The right thing would have been not to have slept with him the first time, or the second, or third. Now, it was too late to take things back, or to stop myself from wanting all that he was willing to give.
Finally, I’d come to the conclusion that I was just going to ride it out. Ford was offering me a good time and I was going to ride it for as long as he was giving it, literally.
When he came back out, he held up a key card to the room. “Do you want to get food now, or wait until we shower together?”
I like how he just assumed I was up for anything. He was so right! “I say we shower and see where we are when we’re done. We could always order delivery and eat naked,” I teased.
Ford shook his head and unlocked the door, holding it open as I followed him in. The room was an average motel room. One queen sized bed with a dresser and television across from it. A small round table was in the corner, with two chairs and the bathroom was in the back. Ford sat his bag down on the floor and grabbed me by the waist of my pants, pulling me into his chest. He moved the hair away from my face and tucked it behind my ear. “What am I goin’ to do with you, Sky?”
“What do you mean?”
He smiled and kissed my forehead. “I never saw you comin’.”
“I surely didn’t plan on breaking down on the side of the road and sleeping with a stranger, if that’s what you’re implying.”
“I never forced you!”
I pulled myself out of his arms and sat down on the bed. “No, you’re right, you didn’t force me. I slept with you because you gave me an offer that I couldn’t refuse. I wanted to forget, to be able to heal. Maybe that was wrong, but it’s working.”
He kneeled down in front of me and ran his hands up my thighs, going under my shorts and up to my panties. “It’s workin’ for me, too. When I’m with you, I’m not thinkin’ about my pathetic life. All I’m thinkin’ about is pleasin’ you. You’re an addiction that I could get used to havin’ around.”
I kissed him slowly, taking my time and letting our tongues touch. If there were some way to make something out of this, I say, go for it.
I pulled away. “We live too far apart. I have school and your life is somewhere else. All we have is now and you know it. Sure, our paths could cross at some point, but I highly doubt that will happen. We’ll get back to our lives and forget all about keeping in touch.”
He sat back on his heals and just looked at me. “I guess since we’ve got this extra time together, we should take advantage of it, since it’s all we’re ever goin’ to get.”
I could swear that he seemed sad about what I’d said, but I didn’t know him well enough to make that decision and be positive about it. Plus, I was too embarrassed to admit that I would have driven to that dead ass town every single weekend if it gave me the chance to be with him again and to feel what only he’d ever been able to do to me.
“I guess you’re right!”
He stood up and removed his shirt, then his shoes, kicking them off in the corner. While taking off his pants, he turned to me. “How about that shower?”
I smiled, still feeling a bit sad that this was going to have to end at some point. Just knowing that gave me the will to stand up and begin stripping. I didn’t want to waste a single second that we had together.
When Ford had removed all of his clothes, he just stood there watching me remove mine. His eyes were so focused on my assets that it was making me hot in all the right places. He bit down on his lip while I pulled off my panties and stood there for him to admire. He folded his arms across his chest. “Do you even know how sexy you are?”
“You just want me to fuck you again.”
He laughed and approached me. “You have no idea how much. How about I take you in that shower, wash you, and fuck you so hard that neither of us can get out of bed for the rest of the night?”
A fire ignited between my legs hearing what he wanted to do. “You drive a hard bargain.”
“Did you bring a razor?”
I cocked my eyebrow. “Why?”
“I want you to have the smoothest skin possible when I eat your pussy again.”
I walked backwards, grabbing my duffle bag and pulling out the razor and my toiletries. Ford had the shower running when I stepped into the bathroom. He was already standing inside, waiting for me to join him.
I don’t know why, since we’d already been together so many times already, but I began to tremble. The anticipation of being with him and spending another day together made me giddy. It also made me feel like saying goodbye was going to be even harder.
He grabbed my chin and pulled my face up to look into my eyes. “What’s wrong?”
I shook my head, but kept looking at him. “Nothing. Everything’s great.”
He leaned down and put his wet lips over mine. “You afraid I’m goin’ to knick ya?”
“No! I trust you.”
He pulled away and just looked at me. “You shouldn’t trust people you don’t know, Sky. Not everyone is goin’ to be like me. I don’t want to see you hurt.”
Didn’t he know that he was hurting me? Every single moment, that we spent touching each other, kissing each other, left me more confused. I didn’t want to like him, but I did. I liked him a lot and I couldn’t stop my need to feel our bodies connecting again. “I know that. I’m just in shock, I guess. I’m not used to things not going as planned.”
“Do you want to get washed and just go out somewhere? We don’t have to have sex. We could go on a date if that will make you feel better.”
I wrapped my arms around him and closed my eyes. “No! Stay here with me. Please? You make the pain go away.”
He kissed the top of my head and wrapped his arms around my back. “You’re goin’ to be fine, Sky. It just takes time to heal. It just takes time.”
This was the first real time where I felt like his affection wasn’t sexual. He cared about me, or at least that’s the way it seemed. I felt safe and my failed relationship with Mack was slowly becoming a memory that I wasn’t dwelling on. My mind was full of Ford.
Slowly, I kissed down his hard chest, licking at his nipples, before getting to his waist. I grabbed a handful of his erection and got comfortable on my knees as I took him into my mouth. He didn’t try to stop me, but instead, leaned back against the tile wall and closed his eyes.
If I couldn’t have this man in my life every day, then I wanted to be the best he’d ever had.
Ford
One minute I was dropping her off, watching her walk out of my life the same way she came into it, then she was there, walking into the motel with me. The change of events was a lot better than assuming that I was going to have to hang out with my ex for the next couple days, pretending that I wasn’t thinking of Sky every damn minute.
Her boyfriend was exactly how I expected him to look. He was dressed like a punk and held his shoulders like he was bigger than he was. His pussy ass was no match for me. If Sky didn’t throw her petite body in between us, I would have jacked him up. When a girl said “no”, she meant it. Guys like him had a problem with that word and the boundaries that came with it. He’s lucky I didn’t tell him how Sky never said that word to me. In fact, she’d begged me for more and I gladly gave it to her.
After I’d checked in and got Sky in the room, I decided to end the slew of phone calls coming in on my cell phone. She needed some time to calm down, considering that she looked like she was ready to have me turn around so she could castrate her ex. I walked back outside and called Ashley and prepared to hear her sob story about how I should get over the past.
It rang one time before she picked up, which only reminded me of how desperate she was to get back together.
“I was wonderin’ when you would call back. Are you coming or not?”
“I had a change of plans.”
“So, you’re not coming?”
“No. I’m kind of tied up with somethin’. You’ll have to party without me.”
“Did
you hook up with that girl from the other night? Is that why you’re dissing us? Is she with you now? Who is she?”
“Stop! I’m not gettin’ into this with you.”
“I just want to know. What does she have that I don’t?”
“Do you really want me to answer that, Ash?”
“Yes.” I could hear her starting to cry.
“She doesn’t remind me of what I lost. When I look at her, I only see her and not anything else.”
“That’s not fair.”
“Life isn’t fair. I’m sorry for hurtin’ you. We had some good times, but I can’t go back to the way things used to be. I’m sorry for that. Harley is gone and she ain’t ever comin’ back.”
“You act like I don’t miss her too. I do, every single day. I wish I would have kept her from gettin’ into that car.”
“I wish you would have, but we both know you didn’t do a damn thing to stop her. Ashley, I can’t be with you and not think about that night. I can’t do it. We just need to move on, meet new people and try to be happy, the best way we can.”
“Did you sleep with her, Ford?” She wasn’t going to give up.
“I’m not goin’ to answer that.”
“You don’t have to. I can hear it in your voice. I have to go.”
The phone disconnected and I stood there considering calling her back. She was crying and hurt. Just because I didn’t want to be with her anymore, didn’t mean I had to leave her hurt and jealous. I didn’t want that. After smoking my first cigarette in hours, I decided to not argue about it with her. I had a second chance to be with Sky and she was in the room waiting for me.
After I stood outside for a good ten minutes, I headed back into the room, wasting no time getting my hands on Sky. Just touching her soft skin made me recall every inch of her perfect body. With every inch of skin I touched, a bad memory disappeared, my mind cleared and she was all I could think about.
As bad as I wanted her to be naked, I also felt like I was at a point where I wanted to know more about her. Admittedly, that was harder than I thought it would be. She was clearly running from a douche of an ex and I’d be adding fuel to the fire if I just pushed my way into her life without letting her breathe first. I got that she needed time to heal. The wounds were still fresh and I couldn’t pour gasoline on them without expecting bad results.
Of course, that left us with one option.
More sex.
Soon, we were in the shower and I was standing there watching her take me into her mouth. The water beat down on her face and I blocked the stream with my head, focusing on watching her lips stretch across my erection. I held onto the shower walls with one hand and grabbed a chunk of her hair with the other, guiding her head to a better suited rhythm. I could hear the sounds of her mouth fighting the water and got off knowing she was doing this without me asking. This girl was perfect and the best part was that she had no clue.
Sky worked her magic as I concentrated on her every move. The problem was that we’d had so much sex that I was exhausted. I tried and tried, but couldn’t finish. I could tell her jaws were getting tired, so I lifted her up and buried my head into her neck. “It’s not you, I promise.”
She giggled. “I was wondering if you were invincible. Now I know you aren’t.”
“You’ve worn me out.” I pushed her wet hair away from her face. “How about I carry you to the bed and we finally get some sleep?”
She smiled and reached up to put her lips close to mine. “Can we be naked?”
I kissed her softly. “That’s the only way I want you, darlin’.”
Chapter 9
Skylar
After the water started to get cold, Ford picked me up and carried me to the bed. We didn’t bother drying off as the cool water kept the heat of our bodies down. As soon as I was in his arms, I fell fast asleep.
Later, we both woke up and made our way into the bathroom to freshen up. While brushing our teeth, I saw him watching me. His eyes were locked on my pussy and it made me instantly hot between the legs. The pain from all of our sex was constant, but I still wanted more.
He followed me out of the bathroom and sat down. I backed away from the bed, just enough for him to take all of me in, like he’d been doing. My hand traveled up my stomach, across my navel, then up further to one of my nipples. I licked my lips and squeezed it between my fingers.
Ford grabbed his cock and started slowly stroking it as he watched me pleasing myself. After climbing on the bed, I spread my legs and brought my knees up, giving him a full on view of my pussy. Once I knew I had his complete attention, I reached down with my other hand and rubbed my folds. I didn’t want to move fast, considering he was getting off from watching me. I let one finger glide in between, getting just a hint of wetness as I pulled it away and spread it over my folds.
Ford kept stroking his length, so I continued touching myself. My hand that had been rubbing my nipples, slid down. I used two fingers and separated myself, opening my pussy and rubbing on my bud at the same time. The harder my finger flicked that bud, the more my body began to jerk. Within seconds, Ford was on top of me, removing my fingers and diving in, sucking my lips into his mouth. He pulled away, making a sucking sound, then licked where his mouth had just been.
After flicking my clit a few times, he backed away and blew on it. I began to shiver and cry out in ecstasy. He dove in again, this time sucking my clit into his mouth. The pressure was heightened and I screamed out into the motel room, not caring who may or may not be on the other side of the walls.
Ford was getting off on my reaction and it made it even better for me as well. I felt his fingers sliding inside my pussy walls. He patted my clit with the palm of his other hand, while shoving four fingers in as deep as they would go. The more I rocked myself against his hand, the faster he did it. I could feel my insides tightening around his fingers as I screamed out in pleasure, again and again. When my body finally settled, I felt him remove his fingers and watched him licking them. “You taste so fuckin’ good.”
“Mmm, you make me crazy.”
He grabbed my legs and pulled me to the edge of the bed. While holding them and putting them on each of his shoulders, he leaned down and looked right at me. “How do you want me to fuck you, Sky? He grabbed his cock and teased my opening. “You want this dick right there?”
I nodded, unable to speak.
“I love rubbin’ my dick on your little cunt and seeing it open up for me.” He slapped my pussy with his cock again. I shuddered and arched my body, reacting to him.
“I want you,” I whispered, unable to breathe.
His warm cock rubbed against my clit, down my folds and sat at the opening again. I tried to rock it inside of me, but he pulled away enough to prevent it. “I could cum right now, all over that sweet pussy.” He licked his lips and continued watching himself teasing me. I stuck my hand in my mouth and wet it with saliva then spread it over my hardened nipple. Ford groaned and closed his eyes for a second. Knowing he was so close made me tease him back more.
He stopped moving and smiled an ornery grin. “Turn around and get on all fours. I need to fuck you from behind. I need to see that fine ass jigglin’ as I’m smackin’ into it.”
I followed his directions and rolled over, getting up on my knees and shoving my ass into the air. He smacked it first then rubbed out the sting. “Oh yeah, that’s what I want.”
With little effort, he entered me, filling me with his hard cock. I thought about how I’d had it in my mouth earlier and how he’d not let me finish him off, telling me he wanted to wait. I was in awe of this man and willing to let him explore every inch of me. When he touched me, no matter where it was, my body lost control. His pace was vigorous. I had to clench the sheets on the bed to keep myself from slipping forward.
I was more than surprised when he pulled out of me and flipped me on my back. He grabbed one leg and kissed my ankle. “I need to look at you when I cum.”
My heart skipped a
beat, realizing that was a bit more involved than a normal fuck. We were connecting and it excited me.
From the moment I felt his penis sliding inside of me again, I could feel myself letting go. I was falling for this man that I’d just met. I’m not saying that it was love, we’d only known each other for two days, but it was something.
I cried out, feeling the heat of passion running through my body. I kept my eyes focused on Ford. He smiled when he saw my body reacting, so he began pumping his thrusts faster, giving me all he had left in him. I felt him releasing inside of me for a second time without protection. He collapsed on top of me, breathing heavily. We were sweaty and trying to gain composure.
On a side note, I was happy that I’d been smart enough to get a shot to prevent pregnancy every six months. The last thing I needed was a kid at my age, especially with the father being someone I barely knew.
We laid there, letting the air conditioning cool us off. I played with his hair as he rested his head on my chest. “I should have bought condoms or pulled out. It just felt so damn good.”
I smiled. “I can’t get pregnant.”
He looked up at me. “Never?”
“I get a shot. It last for six months at a time.” It was funny that we were both thinking about the same thing.
“Well, it wasn’t like I planned on spendin’ another night together. You were pretty adamant about seein’ your friends.”
I looked into his eyes. “I would have stayed with you, if you’d only asked.”
“Really?” He acted like it was a shocker.
“I like you, Ford.” While lying there naked next to him, I felt my cheeks heating up as I confessed.
“Yeah, I like you, too, Sky. I ain’t smiled in a long damn time. I know I played head games with you at first, but once I had you in my bed, naked, I didn’t want you to leave.”
I ran my hand through his hair again. “What happens now?”
He laughed and rolled over beside me. I watched him rub his face with his hands. “I reckon we need to go on a date, since we’ve done everything else ass backwards.”
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