He walked me slowly backwards to the bed and gently pushed me down. “How did we go from being the way we were to this?” His voice was sounded slightly scared.
I knew what he meant, the old Alfie was kind of fearless and fun in bed. “We’ll be even better than we were before, Alfie.” We were afraid to do anything, as if one wrong move was going to stop what was happening between us. We were both fragile and desperate for this to work. I smiled in reassurance, wanting him to know that I was committed to making this work this time.
Lying down beside me, Alfie stroked his finger from my collarbone, through the valley of my breasts, and down to my pubic bone. The effect was electrifying. I could swear my flesh was fizzing just under my skin in its wake. I lay completely still, knowing he may need a minute just to explore me and remember how my body felt.
It had been well over a year since the last time we’d made love. And I felt, for the first time ever, that Alfie seemed tentative. I felt he needed help with this.
Before he could hesitate, I manoeuvred quickly and straddled him. His lips curled into his sexy smile as he ran his fingers up my body and raked his fingernails gently down my front. The fire he was igniting in me was mind blowing, especially when he lazily raked his fingernails over my skin.
I bent to kiss him, but he was still tentative about touching me. Remembering the other gift I had bought for him, an idea came to me.
“Wait here.” I bounced my way off of the bed and bent to pick up the electric blue- colored square box. “Before you open this, I need to tell you the gift inside is purely practical…work attire.”
Alfie grinned. “Hmm, work attire? It doesn’t look like a pair of skinny jeans so it must be a classic t-shirt, correct?”
I smirked and thought it was really a crap present, but perfect for what I know had in mind for it. “Nope, open it and see.” Alfie opened the box and grinned.
“You got me scarfs?” I had bought him two silk scarfs, one in a slate, grey color with a guitar printed on it, and the other was a lighter grey, with a dark skull on one side.
“Rocker chic, but they will protect your voice from the cold and keep you warm when my arms can’t be around your neck.”
A smile played on his lips, but his brow was furrowed at me. “You interrupted sitting on me, naked, to give me scarfs?” I giggled and silently hugged myself that my idea was beginning to take shape.
I took one of the scarfs and carefully folded it; I grasped Alfie’s wrist and began wrapping it around it. Alfie’s eyes lusted instantly and his cock twitched, as it grew from semi hard to a full erection. “Fuck,” he growled.
I took the scarf and wound it around the top section of the wicker headboard. “Hope you have good restraint and don’t try to wriggle too much Alfie, this isn’t the strongest of headboards.” I giggled.
Alfie was chuckling now. “Damn, Lily, you are just full of surprises.” He let out a guttural groan, and his voice was an octave lower, so I could tell how turned on he was by what I was doing. I focused my attention on doing the same to the other one.
Once I knew his wrists were secure, he tested the restraint, and I knew this was going to drive him crazy. When I had completed my knots, and satisfied myself that he was secure, I got off of the bed. I bent over in his sight, with my legs straight, to take the panties he’d bought out of his jeans pocket.
Alfie groaned loudly, “Jeez, now you’re killing me.” He pushed his hips into the bed, and his cock bobbed and twitched in response to the movement.
I bent over and very slowly pulled the panties on and wiggled my ass into them. This gave him a view of the crack of my ass through the mesh panels.
Winging it, I was thinking about what to do next, but it seemed to be breaking the ice between us. I turned the music on the TV up a little. The stars seemed to be aligning for us, because I could hear the introduction to ‘Kiss’ by Prince. I was a little self-conscious, but what the hell, Alfie deserved this at the very least from me.
I climbed back on the bed and spread my legs, just out of Alfie’s reach at the bottom of the bed, and began to undulate and gyrate my hips. “Damn it, Lily,” he groaned, giving me a lascivious smile.
It wasn’t easy to dance, because the mattress kept dipping, and I needed all my concentration to keep my balance. Thinking about the lessons Zack tried to give me on the surfboard to correct my center of gravity helped me to remain upright at least.
Spreading my legs wider and rocking my hips back and forth, I crouched down bringing my ass almost onto the mattress. I had still been facing him at that point, but then turned and did the same with my ass in full view of him. “Fuck,” he spat and tried to sit up. I glanced over my shoulder and saw him first smirk, then bunch his brows. His legs waved in the air as he tried to gain traction with his ass to push himself up.
When that didn’t work he tried to reach with his feet. “Definitely no hands this time, Mr. Black,” I teased, giggling and reminding him of an incident where he showed some ingenuity. “Do you want me, Mr. Black?” I spoke in a seductive tone and smirked when I saw his cock was twitching more and more as the dance went on.
Alfie was showing signs of struggling, and tried to free one of his wrists at one point, but the scarfs held him in place and protested to be let loose. I shook my head and smiled at him. He licked his lips. “Fuck, what I’m going to do to you.” He threatened and groaned in a pained, thick with lust filled voice.
I smiled seductively again and raised an eyebrow, “No, Alfie…what I’m going to do to you. I believe I’m kind of in charge right now.” I smirked, and he let out a loud guttural sound. I quickly shushed him, reminding him my parents were somewhere outside the door.
Rubbing my hands over my ass and up the sides of my body, I turned and did the same at the front. As my hands traveled down from my breasts and down my belly I let them slide inside the band of the panties.
Alfie’s head jerked as did his cock. He groaned and muttered, “Oh, God…Fuck.” I smirked again, commenting, “Good to see your two heads in coordination for once.” His smile at that was adorable. Making me want to stop all the nonsense and just kiss those inviting lips of his. Stoically, though, I stuck to my plan.
As the song was almost finished I straddled over his hips and spread my legs again. I repeated the bended-knee-ass-wiggle thing, except this time, I allowed my panties…or Alfie’s, to brush against his cock briefly.
“Fuck, enough,” he mumbled, growling low and long, as he struggled with his arms, to reach out for me, then raised his hips trying to gain contact with me, again. The scarfs were doing their job. He was stuck fast to the headboard, and I felt completely empowered.
When the song was over, I continued to tease him with the panties. I sat on his cock and rocked back and forth, raking my fingernails down his body, and sending shivers all over him.
Standing again, I placed my feet on either side of his head. He was looking up at me, so I briefly pulled the crotch of the panties to the side so he could watch me touching myself.
Alfie licked his lips and moaned with a pleading look in his eyes, then raised his head and stuck his tongue out, trying to reach me. That made my smile widen, and I giggled.
His legs were bent up in an effort to reach me, and he was so turned on his belly glistened with pre cum that was oozing from him. His eyes were fixed on mine now, and I was trying to make this memorable for the nights he was out on the road without me.
Popping the cork on the champagne, I poured some down his chest. He flinched then groaned, “Jesus,” before he took a sharp breath. I began sucking and licking it from his torso as he hissed loudly, before he twisted trying to turn his quivering body to the side.
“This is too fucking much, Lily, let me touch you,” he commanded.
“It’s okay, baby, you can touch me later,” I cooed sweetly, and he moaned again, a pained look of frustration on
his face, especially when my tongue began to trace his V muscles, right beside one of his main erogenous zones.
I briefly stroked his cock, and he seemed to relax a little, but just when he thought things were progressing, I straddled and walked up the length of him to the headboard.
With my back to the wall, and my legs parted, Alfie could see the wet patch on the fabric between my legs. I crouched all the way down to kiss him, and his hand managed to brush against my bare thigh.
When he did this, I broke the kiss, and he groaned again. “Enough, my turn,” he muttered before letting out guttural growl as I began lowering my crotch to his face.
When I reached Alfie’s face, he sucked and nibbled at the cloth and licked at the fabric. He was groaning with pleasure and tried to hook the crotch to one side with his teeth.
I gyrated my hips creating friction against his mouth, and Alfie’s ridged cock twitched and bounced on his belly. I fell forward to my knees on either side of him, my body flush with his.
Reaching out, I took his cock in my mouth, flicking his apa with my tongue. He hissed and groaned into my core, and the vibration sent another rash of goosebumps rushing over my skin. I was so turned on, riding his mouth, but I didn’t want to come that way.
Desperate to feel Alfie inside me, I stood up and slowly slid the panties down my legs. Alfie’s eyes were once again fixed on mine. When I had the panties in my hands, I brought them back to Alfie’s face, and he inhaled them deeply, his cock twitching again, before I left the bed. I tucked them back in his jeans pocket and took out the condom I knew would be waiting there.
Creeping back over his body to straddle him, I ripped the condom packet with my teeth, setting it down near me by his leg. I sat squarely across Alfie’s hips and rubbed my wet folds around his groin and over his now way-past-hard cock.
Alfie’s face and neck were flushed red. I’d never seen that happen to him before. His irises were almost completely swallowed up by his dark widely dilated pupils. He was definitely enjoying what was happening.
Shuffling down his body, I scooped my hair into a makeshift ponytail, taking Alfie’s cock in my mouth again and feeling the silky, smooth skin of his length and the cool metal of his apa.
Wrapping my fingers around him, I stroked him with one hand and sucked him gently. He’d had several leaks of pre-cum before I’d even touched him, and the sticky, salty taste spurred me on.
I sat upright, my weight bearing down again on his length, rocking and rubbing myself against him. His head was flailing from side to side; I was driving him crazy. “What do you want, Alfie…tell me?”
Alfie hissed, “Inside.”
Creasing my brow, I teased him by pretending not to hear him. “What did you say?”
He growled and thrust upwards at me, his eyes dark. “Inside. Fuck. Please, Lily.” I smiled and reached for the condom, taking it from the now open foil packet. I had been using birth control since my scare with him previously. Even though I hadn’t been in a relationship, I wasn’t ready to let Alfie go bareback.
Taking his thick, veiny, smooth, hard cock in my hands, I rolled the thin latex over his shaft and poised it at my entrance. “You’re sure now?” I teased, but also wanting to quash any doubts he was having earlier.
“Certain. Never been fucking, more so,” he husked.
Painstakingly slowly I glided down his length, letting him penetrate me. Alfie pushed up with his hips at the same time, spreading me until I was down to his root.
A long moan tore from both of our mouths simultaneously. “Ahh, Oh, God.” I gasped, then stilled, before leaning forward to kiss him. Alfie moaned loudly into my mouth, the vibration buzzing against my lips. Rising up, I freed myself of him again.
He growled, and his head bobbed. “Do that again and I’ll come,” he scowled at me. I pushed him back inside and stilled again, before I started to rock against him.
He met me with a need that was off the charts, and when I leaned forward and freed the movement in his hips, he thrust up into me from below like he was shaking off demons.”Soo, fucking amazing,” he growled.
My release came quickly, and my voice screeched his name. “Alfie.”
Alfie was only three hard thrusts behind me, hissing, “Oh, Lily. Fuck, I’m coming, babe.” As I felt his hot, pulsating length pump his release into the condom inside of me, his body jerked, and his eyes closed in his moment of ecstasy.
Panting loudly, beads of sweat had erupted over his nose and top lip. He had never looked more appealing. “Fuck. I’m sorry. You turned me turned on too much.” I chuckled, still breathless myself, and kissed his nose.
“Alfie you can never be too turned on.” I untied his wrists and kissed them, gently rubbing the circulation back in his arms. He wrapped them around me and pulled me in tightly to him.
Reaching down, I carefully removed the condom and tied it off before dropping it on the floor. There was no way he was getting away from me at that moment.
We lay in a quiet peaceful silence for a few minutes, until Alfie’s smooth voice cut into the night. “I love you, so fucking much, Lily, and what you just did there…I like it better when you wear the panties, you can keep them. My panties never tasted anything like they did when you wore them.”
We laughed softly, and Alfie squeezed me tight in his arms. Holding each other close, we made out with slow lazy kisses and shared long intense gazes. We were mentally and physically exhausted after the past two days, and when we finally fell asleep, we slept like the dead.
Chapter 23 – Preparation
Jack and Lennon were talking loudly in the hallway when I woke up. Alfie was lying on his stomach with his hair tousled around his brow, and his lips were glossy and a gorgeous dark, pink color.
His luscious mouth was so inviting, and all I wanted to do was kiss him for hours. He cracked an eye at me. “Hey,” he cooed. A smile slowly spread across his lips making them even more kissable, if that was at all possible.
I just couldn’t wait until I brushed my teeth, so I scooted down until my face was an inch from his and licked his lips. His movements were so swift that before I knew where I was, Alfie had pinned me under him and was smiling down at me.
“I think it’s my turn to be in charge today.” He grinned and brought one of his hands up to brush the strands of hair away from my face. He brought his forehead to mine and stared into my eyes. We stayed like this for several minutes, with him still on the outside, even though inside my hormones were on overtime, producing sticky, moist liquid between my legs and a whole range of reactions throughout my body.
Alfie dropped his head, and his lips pressed into mine. If I thought that we could stop the world and just stay like this forever, I’d have done it. The connection we had in that moment was epic.
His hot wet tongue licked my lips, parting them softly as he began exploring my mouth. Ever. So. Slowly. Tongue to tongue. We exchanged hormones sending messages throughout our bodies that we wouldn’t be satisfied with just this, preparing us for a more intimate connection.
When we made love this morning, it was intense. Once Alfie had the condom on, he laced his fingers in mine and lifted them high above my head. He gripped my hands tightly, squeezing and relaxing his fingers with every slow thrust. He slid inside me, staring into my eyes. We worshipped each other with our bodies and connected in mind and body and soul.
It was a spiritual experience as much as a physical and emotional one. Until the last few minutes, every stroke, every thrust, kiss, and touch was done with our foreheads touching and our eyes fixed, entranced by each other. I didn’t really have words to explain what it was between us.
Alfie and I showered together. I got a little embarrassed when I stepped out into the hallway, and Jack snuck up behind me whispering, “I know what you’ve been doing.” I blushed and wanted the ground to open up so I drew Jack a dagger of a look that made him
wince.
Everyone ate breakfast at different times, but apart from Cody and Lennon, everyone else had left. My dad and Lennon were sitting with their tablets connected to the same site talking helicopters, and Cody looked like he was struggling with a massive hangover.
He was managing to text someone and have a conversation. Every few seconds there was a beep-beep to let him know another text had arrived. I was so glad I could spend time with my friends and family yesterday.
It was the perfect Christmas, especially with Alfie here. I never believed a week ago that Alfie would be back in my life again.
The following days leading up to New Year’s Eve were hectic. My parents, Jack’s parents, Rosie, and Jack all went back to the UK, and we had rehearsals for our upcoming tour.
Alfie was rehearsing as well, because Crakt Soundzz was playing on New Year’s Eve in Los Angeles. I wanted to go to L.A. with him but, as we were leaving on January 2nd for our tour, it was impossible.
I kept telling myself that we were going to work this time, and we could stand to be away from each other for a few weeks. Alfie only had this one gig, and he’d be back on the East Coast. At least we’d see each other from time to time during XrAid’s tour, which was only three weeks long.
On the day before New Year’s Eve, Alfie came by the apartment on his way to L.A. Thinking it would be better to say goodbye at my own place, I had asked him to drop by, because I knew I’d cry. “I’ll call you when we get there, and tomorrow night after midnight,” he cooed. “Next year is going to be great honey. I can’t wait until we spend time together. We’ll make it work, you’ll see.”
He kissed me tenderly and smoothed my hair behind my ears, gazing into my eyes like he always did when we shared these tender moments. “I’m just going for a few days honey, I’ll be back before you know it. I’m not saying goodbye, I’m saying I can’t wait to see you again, okay?”
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