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by BWWM Club


  Shit!

  “I-I can’t,” She muttered, disentangling herself from his embrace.

  “But don’t you see, Bianca? We can. That’s what I was trying to tell you.” Alex smiled stepping closer to her again. Bridging the gap that she had just created between them; both physically and emotionally. His hands gripped her waist as he stared deep into her eyes.

  Bianca gasped as the realization of what he was saying just occurred to her. He was asking her to carry his baby.

  Chapter 4

  Bianca looked at Alex; she wasn’t sure what to make of his revelation. For the fiftieth time she thought about how they were practically strangers. And he wanted to have a baby with her!

  “We can’t. We shouldn’t.” She mumbled, pulling away from him.

  Bianca began to pace around the room again, her mind racing. The part that scared her the most was that she was actually considering his offer. No, it was crazy. Wasn’t it?

  “Bianca,” Alex interrupted her frenzied thoughts. He sidled up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist.

  Bianca’s heart fluttered, her stomach was a riot of butterflies. She wanted to tell him no. That she had a plan. Other plans. This didn’t make sense. But, he was making it so difficult. His large hands spanned her size six waist and she yearned to lean back into him, to be enveloped by his scent; leather, soap and male. The heat from his large body behind her seared her back and Bianca’s emotions were in turmoil. Shaking her head to clear her raging hormones, Bianca spun from his grip.

  “No, this isn’t a good idea,” She asserted, walking across the room, away from his touch. If he touched her again she might give in.

  “Give me one good reason why?” Alex asked. His gaze was intense as he stared her down from across the room. Those blue eyes of his turned stormy and she knew he was getting frustrated.

  “We’ve just met. How do I know this will work? What if we spend more time together, and I’m already pregnant and we find out we don’t like each other? Or we have nothing in common?” Bianca wrung her hands with anxiety as she spoke.

  “You have to admit there’s a connection between us, Bianca. I told you I’ve never felt this way about anyone else. I doubt in a few weeks, or even months, that I wouldn’t like you.” Alex stalked toward her and Bianca backed up nervously, jumping when the backs of her legs hit the couch.

  Bianca sat, since she was already almost on top of the couch anyway. He was right on one account. Bianca also never felt this way about anyone else, especially not in such a short time. But what if she was wrong? Her instincts with men were skewed because of her mother’s track record with men. Bianca stood again, unable to stay still. She caught a look of hope, fleeting as it was, pass across Alex’s face. Could it be that he wanted a child of his own too? A thought occurred to her, seconds before she voiced yet another decline to his offer. She was going to go with a sperm donor anyway. That was the choice she made this evening after much thought. It would be a faceless man who would have no claim to her child except to bring them to life. Why not give her son or daughter a father. A real father. Even if it didn’t work out she was sure Alex was honorable enough to remain in the child’s life. Wouldn’t that be better than raising a child alone?

  Nodding her head as she approached him, a final decision made, Bianca conceded, “Okay. Let’s do it.”

  *****

  Alex spotted the shift in Bianca before she stood. She was thinking hard, and by the time she began to move toward him, he knew she would agree. Trepidation made his heart speed up as she agreed, but Alex wouldn’t change his mind. When he returned home from his last deployment, the moment his feet hit the runway he wanted to reenlist. He was a soldier, a pilot. That was his life for the last ten years. Until he saw Bianca. Her warm brown eyes and beautiful curly hair drew him in. When he spoke to her, her kindness and warmth held him there. This was it. The Air Force may have taken the first part of his adulthood, may have been his family for the last ten years, but he wanted a new life. A life filled with love and family. He had contacted Bianca earlier in the day to tell her about his new business venture. He wanted to share the exciting news with her and let her know he wasn’t going anywhere. When she sprung the news on him about her fertility issues, Alex knew there was only one way to remedy it and keep her in his life.

  “Alex? Did you hear me?” Bianca asked, anxiety making her voice take on a high pitched tone.

  Alex snapped out of his reverie, “I’m sorry. Yes, I heard you.”

  Bianca looked at him strangely, possibly questioning if he was changing his mind. Alex smiled at her to reassure her but she still looked anxious.

  “We can do this,” he assured, yet again.

  Bianca nodded; she appeared to be trying to make herself appear more certain but Alex saw right through her. Alex reached for her and she didn’t resist or pull away this time. Happy that she was finally coming to terms with their decision, Alex pulled her to his chest. She rested her mop of dark curls against his chest, her breathing slowing. He could feel her heartbeat against his own. Each thump indicated that maybe they were both more nervous about the setup than they were letting on. Alex knew one way to break the ice. He pulled back from her, and she looked at him with confusion. Her expression changed when she saw the storm of lust and arousal pass across his normally clear blue eyes. Alex dipped his head to hers; his heart rate speeding up the closer their mouths came to one another. This was it. He wasn’t going to allow her to stop or pull away. She wanted him as much as he wanted her. He could feel it, could see it in her eyes and hear it in the way she said his name. Their mouths collided; need burning a path to Alex’s rapidly hardening cock. This kiss was more urgent than the last, as if to seal the deal of what they had just agreed too. He didn’t want her to change her mind. And before she could push him away again he wrapped his arms around her middle, dragging her against him and deepening the kiss. Electricity fizzled around them; the intensity of their connection was palpable. Alex couldn’t have stopped now even if he wanted to. And he’d be damned if she would try to push him away again.

  *****

  Bianca stifled a moan as Alex’s tongue invaded her mouth. This kiss was hot, frantic. Not slow and gentle like the ones before. Bianca needed this. She wanted to erase the pain she had felt hours before at the possibility of her dreams disintegrating before her. She wanted Alex to help her find solace in their decision, which she was feeling less and less anxious about as their passion ignited. She plunged her hands into his hair, crushing her body against his. The hard length of his erection pressed into her belly and Bianca ached to feel him inside of her.

  For a brief moment she pulled back. “Not here,” she breathed, her voice not sounding like her own.

  In one swift move Alex lifted her in his arms, barely breaking their kiss. He practically flew up the stairs to her room and she angled her head in the direction of their destination. Without ceremony, Alex tossed Bianca on the bed. She landed softly, feeling empty from his absence. She didn’t have to wait long. Alex covered her with his hard body, pressing her into the mattress. Their mouths sought each other again, their kisses burning with need. Bianca reached for the hem of his shirt, jerking it upwards. Alex took over and tore it away, tossing it to the floor. The rest of their clothes followed suit. Alex tore his jeans down and threw them away with just as much force as his shirt. Before Bianca could move, Alex had her shirt over her head and joining the others on the floor. His frantic hands pulled her leggings off, her underwear with them, and threw them away without a care. Bianca drank in the sight of him, all hard muscles and plains. He wasn’t bulky, but he was strong. Her eyes trailed down his body, from his defined biceps and pecs to his chiseled abs, which she ached to trace her tongue down, following the light colored line of hair to his thick erection. Without thinking, Bianca reached for him, her small hands barely fitting around his girth. Alex moaned with pleasure as she began to move her hands up and down, stroking his silky length.


  “If you keep this up, I’ll finish before we even begin,” he growled, gently removing her hands.

  Bianca smiled slyly, but let him guide her hands above her head. He pinned her wrists to the pillow with one hand, then lowered his head to her breast. The tiny bud of light brown stood erect as his breath passed over it, her brown skin breaking out in gooseflesh at the action.

  “Please, Alex,” Bianca begged, her want for him to touch and lick and fuck her becoming stronger.

  “Now it’s my turn to tease,” he mumbled, and then lowered his mouth to her nipple.

  Bianca sucked in a breath and arched into him as his mouth closed over the hard tip. He licked and sucked and Bianca moaned, zings of pleasure shooting to her already dripping pussy. Alex gently grated his teeth against her nipple and her back bowed from the mattress again, the pleasure too much to handle. He lifted his head, moving to the other side and giving it the same attention. By the time he was done with her breast, Bianca was panting with need.

  “Alex,” she breathed, reaching for him to pull him on top of her.

  “Nuh uh, I’m not done with you yet.” He muttered, licking a path down to her navel.

  The closer Alex moved to her core, the more Bianca panted with lust. She wanted him inside of her, now. But Alex had other ideas. Kissing each of her inner thighs as Bianca trembled under his touch. Her hips surged forward as he moved closer to her center, his tongue following the path of the crease of her thigh. When his mouth connected with the bundle of nerves at the apex of her thighs, Bianca bucked off of the mattress, a scream of ecstasy spilling from her mouth. She was on fire, her body melting like lava beneath his touch. The more he licked and sucked at her clit, the more Bianca melted beneath him. The pleasure was building into an unbearable ache inside, the muscles of her pussy clenching around his tongue as he delved it further inside of her. Alex captured her clit between his lips and sucked, and Bianca flew to pieces, the orgasm hitting her hard. She saws stars behind her eyes, and when Alex moved up over her body she could barely move or breathe from the aftermath.

  “I’m not done with you yet,” Alex declared, pushing her legs apart.

  Bianca wasn’t sure she could take much more, but she moved her legs as he guided them with his hands. Alex settled himself in between her thighs. She felt his erection pressing against the seam of her pussy, and she fought the urge to move her hips to meet him. Alex moved forward, pushing into her slowly. The lack of speed and force were excruciating, and Bianca couldn’t take anymore. She bucked her hips and Alex took that as a sign to move faster. In one swift move he surged forward, filling her and Bianca moaned with pleasure. Her body stretched to accommodate his size and she’d never felt so full or so wet in her life. Alex began to move torturously slow. Bianca grabbed his ass, urging him on but Alex kept the rhythm. She could feel his muscles straining and realized he was holding back.

  “Faster, Alex. Please,” she begged, grabbing onto his ass once more.

  “Ah, fuck,” he gritted out between his teeth as he sped up.

  The sounds of their lovemaking filled the room as Alex plunged into her harder and faster. Bianca felt her orgasm begin to build again, the pressure and tightness making her groan with the need to release. Alex sped up again, fucking her hard and fast. Bianca climbed higher and higher toward release and when it finally erupted she screamed out his name.

  “Fuck yeah,” Alex growled, moving even faster.

  Moments later she felt his dick lengthen and he groaned loudly as he climaxed. Bianca gripped his ass once again, feeling the warmth of his release inside of her. The thought occurred to her that she could already be on her way to becoming pregnant and she realized, without fear, that the idea suited her just fine.

  *****

  Alex collapsed onto the bed next to Bianca feeling sated. That was the best sex he’d ever had. Bianca lay next to him, a lazy smile on her face as she gently rubbed his bicep, while Alex thought about the fact that she may become pregnant. He was surprisingly excited. But he’d hoped they would be able to try a bit more. It was pretty fun.

  “What’s the smirk about?” Bianca asked.

  Alex turned, pulling her back against his chest. Holding her close was the best feeling he’d ever had. The proximity of her round, plump ass to his rapidly hardening dick made him want to go again, but one look at Bianca told him it would have to wait. Her eyes were struggling to stay opened and he knew she would lose that battle soon and succumb to sleep.

  “Oh nothing. Just feeling pretty good right now.” He said, kissing the top of her shoulder.

  Bianca nodded. “Mmhm,” she responded inaudibly.

  Alex felt her body relax against his and her breathing became heavy. She was asleep. With one last gentle kiss to her back, Alex closed his eyes. He could get used to this.

  *****

  Bianca woke up slowly, unwilling to open her eyes just yet, soreness marring her sensitive body parts. A smile laced her lips as she remembered why. She fanned her hand out across the bed, reaching for Alex. The bed was empty. A sudden panic made her sit straight up. Had he left in the night? Was this a mistake? Jumping from the bed, she yanked a pair of sweatpants and a t-shirt on and headed downstairs. Her hand went instantly to her hair, smoothing it apprehensively. At the bottom of the stairs, the smell of coffee hit her nose and she relaxed. He was in the kitchen. Momentarily stopping to regain her composure at the sudden overreaction, Bianca strolled into the kitchen.

  “Good morning, sunshine,” Alex said cheerfully.

  Bianca smiled, “Morning. Although I’m not sure it’s good until I’ve had my coffee.”

  Alex laughed and handed her a mug. Seconds later she was seated at the breakfast bar sipping her coffee. Now it was a good morning.

  “Are you working today?” Alex asked as he placed a plate with toast and a fried egg in front of her. Bianca was impressed he could cook.

  She shook her head in answer, “No, after yesterday’s appointment I called out. I needed a day to deal with it.”

  Alex nodded as if to agree, “Well in that case, how about we go check out my new workplace.” He said with excitement.

  His new workplace? “You’re not reenlisting?” Bianca asked with hope.

  “No. A lot has changed in one short week since I’ve been back. The moment I met you I knew I didn’t want to leave again.”

  Bianca released a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding. He’s staying for me.

  “So what’s this new job you’re taking?” She asked, taking a bite of the toast.

  “I’ve decided to start my own security company for businesses. It will mostly deal with protecting people’s assets and business deals overseas. I’m looking at office space today.”

  Alex explained the ins and outs while they ate breakfast. Bianca didn’t understand a lot of the military and security things he talked about but she was interested because he seemed really happy. The rest of the day went by with ease and Alex stayed with her for most of it. They went to the office space he was thinking of leasing and had lunch. Then came home and made love again. By dinner time, Bianca was exhausted. She heated some leftovers and they ate in a comfortable silence, both of them tired and lost in thought. Bianca wanted to ask him to stay the night again but new that it was too soon. She needed some time for their situation to sink in and the presence of him would keep her from really thinking about it. After dinner, Alex must have sensed she wasn’t ready for him to spend the night every night because he kissed her at the door and started to leave.

  “Alex,” Bianca called as he started down the path to his car.

  He turned back, the look on his face seemed hopeful that she would ask him back in. Bianca felt bad about what she was doing but knew it would be good for the both of them in the long run. Even though they had decided to have a baby together, it was still too soon to move in together.

  “I’ll see you tomorrow.” She said and he winked and blew her a kiss, his mood lightening a bit.

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nbsp; Bianca closed the door, a smile on her face. With any luck there would be a lot of tomorrows.

  Chapter 5

  The next few weeks went by in a blur, at least that’s how it seemed to Bianca. Alex and she were courting. She laughed to herself, as she got ready for work, at the old fashioned term. She wasn’t sure that all of the hot sex fell under the category of ‘courting’. Smoothing frizz serum on her hair, Bianca thought about the possibility that she was pregnant, for about the hundredth time. Her period was due this week and she couldn’t stand the suspense of waiting to test. But she would wait. There wasn’t any point in putting herself through the disappointment of many negative tests when she could simply wait for her period to not show. Unable to tame the crazy that was her hair on this particular morning, Bianca snatched it up in her hands and threw it in a ponytail. It would have to do. She refused to relax or ‘perm’ it; she enjoyed her natural curls too much. But some mornings it was a lot to deal with. One last look in the mirror and she nodded at her reflection, she was finally presentable for work. Bianca located her black flats in the walk-in closet and slipped them on, snagging her purse and work bag from the corner on her way to walk downstairs to have breakfast.

  Bianca toasted a bagel and glanced at the clock. She was running late and would have to eat in the car. Flustered by losing track of time, she poured her coffee in a travel mug and threw the bagel in a plastic baggie and stowed it in her purse. As she was walking out the door her phone rang and she wanted to ignore it. It was probably her mom. But it could also be Alex. One last look at the clock on the microwave indicated she just didn’t have time to answer either way. With a sigh she dashed into the garage and into her car. She sped down the highway, being careful of traffic laws but hurrying nonetheless. She hated being late. Her phone rang again inside of her purse. Worried it was an emergency Bianca flipped on her Bluetooth and answered.

 

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