His Love VS Her Lust

by Angie Hayes

  CHAPTER 17

  HASAN

  I felt like a fucking zombie at work. It felt as if I was having an out of body experience. I couldn’t wrap my mind around the fact that Sevyn was having an affair. I loved my wife and made sure to give her whatever she needs and wants. I provide very well and she doesn’t even have to work if she chose not to. I make way more than enough to support us. Since teaching is her passion I support her in whatever it is she wants to do. When I read that message in her phone, I felt like my heart stopped for a moment.

  I was trying to wrap my mind around what I was seeing. When she came out the bathroom and caught me with her phone, I didn’t care about anything else at that moment. All I was concerned about was who in the hell was in between my wife legs besides me. When I confronted her about it I felt like she was gonna try and lie to me, but I quickly made it known that I wasn’t having that shit. So she did admit the truth to me that she slept with whoever this dude is. She claimed it was just one time, but I doubt that shit. The fact that right before I saw the message I noticed a man sitting across the street from our house didn’t make it any better.

  I was beyond mad, but most of all I was hurt. I left the house that night in instead of me snapping her fucking neck. I’ve never put my hands on a woman let alone my wife, but I had the inkling too.

  “Brianna, can you come in here for a moment please?” I asked my secretary through the intercom.

  A few seconds later she showed up through my doorway.

  “Yes Mr. Golden?” Brianna said.

  “Whatever I have scheduled for today I need for you to reschedule for some time next week, and I’m also getting ready to leave for the day. I need to deal with some personal matters, but I’ll be back tomorrow. If you need anything call me on my cell.” I instructed her as I got up and grabbed my things, and prepared to leave. “Oh and let Christopher know of those things also.”

  “No problem Mr. Golden, I’ll get right on it. I hope everything is ok sir.” Brianna said with concern.

  “I’ll see you later.” I said without acknowledging her concern, and then I left.

  I had no destination in mind once I left my office. All I knew was that I wasn’t going to be able to concentrate on work and needed to get out of there. I knew no one was home because Hope was in school and Sevyn was at work. At least she’s supposed to be at work, but I didn’t want to go home either. I had so many thoughts going through my head as I was driving. What made her step out on me? What was I doing wrong? I know I work long hours sometimes but she knows I’m at work. Besides, I try my best to make up for that lost time.

  When I first decided to approach Sevyn in college, I had been warned about her. One of my frat brothers told me that she was known for chewing men up and spitting them out. He thought she was out of my league and so did I. I couldn’t help but be drawn to her beauty and sassiness. I knew I was winning her over when she kept accepting my date offers after our first time going out. That alone made me feel like there was more to her then what people were saying.

  I decided that I would spend some alone time with my daughter. I sent Sevyn’s deceitful ass a text letting her know that I was going to get Hope so she wouldn’t have to pick her later, and then I made my way to my baby’s school.

  CHAPTER 18

  SEVYN

  I was so happy when the bell rang for school to be over. I dismissed my students and closed my door as the last student left. Normally, I would be out the door right behind them to get Hope from school, but Hasan texted me earlier saying he was going to get her. I just went back over to my desk and put my head down. I didn’t know what to think right now. Hasan still hasn’t said anything else to me since I confessed about my affair. I also haven’t spoken to Adam.

  What I needed to know is how the fuck did he know where I stayed at and why was he sitting in front of my house? He’s been calling me since last night and I was ignoring his calls, but now I needed answers from his ass. I gathered my belongings and rushed out to the parking lot heading to my car. Fifteen minutes later I pulled up in front of Adam’s house. I walked up to his door and began banging on it like I was the police. Adam answered the door in his boxer briefs. He was breathing hard and sweating. I went inside without being invited and went off.

  “I don’t give a fuck who you’ve got in here! What the hell were doing sitting out in front of my house?” I asked him yelling.

  He stood there looking sexy as hell with the sweat sticking to his bare chest. I tried to remain focused but seeing him like that was making it hard.

  “First off, there isn’t anybody here. I was downstairs working out. If there was someone here your ass would still be on the other side of my door. Second, you come in here asking me questions when you’re the one that hasn’t been answering your fucking phone. I came by to see what the fuck was stopping you from doing so.” He said as he leaned up against the wall with his dick print in full view.

  “Adam I didn’t answer my phone because I was busy. How did you know where I stay?” I asked.

  “I have my ways of finding out things I want to know.” He said.

  “Well I’m sure you know my husband saw you since I heard you made yourself visible. He also saw the text message you left on my phone so now he knows about me dealing with you or should I say he knows that I use to deal with you!” I said.

  I emphasized the words use to because after that stunt he pulled he had to know it was over.

  “Oh so now you use to deal with me huh,” he said smiling.

  Wasn’t shit funny about any of this to me.

  “Look, whatever you got going on with your husband is between y’all, but what we’ve got going on is between us, and I ain’t going anywhere.” Adam said as he started walking towards me.

  It felt like my feet were cemented to the floor and I couldn’t move. I started feeling myself getting wet between my legs as he closed the space between us. He grabbed a hand full of my hair and yanked my head back. He then took his tongue and started licking my neck up and down. He stuck his free hand up my skirt and started rubbing my pussy through my panties. I moaned with pleasure with my eyes closed.

  This is not what I came over here for but it seemed like I couldn’t help it when it came to Adam, I was weak to his touch. He ripped my blouse open popping all my buttons, and then he picked me up. He pulled my panties to the side and I slid down on his dick that was now out of the slot of his briefs. He gripped my ass as I was bouncing up and down on his dick and riding him standing up.

  “You think I’m a just let this pussy walk out of my life?” He asked as he was still stroking me with force.

  I felt pain from it but it was good pain. I was still holding on to him tight so we wouldn’t lose our balance.

  “Damn Adam, fuck this pussy baby.” I begged as I felt myself about to cum.

  He walked us over to the bottom of the stairs and we continued our fuck session there. As he stroked deeper, it felt so good that I was digging my nails in his back. We were so into it that we didn’t hear the front door open.

  “What the fuck is this!” we heard someone scream.

  I quickly pushed Adam off of me and saw that it was Michelle standing there with a shocked look on her face.

  “Damn cuz, you can’t knock?” Adam asked calmly as he got up and pulled his underwear back up.

  I was rushing to pull my skirt down and cover myself with my blouse that was now ripped.

  “Knock my ass! What the fuck is going on Sevyn, are you fucking my cousin?” Michelle asked me while looking dead in my direction.

  I couldn’t even answer her. I just put my head down in my hands as I sat there on the bottom of the stairs. I came over here to end things with Adam and I still ended up having sex with him.

  “Cuz calm down, it ain’t that deep.” Adam said to Michelle nonchalantly as he stood there like he didn’t have a care in the world.

  It amazes me how nothing seemed to bother him, except if I don’t fuck him.
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  “Really Adam, it is fucking deep because you’re fucking my married best friend.” Michelle said shaking her head.

  She turned around and stormed back out the door. I jumped up from the stairs and ran behind her.

  “Michelle wait, let me explain.” I said begging her to listen to me.

  “We’re supposed to be girls. How the fuck are you getting down with my peoples and don’t even tell me? I mean come on Sevyn, you have Hasan and Hope at home!” She said loudly.

  “I get you being mad because I didn’t tell you, but the nerve of your ass to stand here judging me when you’ve been fucking someone else’s husband for two years now!” I said yelling back at her ass.

  I refused to stand here and have her make me feel like shit when she was living foul her damn self.

  “So fucking what, at least I told you! Unlike yo’ sneaky ass I don’t hide shit Sevyn.”

  “Yeah you don’t hide shit, only from his wife. Come on Michelle, stop standing here acting like you’re some saint. Ok, yes I’m fucking Adam. You let me worry about Hasan and Hope, just like Patrick worries about his wife and kids.”

  I knew I had struck a nerve with mentioning Patrick and his situation, but I didn’t give a damn. She wasn’t about to keep standing here judging me.

  “You know Sevyn, you’re right. What you do and who you fuck behind your husband’s back is your business, but you fucking with my family is mines. You don’t even know what Adam is capable of but I do. You keep doing you boo, but when shit hits the fan don’t come to me thinking I’m a feel sorry for yo’ ass.” She said.

  “Likewise,” I responded back to her.

  She got in her car and sped off. I turned around and walked back into the house to get my things. Adam was laid out on the couch playing his PS4. Once he heard me come back into the house he looked up at me.

  “Are you ok?” he asked me.

  “Hell no! My best friend just caught us fucking, my husband knows I had an affair, and right when I come over here to end things with us I still end up with your dick inside me. Hell no, I’m not ok!” I grabbed my purse and headed towards the door.

  Good thing I had a jacket in the car because there was no way I could explain all the buttons being popped off my blouse to Hasan if he was home when I got there.

  “Look Sevyn I told you that I was falling in love with you, so I don’t care who knows or saw us.” He said as he blocked me from leaving by standing in my way.

  “Adam this isn’t love. This was supposed to be a fun thing for us, nothing but sex. No strings or feelings involved, just straight fucking.” I explained to him.

  He needed to get it through this thick skull that what we were doing was just sex for me.

  “So you mean to tell me that after all this time you still don’t feel anything for me?” he asked.

  “No Adam I don’t. Not like how you want me to feel. I’m married with a daughter with no plans to leave my family.” I assured him.

  “So I’m just a fuck thing to bust a nut when yo’ husband ain’t satisfying you, huh?” He asked.

  “Who said he wasn’t?” I asked him raising my eyebrow.

  He just stared at me for a moment and then stepped aside so I left. My life was taking a drastic turn. Everything I felt like I had control over was no more. I needed to get my shit back on track. My first priority was to see what was going to happen with my marriage. I drove home preparing myself for whatever was to come.

  CHAPTER 19

  MICHELLE

  I can’t believe the shit I had just seen. Sevyn and Adam were going at it like they didn’t have a care in the world. When the fuck did this start happening? I’d decided to stop by and check in on my cousin on my way home after work that day. I hadn’t heard from him since the cookout. We’ve always had a decent relationship and I needed to talk to him about Patrick.

  The only other person that knew about me and Patrick’s relationship was Sevyn, but I wanted another man’s opinion on the situation. You could imagine how shocked I was when I pulled up and saw Sevyn’s car parked there. I was blown out the water when I walked up and saw them fucking each other on the stairs with the front screen door open for anyone to see.

  Then the nerve of her ass to try and throw Patrick and his wife in my fucking face when I called her out on her bullshit. It wasn’t the fact that she was having an affair on her husband, I mean that was her business. Damn she could have at least told me she was fucking my cousin. This is the very same cousin I introduced her too. I wonder how long this shit has been going on. Sevyn never gave any indication that she was having an affair. I was driving home deep into my thoughts when my phone rang. I looked and saw it was Dante calling.

  “Hello,” I answered the phone.

  “Yo’ I need to talk to you.” He said into the phone sounding panicked.

  “Well hello to you too Dante, I’m fine how about you?” I asked in a sarcastic tone indicating that he didn’t speak first.

  “Fuck all that! Did my girl call asking questions about me and you?” He asked me.

  “Come on you know me better than that. If your peoples would have called questioning me she would get directed right back to you.” I told him.

  I never was the one to answer questions to a chick about her man.

  “Well look, if you do get a phone call about me don’t even entertain that shit, just hang up.”

  “Is there trouble in paradise?” I asked because Dante has never said anything like this to me before.

  I heard he proposed to the chick he’s with about three months ago. I figure he is serious about her, at least to her he is, because he damn sure hasn’t been faithful considering we just fucked again two weeks ago.

  “That’s none of your business Michelle. Just do what I asked you.” He said with what sounded like an attitude.

  “Look you called my fucking phone asking me to do this so don’t get slick with me.” I snapped and hung up the phone.

  I was already pissed due to what just went down with me and Sevyn. I arrived home and headed straight to the bathroom to take a shower. I was beyond drained physically and mentally. As I turned on the water, I felt lightheaded and sat down on the toilet. I still haven’t made a doctor’s appointment, but I knew I needed to A.S.A.P. I had to be pregnant because my symptoms weren’t going away. After my shower, I went into the kitchen to make me some ginger tea in order to settle my stomach when Sevyn called.

  “What do you want now?” I asked with an attitude as I answered the phone.

  “Can I come over and talk to you please? I’m so sorry about what I said earlier, but I really need someone to talk to.” She said into the phone.

  I could tell by the cracking sound of her voice that she was crying.

  “Yeah, come on over.” I said.

  “Thanks, I’m on my way.” She said and hung up the phone.

  I know I told her earlier not to come to me when the shit hit the fan, but I didn’t mean that. Sevyn was my girl, more like my sister. I would always be here for her even if I don’t agree with the things she does. Twenty minutes later Sevyn knocked on my door.

  “Hey,” I said as I let her in.

  I could tell she had been crying due to her eyes being swollen red.

  “Michelle I’ve fucked up big time.” Sevyn said as she sat down on the couch.

  “I need you to start from the beginning by telling me when did you and my cousin hook up?” I asked.

  I was still blown away by that shit. She sat there and explained everything to me. From the time they first ran into each other at the cookout, up until I caught them. I just sat there after she was finished. I tried to wrap my brain around how I couldn’t have known that my best friend was actually having an affair. I knew Sevyn was slick as hell in college, but she put those days behind her when she committed to Hasan, or at least I thought she had.

  “So does Hasan want a divorce? I mean what is he saying?” I asked.

  “He’s saying how he doesn’t
think he can trust me anymore and how disgusted and hurt he is by me. The look of hurt on his face was fucking unbearable!” Sevyn said, and then she started crying again.

  “It’s going to be ok Sevyn. He’s hurt and you need to give him time.” I said trying to console her by rubbing her back.

  “That’s exactly what he said. He said that he needs time so he moved into the guestroom.”

  “Well at least he’s still in the house. Most men would haul ass after finding out their wife fucked around.” I told her. “Let me ask you this question though, do you even have feelings for my cousin?”

  “No! Adam was nothing but a thrill fuck for me. Now he’s saying he has feelings for me. Somehow he found out where we live and has been camping out in front of the house, and that’s how Hasan saw him.” She explained.

  I knew Sevyn didn’t know what she was getting herself into by messing with my cousin. Adam was always the, I don’t give a fuck type ever since we were little. He never had any remorse about anything he did that would hurt others. The only person that could talk some sense into him was his mom, but now she’s gone. I knew he was still the same by the way he reacted when I caught them at his house. The rumor in the family is that Adam wasn’t the same since my aunt passed.

  “Sevyn, Adam isn’t someone whose feelings you want to play with. He’s not use to not having things his way, so whatever it is y’all had I suggest you break away from it.” I warned her.

  “I am! That was my original plan when I went over to his house, but obviously things went left as you saw.”

  “Well I hope that was the last time. I really don’t want you to lose everything over Adam. Hell, I don’t want you to lose everything over anyone. I mean, what is it? Are you and Hasan having problems?” I asked.

  I’ve never heard her complain about anything in her marriage going bad.