Sold on Valentine’s Day: A Virgin and a Billionaire Romance

by Juliana Conners

I push one more time as hard as I can, for as long as I can, and he slides right out, into Ramsey’s hands. His shrill cry pierces the room, and Ramsey places him on my chest.

  “Here you go, Mommy,” he says. “Congratulations.”

  He kisses me on the head, and then the baby on his head, which is surprisingly full of hair. I can’t do anything but stare at the tiny wonder that just came out of my body. I don’t even know or care why Ramsey is here, but I’m sure glad he is, if only because to the fact that I wouldn’t have known what to do without him.

  “When the cord’s done pulsing, I’ll cut it,” he says. “Or would Susan like the honors?”

  She looks at me, as if asking what I’d like.

  “Susan, thank you for all that you’ve done to get him here,” I tell her. “I’d love for you to cut the cord.”

  “I guess that’s only fair,” she says. “Since Ramsey got to catch him.”

  She cuts his chord as he nurses for a little bit.

  “I can’t believe how beautiful he is,” I say. “But he’s so tiny. And he’s early! Is he going to be okay?”

  “He looks okay,” Susan says. “So I think so? The ambulance is on its way. They should be here soon.”

  “He’ll be fine,” Ramsey reassures me, with a firm hand on my shoulder, but his voice quivers a little.

  My heart speeds up, worrying that he’s worried but doesn’t want to scare me by saying anything. But soon, I feel heavy cramping in my stomach, distracting me from everything else except further pain.

  “What the hell?” I say, sitting up a bit and doubling over.

  “Your placenta,” Susan says, and reaches for the baby.

  “You have to deliver that now,” Ramsey says, “But I’ll help you.”

  “Oh my god.”

  I hand the baby to Susan, and start breathing deeply again. I had learned that this was coming in my childbirth classes, but I’d forgotten. And I can’t believe no one told me that it’s almost as much as pain as delivering the baby.

  “There you go,” says Ramsey. “Just push like you were doing before, only it’s a bit easier this time.”

  Yeah right, I want to say, but I’m too busy pushing to be able to talk. I can’t believe that after doing all that work to deliver a baby, I have to deliver the placenta, too!

  With some more grunts, and some tugs and pulls from Ramsey, it’s out, and he places it into the bowl that Susan had brought in earlier.

  Ramsey’s really thought of everything, I think, impressed.

  I lay back down and Susan places the baby on my chest again while Ramsey goes to the bathroom and washes his hands.

  “I think they’re here!” Susan says, before running to the front door.

  I curl my finger around my son’s, and stare into his beautiful eyes. Then I look up at Ramsey.

  “Thank you for coming,” I tell him. “I can’t believe you’re here.”

  “I had to come,” he says. “I love you and want to be with you. No matter what.”

  “I love you and want to be with you too!” I exclaim, almost as happy about what Ramsey just said as I am about how adorable our new baby is.

  “You know,” he says, with a chuckle. “I’ve delivered quite a few babies before, in my EMT class, but I never would have imagined I would be delivering your baby! I can’t believe I just did.”

  “Well, believe it,” I tell him, as he bends down to kiss me, and the baby, again. “And, I have some news for you.”

  I take a deep breath before saying the one thing I wasn’t sure I’d ever tell him.

  “It’s your baby, too! So believe it or not, you just delivered our baby!”

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  “He’s… mine?” I ask, taking a moment to let it sink in. “He’s really mine?”

  I was definitely shocked when I walked in. Despite my suspicions, I guess I didn’t expect the rumors to be true, or else I just wasn’t prepared for the reality. And I certainly didn’t expect to walk in on Monica in labor.

  “Yes,” she says. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I just…”

  “Can I hold him?” I ask, quickly.

  “Right now?”

  “Yes. If that’s all right?”

  “Sure.”

  She hands the tiny baby to me. I know that once the ambulance transports Monica and the baby to the hospital, they might take him straight to the NICU, and it could be a while before anyone can hold him again.

  He looks perfect, except for being so small. And he’s rather blue, but that’s pretty normal. I think he’s going to be okay, but it’s hard not to worry. Delivering a baby during training is different from when there’s the added emotional attachment of it being Monica’s baby. And my baby.

  I can’t believe I have a fucking baby. I almost want to cry.

  I kiss the top of his tiny head, and smile at him.

  “Hello, Baby,” I tell him. “Welcome to this crazy, lovely world.”

  “Ramsey?” Monica asks, quietly.

  “Yes?”

  “There’s a letter in the drawer of my nightstand. It’s right on top. Can you grab it for me? Don’t read it, just hold onto it.”

  “Sure,” I say, handing the baby back to her and walking over to her nightstand. As I open it and pick up the letter, I see that there’s a framed picture of her and me underneath it. It has a decorative baby blue frame around it. She must have decided not to hang it up.

  I stuff the letter in my pocket and close the nightstand. It’s none of your business, I tell myself. You weren’t here. You didn’t even call her.

  As I walk back over to Monica, a paramedic in uniform enters the room.

  “Monica?” he asks.

  “Yes,” she says. “I’m here. The baby’s here. He arrived really quickly.”

  “Okay,” the paramedic says. “I’m Ron. We’re going to get you into the ambulance. First we’re going to check the baby.”

  He looks at me.

  “Are you the father?”

  “Yes,” I tell him. “I’m his father.”

  I’m his father. I’m a father!

  I still can’t believe it. I never thought I wanted to be a father, but now I’m more certain than anything, ever, that I’m glad I’m his father.

  I hand the baby to Ron and another paramedic joins him in checking the baby’s vitals.

  “We’re going to have to give him some oxygen,” Ron says. “And then we’ll load you both into the ambulance. Dad can come too.”

  As they hook the baby up to the small oxygen tank, Monica starts to sob softly.

  “Is he going to be all right?”

  “He’ll be fine,” I say, stroking his back.

  Will he? I wonder. I try to put on a strong front for Monica, but if anything were to happen to our baby, I don’t think I could handle it.

  “We’re just getting him stabilized a bit,” Ron says.

  After a couple minutes, he adds, “Okay, we can go to the ambulance now.”

  They put Monica on a stretcher and put her and the baby in the ambulance, and then I get in as well.

  “I’m going to go check in on the kids at daycare,” Susan says. “And then I’ll come see you at the hospital. In the meantime, I know you’re in good hands with Ramsey.”

  “Thanks, Susan,” Monica says.

  “Yes, thanks for everything,” I echo.

  I’m glad that Susan has been here to take care of Monica while I was away. Now I can step up and be the one to take care of Monica and our child.

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  I hold Monica’s hand as the doctor checks her. As I predicted, the baby was taken to the NICU.

  “Everything looks good,” the doctor says, smiling down at Monica, and then up at me. “Good job, Dad. You must have some knowledge about how to deliver a baby.”

  “Just some EMS training from the Air Force,” I tell him. “Pararescue unit.”

  Or maybe not any more, I think.

  “Well, you handled everything by the book. You e
ven saved the placenta for us to take a look at. It looks healthy and strong. Now, about the baby…”

  Monica and I look up at him, both of our eyes searching his.

  “As you know, he was born a bit early, which can cause some complications. At this point, it appears he’s having some slight respiratory problems. His breathing to a bit shallow and slow. We have him hooked up to oxygen and we will continue to monitor him. We expect it to get better, but we can’t predict everything.”

  “Okay,” Monica says.

  That doesn’t sound so bad.

  “He’s also lost some body heat, which isn’t uncommon in premature babies. We have him on a warming blanket but at this point he doesn’t need an incubator. We’ll keep an eye on that. We’ll also be monitoring him for any other possible complications.”

  “Such as?” Monica asks.

  “There’s a host of possible problems that premature babies can experience, including issues with the brain, heart, gastrointestinal system, blood, metabolism, or immune system, among others.”

  Monica gasps, and only then does the doctor add, “But there’s no need to worry about any of that as it hasn’t happened yet. They’re just things we look out for. There are also some long- term problems that result from premature birth, but again, we won’t even get into that until further on down the road if necessary.”

  “Can we see him?” Monica asks.

  “Yes, but at this point you can’t hold him, except to touch his hands or feet. A parent concierge will be in in a short while to explain the visiting process in the NICU and take you over there to visit him.”

  “Okay,” Monica says, looking a bit disappointed, but as if she’s trying to remain brave and calm. “And how can I feed him?”

  “We have a pump here if you’d like to supplement him with breastmilk,” the doctor says, and Monica nods. “Right now he’ll probably be bottle fed, and we may have to use some special formula for newborns, but we’ll do what we can to get him breastmilk. Hopefully it’s only for a brief amount of time and once you can hold him, you can breastfeed him. But worst case scenario, by pumping you’ll maintain your supply and you can save it for later, when he can eat it. A lactation consultant will visit you within the next hour or to help you with pumping and storing the milk.”

  “Great,” says Monica. “It’s not what I had in mind but at least we can find a way to make it work. Thanks, Doctor.”

  She sounds resolute, determined, and I’m proud of her. But as soon as the doctor leaves the room, she looks distressed.

  “It sounds so scary!” she says. “Everything is ‘best- case scenario, worst- case scenario, with no real answers! They don’t even know if he’ll be able to have my milk!”

  “I know it sounds scary, but usually everything turns out fine,” I tell her. “They just have to cover all bases, and inform you of every possibility.”

  “Okay,” she says, and I squeeze her hand.

  “So how did you manage to get here?” she says. “I’m sure word might have gotten out that I was pregnant, but no one knew when I would go into labor…”

  “I have ESP,” I tell her.

  We both manage a small laugh despite the circumstances.

  “No. I’ll fill you in on it all later. Right now I just want you to rest and relax. But really, the short story is that I’m on ‘medical leave.’ Due to some… outbursts.”

  “PTSD?” she whispers.

  “Yeah. But there are no good grounds for it. I can do what I need to do to get back in. Whitney and Riley are going to help. The plan is to get me some treatment without screwing up my military career.”

  “That’s good,” she says.

  Her tone is a little smug, as if she wants to take credit for the changes, which she rightfully should. But, just to pay her back, I ask, “And what about your military career? Because I did hear some rumors…”

  “I’m retiring,” she says.

  I look at her in shock, still not really believing it, because it’s so different than the Monica I knew the last time we were together.

  “Why the big change?”

  “This baby just… changed me,” she says. “I can’t explain it. I want to explore some life goals that don’t involve a substantial likelihood of my plane getting shot down. I’ve enrolled in a Master’s program in the fall, for mechanical engineering.”

  “That’s great,” I tell her. “It sounds like you’ve done a lot of… thinking.”

  “I have,” she says. “And I want you to know that I was going to tell you. I was actually in the process of doing that— the only way I knew how. It’s just that, the baby came before I could finish!”

  I give her a quizzical look, and she says, “Do you have that letter?”

  I pull it out of my pocket.

  “Sorry it’s a little squished,” I say. “I was kind of in a hurry.”

  “Well, it’s yours anyway,” she says. “Go ahead and read it. Sorry I didn’t get to finish it.”

  I scan the letter, my eyes moistening for the second time today.

  “It’s in code!” I tell her. “Like, a secret language.”

  “Of course,” she says. “A language that only music lovers like us would know how to decipher.”

  I read it.

  “Do you get it?” she says, anxiously.

  “Sure I do,” I tell her. “You’re talking about that silly pop song, ‘Baby,” by Justin Bieber featuring Ludacris. And it’s not a horrible song, all things considering.”

  “Exactly,” she says, laughing. “And I agree. At least now I know that you would have understood the code.”

  “And at least now I know you wanted to tell me this big important news.”

  She must see the hurt on my face, because she says, “I’m sorry. I know I should have told you sooner. It was just… complicated.”

  “I know it was,” I tell her. “And I’m pretty sure I’ll get over it. I have the rest of our lives together, to work on forgiving for you for this one thing, when there are so many other things you’ve done perfectly. Like carrying our little baby.”

  “You helped make him,” she insists.

  “I sure did,” I say. “That’s something that both of us did perfectly.”

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  Ramsey and I are interrupted from our romantic talk when Becky comes bouncing into my hospital room.

  “Hi Aunt Monica!” Becky says, flopping down beside me on the hospital bed. “I heard you had your baby! And hi Ramsey. Nice to see you again, finally!”

  “Becky,” says Susan, who was trailing behind her. “Don’t get on the bed. That’s for Aunt Monica only. You have to have a baby to get the privilege of sitting on that bed, and believe me, that’s something you should be very glad that you won’t be doing for at least twenty years. And also, watch your manners. Don’t be rude to Ramsey.”

  “Hi Becky,” I tell her, as she rolls her eyes and hops off the bed.

  “Nice to see you again, too,” says Ramsey, obviously holding back laughter.

  “I’m sorry,” Susan says. “I thought Becky might want to see the baby. I tried to text you, but I’m sure you were otherwise occupied. And then when we got here they said no children allowed in the NICU, but I thought, well, she can still see you…”

  “Yeah, even though they’re not letting me see the baby!” Becky pouts.

  “Well what am I?” I ask her. “Chopped liver?”

  She laughs.

  I shake my head at her and say, “Your old aunt is chopped liver now that you have a cousin!”

  “Do you want to see a picture?” Susan asks Becky. Then she looks at me. “Is that okay?”

  “Sure. I didn’t even know you took a picture!”

  “I thought the least I could do was photograph him,” she says. “Ramsey was doing all the hard work. And you were experiencing so much… distraction—” she glances down at Becky, censoring the word “pain”— “that you didn’t even notice. See?”

  She shows me p
ictures on her phone of me holding the baby, Ramsey holding the baby, and one of us both together, smiling down on him.

  “That’s perfect!” I tell her, as she begins showing Becky.

  “He’s really cute, but really wrinkly!” she says, scrunching up her nose. “Just like Mason was. And I bet his diapers will smell just as bad!”

  We laugh.

  “What’s his name?” Becky demands.

  “We haven’t decided yet,” I tell her.

  “Really?” Ramsey asks. “You’ve had a lot more time than I have to think about it.”

  “Maybe I was waiting for you to make some suggestions,” I tell him.

  And then I realize that maybe sub- consciously, I really was.

  “I think you should name him Machu- picchu- poo,” Becky says, very seriously. “Like on one of my favorite cartoons.”

  “That’s a good suggestion,” I tell her, but Ramsey and I both look at each other as if to say, “No way,” as we both try not to laugh.

  “Monica?” someone says, as she pops her head into my room. “I’m Julia, the parent concierge. You can visit your son now, if you’d like.”

  “Of course,” I tell her. Then I look at Becky. “We know that kids can’t come.”

  “That’s right,” she says. “And only two visitors at a time. So I suggest that I take you both back and fill you in on the protocol and what to expect, and then after a while one of you can come out and watch the child while her mother goes in to visit the baby.”

  “Sounds like a good plan,” I tell her, swinging my legs off the side of the bed.

  “Careful,” Julia says, pushing a wheelchair over to me. “You just had a baby. You’ll need to be transported in this.”

  “Okay,” I say.

  I feel completely recovered, but I’m just it’s just because the endorphins haven’t worn off.

  Before taking us into the NICU, Julia stops at a “scrubbing station” outside the main door and tells us that everyone must put on scrubs, and wash with soap up to their elbows, before they can enter. She explains other visiting rules but luckily they’re pretty flexible--- we can come in here and see the baby most hours of the day, although there are visiting hours for non- parents, and one of us must be with the visitor at all times.