Small-Town Nanny

by Lee Tobin McClain

  “I don’t like that!” Mindy’s voice rose to a roar. “I. Don’t. Like. That!”

  “None of us do, honey.” Daisy squatted before her, patting the sobbing child’s arm, her forehead wrinkling. “I don’t know what to do when she’s like this,” she said quietly to Susan.

  “Mommy!” Mindy wailed over and over. “I’ll be good,” she added in a gulp.

  Sam and Daisy looked helplessly at each other over Mindy’s head.

  “It’s not your fault. You’re a good, good girl. Mommy loved you.” Susan kept her arms wrapped tightly around Mindy and rocked, whispering and humming a wordless song. Every so often Mindy would tense up again, and Susan whispered the soothing words. “Not your fault. Mommy loved you, and Daddy loves you.”

  She knew the words were true, even though she hadn’t known Sam and his wife as a family. And she knew that Mindy needed to hear it, over and over again.

  She was glad to be here. Glad she had enough distance to help Sam with what was a very tough situation.

  Very slowly, Mindy started to relax again. Daisy shot Susan a smile and moved away to check the stove.

  “Shhh, shhh,” Susan whispered, still holding her, still rocking. Losing a piece of her heart to this sweet, angry, hurting child.

  Finally, Mindy went limp, and Susan very carefully slid her over to Sam. Took a deep breath, and tried to emerge from her personal, very emotional reaction and get back to the professional. “Does she usually fall asleep after a meltdown?”

  Sam nodded. “Wears herself out, poor kid.” He stroked her hair, whispering the same kind of sounds Susan had made, and Mindy’s eyes closed.

  “She’ll need something to eat and drink soon, maybe some chocolate milk, something like that,” Susan said quietly after a couple of minutes. “Protein and carbs.”

  “Thank you for calming her down,” he said, his voice quiet, too. “That was much shorter than she usually goes.”

  “No problem, it’s kind of my job. Did she have tantrums before you lost your wife?”

  Sam nodded. “She’s always been volatile. We thought it was because of her hand.”

  Susan reached out and stroked Mindy’s blond hair, listening to the welcome sound of the child’s sleep-breathing. “Having a disability can be frustrating. Or she could have some other sensitivities. Some kids are just more reactive.”

  “Did you learn how to be a child-whisperer in your special ed training?”

  Susan chuckled. “Some, but mostly, you learn it when you have a brother with autism. Donny—that’s my little brother—used to have twenty tantrums per day. It was too much for my mom, so I helped take care of him.”

  Sam’s head lifted. “Where’s Donny now?”

  “Home with Mom in California,” she said. “He’s eighteen, and...” She broke off. He was eighteen, and still expecting to be going to a camp focused on his beloved birds and woodland animals, because she hadn’t had the heart to call and tell him she’d screwed up and there wasn’t any money. “He’s still a handful, that’s for sure, but he’s also a joy.”

  Mindy burrowed against her father’s chest, whimpering a little.

  “How long has it been since you lost your wife?” Susan asked quietly.

  “Two years, and Mindy does fine a lot of the time. And then we have this.” He nodded down at her.

  “Grief is funny that way.” Susan searched her mind for her coursework on it. “From what I’ve read, she might re-grieve at each developmental stage. If she was pre-operational when your wife died, she didn’t fully understand it. Could be that now, she’s starting to take in the permanence of the loss.”

  “I just want to fix it.” Sam’s voice was grim. “She doesn’t deserve this pain.”

  “No one deserves it, but it happens.” She put a hand over Sam’s. “I’m sorry for your loss. And sorry this is so hard on Mindy, too. You’re doing a good job.”

  “Coming from you, that means something,” he said with a faint grin.

  Their eyes caught for a second too long.

  Then Angelica and Daisy came bustling back into the room—when had they left, anyway?—followed by Xavier. How long had she, Sam and Mindy been sitting in the middle of the kitchen floor?

  “Hey, the potatoes are done,” Daisy said, expertly pouring the contents of one pan into another. She leaned over and called out through the open window. “Troy, how about those burgers?”

  “They’re ready.” Troy came in with a plate stacked high with hamburgers, plus a few hot dogs on the side.

  Sam moved to the couch at the side of the kitchen, cuddling a half-asleep Mindy, while the rest of them hustled to get food on the table. Susan folded napkins and carried dishes and generally felt a part of things, which was nice. She hadn’t felt this comfortable in a long time. Being around Mindy, she felt as if she was in her element. This was her craft. What she was good at.

  Again, she couldn’t help comparing this evening to those she’d spent with her own family. The tension between her mom and dad, the challenges Donny presented, made family dinners stressful, and as often as not, the kids had eaten separately from the adults, watching TV. Susan could see the appeal of this lifestyle, living near your siblings, getting to know their kids. Cousins growing up together.

  This was what she’d want for her own kid.

  And where on earth had that thought come from? She totally didn’t want kids! And she didn’t want a husband. She was a career girl, and that was that.

  So why did she feel so strangely at home here?

  Chapter Three

  A while after dinner, Sam came back into the kitchen after settling Mindy and Xavier in the den with a movie.

  The room felt empty. “Where’s Susan?”

  “She left.” Daisy looked up from her phone. “Said something about packing.”

  “She’s going on a trip?” That figured. She seemed like a world traveler, much too sophisticated to spend her free summer in their small town. Applying for the job as Mindy’s nanny had probably been just a whim.

  Then again, she’d mentioned needing to help support her mother and brother...

  And why he was so interested in figuring out her motives and whereabouts, he didn’t have a clue.

  “No...” Daisy was back to texting, barely paying attention. “She’s gotta move back home for the summer.”

  “Move?”

  “Yeah, to California.”

  “What? Why?”

  Daisy was too engrossed in her phone to answer, and following a sudden urge, Sam turned and walked out into the warm evening. He caught up to Susan just as she opened her car door. “Weren’t you even going to say goodbye?”

  “Did I hurt your feelings?” she asked lightly, turning back to him, looking up.

  She was so beautiful it made him lose his breath. So he just stared down at her.

  It must be the way she’d helped Mindy that had changed her in his eyes, softened her sharp edges, made her not just cute but deeply appealing.

  And he obviously needed to get on with his dating project, because he was having a serious overreaction to Susan. “Daisy said you’re leaving town.”

  She wrinkled her nose. “Yeah, in a few days. Got to go back to California for the summer.”

  “You’re not driving that, are you?” Lightly, he kicked the tire of her rusty subcompact.

  “No! I’m taking the Mercedes.” She chuckled, a deep, husky sound at odds with her petite frame. “Of course I’m driving this, Sam. It’s my car.”

  “It’s not safe.”

  She just raised her eyebrows at him. As if to ask what right he had to make such a comment. And it was a good question: What right did he have?

  The moonlight spilled down on them and the sky was a black velvet canopy sprinkled with mil
lions of diamond stars. He cleared his throat. “Does this mean you don’t want the job?”

  “Does this mean I’m still in the running?” There was a slightly breathy sound to her voice.

  They were standing close together.

  “You are,” he said slowly. “I liked... No. I was amazed at how you were able to calm Mindy.” He couldn’t stop looking at her.

  She stepped backward and gave an awkward smile. “Years of experience with my brother. And the coursework. All the grief stuff. You could call a local college, find someone with similar qualifications.”

  “I doubt that. I’d like to hire you.”

  “We don’t get along. I wouldn’t be good at this. I mean, nannying? Living in? Seriously, ask anyone, I’m not cut out for family life.”

  He cocked his head to one side, wondering suddenly about her past. “Oh?”

  She waved her hand rapidly. “I was engaged once. It...didn’t work out.”

  He nodded, inexplicably relieved. “Maybe you should come work for me on a trial basis, then.”

  “A...trial basis?” That breathy sound again.

  “Yes, since you’re not cut out for family life. It’s a live-in job, after all.”

  “I do need a place to stay,” she said, “but no. That wouldn’t look right, would it? Me living in your house.”

  Her eyes were wide and suddenly, Sam felt an urge to protect her. “Of course, I wouldn’t want to compromise your reputation. We have a mother-in-law’s suite over the garage. It has a separate entrance and plenty of privacy.”

  “Really? You’re offering me the job? Because remember, I can’t cook.”

  “You can learn.”

  “Maybe, maybe not. I... What made you change your mind? I thought you didn’t like me.” She was nibbling on her lower lip, and right now she looked miles from the confident, brash waitress who’d stood up to a businessman in front of a restaurant full of people.

  He smiled down at her. “My sister. My brother. And the way you handled Mindy.”

  “But she’s probably not going to have another trauma reaction for a long time. Whereas cooking’s every day. You really don’t want to hire me.”

  “Why are you trying to talk me out of it?” Her resistance was lighting a fire in him, making him feel as if he had to have her, and only her, for Mindy’s nanny. “I do want to. The sooner the better. When could you start?”

  “Well...” She was starting to cave, and triumph surged through him. “My room is going to be remodeled out from under me starting this weekend.”

  “Great,” he said, leaning in to close the deal. “I’ll have a truck sent round tomorrow. You can start setting up your apartment over the garage.”

  “You’re sure?”

  “I’m sure.”

  “Paying what you told me before?”

  He flashed a wide smile. “Of course.”

  She paused, her nose wrinkling. Looked up at the stars. Then a happy expression broke out on her face. “Thank you!” she said, and gave him a quick, firm handshake.

  Her smile and her touch sent a shot of joy through his entire body. He hadn’t felt anything like that before, ever. Not even when Marie was alive.

  Guilt overwhelmed him and he took a step back. “Remember, it’s just a trial,” he said.

  What had he gotten himself into?

  * * *

  Of course, everyone and his brother was in downtown Rescue River the next Saturday morning to comment on the moving truck in front of Susan’s boarding house. The truck carrying Susan to her absolute doom, if the scuttlebutt was to be believed.

  “So you’re the next victim,” said Miss Minnie Falcon, who’d hurried over from the Senior Towers, pushing her wheeled walker, to watch the moving activities. “Sam Hinton eats babysitters for lunch!”

  “It’s just on a trial basis,” Susan said, pausing in front of the guesthouse’s front porch. “If I don’t like the job, I can leave at any time. Don’t you want to sit down, Miss Minnie?”

  “Oh, no, I’d rather stand,” the gray-haired woman said, her eyes bright. “Don’t want to miss anything!”

  “Okay, if you’re sure.” That was small-town life: your activities were like reality TV to your neighbors, and truthfully, Susan found it sweet. At least everyone knew who you were and watched out for you.

  “I’m going to miss you so much,” her landlady, Lacey, said as she helped Susan carry her sole box of fragile items down the rickety porch steps. “I’m really sorry about making you move. It’s just that Buck seems to be serious about staying sober, and he’s looking to make money, and of course, he’s willing to work on this place for cheap because he’s my brother.”

  “It’s fine. You’ve got to remodel while you can,” Susan soothed her. “And we’ll still hang out, right?” She’d enjoyed her year at Lacey’s guesthouse, right in the heart of her adopted town. She wouldn’t have minded staying. But sometimes, she felt silly being twenty-five years old and having to use someone else’s kitchen if she wanted to make herself a snack.

  “Of course we’ll hang out. I’ll miss you!”

  “I know, me, too.” She and Lacey had gotten close during a number of late-night talks. Susan had comforted Lacey through a heartbreaking miscarriage, and they’d cried and prayed together.

  “And it’s not just me. The cats will miss you!” Lacey said. “You have to come back and visit all the time.”

  As if to prove her words, an ancient gray cat tangled himself around Susan’s ankle and then, when she grabbed the bannister to keep from tripping, offered up a mournful yowl.

  Susan reached down to rub the old tomcat’s head. “You and Mrs. Whiskers take care of yourselves. I’ll bring you a treat when I come back, promise.”

  They went outside and loaded the box of breakables into the front seat of Susan’s car, only to be accosted by Gramps Camden, another resident of the Senior Towers. “Old Sam Hinton caught himself a live one!” he said. “Now you listen here. Those Hintons are trouble. Just because my granddaughter married one—and Troy is the best of the bunch—that doesn’t mean they’re a good family. I was cheated by that schemer’s dad and now, his corporation won’t let up on me about selling my farm. You be careful in his house. Lock your door!”

  “I will.” She’d gotten to know Gramps through the schools, where he now served as a volunteer.

  “He wasn’t good enough for that wife of his,” Gramps continued.

  “Marie was pretty nearly perfect,” agreed Miss Minnie Falcon.

  From what Susan already knew about Sam, she figured any woman who married him would have to be. And yet, for all his millionaire arrogance, he obviously adored his little daughter. And a man who loved a child that much couldn’t be all bad. Could he?

  “Is that all your stuff, ma’am?” the college-age guy, who’d apparently come with the truck, asked respectfully.

  Gramps waved and headed back to the Towers with Miss Minnie.

  “Yes, that’s it,” Susan said. “What do I owe you?”

  “Nothing. Mr. Hinton took care of it.”

  “Let me grab my purse. I want to at least give you a tip for being so careful.”

  The young man waved his hand. “Mr. Hinton took care of that, too. He said we weren’t to take a penny from you.”

  “Is that so,” Susan said, torn between gratitude and irritation.

  “Money’s one thing Sam Hinton doesn’t lack.” The voice belonged to Buck Armstrong, Lacey’s brother. He put a large potted plant into the back of her car, tilting it sideways so it would fit. The young veteran had haunted eyes and a bad reputation, but whenever Susan had run into him visiting his sister, he’d been nothing but a gentleman. “You all set?”

  “I hope so. I’m hearing horror stories about my new boss, is all.” And the
y were spooking her. As the time came to leave her friendly guesthouse in the heart of Rescue River, she felt more and more nervous.

  Buck nodded, his eyes darkening. “Sam didn’t use to be quite so...driven. Losing a wife is hard on a guy.”

  Sympathy twisted Susan’s heart. Buck knew what he was talking about; he’d lost not only his wife, but their baby as well. That was what had pushed him toward drinking too much, according to Lacey.

  “You giving this gal a hard time?” The voice belonged to Rescue River’s tall, dark-skinned police chief. He clapped Buck on the shoulder in a friendly way, but his eyes were watchful. Chief Dion Coleman had probably had a number of encounters with Buck that weren’t so friendly.

  “He’s trying to tell me Sam Hinton is really a nice guy, since I’m going to work for him,” Susan explained.

  Dion let out a hearty laugh. “You’re going to work for Sam? Doing what?”

  “Summer nanny for Mindy.”

  “Is that right? My, my.” Dion shook his head, still chuckling. “I tell you what, I think Mr. Sam Hinton might have finally met his match.”

  “What’s that supposed to mean?” Susan asked, indignant.

  “Nothing, nothing.” He clapped Buck’s shoulder again. “Come on, man, I’ll buy you a cup of coffee if you’ve got half an hour to spare. Got something to run by you.”

  Buck was about to get gently evangelized, if Susan knew Dion. He headed up a men’s prayer group at their church and was unstoppable in his efforts to get the hurting men of Rescue River on the right path. According to Daisy, he’d done wonders with her brother Troy.

  As Buck and Dion headed toward the Chatterbox Café, Lacey came out to hug her goodbye. “You’ll be fine. This is going to be an adventure!” She lowered her voice. “At least, let’s hope so.”

  An odd, uncomfortable chill tickled Susan’s spine as she climbed into her car and headed to her new job, her new life.

  Chapter Four

  Sam paced back and forth in the driveway, checking his watch periodically. Where was she?