The Fat Lady Sang

by Robert Evans

  DEDICATION

  For

  Jackson Saint Evans.

  Welcome to the family.

  CONTENTS

  Dedication

  Author’s Note

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Photographic Insert 1

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Photographic Insert 2

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Also by Robert Evans

  Back Ad

  Credits

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Author’s Note

  His name, Graydon Carter. Head honcho of Vanity Fair and the epitome of style throughout the world, putting his entire being into resurrecting filmland’s highly controversial bandito.

  Reciprocity? Never a factor. There was nothing I could ever offer him in return.

  What allured him to the tale of my bizarre trek? Was it a shared irreverence for the rules of the game? Doubt it! Whatever it was, his embrace never ceased to boggle my mind.

  It was New Year’s Eve, 2004. St. Barth’s at its glamorous best. More than two hundred international luminaries partied away on Ron Perelman’s ocean liner, worthy of a sultan. As midnight approached, my eye caught the silhouette of the man whose presence in my life caused me to be there that evening. There, with his back to me, leaning on the rail, watching the fireworks as they lit up the sky, was Graydon . . . alone. I walked over toward him, and, though I knew he couldn’t see me, I heard him utter:

  “I know your footsteps by heart, Evans. Remember the night of The Kid’s premiere at the Odeon, in Leicester Square? I told the audience, ‘I’ve spent so much time researching this man that, when I die, Robert Evans’s life will pass before my eyes.’ ”

  “I remember it well, Graydon,” I said. But here was my chance to ask him what I’d been asking myself for years: “Why me?”

  With a wide New Year’s Eve grin: “Because I love ya, Kid.”

  1

  Date: May 6, 1998

  Place: 1033 Woodland Drive, Beverly Hills

  Time: 8:06 P.M.

  Wes Craven has just arrived, Mr. Evans,” whispered my major domo through the intercom. “Shall I escort him to the projection room?”

  “Try to stall him. I’m running late. Give him the ‘A’ tour of the house—anything. I’m on the phone with my fucking agent. There are three offers for the book and he’s pressing me to take one of them. He’s got the wrong author—I don’t like any of ’em. I’m holding aces, not deuces. And if he doesn’t agree, it’s divorce time. Get me on an eight o’clock flight to New York tomorrow morning.”

  I made my entrance into the projection room, where dinner was to be served—a full half hour late. Perfect way to start with the wrong foot forward.

  There awaiting me was the King of Scream himself, Wes Craven. Bellinis were served. Apologizing for my late arrival, I lifted my glass and made a toast to my guest.

  “To you, Wes, one of the few directors in town who is an above-the-title star. Welcome to Woodland.”

  A bolt of lightning shot through my body. Like a pyramid of wooden matchsticks, I crumbled to the floor.

  I was dying.

  Lying flat, my head facing the ceiling, I wasn’t scared at all. Not in pain. No, I was smiling. In the distance, Ella Fitzgerald echoed: “It’s a Wonderful World.”

  Wes stood over me, ashen. The King of Scream? He was scared shitless. As he bent down to my motionless body, my eyes opened. “Told you, Wes,” I slurred in his ear. “It ain’t ever dull around here.” Then I passed out.

  It was only a matter of minutes before I was awakened by a barrage of paramedics. With my blood pressure hitting the lottery, 287 over 140, I knew this wasn’t fly me to the moon time. Rather, it was looking like fly me to Heaven.

  In the ambulance, one of the attendants screamed to the driver: “That traffic’s gotta move to the side! Put the goddamn sirens on! If we don’t get to Cedars ASAP, we got a DOA on our hands.”

  The multicolored flashing light began blasting away. Moments ago I had heard the fat lady sing. Now, strapped to the ambulance stretcher, I was mesmerized by that flashing light. Through it, I saw the white light zoom toward the sky.

  I’m on my way, I thought. At last I’ve achieved what I’ve been looking for all my life: Peace of Mind.

  Hours later, I awakened. Was I in Heaven? No. I was only half right. I did not die. I was reborn. Not Robert Evans, rather Quasimodo, the Hunchback of Notre Dame.

  The hours that followed were ER at its best. Hallucinogenic, certainly. I knew that Robert Evans’s life, as it had been, was one of the past. White coats by the droves came and went. I was totally immobile, a statue on a marble slab. Not a smile graced a face. It was only a matter of time.

  Suddenly, the scan graphs surrounding my cot started oscillating.

  A second stroke attacked my brain.

  Most think, Why did this have to happen to me?

  Not me! I was thinking, Why didn’t this happen to me sooner?

  Like a shot out of Hell, my mind flashed back almost a half century, to the day.

  I was not in Cedars in Los Angeles, but rather at St. Mary’s Hospital in West Palm Beach, Florida, a scrappy, hell-bent kid actor not yet touching his eighteenth birthday. This was no bad dream, but a living nightmare coming back to haunt me.

  At that moment, in May 1998, I was lying supine, eyes to the ceiling, in the exact position I’d been fifty years earlier, in May 1948.

  2

  It was life-or-death time. My left lung had collapsed. Medically termed a “spontaneous pneumothorax,” what I’d experienced was not a disease of the lung, rather a freak occurrence, caused from overstraining the outer pleura of the lung tissue. A bubble bursts, and—like a balloon—so does the lung. Invariably, it’s tagged to young Olympians, zealously overtraining in hopes of bringing home the gold.

  Mine, too, popped from overtraining. Not for the Olympics, but for every vice I could manage, from gambling to broads. I was on full-blast overtrain! The doctors told my parents that without oxygen professional-style, my lights would have gone out for good. There I was, copping my first part in flicks, and my fuckin’ lung pops—from fuckin’! Instead of traveling west, waitin’ for my close-up, I’m lying horizontally, waitin’ for my lung to fill up.

  I never made my high school graduation. Couldn’t have cared less. From my junior year on, I’d been given constant demerits for bursting into laughter in the middle of class. They thought I was laughing at them—and I was! Just thinkin’ about my double life—a high school junior, kept by three of New York’s top showgirls, all beautiful . . . and all double my age. If they’d sent me to a shrink then and there, “delusionary” would have been the call of the day . . . followed by an express train to the nearest psychiatric ward. One full confessional and I would have been first in line for electric shock treatment. Wouldn’t blame the shrink—I’d do the same if I were him. Some punk kid, claiming he’
s known on Broadway as the between-shows fuck of the year?

  But it was all true. From the Latin Quarter, to Billy Rose’s Diamond Horseshoe, to the Copacabana, the stages of New York City back then were filled with long-stem showgirls. They were looked upon with the same awe that celebrity models are looked upon today. They didn’t make the same bread: Two hundred fifty buckaroos a week was the norm. That’s for doin’ two shows a night, six nights a week, with two hours off between shows. Strange, they all sported mink coats, drove stylish convertibles, and lived in duplex apartments. On two-fifty a week? Well . . . that’s where the hitch hitched in.

  All of ’em had wealthy “daddies.” Those daddies sure in hell weren’t married to those “mommies.” They were married, though, and that meant they didn’t get many nights off to water them long-stemmers. That’s where I came in.

  What separates a good deal from a great deal is that there are no losers in a great deal. This was a great deal! Good for the daddy, good for the long-stemmer, and great for the Kid.

  Where did we meet? At auditions, where else? My pal Dickie Van Patten and I couldn’t sing or dance, but with purpose we trolled the auditions for every Broadway audition castin’ them long-stemmers. Between the two of us, we never copped a part in a musical. Never wanted to! But we never missed out on coppin’ a phone number. We scored zero with the ones who weren’t workin’ the Broadway circuit. They were in the market for Daddy Warbucks, not some teenager. But there were enough showgirls out there for our dance cards to stay full.

  Poor Dickie couldn’t take advantage of his. He was the top juvenile actor on Broadway, going from one show to the next. Never got a musical, but never got a night off, either. Me? I wasn’t that lucky. Every Broadway show I auditioned for, I came in second. But I was first when it came to being seven digits away from a good night out. No questions asked. No responsibility. No midnight promises. “Slam! Bam! Thank you, young man!” It was a triple blitz: danger, dropping my pants, and home in time to finish my homework.

  It was the naked truth, but I kept it to myself. Learned early in life that continued silence is the best insurance policy for continued breathin’.

  And for forty fuckin’ years, all that was a secret. Damn it! Why do them down-and-dirties always come back and bite you in the ass? I’ll tell you why: When more than two people know somethin’, it ain’t a secret anymore.

  Cut to four decades later, the summer of 1988. It was close to twelve o’clock on a Sunday night. The constant ringing of the phone awakened me from a deep sleep. The guy on the other end was some Italian goombah I knew.

  “How the hell are you?” he said.

  “I’m out for the night, you dumb guinea. Call me in the morning.”

  “Well, I ain’t. I’ve been up watching something on television, and I don’t believe it. How the hell old are you, anyway?”

  I had no idea what he was talking about. I slammed the phone down and fell back to sleep.

  The next morning, the lights on the phone were blinkin’ as though I’d just won the lottery. But the only payoff was a fuckin’ embarrassment! The night before, on The David Susskind Show, there was a reunion of long-stemmers. Susskind had invited four showgirls from the old days to reminisce about old times. And then, all of a sudden, right there on national television, they all realized what they had in common: their relationships with the Shaveless Kid.

  That was it: In one shot, I had twenty years added to my age.

  In the days that followed, I received no fewer than forty calls, each asking the same question: “Don’t bullshit, Evans—how old are you?”

  My dance card? Forget it! Too old for the field. Thanks, David, for spreading the gospel!

  3

  It wasn’t always that way. When I reached the end of my senior year in high school, I knew one thing. The halls of academia were behind me for good. Hey! I was just eighteen; I had one lung on hold, and the other ready to pop again. I might have a short trip ahead of me, I rationalized. I want to taste everything before it’s too late.

  That was a long time ago.

  It was a sweltering Saturday in the summer of ’49. Most civilians were at the many beaches that surround the Big Apple. Me, I was no civilian. I was an actor on the radio, costarring every Saturday morning on CBS’s top show, Let’s Pretend.

  On the sly, I was seeing a girl whose face graced the cover of Life magazine as the “Debutante of the Year.” Naturally, her parents knew nothing about us. If they had, she’d have been on a one-way trip to a nunnery. Why was she seeing me? Rebellion was the excuse she gave her snot-nosed, pigtailed piglet friends. She knew—and I knew—she was lying. She dug the dirt . . . the dirt of going to Harlem. Being the only white chick in the joint watching shows she shouldn’t be watching. Going to the track with me and my pal Dickie Van Patten, rather than finishing finishing school. Sneaking up the three flights of stairs on the Lower East Side to hear Mabel Mercer warble naughty lyrics.

  The more she whispered her rebellious acts to her pigtailed piglets, the more they, too, wanted to rebel. She got off on it. Me? I got off on her getting off! If they’d known about it, her parents, icons of New York society, would have gotten off, too . . . with a gun!

  In the late forties it was considered chic to spend summer weekends in the Big Apple. Call it inverse snobbism; call it what you want. “With the riffraff at the beaches, we can have the city all to ourselves,” long-drawled the snobs. Those were the days, when heritage, not wealth, was the bylaw of society. Wealth alone would buy you entrance only to what was called “café society.” But thoroughbred heritage was no automatic pass when it came to big bucks. Many families who dated back to Plymouth Rock were driving Plymouths. “How marvelous New York is in the summer,” they’d hoot. The truth was, they’d rather sweat it out than show their hand.

  Yeah, but Miss Society’s parents had both heritage and wealth. Each summer they’d spend the month of July at their villa in the south of France. It was then I was first allowed entrance into their spacious townhouse on East Seventy-Third Street. Miss Society was hosting a small Saturday luncheon for a friend of the family . . . and I was invited!

  What a joint! The sitting room must have been, I don’t know, forty feet high. Outside there were beautifully manicured gardens, right in the middle of the city. There must have been twenty-five or thirty people. I’m thinking, What’s going on? For every guy there’s five dames here. Except for Miss Society, I didn’t know any of ’em. It didn’t take long to realize their interest in knowing me was nil.

  I wasn’t taking kindly to the change of air, I’ll tell you that. Only an hour earlier, I was signing autographs backstage at Let’s Pretend . . . Now I’m standin’ alone feelin’ like a leper!

  Finally, an Oyster Bay snob gave me the time of day. With his Long Island drawl on high: “I’ve been told you’re an actor.”

  “That’s right.”

  “I’ve never met one before.”

  Was he putting me on?

  “Really,” he insisted.

  “Well, you have now.”

  “Are you from England?”

  “No . . . not quite.”

  “Your diction! It’s extraordinary! What a luxury to hear the King’s English spoken in this city of refugees.”

  Moving a step closer, I eyed him and half whispered, “You’re right, I do speak the King’s English . . . King of the Streets, motherfucker.” Leaving him with his mouth open, eyes poppin’, and face on red alert, I quickly U-turned it to the john for a long-overdue piss. Mr. Oyster Bay? In one big hurry, he scooted from the luncheon.

  Big mistake, pal . . .

  A couple of minutes later, the luncheon’s guest of honor arrived. What a shocker! He was number one on America’s Most Wanted List—to shack up with, that is. His name: Congressman Jack Kennedy, from Massachusetts. He was top honcho on every lady’s “heat list.” The more he broad-smiled, the wetter them panties got. He knew it, and they knew he knew it!

  Me, I was by
far the youngest guy there. Miss Society quickly introduced us, but the congressman had little interest in talking with an aging teenager. Don’t blame him.

  Meanwhile, the eyes of every “debu-tramp” were on putter-putter, vying for his attention. The congressman didn’t have to ask for any of their phone numbers. They were all given to him before he arrived. Not by his request, rather, but voluntarily by each and every one of those wet panties, all of whom had given up an extended weekend at a summer resort for a shot at being seven digits away from the congressman’s call.

  Of the twenty-five or so invited guests, seventeen were debu-tramps. The rest, including myself, were invited as shills, so it wouldn’t look embarrassing for the debu-tramps or the congressman. Damn it! My first invite to Miss Society’s home . . . and I’m a plant!

  The clock struck three. Desserts were being served. The good congressman stood and thanked Miss Society for the fun lunch.

  Then, wide-smiling at all, he begged an early exit: “It’s not easy keeping a seat anywhere these days, much less in Congress. If I weren’t running for reelection, I’d take up residence right here on East Seventy-Third Street. But I have to be on the road before the sun goes down, and I promised His Excellency, Bishop Donahue, I’d spend a bit of time with him before I left for Boston.” The congressman had the words down cold. He knew what to say, when to say it, and how to say it.

  Wishing everyone good-bye as he was leaving, he took me by total surprise. He actually remembered my name! Impressed? Big!

  Yeah, but dumb me, I must have been itchin’ for trouble.

  “When you see His Excellency, would you give him my regards?”

  A dead-ass silence hit the patio. Miss Society closed her eyes, thinkin’, This ain’t Harlem. I knew I shouldn’t have invited him!

  The congressman, he gave me a triple take.

  “You know His Eminence?”

  “Very well.”

  He didn’t believe me. His face showed it.

  “Very well, huh?”

  “That’s correct, Congressman. Very well.”