The Dancer

by Jordan Silver

  I rubbed the length of my rod along her slit, making sure not to get anywhere near her tight little pussy hole as I clit fucked her.

  She came hard, head thrown back, mouth open wide as she squeezed her legs around my ass. I felt my balls tighten up and tried to avert danger. “Baby let go.” She wrapped her arms and legs tighter around me, trapping my cock between us and my cock shot off. Oh fuck!

  I held her through the after shocks all the while willing myself not to push my still hard cock inside her. The shit must’ve throbbed and spat for a good two minutes before calming the fuck down, but her nearness, and the scent of her pussy didn’t help.

  “I can’t wait to get inside you.” I whispered in her ear before sucking the flesh just beneath her ear between my teeth. If she’s that fucking hot from a finger fuck I can only imagine what she’d do to my cock.

  I thought for sure she’d freak when she came down, but instead for some fucked up reason we both started laughing.

  We ended up rolling around in the bed, laughing in between some hot as fuck kisses that only got me going again. “Baby we gotta stop.” She did a little wiggle before releasing me from her clutches and I finally saw the damage.

  “Let’s get you cleaned up.” She looked down at herself for the first time and noticed what I’d done to her.

  “You didn’t get any of that inside me did you? Because I’m not on the pill.”

  “No I didn’t.” But her words gave me something else to think about as I pulled her up from the bed. That was the first time I ever spilled outside of a condom other than when I was spraying the shower walls after a me time session. Something I hadn’t done in years.

  I dragged her into my shower and got us both cleaned up, but my mind was still stuck on the fact that she wasn’t on birth control. I hadn’t even given the shit any thought but now that I did I find that I’m not as averse to the idea as I thought I would be.

  Her screech and her body moving away from me jerked me out of my thoughts. “What, what happened, did I get soap in your eyes?” Max you fuck! I’d been daydreaming while washing her.

  She pointed at my dick that was still semi hard because hello, naked beauty in front of me, and tried to get through the wall behind her. “What is that?” One of her hands went between her thighs as if protecting herself and I got the message. I tugged on her hand until she stood in front of me.

  “Don’t worry, when the time comes I’ll make sure he fits.” She was already shaking her head before I covered her lips with mine. I realized she was really upset when I felt the slight shaking in her body.

  “Hey, I’ll never hurt you, you have nothing to worry about.” I held her head in my hands before pulling it into my chest and soothing her with soft light kisses. She leaned against my chest while I finished washing her before taking care of myself.

  “Stop looking at it if it scares you.” I was drying her off with a towel and her eyes were glued to my dick. “It’s like something you know you shouldn’t see, but you just can’t look away.”

  “You calling my dick an accident?” I snort laughed and swatted her ass with the rolled up towel before running it over myself.

  In the bedroom I pulled an old football jersey on over her head and nothing else. My dick was already leaking at the thought of cuddling up to

  her fine ass. Maybe she’ll let me eat her again. I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of her taste.

  She tried leaving the room but I pulled her back. “Where are you going? You’re sleeping here tonight.” I lifted her and took her back to bed.

  “Shouldn’t we change the sheets?”

  “After.”

  I lost the towel and dropped down between her legs spreading her open with my shoulders. I took my time looking at her this time, teasing her opening with my fingertip before dipping it inside.

  I thumbed her clit and fingered her until I felt her pussy tense up just before her juices escaped. Then I lifted her ass in my hands and brought her to my mouth.

  I spent an hour just loving her with my tongue, bringing her off time and time again until she gave me what I wanted. Those same hot as fuck noises from before.

  I gave serious thought to dry fucking her again but thought better of it. I wasn’t sure I could withstand that shit again. “What about you?” Bless her little heart. “Don’t worry about me, just let me take care of you.”

  I ate her until she pushed my head away. Greedy fuck came like five times on my fingers and tongue. I’d used my head this time and stretched her around two of my fingers because I was sure it wasn’t going to be long before I tried to shove my cock in her.

  I knelt between her spread thighs and stroked my cock while she caught her breath. Her eyes followed my hand’s action and my brave girl reached out and touched me.

  I held still and let her go at her own pace, until that shit became unbearable. She was so fascinated I almost didn’t want to stop her, but if I didn’t she was going to get a face full of cock snot.

  “Ease off babe.” I tried pulling out of her hand but she gripped my shit tighter. I almost climbed out of my skin when she stuck her tongue out and licked the pre-cum from my cockhead.

  “Fuck me!” I had to grit my teeth and clench my fists, but when she sucked that shit, just the tip into her mouth I grabbed her hair. Tight!

  I barely kept myself from face fucking her, but her shit was about to make me lose it. She was treating my dick like a science project. Taking it out and looking at it before taking it back into the soft warmth of her mouth.

  Each time she took a little bit more until her cheeks were puffed out and she started to gag. “Easy, easy.” I brushed her hair with one hand and lifted her chin with the other.

  I slipped my dick out of her mouth and lowered my head to hers but this girl was on a mission. She barely accepted my tongue in her mouth before kicking it out and going back for my dick.

  I didn’t know if to howl at the fucking moon or kiss her damn feet. For all her obvious inexperience she had me going. Her slobbering and drooling all over my dick is the best thing I’ve ever felt.

  She grabbed my balls in her soft little hand and moved her mouth up and down my cock as far as she could go. I snatched my shit out of her mouth after the first shot flew out of my dick and jerked the rest of it all over her chest and chin.

  I dropped on my ass and almost fell off the damn

  bed, breathing like a locomotive. I opened my eyes to her dipping her finger in my spooge and studying it before putting it in her mouth. Oh yeah, she’s as good as fucked.

  “How is it?” I rested my head in my hand and watched her with a grin. I guess this is that mix of the two Annabelles. A cross between the girl she was before her life changed, and the one I’d met not so long ago.

  She smacked her lips and fell onto my chest, rubbing my own jizz into my skin. “It’s not as weird as I thought it would be.”

  “You’ve never done that either?”

  “Nope.” She shook her head and rested her chin on her folded arms.

  “How far have you gone?”

  “How far have you?”

  The fuck! I flipped us around putting her under me. “Tell me!” She did a little wiggle with her hips to distract me but that shit didn’t work. The longer she took to answer the wilder my imagination went until she put me out of my misery.

  “I never had a boyfriend so I didn’t get to experiment.” Why those words should make me breathe easier is a mystery. Maybe it’s because of the shit I know I’ve done. I’m that guy, fuck.

  “You’re going to turn me upside down aren’t you?” I didn’t bother answering the questioning look she gave me, it was enough that I knew what I was talking about.

  I pulled her up from the bed for another round in the shower before we changed the sheets and got ready for bed. I was putting it off as long as I could because I knew I was going to be leaving her in a few hours and that shit sucked.

  I fell asleep long after she did, with my arms
wrapped around her and my heart happier than it had been in a long time.

  Chapter 28

  I took one last look at her asleep in my bed before turning away and grabbing my bag off the floor. I debated whether or not to wake her for the tenth time before thinking better of it.

  I didn’t look back as I crept quietly from the room because if she opened her eyes I knew I wouldn’t be able to leave her. Fucking pathetic.

  Each step I took away from her felt like I was ripping out little pieces of my heart and leaving them behind. I even stopped with my hand on the doorknob giving serious thought to saying fuck it and just staying here with her.

  In the end I knew I had no choice, I’d put it off too long as it is. But if shit was going to be like this, this would be the last time I leave her behind. The sense of responsibility was all new to me, something else I’m gonna have to get used to.

  I was quiet on the ride out to the airstrip, my mind still back there with her. I could almost feel her weight on my chest the way it had been when I woke up this morning. I should’ve woken her up to say goodbye, damn.

  Tony seemed to guess my mood because he didn’t give me any of his shit after the look he gave me when I first got into the car. “I’ll look after her, stop worrying. You know I won’t let anything happen to your girl.”

  He watched me in the rearview as we sat on the airstrip. “I’m giving serious thought to going back. Don’t leave her, and at night make sure she locks up and turns the security on before you leave.”

  “I know, you told me like ten times already bro. Now get out. The sooner you leave the sooner you’ll be back.” I ignored his snarky ass and got out.

  I dragged my feet like a toddler all the way to the plane, not believing how hard it actually was to leave her behind. I didn’t even know I had this shit in me.

  I got the biggest fucking grin on my face when I got off the plane hours later and saw that I had missed a text and a voicemail from her. I called her right away and just that easily, at the sound of her voice, I felt settled.

  ANNABELLE

  I got up the next morning and he wasn’t there. I knew it even before I opened my eyes, his warmth was missing. Rolling over I felt his side of the bed, his bed, and it was already cool to the touch.

  Then I remembered the night before and my face went up in flames. I buried it in his pillow, inhaling his scent and it all came rushing back. His hands, his tongue, his lips and all that he’d done to me and me him.

  I got up and headed into the shower, his, after debating with myself whether or not I should go back to my own room. That was before I found the note he’d left me.

  “Sorry baby, I didn’t want to wake you, you looked so peaceful. Plus I liked the idea of leaving you in my bed. I want you to sleep here while I’m gone. It might be the only thing that keeps me sane while

  I’m away from you.” The note was short and sweet and went a long way to lifting some of the sadness left by his absence.

  I took a nice long shower before making myself breakfast. As I sat looking around his fancy kitchen loneliness hit me like a physical ache in my chest. I missed him.

  I didn’t think twice before picking up my phone and calling him, just to hear his voice on the recording. I left a bright flirty message, then I sent him a text.

  The only thing that brightened my day was the fact that I was going to be busy getting the school ready. After breakfast I grabbed the full set of keys he’d had made for me and headed out the door.

  I had Tony’s number of course, but felt a little bit off about having him at my beck and call. “Going somewhere?” I screamed and jumped a foot in the air at the sound of his voice coming from right behind me as soon as my feet hit the sidewalk.

  “Where were you lurking?” He pointed to the car as he led me over. “I figured you’d pull something like this and since I know you have to get to the club I knew it would only be a matter of time.”

  I allowed myself to be placed in the backseat, what was the point of fighting? He’d only get his way just like his friend.

  “Do me a favor.” He looked back as he turned the key in the ignition. “Take it easy on me. If Max knows you went out on your own he’d have my ass. Don’t make my job any harder than it needs to be.”

  I nodded my head and pretended to be searching for something in my bag. It’s true I’d come to know Tony a little bit, but we’d never really interacted with each other and it felt kind of weird without Max here.

  That feeling didn’t last long as he struck up a conversation about his sister and his new niece. Next thing I knew I was accepting her number and we were pulling up to the club.

  I kept busy until around mid morning when I finally heard from Max. “Hey baby did the guys show up?” I looked through the door at the men who were installing the bars.

  “They’re almost done. Why didn’t you wake me up this morning?”

  “Didn’t you get my note?”

  “I did, but next time wake me.”

  “Next time. There isn’t going to be a next time.”

  “How come?” I felt warmth suffuse my chest and that giddy feeling I suppose all women get when having this kind of conversation with their significant other.

  “Because I miss you. It feels like I left a limb in New York. I’m very tempted to come right back.” Just hearing those words gave me an immense feeling of power and eased the ache in my chest.

  “You’ll be back soon, besides I’m going to be busy the next couple of days, so I won’t have time for you.” I said tongue in cheek.

  We stayed on the phone a few minutes more and neither of us wanted to hang up. I didn’t feel as empty this time after we rung off and went back to work much happier.

  I called Tony’s sister later that evening and made a date for her to come over the next day. It had been ages since I’d been around a baby and she had some interest in the school. I was thinking that if she was anything like her brother she just might become my first friend in the city.

  That night I could hardly get to sleep alone in the empty apartment after talking to Max on the phone. It was then all the old fears came rushing back, now that I was alone with my thoughts, with nothing and no one to distract me.

  I felt nauseous and my body broke out in a cold sweat that had me grabbing the covers closer. It hadn’t bothered me before that he owned the clubs. In fact in the days leading up to his leaving he’d told me a lot about his life.

  He hadn’t shared much of the hardships from his childhood, but talked more about the game and what it felt like to live your dream. I noticed that he didn’t dwell too much on the negative, which only highlighted the fact that I do.

  I learned all about how he won the clubs in a poker game and somehow it didn’t enter my head that I should worry about the exposure to all those beautiful women he had working for him. Until now.

  I kept comparing myself to the women he’d been linked with in the past and coming up short. Then of course I kept imagining him doing to all of them the things he’d done to me and my self esteem level just kept getting lower and lower.

  I tried to hang on to the things I’d overheard him say to my brother and that seemed to help, but not much. Funny, that was the very thing that had got me to relax and open myself up to him.

  Now I was back to worrying if it was all just a game with him. What if he’d felt this way before only to have the relationship come to an end? I felt strong anxiety as I tossed and turned, my poor mind fighting to hang on to anything that would make these feelings of self doubt dissipate.

  Tony had spent the day by my side or close enough that he could see me. It’s said you’re known by the company that you keep, and Tony is a complete gentleman. It’s hard to explain, but somehow I feel I can trust him.

  It’s obvious that he loves Max like a brother, but he didn’t try to sell me on his friend, not once. In fact he treats me more like I was already part of their little family. I’d watched him around the

 
; women at the club that day, saw the way they all treated him with genuine respect.

  All those things had made me feel less worried, but now I was taking everything out and reevaluating and with no outside noise, it was easy for my mind to go back to the dark.

  I almost jumped out of my skin when the phone rang and my eyes flew to the clock. It was just after one in the morning. I answered without first checking the readout.

  “Why are you still up?” It was Max and I felt like crying.

  “Why are you?” He didn’t say anything for the longest time and then.

  “Open the nightstand on my side of the bed baby.” Since I was already on his side, using his pillow, I just reached over and pulled open the drawer. “Take out the iPad.”

  I did as he asked and followed his instructions on how to logon with his password. “Now hang up the phone.” I did and two seconds later he Face-timed me on the iPad. “Now sleep.”

  “I can’t sleep with you watching me.”

  “You did last night.” My cheeks grew warm at the thought of him watching me while I slept.

  I fixed the device on the other pillow and settled down thinking it was going to be a while before I fell asleep, but the last thing I remember is him telling me to close my eyes.

  Chapter 29

  I sat up watching her until fatigue won out. I’d talked myself out of watching her through the security cameras all evening after we got off the phone. She had no idea that I could watch her to my heart’s content at home and at the club.

  It wasn’t because I had any qualms about watching over her without her knowing it, fuck that, these days you can’t take any chances. But I knew if I saw her I’d be miserable as fuck. It was hard enough just hearing her voice

  But once my head hit the pillow something kept me awake. I knew if I was this unhappy, if my arms felt this empty because she wasn’t here, then she must be feeling the same.