Promise Me Something
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A funny thing happened. Nobody went to fifth period. Through the big glass wall in the principal’s wing, I watched a classroom door open and a couple dozen sophomores wander out. But instead of heading to their next class, they hung around in the hallway. Everyone with a smartphone pulled up the video, and everyone else leaned over their shoulders, jostling for a better view. I pulled up the video again on Olive’s phone and watched it from start to finish, reading her words as they scrolled in white text over the photo of Grace. By the time it finished playing, more students and teachers had wandered into the hallway. Mrs. Latimer glanced at the commotion beyond the glass and frowned.
I didn’t see Levi come through the glass doors until they swung shut behind him. Then I looked up. He was carrying a hall pass and my backpack, which I’d left on the floor of the auditorium by my abandoned seat.
“Hey,” he said, flashing the pass at Mrs. Latimer. “I brought you something.”
“Thanks.” I stood up to take it from him and our fingers brushed. Immediately, my entire hand felt like someone lit fire to it. But this wasn’t the time for romance. Feeling guilty, I pulled my hand away and did my best to ignore the tingling in my fingers.
“Where’s Olive?” asked Levi, pulling his own hand away a little too fast.
“With Mr. Mancuzzi.” Sitting back down on the bench, I pulled out her phone again and refreshed the video. “Can you believe this?”
“That she’s alive?” Levi sat down beside me. “Not really.”
“No, this,” I said, holding out the phone. “We just posted it to YouTube.”
Levi’s eyes grew wide as the video began to play. Meanwhile, through the glass wall, I could see a crowd gathering outside the principal’s wing. Teachers and students were standing around with their backs toward us, looking at something in the lobby just out of my sight. When the crowd shifted, I realized what it was. Abby’s dad was standing in the main entrance, a microphone in his hand, his film crew just behind him. Someone with a camera the size of gallon of milk was stepping into the lobby, panning left and right to capture the chaos. Abby’s dad was speaking into the microphone, a deep crease between his eyebrows.
“How many hits has this gotten so far?” asked Levi, looking up from the video and following my gaze toward the lobby.
I took the phone back and scrolled down just below the video. “About a hundred,” I told him. “And I only sent it five minutes ago.”
“That’s crazy.”
“No wait.” I hit refresh. “Almost two hundred now.”
The second bell rang for fifth period, but nobody seemed to pay it any mind. The crowd in the lobby only grew more bloated. And then, without a word, Levi stood up.
“Hey, Mrs. Latimer?”
I watched him approach the reception desk, hands tucked neatly in his pockets. Mrs. Latimer looked up and put down her ballpoint pen. “I was just wondering,” said Levi. “Would it be possible to check online to see if Channel Four is streaming the news? They’re filming in the lobby.”
Mrs. Latimer looked tempted. She peered at the commotion outside and nodded her head. “Go ahead and check.”
Levi crossed to the other side of her desk, clicked around for a minute, and found the news channel’s website. And there it was. Abby’s dad, broadcasting live on the local news.
I looked back and forth between the fuzzy footage on the monitor and the scene unfolding in the lobby beyond the glass wall. Tim Ferguson had pushed his way to the front of the crowd, and Abby’s dad was holding out a microphone, interviewing him about homophobia at Belltown High. Tim looked the camera straight in the eye and said, “If you have a soul, watch this video.” Then he held up a notebook on which he had scrawled a long URL in permanent marker. “I challenge you,” he said. “I challenge all of you to watch this.” As the cameraman zoomed in on the notebook, I heard a clamor in real life and turned to see Mr. Murphy burst through the glass doors into the principal’s wing.
“Where’s Mancuzzi?” he demanded, marching straight up to Mrs. Latimer.
“You’ll have to take a seat,” she told him, barely glancing up from the monitor. “The principal is occupied.”
“Well, I have a letter for him.” He slammed a typewritten piece of paper onto her desk. “Please see that it gets delivered.”
But she didn’t have time to deliver anything. The News Channel Four crew had spotted Mr. Murphy through the glass and was rushing toward the principal’s office like a tsunami, six dozen students riding the wave. I had the odd sensation, as the cameramen pushed their way through the doors, of seeing a flash of myself on the news before Mr. Murphy’s face filled the frame.
There was a bead of sweat that rolled all the way from his forehead to the edge of his chin. When it disappeared past his collar, he resigned.
Friday, 3:06 p.m.
People looked at me differently in the parking lot that afternoon. I sat by myself on the stone wall while I waited for Lucy to pick me up. Levi had just left to catch his bus, and I could still feel the warm tingle on my lips where he’d kissed me good-bye—right there in the parking lot for everyone to see. When we broke apart, I flipped his guitar pick necklace around so it was right side up, and he gave me one of his floppy, gentle smiles and said, “See you tomorrow.” Now I was alone, and most of the freshmen hanging around were people I only vaguely recognized.
But they recognized me. I heard whispering each time they passed and felt their eyes move over me from head to foot, as though in slow motion. At first I thought they must be calling me “that girl on the stage,” but then I realized they were saying my name. As for Gretchen and Lennie, they walked straight past me, whispering under their breaths as they crossed the parking lot. Either they didn’t see me, or they’d decided to dump me. The funny thing was, I didn’t care.
Lucy pulled into the driveway a moment later in her little red Jetta. She rolled up next to me in the fire lane, and I hopped off the wall wondering whether she and Dad already knew about Olive—whether they’d watched Channel Four during the day. “Hi,” I said, pulling open the door and dumping my backpack inside.
“Hi,” Lucy answered. There was something skittish about the way her eyes darted over to me and then back toward the windshield. At first I thought she was acting weird because she’d heard the news about Olive, but then I remembered how I called her from Dad’s car in the morning to make amends. She was probably just nervous around me.
I sat down and pulled the door shut. “How did your appointment go?”
She glanced sideways at me. “My hair appointment?”
“No,” I said. “The florist appointment.”
“Oh!” Her shoulders relaxed. “It was good.”
“Are you going to have violets in your bouquet?”
“Violets?”
“They’re purple.”
A slow smile spread across Lucy’s face. “Purple is my favorite color.”
“I know,” I said. “That’s why I asked.” Out beyond the parking lot, beyond the town of Springdale itself, the clouds shuffled in the sky to make room for pale blue patches the color of hope. I turned and looked at Lucy. “Guess what just happened.”
Acknowledgmentss
Endless thanks to my dream team of agents, Sarah Burnes and Logan Garrison, for seeing something in me, and to my editor, Kelly Barrales-Saylor, for making this book a reality, and to the entire team at Albert Whitman, especially Kristin Zelazko and Michelle Bayuk, for all the editorial and marketing love.
To my friends and first readers, Jessie Ellner and Ilana Shydlo, for their insight, encouragement, and tact. To my teachers, Mr. D., Anne Fadiman, Michele Stepto, Amy Bloom, Chuck Wachtel, and Darin Strauss, for being more than teachers.
To the writers who gave me a home in Austin: Bethany Hegedus, Vanessa Lee, Kari Anne Roy, Amy Rose Capetta, Cynthia Leitich Smith, Jennifer Ziegler, Lindsey Scheibe, and the rest of the AAW clan, for being more than awesome.
And for their support in innumerable ways: m
y mother and father; my brother, Michael; my daughter, Naomi; and my husband, Chris, who makes me the most me I could possibly be.
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For Mom and Dad, my bookends
“There is a crack in everything. That’s how the light gets in.”
—Leonard Cohen
The night Olive Barton vanished into the woods at Talmadge Hill, I got my first kiss. I was wearing sticky drugstore lip gloss that smelled like a Creamsicle. Sugar-drunk off cherry soda and peppermint patties, I had no idea that a mile away in the frigid dark, the night was opening its mouth to swallow a girl.
Table of Contents
Title Page
Contents
September
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October
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November
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December
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January
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February
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Saturday
Sunday
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday, 5:01 a.m.
Friday, 5:22 a.m.
Friday, 11:15 a.m.
Friday, 3:06 p.m.
Acknowledgments
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