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by Jeri Smith-Ready


  “To­day! You know what’s at sta­ke he­re.”

  “No, I don’t. You won’t tell me.” His vo­ice was ste­ady and co­ol, the op­po­si­te of his fat­her’s.

  “I lo­oked all over the city for you-”

  “I left you a no­te-”

  “-and then the DMP rings me, sa­ying you’re with her, of all pe­op­le.”

  “Hey,” I sa­id. “What’s wrong with-”

  “Why didn’t you ans­wer my calls?” Ian as­ked Zac­hary.

  “I didn’t want to lie to you abo­ut who I was with.” He lif­ted his chin. “I pre­fer ho­nesty.”

  Ian’s nost­rils fla­red. “Son, hi­ding the truth is just the co­ward’s way to lie.”

  Zac­hary’s fa­ce twis­ted. He spat out so­met­hing in Ga­elic-at le­ast, I tho­ught it was Ga­elic. Ian res­pon­ded, and then they we­re off, yel­ling a bar­ra­ge of in­de­cip­he­rab­le words that ma­de my ears ring. To inc­re­ase my di­so­ri­en­ta­ti­on, the car was spe­eding, bum­ping over pot­ho­les and for­cing me to grab the do­or hand­le aro­und turns.

  It to­ok me al­most half a mi­nu­te to re­ali­ze that Ian and Zac­hary we­re spe­aking so­me form of Eng­lish. Only then did I ap­pre­ci­ate how much Zac­hary to­ned down his na­ti­ve Glas­gow ac­cent at scho­ol. Watc­hing them go at it, I no­ti­ced they had the sa­me strong, stub­born jaw and ani­ma­ted gre­en eyes that dar­ke­ned to a for­mi­dab­le glo­wer in the he­at of an­ger.

  I tri­ed to pick up any re­cog­ni­zab­le phra­se so I co­uld in­sert myself in­to the con­ver­sa­ti­on.

  Ian sa­id so­met­hing-so­met­hing-so­met­hing “… the two of you in pub­lic?”

  I in­ter­rup­ted with, “Why can’t we go out in pub­lic?”

  “Be­ca­use this is what hap­pens.” Ian jab­bed his fin­ger at the lo­oming Po­wer Plant en­ter­ta­in­ment comp­lex, whe­re a DMP van was par­ked out­si­de. “The dum­pers get sus­pi­ci­o­us.”

  “Sus­pi­ci­o­us of what?”

  “I don’t know,” he blur­ted, his vo­ice pitc­hing hig­her. “I don’t know what they think a co­up­le of kids are ca­pab­le of. But they see the First and the Last to­get­her-” He wa­ved a hand be­si­de his he­ad. “The agents’ wee minds start chur­ning out cons­pi­racy the­ori­es. It’s no won­der, when you cho­se to­day of all days.”

  “It’s our birth­day,” Zac­hary sa­id.

  “It’s al­so the bug­ge­ring sols­ti­ce!” Ian co­ug­hed as he ran a hand thro­ugh his thick salt-and-pep­per ha­ir. Then he fa­ced for­ward and thum­ped his he­ad on the he­ad­rest in frust­ra­ti­on. “What am I go­ing to do with you?”

  I spo­ke up aga­in. “You co­uld start by tel­ling us what’s go­ing on.”

  “What’s go­ing on is that I’ve spent months trying to con­vin­ce the DMP that you’re of no in­te­rest. That the fact that you’re the First is an in­sig­ni­fi­cant ac­ci­dent. So­me­one had to be first. Why no’ you?”

  I won­de­red if Ian be­li­eved that, if he tho­ught he was pus­hing the truth or a lie. I wan­ted to be­li­eve it was a co­in­ci­den­ce-it se­emed self-cen­te­red to think my birth co­uld ha­ve ca­used so­met­hing as co­los­sal as the Shift. But bet­we­en my mystery dad and Mom’s cryptic no­tes-not to men­ti­on Zac­hary’s stran­ge po­wer-the­re we­re too many qu­es­ti­ons and not eno­ugh an­s­wers.

  “And then you two go and call at­ten­ti­on to yo­ur­sel­ves li­ke this,” Ian con­ti­nu­ed. “Hol­ding hands in a pe­da­lo, for Christ’s sa­ke. They must ha­ve be­en frot­hing at the mo­uth at the tho­ught of you two rep­ro­du­cing, won­de­ring if you’d gi­ve birth to so­me kind of me­taphy­si­cal­ly en­han­ced cre­atu­re or a bot­tom­less black ho­le.”

  I ga­ped at him. Rep­ro­du­cing? Gi­ving birth?

  “Dad…” Zac­hary le­aned his el­bow on the win­dow and co­ve­red his eyes. “Can you stop now, ple­ase?”

  Ye­esh. And I tho­ught my aunt was em­bar­ras­sing.

  Thin­king of Gi­na ma­de me chan­nel her sus­pi­ci­o­us na­tu­re. “Mr. Mo­ore, why do you ca­re what the DMP thinks of me? Why do I mat­ter so much to you?”

  “It’s my job,” he sa­id, too qu­ickly, still fa­cing front. “And I want to ke­ep the DMP as far from my son as pos­sib­le.”

  I tho­ught of everyt­hing Zac­hary and I had in com­mon, the we­ird­ness of our sha­red birth­day-sha­red birth ho­ur-and sud­denly my fin­gers tur­ned to ice. My mind spi­ra­led out of cont­rol, all the mis­sing pi­eces fit­ting to­get­her in one ter­rib­le pos­si­bi­lity.

  “Mr. Mo­ore, is Zach my twin brot­her?”

  “What?!” Zac­hary sput­te­red. “Go­od God, why wo­uld you think that?”

  I co­un­ted off the re­asons on my fin­gers. “My fat­her’s mis­sing. So’s yo­ur mot­her. We we­re born a mi­nu­te apart. Now yo­ur dad is fre­aking out over us go­ing on a da­te.”

  Zac­hary put a hand to his chest. “Dad, tell her it’s no’ true. It can’t be, right? Right?” His vo­ice was so tight it al­most squ­e­aked.

  Ian fa­ced the back­se­at aga­in. “Of co­ur­se I’m not her fat­her.” It was his turn to be the calm one. “I ne­ver even met her mot­her.”

  “So? They ha­ve ways-”

  “Zach, it’s okay.” I to­uc­hed his arm, wis­hing I hadn’t sa­id anyt­hing. “I just re­ali­zed he can’t be my fat­her. He do­esn’t ha­ve brown eyes.”

  “Oh.” Zac­hary slum­ped back in his se­at. “Right. That’s a re­li­ef.”

  Under­s­ta­te­ment of a li­fe­ti­me.

  So that eli­mi­na­ted one can­di­da­te, which wasn’t very help­ful. But Ian pro­bably knew mo­re abo­ut me than he was let­ting on. If I was the First, then MI-X and DMP must ha­ve con­si­de­red the pos­si­bi­lity that my birth-and the­re­fo­re my he­ri­ta­ge-was con­nec­ted to the Shift.

  “Do you know who my fat­her is?” I as­ked Ian, tho­ugh I do­ub­ted I’d get a stra­ight an­s­wer.

  He qu­ir­ked his chin, not qu­ite a nod or a he­ad sha­ke. “We ha­ve our the­ori­es. So­me are out­ra­ge­o­us, to say the le­ast.”

  “Li­ke what?”

  “Even if I we­re al­lo­wed to tell you, you wo­uldn’t be­li­eve them. And un­til we know for su­re, we can’t ha­ve you go­ing off on a wild-go­ose cha­se.” He adj­us­ted his dark blue tie. “It co­uld le­ad to qu­es­ti­ons that are too big for ama­te­urs to an­s­wer.”

  I frow­ned at his war­ning. I wan­ted to be the first to know who I was, not the last. I was de­ter­mi­ned to find out, even if I had to un­ra­vel the mystery of the Shift in the pro­cess.

  From the cor­ner of my eye, I saw Zac­hary’s hand rest on the se­at bet­we­en us, two of the knuck­les still ban­da­ged. I re­ac­hed out to ta­ke it. May­be I didn’t ha­ve to be alo­ne in my qu­est.

  As my hand mo­ved, I ca­ught sight of my watch. “I’m sup­po­sed to ha­ve din­ner with my aunt so­on.”

  “Whe­re?” Ian as­ked.

  “In Lit­tle Italy.” We had just dri­ven on­to Pre­si­dent Stre­et, ver­ging on the fre­eway. “Turn right he­re.”

  The dri­ver didn’t turn right. In fact, he didn’t turn at all.

  My pul­se qu­ic­ke­ned, thum­ping in my thro­at. “Whe­re are we go­ing?”

  Ian pul­led out his pho­ne. “So­mep­la­ce qu­i­eter.”

  “You ha­ve got to be kid­ding me.”

  I ga­ped up at the front win­dows of the redb­rick row ho­me on Amity Stre­et. The dark gre­en shut­ters we­re loc­ked tight.

  Be­si­de me, Zac­hary let out a low whist­le. “I told you MI-X has be­en aro­und a long ti­me.”

  “Don’t worry, Aura.” Ian knoc­ked on the whi­te wo­oden front do­or. “I’ve be­en as­su­red it’s no lon­ger ha­un­ted.”

  “The ghosts are pro­bab
ly too sca­red to co­me he­re,” I mut­te­red. I co­uldn’t re­ve­al, of co­ur­se, that no ghosts wo­uld co­me ne­ar Zac­hary an­y­way.

  The front do­or ope­ned, and an old man ap­pe­ared. To the surp­ri­se of my ru­na­way ima­gi­na­ti­on, he wasn’t hunc­hed over, whe­ezing, and car­rying a lan­tern. He wo­re a flan­nel shirt, kha­ki pants, and a Ra­vens cap.

  “Co­me on in.” The man grin­ned as he bac­ked up so we co­uld climb the porch sta­irs and en­ter. “Ever be­en to the Poe Ho­use be­fo­re?”

  I sho­ok my he­ad. My li­fe was cre­epy eno­ugh wit­ho­ut spen­ding any of it in the ho­me of Ame­ri­ca’s Bi­zar­rest De­ad Wri­ter.

  “Di­ning ro­om’s in the back.” He led the way thro­ugh the dim, nar­row li­ving ro­om, which was fil­led with ex­hi­bits li­ke chi­na, crystal, and art­work-and a lock of Ed­gar Al­lan Poe’s ha­ir. Ick.

  As we pas­sed the fi­rep­la­ce, Zac­hary stop­ped in front of a port­ra­it of a yo­ung wo­man.

  “She was be­a­uti­ful,” he whis­pe­red, and I got a lit­tle chill at the way his mo­uth re­le­ased that word.

  “She was his co­usin,” I told him, “and only thir­te­en when they got mar­ri­ed.”

  “Her de­ath at age twenty-fi­ve af­fec­ted him pro­fo­undly,” the old man sa­id. “Many of Poe’s la­ter works fe­atu­re the de­mi­se of be­a­uti­ful yo­ung wo­men.”

  Yo­ung, I tho­ught. At le­ast she ma­de it to her twen­ti­es. Lo­gan only got se­ven­te­en ye­ars and a few ho­urs. I mas­sa­ged the sud­den so­re spot on my chest, the one that hadn’t ac­hed for we­eks. This pla­ce was al­re­ady glo­oming me out.

  “Piz­za sho­uld be he­re so­on.” The mu­se­um guy sho­wed us in­to a small, dark di­ning ro­om, whe­re an an­ti­que tab­le was set, oddly eno­ugh, with pa­per pla­tes and nap­kins. Its sur­fa­ce had be­en co­ve­red in pro­tec­ti­ve plas­tic, li­ke the kind that was on my grand­mot­her’s so­fa.

  Piz­za at Poe’s ho­use. Just when I tho­ught my li­fe co­uldn’t get we­ir­der.

  I sat at the tab­le, fa­cing a nar­row, twis­ted sta­ir­ca­se. Des­pi­te the ho­use’s spo­oki­ness, I was dying to ex­p­lo­re.

  “Fe­el free to lo­ok aro­und,” the old man sa­id to me. “It’s all pub­lic ex­cept for the ba­se­ment.” He po­in­ted to a do­or with a red NO ENTRY sign, then win­ked at Zac­hary. “That’s whe­re we ke­ep the bo­di­es.”

  He di­sap­pe­ared in­to the li­ving ro­om, shut­ting the do­or be­hind him.

  Zac­hary sat be­si­de me. “Well, Dad, I can’t wa­it to he­ar how you pul­led this one off.”

  Ian ga­ve a self-sa­tis­fi­ed smi­le that re­min­ded me of his son. “Back in the ni­ne­te­en thir­ti­es, the city wan­ted to te­ar this ho­use down for pub­lic ho­using pro­j­ects. It was ha­un­ted at the ti­me, so we and a few ot­her pa­ra­nor­mal or­ga­ni­za­ti­ons in­ter­ve­ned and sa­ved it on be­half of the Poe So­ci­ety.” He spo­ke di­rectly to me. “Our phi­lo­sophy dic­ta­tes that if ghosts can’t or won’t pass on, they sho­uld at le­ast be pla­ca­ted. A con­ten­ted ghost is a harm­less ghost. That’s one re­ason why Black­Bo­xing is less com­mon in the UK.”

  Zac­hary shif­ted his fe­et un­der the tab­le. No won­der he didn’t want his fat­her to know he had such an ob­si­di­an-li­ke vi­be. It didn’t exactly fit with MI-X’s ghost-fri­endly mis­si­on.

  “Anyway,” Ian con­ti­nu­ed, “in re­turn for our past as­sis­tan­ce, the Poe So­ci­ety lets us use this pla­ce du­ring the off-se­ason as a short-term sa­fe ho­use. Mr. Po­me­roy he­re has be­en a go­od fri­end to the agency.”

  A muf­fled knock ca­me from what so­un­ded li­ke the front do­or, and I he­ard Gi­na’s vo­ice in the li­ving ro­om.

  “Aura, thank God you’re okay!” she sa­id as she swept in­to the di­ning ro­om.

  “I told you I was fi­ne on the pho­ne.”

  She ga­ve me a too-tight hug. “For all I knew, yo­ur kid­nap­pers we­re ma­king you say that.”

  Ian ca­me aro­und the tab­le to gre­et her. I ma­de qu­ick in­t­ro­duc­ti­ons.

  She sho­ok Zac­hary’s hand first. “It’s abo­ut ti­me, yo­ung man. I’ve be­en nag­ging Aura to bring you by the ho­use.”

  Ian sho­ok her hand and ga­ve a warm nod. “A ple­asu­re to me­et you. We ha­ve a won­der­ful thing in com­mon, so we do.”

  “Oh.” She smi­led li­ke he’d just told her she won a pri­ze. No one was im­mu­ne to that ac­cent. “And what’s that?”

  He pul­led out her cha­ir. “Se­ven­te­en ye­ars ago to­day, a bon­nie child en­te­red each of our li­ves.”

  Gi­na’s mo­uth drop­ped open, and she hit the cha­ir har­der than she sho­uld ha­ve. “It’s yo­ur birth­day too, Zac­hary?”

  “It is.”

  “And you’re tur­ning se­ven­te­en. Small world.” Her vo­ice twis­ted the last sen­ten­ce.

  “It gets smal­ler,” Ian sa­id. “My son is a mi­nu­te ol­der than yo­ur ni­ece.”

  Aunt Gi­na sta­red at Ian, as if she wo­uld nab me and ma­ke a run for it.

  “Zach was the last one born be­fo­re the Shift,” I told her, “and I was the first one af­ter.”

  “Wa­it-what do you me­an?” she stam­me­red. “The very first? And how do you know for su­re?”

  A knock ca­me from the front do­or.

  “Thank God,” Zac­hary sa­id. “I’m star­ving.”

  He and his dad hel­ped Mr. Po­me­roy bring to the tab­le three lar­ge whi­te piz­za bo­xes, a bot­tle of red wi­ne, and a pa­ir of so­da cans.

  Ian han­ded one of the bo­xes to our host. “Be su­re the agent in the car out­si­de gets so­me, and you as well.” He pla­ced a hund­red-dol­lar bill in Mr. Po­me­roy’s palm. “So­me uten­sils for the boy and me wo­uld be bril­li­ant.”

  I hid my smirk, ha­ving se­en Zac­hary in the scho­ol ca­fe­te­ria eating piz­za the Bri­tish way, with a kni­fe and fork.

  When we we­re set­tled with our din­ner, Gi­na tur­ned to Ian, lo­oking flus­te­red but de­ter­mi­ned. “So Mr. Mo­ore, how do you-”

  “Ple­ase, call me Ian.”

  She didn’t. “How do you know so much abo­ut us?”

  “I’m a spe­ci­al agent with MI-X. That’s the UK-”

  “I know what MI-X is. What’s it got to do with Aura?” Her vo­ice was stra­ined, as if she al­re­ady knew his hor­rib­le an­s­wers.

  “Aura is of spe­ci­al in­te­rest to all of us.” He po­in­ted his fork at his son and che­wed as he spo­ke. “As is Zac­hary, to a les­ser ex­tent.”

  Zac­hary nar­ro­wed his eyes, then set asi­de his uten­sils with a clat­ter and pic­ked up the sli­ce of piz­za with his hands.

  “I’ve do­ne my best,” Ian con­ti­nu­ed, “to def­lect the DMP’s at­ten­ti­on from Aura. It’s one of the re­asons I’ve be­en as­sig­ned he­re in the Sta­tes.”

  “For­gi­ve my cyni­cism,” Gi­na sa­id, “but why do you ca­re?”

  Ian dra­ined his glass of wi­ne. He co­ug­hed as he re­fil­led it. “Be­fo­re Aura was born, I was with her mot­her, Ma­ria.”

  My spi­ne went cold. “What? You told me you ne­ver met my mom!”

  “That was the truth.” Ian ro­ta­ted his glass on the tab­le. “We we­re on­ce in the sa­me pla­ce to­get­her. The cir­cums­tan­ces of our child­ren’s births, I be­li­eve, are con­nec­ted by an event that hap­pe­ned to us-an event I can­not, for se­cu­rity re­asons, ela­bo­ra­te upon. Much to my reg­ret.” Avo­iding our eyes, he lif­ted the glass to ta­ke a sip.

  I spo­ke be­fo­re I co­uld lo­se my ner­ve. “You we­re at New­g­ran­ge.”

  Ian fro­ze with his glass to his lips. He and Gi­na sta­red at me.

  “So­met­hing hap­pe­ned the­re,” I rus­hed to tell them, “a ye­ar be­fo­re
I was born. Mom kept pic­tu­res and a jo­ur­nal, but most of the pa­ges are mis­sing.” I lo­oked at Gi­na, my thro­at lum­ping. “Did you te­ar them out?”

  “No, hon,” she sa­id qu­i­etly, “yo­ur mot­her to­re them out.”

  “Whe­re are they?”

  “I think she dest­ro­yed them. Tho­se me­mo­ri­es bro­ught her a lot of pa­in, so I as­su­me the pa­ges had so­met­hing to do with yo­ur fat­her.”

  I twis­ted the nap­kin in my lap, trying to hi­de my ra­ging di­sap­po­int­ment over the mis­sing jo­ur­nal pa­ges, ap­pa­rently go­ne fo­re­ver. “Why wo­uldn’t she want me to know who he was?”

  “Aura… who­ever yo­ur fat­her was, he cer­ta­inly wasn’t aro­und. Not when you we­re born, and not when yo­ur mot­her got sick.”

  “If she was mad at him, then why didn’t she dest­roy the who­le jo­ur­nal? She left me pi­eces, and she ma­de it so­und so myste­ri­o­us.”

  “Of co­ur­se she did,” Gi­na snap­ped. “She wan­ted him to be an enig­ma, not a de­ad­be­at. Ple­ase don’t fall in­to that sa­me trap. And ple­ase stay out of my clo­set.”

  “I’m not gi­ving up on this puz­zle.” I lo­oked at Zac­hary, who was va­li­antly bat­tling the oozing che­ese on his piz­za. “We’re not gi­ving up. Ne­it­her is Eowyn Har­ris.”

  Ian sta­red at me in dis­be­li­ef. “You know Eowyn Har­ris?”

  “I got her na­me from Mom’s box of pho­tos. I think my mot­her con­tac­ted her on­ce a long ti­me ago.” The tem­pe­ra­tu­re in the ro­om se­emed to drop. “Is she im­por­tant?”

  “ ‘Is she im­por­tant?’” he mur­mu­red to him­self. Ian pic­ked up his uten­sils, then set them down, as if too over­co­me by shock to eat. “I can’t be­li­eve you know her.”

  Zac­hary ra­ised his hand. “I know her too, if it mat­ters.”

  So Zac­hary had kept our pro­j­ect a sec­ret from his fat­her. I won­de­red whe­re he’d told Ian he was go­ing on tho­se nights.

  “Eowyn’s our ad­vi­ser for our his­tory the­sis,” I told Ian. “It’s not spe­ci­fi­cal­ly on Newg­ran­ge. I sort of bro­ade­ned the to­pic so no one wo­uld know exactly what I was lo­oking for.” I threw Zac­hary a she­epish glan­ce. “Not even you. Sorry.”

 

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