The Break Up

by Rebekah Sweet

  My most favorite Christmas song came on the iPhone player and it seemed to fit the situation after breaking up with Mason. "Last Christmas” I sang my heart out, the entire truck was quite until the song was finished, with Geoffrey staring at me when it finished. I guess this was my way to finally let go of Mason since I was so busy packing up and starting a new life I never let myself have time to let him go, in fact, I didn’t even stop to think about him.

  “Wow, someone can belt out the tunes huh? Someone broke your heart, is that why you took this job?” He quizzed me.

  “Yeah, I guess you could say that. I needed to get away and fast, he didn’t want what I wanted so then what’s left in a relationship but to leave it and move on in life with something positive.”

  “So, I’m your positive is that what you're saying.”

  I laughed “Yes, right now you are my positive. I don’t want to ever get hurt again, but you make it hard to not want to fall in love with you, and you are a stranger. So, how responsible would that be to do? Don’t believe in love at first sight but this, this just seems right.”

  Geoffrey held my hand smiling at me, “I feel the same way I haven’t slept since the day I met you. You changed my world when you confronted me in your barn lounge. Most women just want to jump me and use me, you seem different, you stood up to me and then liked the spanking I gave you.”

  “Oh, don’t get me wrong I need this job I have so much debt from my divorce and I hate debt, I’m still in debt for my daughter’s show horse. I need to get everything paid off so I can get back on my own two feet and have a future with some kind retirement funds. But I won't use you that’s for sure. Oh, and I like the idea of sex on the side without the commitment.”

  “You like sex huh?” He had this stupid grin on his face.

  “Yes, I love sex, but lately it sucks,” I muttered under my breath

  “I know what you mean, with the wrong person it just is a chore.”

  I giggled “What kind of man are you? A woman would say guys are dogs most of the time and have no sense of compassion.”

  “So, what did this dog of guy do to you that you need to move your entire life?” He quizzed me

  “Well in a short story form we were going to get married, or well at least I thought we were and then I was joking about wearing fancy clothes for a beach Vegas wedding or something like that and he lost his mind and in short basically said he never wanted to get married or re-married for that matter. So as far as I was concerned we are done, he doesn’t want what I want and I want more.” I explained as if it didn’t matter anymore to me.

  “So, what is it you want?” He quizzed me again

  “Honestly, I want it all, I want a man of my own, that wants only me. Maybe it's selfish but its what I want. Just like some guys don’t want to get married for whatever reason. I believe that’s why I’m so hesitant to get messed up with you. I like the idea of sex on the side without any commitment but what I am more worried about is what I am already feeling for you and I don’t even know if you’re a good match for me. I mean you look good on the outside, you have some kink to you which is great, and my kids seem to like you. I just can’t explain how does one have feelings for someone they don’t even know yet.” I answered him, hoping it was enough to move onto something else to talk about.

  “Maybe all you need to do is just go with it and let fate take control. How do you know if you won't let your guard down, maybe I am the one to love you and maybe I’m not the one, maybe Mason will come looking for you one day when he wakes up to his reality that he may have let the best woman walk away? All I can tell you Patricia is this, I was looking for someone to work for me and to take away my sexual tensions too, we all have them. And when I met you and interviewed you I couldn’t stop thinking about you, I wanted more of you. Honestly, I don’t want you and your kids to live in the apartment, I want you guys to live with me in the main farm house. I don’t want to be alone anymore and I like that you challenge me sexually. I have never had that before and it feels good. You take what you want from me, hugs, kisses, touching, and that lets me know you are willing for more. I also look at it this way if Mason doesn’t want what you want someone else will and that someone might just be me.” Geoffrey finished as we drove into the parking lot of a pizza parlor.

  “Hey who’s hungry for pizza. Come on kids lets get some grub.” Geoffrey jumped out of the truck with my kids and headed inside, he blew me a kiss as I stood beside the truck cab floored by what he had just said and done. He just took over and I was okay with it.

  Chapter Eight

  We needed to stop for the night, the horses needed to have some down time and stretch their legs, and we needed some sleep. Geoffrey knew everyone in the world I think because he said oh, we will just pull into this farm here and they will take good care of our herd. Yes, I said our herd, he was feeling pretty good about the situation at hand, he unloaded the horses and bedded them for me, while I put my kids to sleep in the guest house. I tucked them in and read them their bedtime stories, kissed them goodnight. And I smiled as they thanked me for making something positive happen, they expressed how much they liked Geoffrey and hoped I would listen to his words. I kissed them again and quietly closed the door.

  I went into the kitchen for something to drink and found a glass of wine on the breakfast bar with a note;

  Come meet me on the deck

  enjoy the stars and a bottle of wine, for now, it is our time.

  ~Geoffrey

  Man, he was romantic, maybe he was what I needed maybe he did know something I didn’t because I was so wrapped up in daily life shit. He sure was sexy, though, and I wanted him I wanted every part of him.

  “Hi sexy one, thank you for the wine,” I said flirting with him I wanted him to ravage me.

  “Well hello, my sweet lover to be, come sit beside me under the blanket, let's enjoy the fire and the stars and some wine together.” He said patting the empty space beside him.

  That was that I was screwed he had me, I was willing to give him anything and everything he wanted right there on the porch. I sat down beside him in my comfy fleecy PJs and hoodie, I finally let my red locks down for the day. He was staring at me searching my soul for permission to advance, I wanted him so badly to just touch me and kiss me, his kisses were so soft and gentle. I decided to make the first move since I sort of had been all night. I ran my hand down his thigh and back up the inside until I felt his bulge starting to grow.

  Looking up at him I smirked, “I want you to take advantage of me please, I want to feel you inside me actually it is more of a need right now.”

  “Well, then Patricia my baby I guess we shall take care of business if your needing attention. And how do you propose we do that to satisfy the fiery redhead?” he asked

  “I want to be fucked here and now.” I was shocked that I said that but that is what I wanted

  Geoffrey stood up facing me as he undid his jeans and pulled out his cock and began stroking it in front of my face. Looking down at me grinning, I smirked back at him grabbed his cock in my hand and pulled him into my mouth. He started moaning, grabbed my hair and thrust himself deeper into my throat, making me gag on the length and thickness of his shaft. I pulled up off him with my eyes watering. He moved his hands so they were holding my cheeks and says “You ok baby.” Kisses me and offers me some wine.

  “Get up” he commands

  “Why do I need to get up, I’m quite comfortable sitting here”

  “Get up now” He growls at me

  I don’t know why I listened to him, but I did, and it made me so horny picturing what he might do to me when I stood up. He spun me around kissing the back of my neck, wrapped his arms around my waist one hand was playing and exploring my breasts with the other. “You have the most beautiful breasts I have ever touched the nipples are already hard” he whispered into my hair, giving me goosebumps as he fondled me. I could feel him breathing as his body leaned against mine, it felt like he was
all muscle under all those clothes. With his other hand, he pushed two fingers up inside me “my god you are soaking wet, this must be driving you wild, I should make you come all over my fingers and then let you sleep for the night.” He whispers again. His whispering was sending electrical shocks through my body and his kisses on the back of my neck was taking my breath away.

  “No, fuck me don’t make me wait even if it is quick I just want to feel you inside me,” I begged

  “You are such a dirty girl Patricia, begging for sex, that’s not very ladylike.” He scowled as he increased the pressure inside me with his fingers by putting yet another finger inside me.

  “Oh god, Geoffrey more please more,” I begged

  I felt the pajamas getting pulled down and then the sting of getting smacked on my bare bottom. Oh, how it stung, and with his fingers still inside me felt mind blowing. I wanted to come on his fingers but fought the urge.

  “No begging for sex Patricia.” He hissed at me “Behave yourself and enjoy this my way.” He said as he gently rubbed and soothed my ass. My body was covered in goosebumps, and shivering in the excitement of what he was doing to me.

  “Yes, Sir I will behave, I’m sorry Sir you are right begging for sex is wrong, I’m such a dirty bad girl, please Sir punish me for being a slut.” I cooed to him. I was hoping that he would finally give me what I so desperately needed, but he didn’t instead he pulled his fingers from my sopping wet pussy.

  “Lick my fingers you dirty girl, lick your come juices off my hand.” I resisted at first, I had never been told to do anything like that before, but at this point, I didn’t think I had much of a choice, so I gave into his wish of licking my juices off him.

  “Good girl, now moan like you are enjoying the taste of yourself.”

  “Yes Sir, mmm yum oh mmm I taste so good, mmm I want more girl love juice.” I moaned, I really was enjoying being his slave I was willing to do anything for him.

  “That’s my good little redhead slut,” He said as he took his fingers out of my mouth and grabbed my hips with both hands, kissing me up my back until I felt him plunge himself deep inside me. His thrusts came hard and fast, his breathing changed to panting. I held onto the bench we had been sitting on trying to hold myself stable as he plunged deeper and deeper into me, he was going to make me explode I wasn’t going to be able to fight the urge anymore. His grip tightened around my hips and our bodies were glistening with sweat.

  “Geoffrey I’m going come.” I panted I couldn’t hold out any longer, I pushed myself up into his cock so he could get the spot that would pour my juice all over him.

  “Come baby come all over me.” He breathed.

  “Oh, god Geoffrey harder, please don’t stop, fuck me baby” I murmured just as his thrusting came faster and harder. I closed my eyes as I moaned from the rippling orgasm went through my body. I felt him collapse on top of me as he filled me up with his hot sticky cum. I was holding us both us as we orgasmed at the same time.

  “My god, girl you soaked me with your cum that is awesome,” Geoffrey muttered as he pulled the blanket back over us as we both came off the orgasmic high together. We snuggled under the blanket watched the fire, we must have dozed off for a few hours because I woke up to Geoffrey tracing his forefinger down my arm whispering in my ear “Come on baby the fire is out, let's go to bed, we have an early start tomorrow”

  I stood in the living room staring at the couch and then back at Geoffrey I didn’t want to just invite myself into his bed, I mean we are adults and we both consented to sex, and maybe that all Geoffrey was looking for was just sex on the side from me. I didn’t want to assume that we were an item because we both just gave in to our desires. “I will just sleep on the couch, I’m sure it folds out into a hide-a-bed,” I told him.

  “I will hear of no such nonsense Patricia, baby come to my bed, sleep with me from now on.” He said taking my hand and leading me to the bedroom with the king size feather down bed.

  Chapter 9

  Laying in the bed was like heaven I was so cozy I was about to drift off to sleep, when I felt his lips kissing the underneath of my toes, I almost kicked him in the face “I’m so ticklish what the hell are you doing?” I laughed

  “Making love to you, I fucked you to get rid of the sexual tension now I’m going to make love to you, and enjoy your body now. You have the cutest toes I have ever seen all polished in red too, my favorite color.” He breathed as he continued with his toe fetish. It felt so good, but it tickled so much, he was so gentle as he maneuvered his way around each toe, his hands and mouth were so warm I could get used to this, I was enjoying his little dance with my freshly painted toes…his hands oh the warmth of his hands were slowly inching their way up to my lady parts… which was agonizingly swollen from him kissing my toes, and from his hands slowly, gently making their way up my body. I breathed letting out a moan of pleasure and touched myself…rubbing the wetness just below my shaved clit, wet and warm, aching for more I arched my back up to meet my fingers as they found they way into my wanting pussy. “that’s my girl, you are so beautiful, so soft, so perfect for a man to make love too…be gentle go slow I want to watch you masturbate.” He whispered, while he was kissing the insides of my legs making me shake and quiver…he was making me give into my desires, and the worst part was he was making me lose myself, lose myself in him all of him. But I couldn’t help it, he was showing me that I could slow down sexual pleasure, and I could prolong the ecstasy. “Close your eyes baby let yourself feel me.” I listened to the softness in his voice and closed my eyes, my body started tingling as I anticipated his next move, his hands were holding my hips and the soft warm wet lips were kissing my pussy his tongue was lapping up my wetness “You have the wettest and sweetest pussy I have ever tasted.” I felt the vibrations of his voice through my insides as he spoke into my swollen wanting lips.

  “Oh baby” I moaned “Oh god, baby” I reached down with both my hands and held his head between my legs, grabbing his hair, arching my back…his hands held my hips in place “no orgasm yet, you must wait.” His voice rumbled through my pulsating body, I opened my eyes to find him staring at me…his crystal blue eyes were dark gray with passion and lust.

  I moaned again “I can’t hold on your going to make me come in your mouth.”

  “Don’t, not yet” He growled. His hands let go of my hips and his mouth broke the suction on my swollen wet pussy. His hands ran up the sides of my body he grabbed the top the feather top mattress pulling himself on top of me…feeling his hardness twitching at the entrance of my pussy he laid there teasing me softly by kissing my nipples he successfully stopped my orgasm but instead edged me to want him even more, “see how good this feels when you slow and enjoy the ride?” he said as he kissed me on my forehead then tickled my nose with his nose, his hands worked like magic as he mapped them down my sides feeling every curve that my body provided for him…my breasts seemed to fascinate him as his fingers played with my nipples making them hard and long. He looked deep into my soul his expression changed from lust to soft and longing, he kissed me passionately as I finally felt him fill me up inside, I wrapped my legs around his hips and grabbed his muscular arms and held on to him for the ride as he pumped himself in and out of me, first, slow and long taking his time to make sure that I felt the tip of his throbbing head, then his shaft with every swollen vein on his cock. I moaned softly into his mouth as he continued to kiss me, as I moaned he increased his thrusts deeper and longer inside me…he was taking me to a new heightened state. His lovemaking was slow, gentle and patient, I wanted him to let me come, but he wouldn’t he indulged me in ways that I didn’t think was even imaginable. His kisses came slow, his thrusts were slow and long. Then his lips kissed my cheek and down to my ear lobe whispering to me “wrap your legs around my waist, open yourself up to me.” I closed my eyes as I instinctively listened to him I wrapped my legs and arms around as he went even deeper into me, making my body submit to him. He held me tight against
him as he started to speed up his rhythm bringing us both to shattering orgasms, my body rippling with pleasure as I felt him unleash his load into me.

  We slowed our rhythm staring into each other's eyes, he kissed me softly and to his surprise I gasped “wow, I think you may just be able to rock my world” I kissed him as he collapsed on top me “I’m glad I can be of such service, because you wore me out, girl.” As we fell into a deep sleep together for the remainder of the night.

  Chapter Ten

  I woke in the morning to kids laughing and giggling in the breakfast nook and a note on the pillow;

  Good morning darling

  Horses are fed and loaded, please come and join me and the kids for breakfast.

  Fresh snow is on the ground, and the sun is shining.

  Thank you for last night, you are truly exquisite.

  ~love Geoffrey

  I went into the country style kitchen it was small but cozy and decorated in old barn wood. The kids were sitting at the breakfast bar eating homemade French toast with strawberries and whipping cream and drinking freshly squeezed orange juice. “Hi Mom, Geoffrey made us breakfast isn’t he the greatest?” They both said in unison.

  “Good morning everyone, yes it seems to me that he might be.” I smiled at him as he came over and handed me a mimosa and a kissed me on the cheek, “Good morning baby, French toast for you as well? We are almost packed up and ready to go.”

  “Yes, please I’m starving I guess we should get back on the road soon, huh?”

  “Well, yes we should but your kids and I were discussing if we should maybe get into the Christmas spirit and pick up a tree on the way to the farm since we have the truck all ready to go,” Geoffrey said his eyes sparkling with excitement.

  “I think you are more excited than my kids are about getting ready for Christmas.” I laughed at him as we ate breakfast together. My new life was completely strange to me, how could this man that I didn’t even know just walk in give me a job, change the way I felt about men, make my kids feel like he was the greatest thing on the planet, and then be able to satisfy me entirely? I didn’t understand it, but I let him walk in and take over and I was ok with it.