Cloak Games: Tomb Howl
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CLOAK GAMES: TOMB HOWL
Jonathan Moeller
Table of Contents
Description
Chapter 1: Stress Management
Chapter 2: Poor Handling
Chapter 3: Forerunner
Chapter 4: Double Cross
Chapter 5: Rebels
Chapter 6: Ex-Boyfriend
Chapter 7: Mindtouch
Chapter 8: The Riddling Dead
Chapter 9: Tentacles
Chapter 10: Reasons to Rebel
Chapter 11: Planning Phases
Chapter 12: Bombers
Chapter 13: Tomb Howl
Chapter 14: The Beginning
Epilogue
Other books by the author
About the Author
Description
Nadia Moran saved the world and tens of millions of lives.
All it cost was her sanity.
But sane or not, Lord Morvilind has work for her to do. This time, he wants her to work with the brutal and murderous Rebels.
And unless Nadia is clever, the Rebels will start their revolution with her death...
Cloak Games: Tomb Howl
Copyright 2017 by Jonathan Moeller.
Published by Azure Flame Media, LLC.
Cover design by Clarissa Yeo.
Ebook edition published March 2017.
All Rights Reserved.
This novel is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination, or, if real, used fictitiously. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without the express written permission of the author or publisher, except where permitted by law.
Chapter 1: Stress Management
I had problems, and I wasn’t handling them well.
A couple days ago, I had saved forty million people from certain death.
In fact, depending on how you looked at it, I had saved the world.
Millions and millions of people were alive because I had killed Baron Castomyr of La Crosse before he could summon a Great Dark One. If he had succeeded, he would have destroyed the central United States, and the resultant chaos might have killed hundreds of millions of more people.
So, I had saved the world. Pretty neat, right?
But there were consequences. Not widespread consequences, or catastrophic consequences.
No, all the bad consequences were limited to me.
See, the Lord Inquisitor Arvalaeon had decided that I was his last chance to stop Castomyr, except Castomyr would have cleaned my clock in a magical battle. To make me strong enough to fight Castomyr, Arvalaeon had abducted me and locked me inside an Eternity Crucible for five minutes.
That was it. Five minutes. That was all.
Except that was outside the Crucible.
Inside the Crucible, one hundred and fifty-eight years had passed.
Yup. One hundred and fifty-eight years. 57,819 days. I had died something like fifty-seven thousand times, but the Crucible’s magic brought me back every single time.
That really isn’t good for your mental stability.
I had thought everyone I had loved had been dead for decades. Then when I finally blasted my way out of Arvalaeon’s hell after a century and a half and tens of thousands of deaths only to discover that five minutes had passed…
Yeah. That kind of thing can break your mind.
I think it was breaking mine.
I wasn’t adapting well.
For one thing, I had forgotten so many things. I had spent a century and a half doing nothing but casting spells, getting killed, and killing the creatures of the Shadowlands, and I had forgotten many details of daily life. Like, I forgot that my phone could receive and send text messages. I couldn’t remember how to use the coffee maker, and I had to have Lucy Marney show me how to use it again.
Speaking of that, food and drink were constant challenges. I hadn’t eaten anything during my time in the Eternity Crucible because I had always gotten killed before I became hungry and thirsty. I hadn’t forgotten how to eat, but eating and swallowing made me nauseated (more on that later), and I had a hard time keeping anything down.
And I was cold all the damned time. I don’t know why. It was July in Wisconsin (Conquest Year 315, if you’re curious), and the temperature hovered around 95 degrees Fahrenheit with brutal humidity, yet I was cold all the time, and I started wearing two T-shirts and a sweater.
To sum up, I was a mess.
I had lived through horrible things, and I wasn’t dealing with it well.
To make matters worse, I couldn’t tell anyone what had happened.
Russell and the Marneys wanted to help me, but I couldn’t tell them the truth. I had just assassinated an Elven noble. Granted, I had done so at the orders of the Lord Inquisitor, but Arvalaeon operated outside the structures of the main Inquisition and the Elven nobles. If I told Russell and Marneys and Riordan what I had done, someone else might find out.
Someone might come for them and try to hurt them to get at me.
I realize this wasn’t a hundred percent rational. Arvalaeon had gotten rid of Castomyr at the High Queen’s bidding, and I suspected that the High Queen didn’t care how the sausage got made. But after the Eternity Crucible, my brain was like a box full of sparking fuses, and it made sense at the time.
Three nights after I killed Castomyr, I sat on the couch in the Marneys’ living room. The air conditioner wasn’t all that efficient, and the temperature in the room was about seventy-five degrees, and James, Lucy, and Russell were all wearing shorts. I was wearing jeans, wool socks, and a heavy sweater that hung to my knees, and I was curled up into a ball at the end of the couch.
And I was still so damned cold.
The TV was on, showing local news. A newscaster with perfect blond hair and perfect white teeth was talking about the recent disturbance in La Crosse. Apparently, the official investigation of Homeland Security and the Inquisition had determined that Lord Castomyr, the beloved Baron of La Crosse, had been killed in an unfortunate accident involving an exploding gas pipe. No foul play was suspected, and the High Queen had decreed seven days of official mourning for the Baron…
It was all I could do not to giggle.
I remembered Castomyr’s expression as I shot him to death. Mostly, he had looked pissed off and confused, maybe a little uncomprehending. Before that, though, his expression had been a mask of insanity. He had been weeping with transcendent joy as he called up the Great Dark One that would have killed us all. At the time, I thought he had stared a little too long into the Void, and it had eaten his mind.
Or maybe he had just gone nuts.
I could relate.
James, Lucy, and Russell talked as James flipped through the channels, finally settling on a historical drama about the Crusades. Like all the historical dramas about the Crusades, the Department of Education had written it so that the show emphasized how the knights did their duty to their lords, just as modern men-at-arms and civilians did their duty to their Elven lords.
It was so transparent. I didn’t know how Russell and the Marneys couldn’t see it. Or maybe they did, and they approved of the message because they had been raised that way. Arvalaeon had told me the truth, how the Elves had ripped apart human society and rebuilt it to inculcate a reverence for the Elves.
I didn’t have reverence for the Elves.
I had…
I think all I had left inside my head was a whole lot of rage.
I had saved the world, yeah? I should have been happy about that. But I had been through hell to do it, and I had come ou
t of that hell a different woman.
Not a better one, either.
I tried to listen as James and Lucy and Russell discussed their day. I tried to listen, but I couldn’t.
I kept twitching.
Everything made me alarmed. When I heard a car on the street, I started to call my magic to me, certain that anthrophages were about to attack. When a pair of headlights went past, I prepared a spell, sure that a cytospawn was flying overhead, getting ready to rip my head off with its barbed tentacles. A group of people walked past the house, a family out for an evening walk. They were laughing and talking, but I almost jumped off the couch because I thought they were wraithwolves.
I was so wound up, and I couldn’t unwind. Everything set me off. On the TV, when some medieval knight raised his sword and shouted a battle cry, I almost lost it and blasted the TV through the wall.
So I didn’t talk much.
I was too busy trying not to lose control. Because if I lost control, that would be bad. I hadn’t used any magic at all since I had returned from La Crosse. I was so much more powerful than I had once been, and I was afraid I was going to lose control and kill someone.
I imagine that must have been disturbing for the others, me sitting there wrapped in layers and twitching as if I had just drunk a gallon of coffee. Finally, when the TV show went to commercial, James stood up with a grunt, leaning on his cane as he did so.
“I’m going to go out back for a bit,” he said. “Get some fresh air.”
He limped through the kitchen and went through the back door. I watched him go, then realized that it had been an invitation. I got up and followed him outside. It was hot out, hot and sticky and humid, but I still felt cold beneath my sweater. James had settled on the back step, his cane leaning against the wall. I stood motionless, my eyes sweeping the shadows of the back yard. There might be bloodrats lurking in the shadows, or maybe those damned beetles with their acidic spit…
I got a grip on myself and sat down.
James was smoking a cigarette, and he passed me one. I took it, my hand shaking a little. God, I hadn’t had a cigarette in a century and a half. I really enjoyed them, but I only smoked them sparingly since they were so unhealthy. Of course, I had already died in agony nearly sixty thousand times. What was one cigarette?
I called a little bit of elemental fire and lit the cigarette, lifted it to my lips, and drew in as much smoke as I could manage.
Oh, but that felt good. The smoke warmed my throat and lungs, which was nice because I felt so cold.
“That’s the first time you’ve done that,” said James in a quiet voice.
“Done what?” I said. My voice was raspy and a bit thick.
“Used magic in front of me,” said James. “At least when it wasn’t a life or death situation.”
“Oh.” I hadn’t thought of that. “You know about that?”
“Figured it out last year,” said James. He took a draw on his own cigarette and blew out a cloud of smoke. “After Lord Morvilind killed those Archons in front of the house, and told you to go with him.”
“Yeah,” I said. I remembered that now. I had forgotten about it. “Yeah, I suppose I haven’t used magic in front of you. Needs to be secret. That’s why I didn’t tell you.” I had so many things that I needed to keep secret. “Too many people would get hurt if the truth came out.”
James nodded. “Thought it was something like that.”
We smoked in silence for a while.
“This last job you did,” he said at last. “It was a bad one, wasn’t it?”
I nodded. My throat had gone dry, and not just from the cigarette smoke. “It was the worst one yet. And…” I stared at the sky for a while, trying to put my scattered thoughts together.
James waited with calm patience.
“The thing is,” I said at last. “It was one of those jobs where I wound up saving lives. A lot of lives. I think that would have made me feel better. I mean, if I hadn’t done it, a lot of people would have died.”
“Like the Archons,” said James.
“Yeah,” I said. “Like the Archons. But worse. It…” I trailed off, trying to sort through my thoughts. The cigarette shook a little in my hand. I forced myself to remain steady, inhaled again, blew out a cloud of smoke. It felt really good. Pity it was so unhealthy. “I saved a lot of lives, but I don’t feel good about it.”
There was an understatement.
“Because you were hurt too badly,” said James.
“I wasn’t hurt,” I said, which was technically true but profoundly false. I hadn’t been permanently hurt. But I had been ripped apart and eaten and killed again and again and again for decades.
“Maybe not physically,” said James, “but in your mind. Was it the Shadowlands?”
“Oh, yes,” I said. It had been Arvalaeon’s Eternity Crucible, but it had been connected to the Shadowlands.
“I was like that when I came back,” said James. He patted his bad leg. “Everyone told me how lucky I was to have survived, how noble I was to have shed blood in defense of our world and for the High Queen, how I was a hero and an example for young men everywhere. I got a medal and a bunch of benefits, and I didn’t care about any of it. I was in too much pain, and I had seen too many men die. I didn’t want to do anything except drink myself into a stupor, maybe even drink myself to death.”
“But you don’t want to do that now,” I said. My cigarette went out, and James gave me a second one.
He really was worried about me.
“God, no,” he said. “You’ve seen how Lucy gets if I have more than one drink. She would let me have it about these cigarettes if we weren’t talking.”
“How did you get better?” I said, lighting the second cigarette. I used James’s lighter this time.
“Well,” he said, rubbing his chin. “You don’t get better, not as such. Something bad like that happens, it stays with you always. Sometimes in more ways than one.” He thumped his cane for emphasis. “But you need to keep going because other things happen to you if you keep going. Some of them bad, yeah, but a lot of them are good. Lucy happened to me. You and Russell happened to me. My practice happened to me, and a lot of other good things.”
“You’re saying I just need to…keep going, is that it?” I said.
“Yeah,” he said. “Crappy advice, I know.”
“Couldn’t I just get drunk?” I said.
“You could if you want,” said James. “Wouldn’t recommend it. You’re small enough that you’d wake up with a nasty headache.” He paused for a moment. “Seriously, though, you should talk to someone.”
“We’re talking now,” I said.
“A counselor or a therapist,” said James. “I wasn’t going to, but my commanding officer made me, and it did help.”
I shook my head. “What am I supposed to say? That I went to the Shadowlands and saw terrible things and experienced terrible things? If I was a man, I could pretend that I was a man-at-arms. But I’ll have to explain how a woman went to the Shadowlands, and that will end with all of us getting executed by the Inquisition.”
James sighed. “There must be someone we can find. Maybe Riordan will know someone.”
I hesitated. I had not seen my boyfriend in a hundred and fifty-eight years, at least from my perspective. From his perspective, it had only been a few days. I desperately missed him and wanted to see him, but that was also a conversation I didn’t want to have.
“Maybe,” I said, because I didn’t want to talk about Riordan.
James grunted, which meant he saw right through me.
“I’m talking to you,” I said.
“I’m not a therapist,” said James.
“Yeah.” I finished off the second cigarette and put it out in his ashtray. “You’re my nicotine dealer.” I sighed. “Thank you for sharing the cigarettes. I think I’m going to go to bed.”
“Nadia,” said James.
I hesitated. “Yeah?”
“I’m pri
vileged to know you,” said James in a quiet voice.
“What?” I said, befuddled.
“Russell would have died a long, long time ago if not for you,” said James. “Lucy and I wouldn’t have gotten to know him. He told me how you saved him and Lydia at the Ducal Mall last year, and I’d be willing to bet my next paycheck that you’ve done that kind of thing before.”
“I’m not,” I said, my voice thick. “I’m not a good person, James.”
But I suppose I had saved his life twice. Once when I killed Sergei Rogomil and stopped the High Queen from nuking Milwaukee, and again when I stopped Castomyr. Heck, maybe even three times, if you counted the fight with the Archons in the Marneys’ front yard.
That should have made me feel better. I wished that would have made me feel better.
It didn’t.
“I doubt that,” said James. “But if I can do anything to help you, if Lucy and I can do anything to help you…please, just let us know. We can see that you’re not doing well, and we wish we could help.”
“You’re going to make me cry,” I said. I suspected that if I started crying, I wasn’t going to stop. I got to my feet. “But…I do feel a little better.” I did. Not much, but some. “Thank you. I think I’m going to bed now.”
James nodded, and I went to my bedroom.
I did feel a little better, but it didn’t matter.
Because that night, I lost it.
A little after midnight I woke up in a panic, convinced that wraithwolves were circling through my bedroom, that they were about to spring on me and kill me. I had fallen asleep wearing my clothes, and I shot to my feet, my eyes wide, my magic roaring up at my call. I didn’t recognize my bedroom, which sounds stupid, but I had spent a hundred and fifty-eight years waking up over and over in the Eternity Crucible, so I expected to find myself there when I woke up.
I didn’t know where I was, and I saw a flash of light through the window.
It was just a passing car, but I whirled and cast a spell, hurling a bolt of telekinetic force at the window. I blasted the window into a million glittering shards that rained onto the lawn below, and the force of the spell ripped the frame loose from the wall. Chunks of broken wood bounced off the sidewalk. I stalked to the window, breathing hard, my fingers hooked into claws as I held my magical power ready for another strike. If any anthrophages or bloodrats came for me, I was going to make them burn, make them scream as elemental fire devoured their flesh…