Resurrection: A Zombie Novel

by Michael J. Totten

  “We would have shared,” Parker said.

  “I didn’t exactly get that impression.” Lane stood. “Not from you, anyway.” He turned around and raised his voice. “Listen up, people.” He then left Parker behind in the back and joined everyone else at the front. “Your friend back there is with us again, so I’m going to tell you what’s what and I’m going to make it real simple.”

  Parker could hear Lane just fine from the back of the store. It’s not like there was any other noise in the world to drown out his voice.

  “This store is ours now,” Lane said.

  Parker heard a panicky no out of Carol.

  “We’ve taken your guns. We’ve taken the keys to the Chevy. And you’re all evicted.”

  “Can’t let you do that,” Hughes said. Parker couldn’t see Hughes from his place on the floor, but he could imagine the look on Hughes’ face.

  I’m only going to say this once,” Lane said. A hush fell over the store. Parker wanted to rip the man’s guts out. “If you decide you aren’t going quietly, we’ll shoot you. Bobby and Roland both think we should shoot you right now either way, but I told them no. It’s unnecessary if you cooperate. And I don’t want to waste ammunition. You can fend for yourselves out there. You’ve survived this long. Find somewhere else and we will not bother you. But if you resist, we’ll dump your corpses out in the intersection.”

  No way was Lane a cop like he’d said. Parker didn’t believe it. He wasn’t the world’s biggest fan of cops, but even the dirty ones were better than this guy.

  “I have a suggestion,” Kyle said.

  Parker groaned.

  “Did you not hear what I just said?” Lane said.

  “I actually think you’re going to like my suggestion,” Kyle said.

  Parker was going to have a long talk with Kyle if they ever got out of this. A long talk.

  “What?” Lane said.

  “We have a plan,” Kyle said. “We weren’t going to stay here much longer anyway.”

  “What’s your plan?”

  “We’re on our way up to Olympia. To the marina. We’re going to pick out a boat and sail to the San Juan Islands.”

  You motherfucker, Parker thought.

  Lane said nothing.

  “You could come with us,” Kyle said.

  Parker promised himself he’d kick Kyle’s ass. Promised.

  Lane said nothing again for a moment, then replied, “It’s an intriguing idea. But why would we go with you?”

  “Because I know how to sail. I’m not an expert or anything, and I don’t own a boat, but I used to go up there with a buddy of mine. I helped him out with his sails. I know how they work, and I can get us there as long as the wind isn’t coming down from the north.”

  Lane said nothing.

  “Do you know how to sail?” Kyle said. “Any of you?”

  Nobody said anything.

  “That’s a fine idea,” Lane said. “And no, I don’t know how to sail. But there are plenty of islands and plenty of powerboats up in Olympia.”

  “You have keys to one of those boats? Or know how to hotwire one? I don’t imagine they taught you how to hotwire a pleasure boat at the police academy.”

  Lane said nothing.

  “The entire world is overrun with those things,” Kyle said, “and you want to make enemies out of us over a grocery store? Seriously? Almost everyone’s dead. Your biggest concern in a grocery store shouldn’t be six other people. It should be the expiration dates on those soup cans. What you need is a secure perimeter and people to help you figure out how to farm.”

  Lane said nothing.

  “Am I making sense here, Lane, or are you bound and determined to stay here while we go rebuild somewhere safe?”

  Parker had to admit Kyle made sense, but Lane and his boys would still have to be dealt with. Kyle, too, would have to be dealt with one way or another. Surrendering to Lane was an act of towering asininity. It damn near got all of them killed. It still might get all of them killed.

  Parker had no intention of going anywhere with Lane unless it was outside to the parking lot to beat him to death, but if the asshole would agree to Kyle’s plan for the time being, it would buy them some time. He didn’t know what was going to happen, exactly, but whatever it was, sailing to the San Juans with that crew was not it.

  “Look,” Kyle said. “You guys aren’t exactly shaping up as our dream companions, but I’ll take you up to the islands if you chill out and give us our guns back. Because if you throw us out without weapons, we’ll die. And you’ll die, too, because you will never get to a truly safe place without me.”

  The whole store was silent for a few moments.

  “It’s not a half-bad idea, boss,” said one of the others. What was his name? Ronald? Roland?

  Lane said nothing. Parker couldn’t see Lane’s face from the back of the store and had no idea what he was thinking.

  “Hey!” Parker shouted. “Either throw us out or come with us to Kyle’s island, but untie me. This is bullshit. I’m unarmed.”

  “We’ll get to you in a minute,” Lane snapped.

  Parker heard nothing for another few moments. Were they whispering? Consulting with each other through facial expressions? What?

  Lane finally spoke. “All right. We’ll take you up on that offer. We’ll go to the islands together. But I am in charge. You will do what I tell you. We keep all the weapons. Roland, go outside and push one of those Dumpsters against the back door. And take the wheels off so it won’t move again. Bobby, go untie our friend Pablo back there.”

  “Parker!” Parker said. “My name is Parker. Not Pablo.”

  Nobody answered him.

  Bobby ambled toward Parker down the cereal aisle with a hunting knife in his hand. He took his time about it. Parker could tell that Bobby would rather cut Parker’s throat than the duct tape around his wrists, but Bobby also looked like the type who does what he’s told. Whatever. All three of them—Lane, Roland, and Bobby—would be out of the way soon enough.

  Bobby crouched and cut the tape around Parker’s wrists. Parker felt no pressure at all to say thank you, nor did Bobby seem to expect it.

  Parker stood up, brushed off his pants, and joined the rest of his group. His head throbbed and he felt a bit dizzy. Nobody but Hughes wanted to look at him. Annie even seemed a little repulsed. Did none of them appreciate what he’d tried to do? They saw him as a troublemaker, but come on. The old world was finished and so were its rules. Predators like Lane and his boys could not be put into jail anymore. They had to be resisted and killed or they’d be the ones ruling the rubble and ashes.

  Perhaps Parker made the adjustment more quickly because he was never any good at the old rules in the first place. No one taught him how.

  His mother married his father, but her true love was the bottle. She poisoned body and mind with bourbon and wine. Parker still couldn’t stand the stench of hard alcohol.

  She abused him mercilessly when she drank. “Your father hates you,” she’d tell him, and he’d run off and cry in his room. Only when he got older did he realize his father didn’t hate him, that the monster he was supposed to call Mom spoke for herself.

  “You’re going to spend your life in jail if you don’t straighten up,” she’d say. “Jail!”

  Then one day she hit him. He was just six years old, but even at that age he knew that he’d never forget it. She slapped him so hard and so violently across the side of his face that his teeth cut into his cheek and he spit blood.

  Later he saw her on the couch curled into a ball, crying, with her hands on her face, her back seized with convulsions.

  She killed herself and a family of three when he was nine. Behind the wheel with her blood alcohol at four times the legal limit. Head-on collision.

  His father didn’t handle it well. He never handled anything well.

  He tolerated his wife’s abuse throughout their marriage. Never challenged her. Never stood up for Parker when he was a
bused either, not even when she drew blood. His father just kept saying that Mom was sick and that we should try to understand and do what we can to make her feel better.

  After she killed herself in the car, his father retreated into a shell of his former self, which wasn’t much to begin with. Parker never saw him cry, never even heard him say much about it. His father hardly even spoke for a year.

  Parker detested him. Detested him for not protecting him from his mother. Detested him for not forcing his mother to stop. Detested him for not saying “I love you” when he knew good and goddamned well that his mother was telling little Parker that his father hated him.

  His father became the ultimate anti–role model.

  I will never be like him, Parker swore. Never.

  And no one will ever beat me again.

  * * *

  Annie thought about running. She wasn’t going to do it, but she couldn’t help being tempted to run for the door and just get the hell out of there. All these people she found herself with were bad news.

  Hughes had shot at her.

  Parker damn near started a firefight.

  Bobby hit Parker in the head with his pistol.

  Lane threatened to dump everyone’s corpses out in the intersection.

  How much worse could the plague be?

  But she knew that was wrong. She didn’t remember the outbreak, the evacuations, or what had happened to her personally, but everything was starting to feel more familiar. She knew those infected people—those things, as the others called them—were far more dangerous than anyone inside the store.

  The only person she actually liked so far was Kyle. She wasn’t convinced it was a great idea to take Parker’s pistol away, but Kyle seemed like a decent enough person, and he was right that they had to get off the mainland. Some of the islands were connected to Seattle and Tacoma with bridges, but you had to take a boat to the rest. Some of the islands had little towns on them and some of them didn’t. Some didn’t even have people.

  She had never been to the San Juans, but everyone said they were the prettiest. And they were the farthest away. They were all the way up next to Canada. She wondered at this point if international boundaries still made any difference. For all she knew, the governments of each country were hiding out East in bunkers and had no idea what was happening in the West.

  She didn’t like being so far from home. She grew up in Georgetown, South Carolina, midway between Myrtle Beach and Charleston. Her hometown felt cramped and cloying and small during her teenage years, but she later had to admit that it was delightful. Its cute-as-a-button downtown wouldn’t have looked out of place in some parts of Europe were it not for the subtropical vegetation and climate. It became too small for her, though, and even while she lived there for eighteen years and a month, she felt like Charleston, a bigger city that was much more her style, was where her home compass pointed these days.

  She only lived in Charleston a few years, but the city had been part of her life for as long as she could remember. It was only an hour from where she grew up. Her mother’s sister Aunt Susie lived there, and Annie’s parents took her to visit several times a year when she was growing up. And when she was fifteen years old she sneaked to the city a couple of times on the sly with her sixteen-year-old boyfriend—whom her parents didn’t approve of, of course—who had a driver’s license and libertarian parents.

  Annie always felt a rush of excitement when she showed up in Charleston. It’s bigger and more important than her hometown, and it’s heartbreakingly lovely. No one builds cities like that anymore. Charleston celebrated its 400th birthday before she was born. It was founded 200 years before America declared independence from Britain.

  The city haunted her when she was awake, and it appeared in her dreams when she slept. Even though leaving was an impulsive mistake, she never would have appreciated the beauty and charm and homeyness of Charleston had she never left South Carolina. Her only real regret was that she never made it back before it was destroyed like everywhere else.

  Better to die at home with her family near the old waterfront amid her favorite palm trees.

  The city’s age comforted her with a sense of continuity with the past that was thinner out West. Charleston had weathered revolution and war and yet it still stood. Until the plague struck, Seattle and Portland had never weathered anything other than rain. And now they were ruins. She knew she was kidding herself, but she liked to imagine that Charleston somehow still stood, that it was less damaged by the terrible events sweeping over the world. But she could never go back. And she knew like she knew her own name that the city would not be the same if she did.

  “All right, listen up,” Lane said. He stood up front near the windows where a little more light came into the store so everybody could see him. Annie watched from a distance. Everyone watched from a distance. Everyone but Bobby and Roland, who did not leave his side and always had their weapons in sight.

  Annie couldn’t figure out why they had to be so aggressive. Survivors should stick together and not fight each other.

  “Kyle,” Lane said. “I need you up here so we can figure out this boat thing. Parker, you too. I want to keep an eye on you. And Annie, you go outside and unload that truck. Hughes tells me you’ve got a bag of fresh clothes out there.”

  “I do,” she said. “Thank you.”

  Finally, she could clean up properly. She had half washed the blood and mud and muck off her hands and her face, but she still looked and felt like she’d crawled through a charnel house. She twisted the ring on her finger and pulled on it a bit, revealing a clean white band of skin underneath, the only place on her body that wasn’t disgusting.

  “What happened to you, anyway?” Lane said. “I—” He paused. “Wait.” Squinted at her just slightly. “Don’t I know you?”

  She didn’t recognize him at all.

  “I don’t think we’ve met,” she said.

  He folded his arms over his chest and looked at her harder. “I’m certain we have. You look more than familiar.”

  “I don’t know many cops in Seattle. But maybe you pulled me over one time.” She doubted he was really a cop like he’d said, but she had to say something.

  “No. I’ve seen you recently. I know you from after all—this—happened. Not from before.”

  He could be right. She didn’t remember anything between coffee with her sister in Olympia and Hughes shooting at her on the road. Maybe she had met Lane before. During the interval.

  “You don’t look familiar,” she said.

  Lane didn’t know she’d lost part of her memory. Nobody told him.

  He was silent for a couple more moments. He kept staring. Then he said, “This is driving me crazy. How could I not know where I’ve seen you? I’ve hardly seen anyone recently.”

  She was getting a little spooked now. Was something blocking both their memories, only whatever it was blocked hers more strongly than his?

  “I’d better go get the stuff out of the truck now,” she said.

  Lane stared at her for another couple of seconds, then nodded. “Yeah,” he said. “Go get the stuff. Bobby, go with her. Make sure none of those things are outside.”

  Bobby gingerly went out ahead of her, scanning the lot, then looking left and right before squinting in the distance across the street. She followed him out, hefted the large backpack Hughes had stuffed with supplies over her shoulders, grabbed her bag of clothes, and took everything inside. Bobby followed her in without carrying anything. She made two more trips with Bobby ostensibly covering her in case she was attacked, but she knew his real job was to mind her.

  She laid everything against the wall near the front door.

  “Parker,” Lane said. “Unload this stuff.”

  Parker huffed and took his sweet time.

  “I’m going to change my clothes if you don’t mind,” Annie said.

  Lane nodded. “Please do.”

  She grabbed a flashlight and took her clothes into
the women’s restroom in back and shut the door. There were no windows in there, and therefore no light with the door closed. Nor was there a bathtub or shower, of course. Just a toilet, a sink, a mirror, a roll of paper towels, and vulgar scribblings on the wall next to the toilet. She flicked on the flashlight, set it on the back of the sink, and took her nasty clothes off.

  She smelled bad. That was especially noticeable now.

  She was certain there’d be no hot water, but she twisted the knob anyway and water damn near exploded out of the tap. It roared out with incredible force.

  That couldn’t be normal, though she had no idea what would cause it to happen.

  The water was cold, of course, but there was liquid soap in a dispenser on the wall. She shivered as she cleaned herself as well as she could, starting with her armpits and working down toward her feet. She felt a wound on the back of her shoulder that had scabbed over. It didn’t hurt. She hadn’t even noticed it until now and had no idea how it got there. But if it was long past hurting, it was most likely long past getting infected, so she didn’t worry. She dried herself off with towels from the roll and spent ten minutes scrubbing the gross mat of God-only-knew-what out of her hair under the faucet with hand soap.

  When she put on fresh clothes, she felt like a new human being. She must have been waiting ages for this, but she could only remember waiting the past couple of hours. How much time had passed since she woke up on the forest floor just before Hughes shot at her? Four hours at the most? It felt like four weeks.

  She shone the flashlight in her face and studied herself in the mirror. She looked presentable now. Pretty even, not like a ghoul. Her hair was longer. It was down past her shoulders now. She supposed that’s what happens when you lose eight weeks of memory since your last haircut.

  Her amnesia was damn peculiar and not what she would have expected. Even though she couldn’t remember anything about the last two months, her sense of confusion was going away. Everything made sense now. She could only explain it one way. Her conscious mind couldn’t access all of her memory, but her subconscious mind did not have that problem.