Her Savior
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“Really, Drake. Really? What do you think is going on?” Samantha said, starting to return Drake’s anger.
“I don’t know, maybe you two are turning into lesbians and falling in love with each other. Maybe we should all just have a big orgy and get all this sexual tension out before the end of the week.”
“Oh, my God, Drake. Really! You think Scarlett and I have turned into lesbians? Fine, I’m done with all this.”
Samantha stormed out of the room quickly and headed straight out to the backyard. Drake had to run to keep up with her. When they both got out to the pool, everyone was watching them. Samantha walked right up to Scarlett, whispered something in her ear, and then kissed her.
Everyone stopped talking as they looked at Samantha and Scarlett kissing. Robert looked at Drake with eyes that were as big as plums. Drake shrugged his shoulders, and both the men gazed back at the kissing scene. It was a beautiful scene watching his two favorite brunettes making out with each other.
It was every man’s fantasy to have two sexy women kissing in front of him. Drake wanted to be into it; he wanted to remember every single second of the erotic moment, but he didn’t feel excited at all. He knew Samantha was angry with him, and that felt worse than any sexual pleasure he could get out of watching her kiss Scarlett.
When Samantha and Scarlett separated, Samantha walked over to Lauren, whispered something in her ear, and kissed her too!
“Oh, come on, Sam,” Drake said. “Okay, I get your point.”
But Samantha didn’t stop. She kissed Lauren, and Lauren was kissing her back. Their hands moved around each other’s bodies, and again everyone was staring at the women. Robert had to sit down, he was so in shock; yet he wasn’t turning away at all. Robert was married, and it wasn’t likely he got to see women kissing very much; he was taking full advantage of it.
A few years before, Drake had convinced Robert to go out for drinks, but instead of taking him to a regular bar, Drake took him to a lesbian bar. It was one of the best nights of their lives. Not only were they surrounded by women and lots of eye candy, but none of them were interrupting their conversation or flirting with them.
Robert still talked about that night and often tried to get Drake to do it again. The timeline just hadn’t worked out for them, but Robert didn’t have to wait any longer, he was getting to watch a show for free right there in Drake’s house.
“Excellent,” Cynthia said as she sat down and watched the women. “This is the way to end a party.”
Samantha and Lauren seemed pretty into their kiss, but when they finally separated from each other, Drake tried to stop the madness that was going on. One thing he knew very well about Samantha was that she had a temper. She had a way of holding things in for so long that when she finally exploded, her temper was so large that she scared everyone around her.
“Sam, I know you don’t like women. You’re just trying to prove a point. I get it, okay. You can stop kissing everyone.”
“How would you know if I like women or not?” Sam asked defiantly as she walked up to Cynthia.
Cynthia didn’t wait for Samantha to whisper anything in her ear. She grabbed Sam and pulled her onto her lap. Cynthia wrapped her hands around Samantha and grabbed her ass firmly as the two women started to make out. Cynthia was obviously very into women.
“I’ve clearly missed something,” Robert said as he stood next to Drake. “Why is Sam kissing everyone?”
“Drake wanted to have an orgy,” Scarlett said with a mysterious smile.
“What? No, I don’t want an orgy.”
“Samantha is just showing you that she can kiss people, and it doesn’t have to mean something,” Scarlett said.
Drake was grateful Scarlett had added that tidbit of information. He really had no idea what Sam had been trying to prove by kissing all of the girls. If she was trying to prove she wasn’t into Scarlett in that way, it seemed like an odd way to go about it. But if she was trying to prove that her kiss with Drake really didn’t mean anything, then what she was doing seemed reasonable.
Drake’s heart sank. Sam was trying to prove that her kiss with him meant nothing, but he knew it meant something. He felt it in the way her lips pressed against his. He didn’t care if she kissed everyone in Los Angeles, Drake knew it meant something when she had kissed him.
“Sam, you can stop,” Drake said flatly.
“Okay, I’m going to leave now. It was great meeting you all. I’ll check in later tonight when Drake has finally made up his mind.”
Drake followed Samantha back into the house, but she stopped him just inside the door. She looked like she was going to cry, and all Drake wanted to do was hug her. Sam and he had argued a lot over the last week, and he didn’t like that at all. Perhaps the idea of them being together was what had been pushing them to argue so much, but Drake hated it. Maybe just seeing him with all the great women in the house was too much for Sam. He was making much better choices than he had most of his life.
The women in the house were all amazing compared to the women he normally dated. The chemistry he had with them was beyond perfection. There was a sense that Drake really couldn’t go wrong at all. Every one of the women was amazing, and he would be lucky to have them.
“Stop, you’re not following me. You are picking one of those women, and that is it.”
“Since when did you become the boss,” Drake tried to joke, but quickly saw that Sam wasn’t in the mood for it at all.
“I’ll be back at six. Pick who you want. Send girls home that you don’t want. I don’t care, but please be close to your final decision by six. I can’t take this shit much longer.”
Samantha didn’t wait for him to answer and stormed out the front door and to her car. She had made it very clear that there was never going to be any sort of relationship between the two of them. He was going to have to pick one of the women from that week.
There was a part of Drake that felt like he still wanted to send all the women home. It was exhausting to be so emotionally drained for such a long period of time. He couldn’t wait to get back to his normal day to day life when he didn’t have to worry about the emotional well-being of seven women and instead just had to make money in his business.
“Well, that was awkward,” Robert said from behind Drake. “What was that all about?”
“I kissed her, she kissed me back. I thought she was interested in giving us a go.”
“She clearly is not. You don’t want to go there, anyway. You two are great at working together; I don’t think you’ll be so great at anything else. So, you had a house full of seven women and that still wasn’t enough for you? Maybe you just want what you can’t have?”
“Yeah, you’re probably right,” Drake said.
“But it was friggin’ awesome to watch all that lesbian action tonight. I’m going to have that in my spank bank for years to come.”
Both the men broke out into laughter. Drake had to admit, he’d probably keep those visual images in his mind for years to come as well. It was sexy as hell to watch those women making out together. Drake imagined that when he saw Sam in the office, he might flash back to what he had just seen her do. The delicious kissing scene was burned into his memory.
“I think I’m going to take off and leave you to it,” Robert added. “Do you know who you’d like to pick?”
“That’s the million-dollar question of the day.”
“Can I give you a tip?”
“Of course, Robert. I trust you with my life. Who do you think I should pick?”
“Oh, I’m not going to tell you which one, but you should consider who made you laugh. After being married for so long, I can tell you that laughter is a huge part of happiness. You need a partner that makes you laugh.”
Drake shook his head as he tried to think about which one of the women had made him laugh. Emily was the one that came to mind first. The party at the Playboy Mansion had been a lot of fun. She was definitely a sweet girl. But then he tho
ught about Lauren again. Lauren was always giggling, and her infectious laugh made Drake laugh as well.
“Could you stick around for a bit? I’m going to be talking to each of the girls separately and don’t want to leave the others unattended.”
“I guess if I am being forced to.”
As Drake made his way back to the party, he sat down next to Emily to talk with her for a little bit. She was such a sweet girl, he had enjoyed their date very much. It was exciting to know that he was an official friend of a writer for Playboy. Well, at least they were friends at the moment; Drake had no idea how things were going to go once the end of the day came.
“So that was interesting,” Drake joked to lighten the mood.
The other women were all excited to talk with Drake, but let Drake and Emily have a moment to talk with each other. They pretended to go about their normal conversations, although they were all very much paying attention to what was being said between Drake and Emily. There was no privacy in the house at all, nothing that could keep people from listening in on each other’s conversations.
“Everyone was a bit shocked,” Emily started to say, “but then again, nothing should really shock us after the week we have all had together.”
“Oh, I beg to differ; I was very shocked,” Lauren said with a huge smile.
“Samantha seems like a fun girl,” Cynthia chimed in.
Cynthia liked kissing girls and didn’t pretend that she didn’t. For her, sexuality meant experimenting and playing around. Drake had seen that first hand with their date. But he had learned a lot from all the dates with the women.
Each of the women was so different in what they valued and what they were looking for in a man. If Drake was really honest with himself, there was no way he was the right guy for all of the ladies in his house. He had to really look at each of them and see if he was the best fit for them or not. Sure, he was a good fit with each of them, but was he the best fit? That wasn’t possible. He couldn’t be perfectly matched with each and every one of the women. Drake was going to have to start looking closer at these relationships so he could make his decision.
“Do you think she was trying to tell all of us something? Are we supposed to be kissing one another?” Allison said with a grin.
“I think she was trying to prove something to Drake,” Scarlett said as she caught his eye. “Did she get her point across?”
The way Scarlett asked her question made Drake think that she knew exactly what Samantha had been doing. Scarlett probably knew more about Samantha’s mind than Drake even did. He was wrong to have said something about the two of them being together. It wasn’t like Drake to act in a weird jealous way. In fact, he was the least jealous person he knew.
But the whole situation was getting out of hand, and even the sexual tension between him and Samantha had exploded that week. There were just too many women and not enough Drake to go around. He had to start narrowing down the field. He had to start asking the women to leave.
In Drake’s mind, he wasn’t going to be able to pick the final woman until he started picking the women that he knew wouldn’t work for him. It wasn’t until he sat poolside and watched Samantha kissing the other women that he realized that he had been going about his decision making all wrong.
He had been looking for one woman that seemed absolutely perfect to him, but instead, he needed to let go of the women that he felt might not be perfect. He had to start comparing the women and letting one in each pair go home.
The first pair in his mind was Emily and Lauren. Emily made him laugh and so did Lauren, but which one made him laugh more? Which woman would he rather spend more time with if he only had one of those two to choose from? Instead of comparing all of the women, Drake was going to just concentrate on two of them. His own version of March Madness. A little tournament of sorts between the final six ladies.
“Emily, would you mind if I stole you away and the two of us talked for a bit?” Drake asked.
The other women all froze in their spots. They had no idea what to expect, and Drake certainly didn’t want to torture them throughout the process of the day. But he did owe it to each of the women to spend time with them and give them each the opportunity to talk with him one last time before he made his decision. It was only fair, especially since he still felt like he really didn’t know what he was going to do at the end of the day.
It wasn’t a perfect solution, but it was something that lessened the stress on Drake just a little bit. He assumed that no matter what he decided to do, he was likely to feel bad about his decisions in that day when he looked back on it. But he couldn’t do anything about that. All Drake could do was make the best choice for him. He had to stop thinking about Samantha and whatever it was that he had felt for her. It was clear that she didn’t want him, and nothing was going to make that happen.
“I’d be happy to,” Emily said. “Should we go inside?”
“Yes.”
Drake grabbed her hand and held onto it while they walked into the house. It might very well be the last time Drake ever spent time alone with Emily; he was going to take advantage of every moment of it and didn’t want the other women to see.
Chapter 3
Drake held onto Emily’s hand and pulled her with him back into the house. He couldn’t wait to spend some alone time with her. Emily’s date seemed so long ago, although it had only been a couple of days.
The truth was that everyone’s dates seemed very far away to Drake now that he had reached the end. It was a little bit of a blur to him as he remembered each date, but there was no going back. Drake had to keep moving forward one step at a time until he came to the woman that he was going to pick to date.
When the whole contest started, Drake thought he might even want to get married to the woman he was picking. But then he second guessed that idea. Getting married seemed a little too grand for Drake. But he was interested in a long-term dating thing with whomever he picked. Certainly they could start there, and then if things went well, they could consider marriage.
“So, you have a big decision to make today,” Emily said.
“Yeah, I really hate it.”
“You didn’t think this idea through to the end, did you?” She laughed.
The truth was, Drake hadn’t thought about the idea much past thinking that it would be great to get to know some amazing women. Of course, his libido also liked the idea that he’d get to make love with those women too. Drake hadn’t prepared himself at all for what the end would look like. And when he thought about it, he hadn’t even imagined that he would find the woman of his dreams.
Sure, there had been a small hope in the back of his mind, but he didn’t think it would really happen. Drake genuinely thought he wasn’t going to find a woman that was up to his standards. Yet, instead, he found several women that exceeded his standards.
“If I choose you, what would your plans be? Would you want to move out here with me?”
“Of course, I’d love to come out here and be with you, if you decided I was the best match out of the women.”
Drake leaned in and kissed Emily. His lips felt comfortable with her, but there did seem to be something missing now that he had met all the other women. Emily was a great woman, but as he kissed her, Drake realized she wasn’t the right one for him.
It surprised him how easily he was able to come to that conclusion. He had been positive that it would take him hours to think about each woman and decide if they were right for him or not. But as Drake sat there with Emily, something came over him, and he knew what the right decision was.
Emily kissed him back, and as Drake pulled away, she climbed onto his lap. Her beautiful eyes looked down at him, and Drake felt the pain of the decision he had ahead of him. She was adorable, smart, fit and totally fun to be around. There wasn’t a thing wrong with Emily, only Drake felt that he had a stronger connection with Lauren.
And in his head, he was pitting the two of them against each other. If he co
uld only have Emily or Lauren, Drake knew that he wanted Lauren.
He gathered up the strength and pulled Emily away from him. She instantly saw the look in his eyes, and Drake knew she could tell what was coming. It was a sad look. But it wasn’t as bad as Drake thought things could get.
Women were emotional creatures, and Drake knew that. He wasn’t prepared for tears or tantrums. He just wanted to tell the women where things stood and let them move on with their lives while he moved on with his.
“Emily, you’re a great girl. I mean seriously amazing,” Drake started to say. “I don’t think the connection we have is quite as strong as what I have with the other women.”
The tears started to well up in Emily’s eyes, and Drake felt totally unprepared to deal with them. Emily handled it well, and she certainly wasn’t making a scene or anything like that, but as she started to answer Drake, the tears flowed down her eyes.
“I understand,” she took a deep breath. “Should I go grab my things?”
Drake was instantly grateful that Samantha had told all the women to have their things packed up and ready to go that morning. He would have felt even worse if he had to tell them they were leaving and then wait for them to pack everything.
Samantha was a great assistant, she proved it more and more every single day. He couldn’t help thinking of her again and the kiss they had shared only an hour before. Samantha would have been Drake’s choice if she was one of the women in the house. He knew he would have picked her. But unfortunately, Samantha wasn’t one of the available choices. Samantha had made it very clear that she wasn’t going to change her mind. Drake couldn’t spend his life waiting for her, he wanted to be happy.
“How about I come up with you and help you grab your things? I’ll walk you out.”
Emily didn’t respond, mostly because she could hardly catch her breath through her tears. She knew what the rules were, and it wasn’t that she was entirely shocked, but it still hurt to have hoped that something was going to work out and then figure that it wasn’t working in your favor at all.