Shades of Trust

by Cristiane Serruya

  “I don’t think—” As soon as she put her mouth around him, he changed his mind, groaning, “Aye, it will. It will.”

  The corners of Sophia’s mouth curled up around his girth and she raised her hands to open his soft flannel shirt, as she slowly explored his length with her tongue and lips. Her nails grazed his waist.

  “That’s so good,” he breathed. “Do it again.”

  But she didn’t obey his request and raised her hands until she found his nipples and pinched them lightly.

  Alistair grunted loudly and bit his lip to control the pleasure that was building up too quickly inside him, as she sucked him deeper.

  When Sophia’s nails rounded to his back and unexpectedly clawed down his back all the way to his buttocks, he almost spilled in her mouth. He gasped loudly and withdrew from her lips, removing his jeans and briefs in a swift movement, dropping to his knees and shrugging off his shirt.

  “Now, you are going to pay for what you did,” he murmured against her mouth before taking it in a fierce kiss, while his hands freed her from her bra and opened her jeans. He laid her down on the floor and pulled off her jeans and panties.

  He wanted her as he’d never wanted another woman. He nestled himself between her thighs and raised himself on his elbows, nudging her with his length, “So ready, Sophia.”

  “Come on. I’m wet and horny,” she moaned, wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his waist.

  “Talking dirty,” he tsked and smiled against her lips. “I think I’m going to punish you for that.”

  “Do it and I’ll punish you back.” Undulating her body under his, she ordered, “Now. Stop talking and fuck me.”

  He groaned and shoved into her in a hard thrust.

  “Ah,” Sophia moaned in pleasure. “More!”

  He closed his eyes, wrestling with his desire to do it again, but she was too tight and he wanted the night to last. He moved again, in shallower plunges until he was buried to the hilt.

  “Now, move.”

  “No more orders from you.” He moved his hips in a semi-circle, teasing her as he dipped his head to take her breast in his mouth, sucking it hard and then lapping it with his tongue.

  “Oh, please. Please.” Sophia gasped as a hot spear of desire shot through her spine. She felt his smile on her other breast.

  Alistair raised his head, “That’s better. Now, don’t make a sound. It won’t be funny if Zareb or Devon come running in to save you from my cock.” He thrust in her, slowly, enjoying the way her body gripped him like a fist.

  “I don’t care…move,” she rolled her lower body in a blatant sexual move. “Make me come, screaming. Loud. Let the whole world hear me screaming your name.”

  “Later. In your bedroom. Now, I’ll have you quietly,” he plunged again and stilled, staring down at her with those beautiful forest-green eyes. “Unless, of course, you don’t want to come.”

  What? She gripped his hair and tugged, “You wouldn’t dare.”

  “Your call. Three, two—”

  He would! “No, no. I’ll obey.” She wanted him to ravage her, to take her hard until she screamed in release over and over. But she would take it anyway he choose.

  He laughed low in her ear, “Good. Now, relax and enjoy.”

  “You are bad,” she said as she bit his shoulder, “I’ll get you for this.”

  He gritted his teeth as her soft bite sent a surge of lust straight to his arousal. “Slow or fast?”

  “Fast and rough. I’m almost there,” she panted and sunk her nails in his buttocks.

  “So eager, Sophia.” His soft laughter filled the room and his head swooped down, his tongue invading her mouth as he pumped into her, taking her to heaven until Sophia shuddered, gasped and bit his shoulder to avoid crying out as she came.

  But he wasn’t done. As Sophia’s body still trembled, he ground into her, again and again, chasing his own climax, “I’m—”

  He clenched his jaw to stop his shout.

  Sophia’s eyes flew open astonished as another orgasm built when he shoved harder inside her.

  Alistair threw his head back as he came, the muscles of his neck straining as his hips jerked against her, his long black hair flying around his shoulders.

  “Mine, Sophia. You’re. Mine,” he hissed between clenched teeth as a powerful orgasm shook his big body. “My love.”

  “Yours,” she whispered. The feel of Alistair coming inside of her for the first time and the image of his rugged face in release were the sexiest things Sophia had ever experienced.

  “Alistair.” As a broken gasp escaped her lips, her arms dragged him back to her.

  Her lips on his neck kissed him and her fingers caressed his nape, just the way he liked when he was younger.

  The way he liked things before Heather.

  Alistair watched her hungrily as he plunged his semi-hard arousal a little further inside her. He muttered after a few minutes, “I want more.”

  She smiled at him, lazily and sated. “Upstairs.”

  He pulled out and got dressed in his briefs and jeans, flinging his shirt to her and collecting the rest of her clothes that were scattered in the pantry.

  He helped her put on his shirt and picked her up in his arms. He squeezed her, apologizing softly, “I was a jerk earlier today at John’s.”

  “Yeah, you were,” she murmured.

  “Can you forgive me?”

  “You are already forgiven, oh Marquis of Distrustful-land,” she said lethargically, running her fingers through his long hair.

  “Hmm,” Alistair murmured. “Aye, I behaved like a distrustful caveman. I’m sorry. I’ll try to work on it.” He sighed and buried his head in the hollow of her neck for a second, deeply inhaling her scent.

  “Sleep with me tonight,” she asked.

  He studied her face, as he climbed the stairs, marveling at how the feeling of having her sated in his arms made his heart beat joyfully. “Do you know what you’re doing to me, Sophia?”

  She smiled at him, lazily, as he strolled to her bedroom, “Mmm, no. What?”

  “You are turning me inside out.”

  “No,” she breathed on his neck, causing goosebumps to rise. “You are. Turning me inside out. You.”

  Chapter 6

  Tuesday, March 16, 2010

  6:15 a.m.

  Alistair braced himself on one elbow and leaned to kiss awake Sophia; her creamy velvet skin warm against his lips, her ink-black hair, silk on his fingers.

  Her golden eyes were yet hazy with sleep when they fluttered open. She stretched in his arms, “Is it time to wake up already?”

  “Aye, slugabed.”

  “Slugabed? How dare you.” Fingers threading through his hair, she claimed a deeper kiss that reminded him he was wrapped around her finger. “Good morning, Handsome.”

  “Morning, Beauty.” He could never tire of looking at her. “Do you have any idea of the erotic dreams I had just because I slept with you?” He pressed his hard length on her buttocks, “Do you know what inhaling your scent does to me?”

  She was suddenly too hot, her skin on fire. “Mmm…”

  His thumb traced her lower lip and he pressed at the center of her mouth, his eyes glowing. “I want you, Sophia. I want to bury myself inside you until we’re both too exhausted to move, think or feel.”

  He’d already tugged down the sheet to reveal her breasts, and was caressing her with teasing strokes.

  Sophia’s response was a husky laugh that filled his heart. She turned in his arms. “What are you waiting for? Do wicked things to me.”

  Alistair was enthralled by the stunning and happy woman under him. She threatened his control like no other ever had. He wanted to take her, hard; he wanted to slowly savor every inch of her. He didn’t know what he wanted anymore. He only knew that he felt like the luckiest man on earth.

  “You’re the most enticing woman I’ve ever known,” he whispered in her ear as he flung the sheets far, adoring her with hi
s eyes and the tips of his fingers. “You’re…” He shook his head. “I have no words, Sophia. You’re unique.”

  She smiled at him, “You know, you can do more than these teasing touches.”

  He moved in to kneel between her legs and he caressed her softly with his fingers as he kissed his way down from her neck.

  “What do you think you are doing?” Sophia arched under him with a soft gasp, her hands clenching his hair hard enough that it hurt, an exquisite pain that he wanted to grow addicted to.

  “Teasing. To start with,” he answered with a devious smile, as he rubbed his unshaven jaw against the soft skin on the outside of her breast, loving the sound of the throaty moan that escaped her as he licked the underside of her breast. “Tell me what you like the most.”

  “Everything. With you. Anything.” Her hands roamed over his shoulder and she raked her nails down his back.

  He groaned and paused above her. “Again.”

  She did it, and incapable of holding back, he lowered himself over her and pushed in. “I love this.”

  She smiled mischievously at him and clenched her inner muscles around his arousal.

  “Ah-ah. Stop,” he warned, as a painfully pleasurable shudder racked his body. “I want this to last.” I want this to last forever.

  “I love that horny voice of yours.” Biting gently at his jaw, she interlocked her wrists above her head. “With what new torment do you plan to torture me?”

  “Are you testing me, lass?” Another time, he might have played one of his erotic games with her, but having kept Sophia awake well past midnight, he was feeling as satisfied as a big cat who ate an entire bowl of cream. “Are you getting attached to scarfs and dishcloths?”

  “I’m getting attached to you,” she retorted and purred. “Take me. Have me as you wish.”

  “Mmm. A long and slow fuck this time.” He circled her nipple with a finger. “Very. Slow.”

  “Yes, torture me,” she breathed, arching beneath him.

  Kissing her lips and feeling desire burn through his veins, he moved his body in a steady, deep rhythm that drew a shuddering gasp of pleasure from Sophia. Even as she moaned and her legs locked possessively around him, he didn’t give in to his own need until he was sure she was as turned on as he was. Until she was as ready as him to fall into an endless abyss of delight.

  “Ah, Alistair Connor.” Sophia’s low and sensual cry of pleasure sent them tumbling together into a lush and languid sensation, heart and soul united.

  Rippling with aftershocks of ecstasy, Alistair silently promised her that he’d carve out his own heart before he hurt her as he had done the others. He mumbled her name and nestled against her breast, and Sophia felt a swell of tenderness for the big man, who could be so gentle one moment and so fierce another.

  Sophia toyed with his hair as he murmured against her breast, “I’m getting used to this. Waking up with you every morning.”

  I am, too. You could move in with me. Then she remembered the blonde woman in the restaurant. Don’t rush it, Sophia. Life’s a marathon, not a sprint.

  She sighed.

  “What?” Alistair said sleepily.

  Nothing. Just a ravishing woman making me jealous. Sophia put a hand under her head, staring up at the blue and green canopy, all too aware of the comforting weight of Alistair’s head on her breast, of his hand possessively clasping her hip and a leg over hers, as if he were afraid she’d sneak away while he napped.

  “Nothing. Sleep,” she ordered softly as her fingers returned to his hair, the caresses lulling him back to sleep.

  8:01 a.m.

  Sophia leaned over Alistair and kissed him on the mouth, “Wake up, you slugabed.”

  He stretched his big body and opened his eyes, “Mmm. Now I’m the slugabed?”

  “Just returning the compliment,” she teased. “I phoned Garrick and he’s already dropped off your clothes. I’ve hung them in the dressing room for you.”

  “Garrick?” He blinked, scowled, and gripped her hand as she tried to walk away from the bed. “Where do you think you are going?”

  “To shower. I’m sweaty—”

  In a quick movement, he snaked her by the waist and dragged her onto the bed. “How dare you leave me alone in bed!”

  “Hey! I’m sweaty all over!” she scolded.

  “I forgot! Not cold, not hot.” He laughed as he rolled over her. “But it seems you do sweat. What are you doing out of bed?”

  “I was working out. I didn’t have any time yesterday, and tomorrow I only work out for half an hour before I have to leave for Cambridge.”

  He kissed her mouth leisurely and whispered on her lips, “I could have given you a better work out. In fact, I think I will,” he ran his hands over her sides, grabbed her thighs, opening them and set himself between them.

  “No, no, no. It’s eight o’clock. I have to shower and go to therapy.”

  “You’re not leaving me like this,” he flexed his hips, showing her his aroused state.

  “My, Alistair. Do you take Viagra?”

  “Viagra?” he chuckled. “Oh, no. Now you’re going to pay.” He pulled her top over her head, knotting it at her elbows, binding her arms above her head and cupped her breasts, his thumbs caressing her nipples. “A quickie…mmm?” he asked as he showered her breasts with kisses.

  She moaned, “I have to shower.”

  He removed the top from her arms and jumped off the bed, holding out his hand to her, “Come. Let’s shower.”

  “Alistair Connor,” she frowned at him and crossed her arms under her breasts, “you’re impossible.”

  He laughed out loud, too happy to care about the hour, and picked her up in his arms, humming in masculine satisfaction as she let him do what he would.

  Greece, Mykonos

  Niarchos Angepopoulos’s House

  Thursday, January 26, 1989

  3:53 p.m.

  A dry knock on the door brought Ethan’s head up from the book he was reading.

  “Come in,” he said in Greek.

  Suddenly, the big room became small as Niarchos entered his grandson’s bedroom. He was not a big man; by no means fat, tall or handsome. But he exuded such charisma that he seemed taller, broader and more handsome than he was. His aura of power—and his money—made women fling themselves at his feet.

  He had a beautiful mane of graying black hair, a slightly beaked nose and sharp, intelligent dark eyes. Always impeccably dressed in tailored clothes and with extremely polished manners, he had worked his way up to the top of Greek society and the business world through hard work, and also lies and deceit.

  Ethan was grateful his grandfather adored him, because Niarchos was unstoppable when he wanted something. His only weaknesses in life were his late wife, to whom he had been faithful for the thirty-three years of their happy marriage, and his only grandson.

  “Good afternoon, Grandpa,” Ethan stood up and kissed him on the cheeks, an admiring look in his eyes.

  “Always studying,” Niarchos shook his head as he looked around his grandson’s shaded room and walked to the curtains flinging them wide open. “You need more sunlight in your life, Ethan. It will keep your eyes healthier for longer.”

  Ethan was a very handsome young man. He’d had perfect skin during his teenage years and he was starting to fill out nicely, building muscle. He was already tall. His silky brown hair had turned to a dark blond under the Greek sun and his amazing azure eyes, so uncommon in the Angepopoulos family, were bright.

  Nonetheless, Niarchos worried about him.

  Since Ethan had arrived from London, more than two years ago, with a haunted look in his expressive and gullible eyes, he had made no friends, and had had no girlfriends, either. He expressed no wish to socialize with his school friends at the beach or at parties. He was extremely shy. The only place he felt comfortable was in the security of his bedchamber or in the gazebo near the private beach, accompanied by his books. Even when Niarchos traveled around the globe,
be it on business or on vacation, Ethan refused to leave the house in Mykonos.

  Niarchos had to use lots of gentle persuasion to take Ethan out of the darkness of his room. Ethan refused to talk about his feelings, even to the therapist his grandfather made him see, and his depression continued. Niarchos had also started seeing a therapist to see if he could help Ethan. In his last attempt, Niarchos took him to a psychiatrist, who prescribed anti-depressives and that seemed to help a bit.

  Since the only things that make Ethan feel a little better were his studies, his books, and his computer, Niarchos enrolled him in the best school, paid private tutors to teach him languages and bought all the books and new technology he wanted. Ethan had a very sharp mind, and although he was socially withdrawn, he was a sponge when it came to knowledge.

  Still, that wasn’t enough to make the haunted look and the depressed state go away.

  Niarchos had decided he would change that. Even if he had to betray his own grandson’s trust. He reasoned with himself that it was small price to pay to teach Ethan the ways of life.

  “I want to talk to you, son. Come outside,” Niarchos ordered and crossed the threshold to the veranda, sitting on the comfortable chair.

  Ethan eyed Niarchos as he crossed his legs, and blinked nervously. Stop this. You know Grandpa doesn’t like you blinking like this.

  Niarchos smiled gently at Ethan and motioned for the chair beside him. “My son, I need your help.”

  Ethan’s lips opened in a smile, “Of course, Grandpa. Whatever you need.”

  Niarchos sat more comfortably and launched into his prepared speech.

  Friday, January 27, 1989

  10:21 a.m.

  Niarchos motioned to Ethan, who was standing stiffly beside him, and spoke in his accented French, “And this is my grandson, Ethan Ashford. Ethan, this is my dear friend, Isis, and her daughter, Eve.”

  “You never told me you had such a handsome grandson.” The older brunette pursed her lips in a charming pout at Niarchos. She put her manicured hand on Ethan’s cheek, before bending and pressing her face to his. “Where have you been hiding, gorgeous?”