectoral muscles. For a second I just held my position, and then I slowly sank down on his thick, long dick.

  The burn was like nothing I had ever felt before, intense and explosive. I stretched around his girth, and my eyes rolled back as ecstasy washed through me. There was pain, but the pleasure far outweighed any discomfort. He was just so big, so thick and long that I felt fully stretched, filled.