Forty Words for Sorrow

by Giles Blunt

  He opened his eyes. That smell of water. Was it from rain? He could hear the sound of rain pelting against wood.

  His head felt as if it had been split open from crown to nape; the pain made him nauseous. He turned his head slightly and nearly vomited. Wherever he was, the place was very dark, very damp, and very cold. He was dressed, now, in clothes he did not remember putting on- a torn sweater and jeans- and they were not enough to keep out the cold. Off to one side, a space heater glowed a fierce scarlet, but its heat did not reach him. Eric Fraser was about ten feet away, setting a camera on a tripod.

  I'm on a table. They have me on a table in a basement somewhere. That damp smell. I'm near a lake. The damp has a definite, full-time smell. And yes, that is rain- rain blowing against boarded-up windows. Huge pipes crisscrossed the ceiling overhead, disappearing into darkness. Of course. The pump house.

  He tried to move, but his arms were strapped tightly to his sides and to the table. The only thing he could move was his head. Eric was concentrating on leveling the camera, bending down to adjust first one leg of the tripod, then another. Try to reason with him, reach him before he goes into a frenzy like he did on that videotape. "Listen, Eric," Keith said quietly. "My girlfriend will be missing me by now. I told her where I am, who I was staying with. It was in the letter I wrote."

  This was ignored. Eric Fraser adjusted yet another leg of the tripod, humming to himself, and then, apparently satisfied, began pulling objects out of a duffel bag- Keith's duffel bag- and laying them out on a wooden counter.

  Keith tried not to look. He concentrated on controlling his voice. "Eric, I could get you money. I'm not rich, but I could get you money from somewhere. My family is quite well off. So is my girlfriend's. They would pay you something, I'm sure they would."

  It was as if Eric Fraser heard nothing of this. He pulled something from the bag- a pair of needlenose pliers, and then he stood over Keith for a moment with glistening ferret's eyes, clicking the pliers open and shut just above his nose.

  "We could arrange the payments so no one finds out who you are. It should be possible. It wouldn't have to be a single payment, necessarily. There's no reason why it couldn't go on for some time. Please, Eric. Will you listen, Eric? You could make thirty or forty thousand dollars. Maybe fifty. Think what that could buy over the years. Why don't you let me call them, Eric?"

  Eric Fraser pulled a paper bag from the duffel bag and unwrapped a sandwich. There was a sudden smell of tunafish. He sat in the darkness, blocking the glow from the space heater. A bone in his jaw clicked every time he chewed. After a while he said, "I wish Edie would get here with the lights." He tapped a large battery on the floor with the toe of his boot. "Lighting will be better in this one. Hate it when you can't see what's going on."

  "Think about it, Eric. You could be quite well off. You wouldn't have to work. You could buy things. You could travel. You could go where you want, do what you want. What's the use in just killing me? It won't get you anywhere. You'll get caught sooner or later. Why don't you get some money out of this at least? Wouldn't that be better than just killing me?"

  Eric finished his sandwich and threw the wrapping on the floor. "I wish Edie would get here with the lights," he said again.

  "Eric, I'm begging you, all right? If you want me on my knees, I'll get on my knees. Just tell me what I have to do. Eric? Eric, are you listening? I'm begging for my life. I'll do anything you want. Anything. Just let me live."

  This got no response whatever.

  "Eric, I'll get more. I promise. I'll steal it. I'll rob a store. I'll do anything, Eric. Just let me go."

  Eric slid down off his stool and selected a pair of scissors. He stood over Keith and snicked the blades open and shut. Then, taking hold of Keith's hair just above the ear, he cut away a small lock and held it up in a dim shaft of daylight. "I wish Edie would get here with the lights."

  53

  BEYOND the railroad tracks, the old house leaned against the storm. A piece of the eaves trough hung slackly from the porch, weighed down by melting icicles. At one corner of the roof, a piece of tar paper flapped like a shot bird. Horns from traffic on the overpass honked in the distance.

  McLeod remembered the place from his days in uniform. "Had to boom their door in practically every Saturday. Old Stanley Markham- Cardinal, you remember Stanley- old Stanley used to go on a toot and come home and tear the place to bits. Strong son of a bitch, too. Broke my arm in two places. That little maneuver cost him three years. Few years back, his liver finally killed him and, boy, do I ever not miss him. Goddam house always stank of cat piss."

  Cardinal asked, "Who lives there now?" They were watching the house through flapping wipers as if it might at any moment hoist up its foundations like a tattered skirt and haul off into the freezing rain.

  "Who lives there now? Sweet Celeste lives there now, Stanley's loyal widow and one of nature's true troglodytes. Three hundred pounds, voice that can peel paint, and tough as her bastard of a husband, too. If her IQ was any lower you'd have to water the bitch."

  "Fraser drives a Ford Windstar," Delorme said quietly. "I don't see it in the driveway."

  "Fraser also has a hostage. I'm not going to wait around to find out if he's home or not."

  "Hold on, now. How about a little backup before we waltz in there?" McLeod said. "We ain't exactly a SWAT team, here." He didn't say so, but the implication was, We're lumbered with a woman and a scene guy- we're asking for it.

  A brown UPS truck was lumbering to a stop behind them. Ancient brakes howled in protest.

  "Give me a minute," Cardinal said. Splinters of rain stung his face as he got out of the car. He showed the driver his badge and climbed in on the passenger side. The driver was an Indian named Clyde. Under the peaked brown cap his wide cheekbones made him look like a Mongolian soldier.

  "Clyde, I need your help with a police matter. I need to borrow your uniform."

  Clyde kept his gaze out the window, as if he spoke to the rain, the heaps of dissolving snow. "You going undercover?"

  "Just for about ten minutes. It'll save us pulling out weapons. Don't want gunfire on a residential street in the middle of the day."

  "How about a trade. You get my uniform, I get your badge." Still speaking to the rain.

  "It doesn't work that way, Clyde."

  The Indian turned and grinned, displaying the most perfect teeth Cardinal had ever seen. "You can borrow my uniform anytime you want. Hate wearing the thing anyways."

  Cardinal took off his coat and struggled to put on Clyde's brown jacket. It was tight across the shoulders, but it would pass.

  "What kind of gun is that?"

  "Beretta."

  "Use it much?"

  "Never. Brand-new issue. How do I look?"

  "Like a cop in a UPS outfit. Take a couple of parcels, there, it might get you in the door."

  "Good thinking, Clyde. You should be a cop."

  "I can't stand cops," Clyde said, speaking once more to the weather. "You about ready? I got deadline issues."

  "I need the truck, too, Clyde. Can you wait somewhere else? Two guys in a UPS truck looks funny. You guys don't drive around in pairs."

  "That's true." He grabbed a pack of cigarettes from the dashboard. "I'll be in Toby's. Store on the corner." The Indian swung down out of the truck. "Second gear's a bastard. Just rev like hell and shove her straight into third. Sure you don't want me to drive?"

  "Thanks. I'll manage." Cardinal nearly stalled the truck right on the railroad tracks- oh, smart move, he thought. Get creamed by a freight train before backup even gets here- then he revved it like Clyde said and threw it into third. The truck juddered, then caught, and he drove through a swamp of slush to the unmarked. Delorme rolled down the window.

  "I'm going to go straight up to the front door like this," Cardinal told them. "Give me exactly three minutes after she opens the door. Soon as I'm in, McLeod deals with her, and you follow me. We straight?"

  "You're in. McLe
od takes her. I follow you."

  "Collingwood heads straight for the basement."

  McLeod leaned forward from the backseat. "Watch out for Celeste. She's got kind of a negative take on law enforcement."

  Cardinal steered the truck up to the front of the house. He selected a medium-sized parcel that would cover the Beretta in his hand. He was wishing he had his thirty-eight. I should have spent time on the range, he scolded himself. I'm not used to this weapon. It felt long and unwieldy in his hand.

  Celeste Markham opened the door, and Cardinal nearly gagged at the corrosive odor of cat piss. The woman's eyes, two black buttons nearly lost in the dough of her face, emitted twin beams of boredom and hostility. A filthy flower-print robe hung half-open over massive collapsing breasts. On her upper lip, a mustache of fine blond hair glistened. "Wrong house," she said sullenly. "I didn't order nothing."

  "Mrs. Markham, I'm a police officer and I have business with Eric Fraser." Stairs to the right, living room to the left. The basement door must be under the stairs.

  "He ain't home. You ain't coming in here." She started to close the door. Cardinal blocked it with his foot. When Delorme and McLeod were on the porch stairs, he pushed his way past the woman, his elbow disappearing into the humid depths of her belly.

  He heard her cursing McLeod as he took the stairs two at a time. He flew past a bedroom where a television was blaring with a game show. Cardinal glimpsed what looked like a dozen cats sprawled around a two-liter bottle of Dr Pepper and an immense bowl of Chee-tos.

  There was a blackened bathroom and, at the end of the hall, a closed, new-looking door. "Police!"

  The door was locked. Cardinal kicked at it, and Celeste Markham screamed from downstairs, "You better not break nothing!"

  The door was cheap, hollow-core, and it splintered easily. Cardinal reached through and unlocked it from the inside, and stepped in with the Beretta in his hand, Delorme behind him.

  After the stench and filth of the rest of the house, the room was shockingly clean. Instead of cat piss, it smelled faintly of soap. The bedcovers were drawn tight, with hospital corners. The window, although ancient, offered a pristine view of the overpass; someone had cleaned it carefully, and Cardinal did not suspect Celeste Markham. Cars rippled in the old glass. Something Cardinal had often noted in people who'd done time, even juveniles: They kept their rooms neat as Marines.

  The closet contained four shirts, all pressed, all on hangers. Two pairs of pants, also ironed, also on hangers. One pair of boots with Cuban heels, well worn, spit-shined.

  The desktop was empty. The small drawer contained a ballpoint pen and a yellow notepad, with no writing on it. Underneath the desk, they found a box of maybe thirty books, neatly stacked.

  "So empty," Delorme said, voicing Cardinal's thought. "It's like no one lives here at all."

  Collingwood filled up the doorway behind them. "Nothing in the basement. Big Mama says he just uses this room. Doesn't have the run of the house."

  "Where's he eat, even?" Cardinal asked of the room at large. "It's like the guy's not human."

  "Something under here." Delorme's voice was muffled; she was down on her knees, checking under the bed. She dragged out a guitar case. Careful not to smudge fingerprints, she pressed open the latches. It was an Ovation guitar, in good condition.

  "Keith London plays guitar. I'm pretty sure Miss Steen said an Ovation. We'll seal this room and let Arsenault at it later."

  The search proceeded in silence for the next few minutes. The guitar was solid; it might link Fraser conclusively to Keith London, but it didn't lead anywhere now. Cardinal was getting increasingly frustrated with the neatness of the place. He pulled a file box out of the closet. Nothing but neatly filed receipts. He twisted the lid from an old candy tin. Nothing but paper clips and rubber bands. Then he opened a shoe box- it was bound with a piece of blue velvet ribbon as if it might contain precious mementos. Cardinal was expecting photographs, perhaps a diary. But what he found there was worse than coming upon Todd Curry's body.

  "Place is like a hospital," Delorme was saying. "I should get this guy to clean my place."

  "Oh, no. I don't think you want to do that." Cardinal found it an effort to speak. He was staring at three items laid out neatly in the shoe box, three items that made him feel suddenly very weak. Delorme peered into the box, and her sharp intake of breath was an echo of his own feelings.

  The shoe box contained three locks of hair, each a different shade and texture, each neatly taped at one end. One lock of hair was straight and black as sable, that would be Katie Pine's; another- almost certainly Todd Curry's- was dark brown and curly, finer. The blond, that would be Billy LaBelle's. There was none for Woody- that killing had been unplanned, almost incidental- nor was there any for Keith London, whose hair was long, straight, light brown.

  Downstairs, Celeste Markham and McLeod were hurling threats at each other. If he didn't get out of her way, she had every intent of breaking his other arm. McLeod suggested she might want to repeat that to a judge.

  "Collingwood," Cardinal said at last, "tell McLeod to keep it down so we can think. Have them argue in the car."

  Cardinal opened dresser drawers one after another: socks stacked like missiles, T-shirts folded into crisp squares, sweaters that looked as if they'd never been worn. Just their luck the guy had to be a neat freak. Even the wastebasket was empty. Cardinal picked up the yellow legal pad again and riffled the pages. Nothing fell out. He held up the top page like a screen against the window. Faint impressions took on shape, a list of some sort.

  "What do you suppose 'P.H.' stands for?" he asked in the blessed quiet that filled the place, now. Somewhere a cat was meowing.

  "P. H. Maybe some victim we don't know about?"

  "No, it says Trout Lake P.H. We know this guy likes to move around: the mineshaft, the empty house. And we know he's familiar with the Trout Lake area because Woody was found near the marina. And look what he's planning to take with him: duct tape, pliers…"

  "I think the next one is 'crowbar.' What else does it say?" Delorme was practically climbing over his shoulder. He felt her moist breath on his neck. "Then it's 'battery' lower down."

  "What's P.H. on Trout Lake, though? What's on Trout Lake that begins with P.H.?"

  "Public housing! There's that housing development past St. Alexander's. That's it, John. Another empty house- a house that isn't finished!"

  "Except that's not public housing out there. Port Huron? No, there's no Port Huron around there, either."

  "P.H. on Trout Lake…" Delorme touched his sleeve. "We can check the city directory, find who's got those initials on the roads out there."

  "That'll take too long. It's got to be something simple. I keep thinking 'public beach,' but that's P.B. What else is out there? There's the reservoir and the marina and what else?"

  "Well, there's the reservoir itself. I mean, that's pretty big. Pretty isolated."

  In following days, there would be a lot of discussion around the department about who said it first. Some said Delorme, some Cardinal. Collingwood changed his mind about it several times and he was there. But Cardinal would always remember Delorme's wide brown eyes looking at him, how beautiful they were with the beauty of sure knowledge. In the end it didn't matter who first uttered the words "pump house." Cardinal, to his later shame, immediately dismissed the idea. "Can't be the pump house. It's not on Trout Lake."

  "No," Delorme said. "But it used to be."

  54

  CARDINAL had two calls to make before they could move. He called headquarters and had a patrol unit dispatched to cruise by the old pump house. Normally, his next call would have been to Dyson, but with Dyson out of the picture, he called the chief at home.

  "We know where he's planning to kill the London kid. He could be there already."

  "He has the boy with him?"

  "We think so. We believe he's still alive. I need eight men, shotguns, and body armor."

  "You want OPP
on this?"

  "Chief, there isn't time."

  "Go, then. Take what you need."

  Delorme came back from the unmarked, beads of rain glistening in her hair. "Flower says the patrol unit went by the pump house. Fraser's Windstar is parked outside."

  "They got close enough to see. Let's hope they didn't get close enough to tip him off."

  "Flower says no. They're sticking nearby in case he comes out of there, though."

  "We've got him, Lise. We've got the bastard cold."

  In the car, Delorme said, "I ordered up the truck- hope that's okay."

  "It's okay. It's good. But next time, ask."

  "You were on the phone."

  "You should have asked. I might have wanted cars only. I might have wanted OPP. You ready for this?"

  "I'm ready."

  With sirens, it took less than seven minutes to reach their agreed assembly point, the marina at Trout Lake. Other cars arrived moments later. There was McLeod, Collingwood, Burke and Szelagy, other uniforms. The rain had stopped, but the heavy clouds were a deep gray, almost purple at the edges. It was three o'clock; the gloom made it look like seven.

  "All right, Trout Lake Road and Mathiesson provide the only access to Pump House Drive. You and you." Cardinal pointed to two of the uniformed men. "I want those points blocked. He isn't getting out of there. And no one's going in."

  "What about the lake?"

  "No one's going on the lake, not on that ice. Burke and Szelagy, you stay at the top of the drive to keep away neighborhood onlookers, and pen the guy in if he busts out of the pump house. McLeod, Collingwood, and Delorme will come with me. Everyone clear?"

  Everyone was clear.

  "Eric Fraser is armed. Eric Fraser is dangerous. And Eric Fraser deserves to be dead."

  "You're not kidding," someone- probably Szelagy- muttered.