Twin Desire

by Michelle Iannarelli

  Jonny pulled down the zipper on Cheyenne’s dress. He’d seen her in a bikini but never in her bra and panties. His stomach was in knots and his palms were sweating he was so nervous.

  Cheyenne stepped out of her dress and then she opened his pants allowing his now large bulge to drop out. “Excited, Jon?” Cheyenne giggled.

  “You’re not?” Jonny stepped back.

  Cheyenne realized that Jonny was taken aback at what she’d said. “I am, I was just making a joke so that this wouldn’t be so awkward.”

  “Maybe we shouldn’t do this. Awkward isn’t a word that goes with sex.”

  Cheyenne reached out and grabbed Jonny’s hand to pull him closer. “Close your eyes.”

  “Why?”

  “Just do it.”

  Jonny closed his eyes and Cheyenne took off her bra and panties. “Ok, open them.”

  Jonny opened his eyes and his mouth dropped open. He could barely manage to whisper. “Oh, God.” He’d wanted to see Cheyenne naked for most of his teen years and now here she was standing in front of him.

  Cheyenne closed her eyes. “Your turn.”

  Jonny quickly tore off his clothes. Then he closed the distance between Cheyenne and himself and kissed her.

  Cheyenne opened her eyes and while she continued to kiss him, she allowed her hand to wander down and give his cock a few good tugs. “Ready for me to kiss you?” Then she dropped to her knees and licked the head of his cock.

  “No, I want to make love to you, Chey.” Jonny reached his hand down to Cheyenne.

  Cheyenne took his hand and he walked her over to the bed. “Climb on.”

  Cheyenne climbed onto the bed and Jonny laid down bedside her. He kissed her and slid one, then two fingers inside her before he started to kiss his way down her body from her neck. “Your lips are so soft.”

  Jonny sucked on her nipples; he was a breast man. “You like that?”

  Cheyenne nodded. “It makes me wet.”

  Jonny rolled Cheyenne onto her back and climbed between her legs. “Last chance to change your mind.”

  “I’m not changing my mind, Jon, I want to be with you.”

  Jonny grabbed his pants and pulled a condom from his wallet. Once he rolled it on, he leaned in for a kiss before gently pushing himself inside her. “You ok?”

  Cheyenne nodded and Jonny started kissing her again while he made love to her. Cheyenne never knew sex could feel like this. She was so used to Cole using her body for pleasure. Jonny erupted feelings of love and being cherished that she never wanted to end. “Mmm, I could do this all night.”

  “I love you, Chey.”

  “I love you too, Cole.” Cheyenne didn’t even realize what she said.

  Jonny froze. It was as if someone sucked the life out of him. His heart shattered and he was suddenly filled with anger. He didn’t say a word. He pulled out and jumped off the bed.

  Cheyenne sprang up in a panic. “Jon, are you sick? What’s wrong? Why aren’t you saying anything?” She grabbed Jonny’s arm and he pulled away with such force that she almost toppled over.

  He pulled on his pants. “Tell me was this all a scheme to get back at Cole?”

  “WHAT? Jon, you’re not making any sense.”

  “You’d get me to have sex with you so you could throw it in Cole’s face?”

  “No, I didn’t even plan to tell Cole.”

  “So, it was just going to be a secret retribution?”

  “Jon, stop getting dressed and tell me what’s going through your head?”

  Jonny was dressed and heading toward the door. He opened his wallet, pulled out some cash and then threw it at Cheyenne. “This should be enough to get you home. Leave your room key at the front desk.”

  “JONNY!”

  Jonny turned. “What else do you want from me?”

  “I love you; I don’t want you to leave.”

  “YOU LOVE ME!” Jonny laughed.

  “Is that why you’re so upset with me?” Cheyenne was confused. “But you said it first!”

  “I did. I said that I loved you and you replied with ‘I love you too, COLE’!”

  Cheyenne grabbed her throat. She felt sick that she’d hurt Jonny so deeply. “Oh, God, Jon, I didn’t mean to say that. I don’t…”

  “STOP! Don’t try to tell me that you don’t still love Cole or worse, that you love me!”

  “If I was honest, I guess part of me will always love Cole, but Jon…”

  “Goodbye, Cheyenne.” Jonny turned and walked out the door.

  Ten years later…

  “Miss Benson, you have a call.”

  Cheyenne looked up from her desk. “Thank you, Marcy.” Cheyenne picked up the phone. “Benson and Wills, Cheyenne Benson speaking.”

  “Cheyenne, it’s Royce Collins, I’m sorry to have to tell you this but your father died this morning.”

  Cheyenne blinked a few times and then she cleared her throat. “How?”

  “He suffered a massive heart attack while playing golf.”

  “I see.”

  “Cheyenne, I’m so sorry for your loss.”

  “Thank you. I’ll be home later today.”

  “Send me your flight information and I will pick you up from the airport.”

  “Thank you.” Cheyenne hung up the phone and burst into tears.

  “Dr. Black, can you sign off on this for me?”

  “I’m sorry to see you go, Nancy.”

  “Me too but if my fiancé is going to move to California then that is where I belong.”

  “I agree.” Jonny signed the paperwork and handed it back. “Good luck, Nancy.”

  “Thank you.” Nancy hugged Jonny.

  “Hey, hey, now. No, doctor nurse hugging while on duty.”

  “Technically, she isn’t even an employee since I’ve already signed off on her paperwork. Furthermore, look who’s talking, Trey. You’ve had sex in every closet and bathroom in the hospital.”

  Nancy laughed. “He’s right.”

  “I’m just making sure that the nurses and doctors who work here are kept in good sexual health.” Trey laughed.

  Jonny shook his head and grabbed a chart from the counter. “You’re such a dog.”

  “Am not.” Trey smiled.

  “Listen, after my last girlfriend…”

  “Fiancée.”

  “Don’t remind me.

  “I know. You’ve sworn off women.”

  “At least for now.” Jonny walked away.

  “We are on schedule to land in fourteen hours.”

  Cole grabbed Meg’s hand and pulled her down onto his lap. “Then that gives us fourteen hours to have sex before you leave me.”

  “I wish I could stay with you, but my family is back home.”

  “And mine is in the states.”

  “Maybe one day you’ll want to move to London.”

  “I don’t know about that Meg, but for now we will always have Dubai.” Cole smiled and then kissed Meg.

  Meg spread her legs so that Cole could slip his magical fingers inside her. “Cole, I’m going to miss this so much.”

  “I’m going to miss it too, Meg.”

  Jonny opened his car door and Royce yelled out to him. “Jonny, hold up.”

  “Hey, Royce, what’s up?”

  “I know that you and Cheyenne had a falling out years back but…”

  “Did something happen to her?”

  “She’s ok, it’s her father, he passed away this morning.”

  “Does she know?”

  “Yes, I called her.”

  “How did she take the news?”

  “She didn’t say much except that she would be home today.”

  “Thank you for letting me know.”

  “I have a meeting to get to. Call me and we can have drinks some time.”

  “Sure thing.” Jonny got into his car and suddenly every memory he tried to forget came flooding back.

  Meg rolled over and looked at Cole. “I’m going to sleep for days
after this. You’ve exhausted me.”

  “No rest for the wicked. I have to head to a meeting from the airport.”

  Meg slid down the bed. “You certainly are wicked.” Then she sucked his cock into her mouth.

  Cole reached down and pulled Meg’s hair. “Harder, Baby.”

  Meg dragged her nails down Cole’s chest and doubled her efforts. Cole’s phone started ringing, he ignored it at first but after the fifth time he finally answered. “Hello!”

  “Hey, where are you?”

  “What’s…uhh ohh…wrong?”

  “You having sex?”

  “J, why you calling?”

  “Cheyenne’s on her way home. Her dad died this morning.”

  Cole let go of Meg’s hair and pulled away. “Cole, is everything ok?”

  “Shit, C, you are having sex.”

  “I land in about ten hours.”

  “I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

  Cheyenne walked inside her father’s house. Even though she knew he was gone part of her still expected him to greet her when she entered. The house looked the same as when she left. She opened the study door and was greeted by the smell of his pipe tobacco. She looked over at his empty chair and the tears began to roll down her cheeks. The reality hit her that her father wasn’t there, and he never would be again. She was all alone now.

  Jonny went home, showered and changed his clothes three times. He didn’t know if Cheyenne would even want to speak to him after all this time. What he did know was that he needed to pay his respects and make sure that Cheyenne was alright.

  He sat down and thought back to the last time he spoke to Cheyenne. She was having dinner with her father at the same restaurant he took his fiancée to the night he introduced her to his parents. Cheyenne came over to say hello and his parents introduced her to his fiancée, Stacie. Before Cheyenne got to speak, Cole walked in and Cheyenne immediately focused her attention on him. Cole glanced at her and sat. Stacie looked between the three of them and then extended her hand to Cheyenne. Cheyenne congratulated Stacie and Jonny, said goodnight and left.

  Cheyenne sat on the couch drinking her father’s favorite whiskey straight from the bottle. Her eyes felt as if they had no tears left yet they still managed to roll down her cheeks. The doorbell rang twice before she got up and headed to the door. “Who’s there?”

  Jonny cleared his throat. “It’s me, Jonny.”

  Cheyenne pulled the door open. “He’s gone.”

  Jonny’s heart broke when he saw Cheyenne’s swollen eyes and tear stained cheeks. “I know. I’m so sorry, Chey.” Jonny opened his arms and Cheyenne hugged him.

  “I’m all alone now.”

  “You’re not alone, I’m here.” Jonny walked Cheyenne backward, closed the door and then wrapped his arm around her waist and walked her into the living room.

  Cheyenne sat down and turned to Jonny. “You’re only here because you pity me. You’ve always been too nice for your own good.” Cheyenne looked away.

  “Chey, I’m here because…well, because I didn’t want you to have to go through this alone.”

  “How can you even care after I hurt you so badly?”

  “What happened was a lifetime ago.”

  Cheyenne picked up the bottle, took a swig and then handed it to Jonny. “Drink?”

  Jonny took a chug and then handed it back to Cheyenne. “Smooth.”

  “It was always my father’s favorite.” Cheyenne took a few more gulps before handing the bottle back to Jonny.

  Jonny took a few more gulps this time before he handed it back. “You know as much as it hurt me to hear you call out my brother’s name, I’ll never regret that you were my first.”

  Cheyenne’s eyes grew wide and she gasped. “You were a virgin that night! Oh God, Jon, I didn’t know.”

  Jonny picked up the bottle and took a few more gulps. “I was waiting for prom night to have sex with Cindy but then she dumped me.”

  Cheyenne opened another bottle of whiskey and started drinking from it. “Why are you even here? I don’t know how you don’t hate me?”

  Jonny stood up and started walking toward Cheyenne. “I thought I hated you for the longest time but then I realized that what I felt was hurt. I wanted you since the first time I saw you, but Cole shoved me away and got to you first.”

  “I never knew that.”

  Jonny took another gulp. “Yup, Cole always got what he wanted.”

  Cheyenne closed the distance between them. “What about what you want Jon?”

  Jonny looked at Cheyenne’s lips and then her eyes. She gave him a little nod and Jonny grabbed her and kissed her. “I still want you.”

  Cole couldn’t stop thinking about Cheyenne. He needed to see her but what if she wasn’t willing to talk to him. He hated himself for how he hurt her. Maybe she still hated him as well.

  “So, are you going to tell me what that phone call was about?”

  “It was just my brother.”

  “I know it was Jonny but Cole since he called you’ve been somewhere else.”

  Cole pulled Meg closer. “What do you mean? I’m right here, Baby.”

  “It’s another woman isn’t it?” Meg pulled away.

  “You’re jealous?” Cole smiled.

  “What if I am?”

  “Well, if you are you have nothing to worry about. She hates me.”

  “I knew it was another woman.”

  “I dated her back in high school and J called to tell me that her father died.”

  “Oh, I’m sorry. Were you friendly with her father?”

  “I thought so but then…let’s say we had a falling out about something.”

  “Did he walk in on you having sex with his daughter?”

  “I’d rather talk about having sex with you.” Cole grabbed Meg and kissed her.

  “That’s the Cole I like to see.”

  Cole may have been kissing Meg, but his mind and body couldn’t stop thinking about Cheyenne.

  Cheyenne and Jonny kissed their way over to the couch as they removed each other’s clothes. Cheyenne kissed her way down Jonny’s chest and sucked his cock into her mouth.

  Jonny leaned his head back and moaned. Cheyenne suddenly stopped, jumped up and looked at Jonny. “Oh my God. Jon, what are we doing? What about your wife?”

  Jonny shook his head and held up his left hand. “No wife.”

  “Fiancée?”

  “No one.”

  Cheyenne smiled and this time she straddled herself over Jonny and then she slowly allowed his cock to enter her. “I’m going to make love to you.”

  Jonny stiffened at the word love. He opened his mouth, but Cheyenne filled it with her tongue which turned into a long sensual kiss. Jonny closed his eyes and allowed himself to savor the moment.

  Jonny woke up to the sound of his phone. Cheyenne was still between his legs. “Hello.”

  “Did I wake you? You’re usually up at six.”

  “Late night.”

  “I thought that maybe we could have breakfast and you could fill me in on…”

  “God…” Jonny looked down at Cheyenne who had woken and was now sucking his cock.

  “God, ha! Now look who’s having sex with their twin on the phone.” Cole laughed. “I’m going to hit the gym. Call me when you’re free.”

  “Will do.” Jonny hit end and tossed the phone down. “What are we going to tell Cole?”

  Cheyenne let Jonny’s cock escape from her mouth, and she sat up. “Maybe you should have invited him to join us.” Then she laughed. “Why do we have to tell him anything?”

  “Because he’s going to know by looking at us.”

  “So, what if he does?”

  “He still loves you.”

  Cheyenne looked down. “I can’t deal with this right now, Jon.” Cheyenne wiped a tear from her cheek. As she walked out of the room she mumbled. “Please let yourself out.”

  Cole pulled up at Jonny’s house and beeped the horn. Jonny made his way to
his brother’s loud sports car and climbed in. “Hey, J.”

  “Welcome home.”

  “Tell me, who’s the lucky lady you were screwing when I called?”

  Jonny instantly felt guilt rush through him. “You first?”

  “Meg. Your turn.”

  “The same Meg you told me about last year?”

  “Yeah. We hook up a lot when I travel.”

  “Do you have feelings for her?”

  “I don’t know. Maybe. I never think much into things when it comes to women.”

  “Speaking of…why do you need me to come with you to talk to Chey?”

  “I haven’t spoken to her since the night she dumped me.”

  “That’s no different than me not speaking to her since she left after graduation, but I went alone to pay my respects.”

  “You two drifted apart. We were dating and I cheated on her and J, I really hurt her.”

  “It’s been ten years. I’m sure she’s over you by now.” Jonny hated seeing how upset that comment made his brother look.

  “Yeah, I’m sure you’re right.”

  “Cole, I didn’t…”

  “No, you’re right. I’m sure she’s moved on.”

  Jonny looked out the window. He didn’t know what to say. He knew she moved on but couldn’t exactly tell his brother that it was to his cock.

  Cheyenne wandered aimlessly around her father’s house. She’d spoken to the funeral director, the lawyer and a few friends. She hated herself for taking Jonny’s virginity and knowing how much she’d hurt him. Now she somehow managed to hurt him again by practically throwing him out of her house. She needed to apologize…again. Cheyenne decided to invite him over so that they could talk.

  Cheyenne: Can we talk?”

  Jonny: Talk.

  Cheyenne: I mean really talk not text.

  Jonny: If it’s to tell me that you never want to see me again then it’s too late because my brother and I are two minutes away from pulling into your driveway.