To no one's surprise, and thankfully for our ears, Sacha hit the high notes without a problem. He curtsied to the audience of people who were busy clapping and yelling in appreciation of the fact he wasn’t tone deaf. When he got back to the table, he resumed his position in the seat with his arm around the back of my chair but closer than he'd been before. He leaned forward mirroring my posture. I didn’t dare move. It was dark enough so that no one could see him press his lips against the same spot he'd kissed before.
I shivered and didn't say a word. But I did edge closer to him.
We stayed like that quietly until it was his turn to go again after Gordo's rendition of a Red Hot Chili Peppers song. Julian's choice of “Tubthumping” had Sacha and my brother rushing the stage and joining him about a minute in.
There were still a couple more papers in the bowl by the time he was done.
"I think you should start a Chumbawamba tribute band," I told him when he sat down next to me.
He slid his arm over the back of my chair once more, smooth like silk. "I'll do it after I finish my Vanilla Ice gigs."
"Oooh, that would've been a good one to put in the bowl. I'd like to see your little butt up there trying to rap “Ice, Ice, Baby,”" I snickered.
His eyes narrowed. "You think I have a little ass?"
I was on dangerous ground and I knew it. But screw it. I’d never know unless I tried, right? What did I have to lose besides my dignity? "No. I think you have a great ass."
Those pale eyes went slightly wide, but he said nothing. He simply looked at me. And then he leaned forward and pressed those warm, full lips against that spot on my jaw that ended at my ear. His mouth lingered there, lips on skin, hot on smooth.
His phone lit up. It had been sitting on top of the table the entire time, and I glanced down in a daze from the most intimate kiss I'd ever gotten. What distracted me wasn't at all that he'd gotten a text message from his mom, but the fact that the background was a picture of me he'd taken at breakfast a few days ago when I had shoved two pieces of napkin up my nostrils because I had a runny nose.
There wasn't a trace of embarrassment or fear in his eyes when our eyes met.
* * *
"So what's going on with you and your boyfriend?" Eli asked me right before he shoved a forkful of eggs into his mouth during breakfast the next morning.
I made a face in the direction of my plate before shooting a glance upward to find Gordo’s eyes on me, a smirk on his face.
"Mason?" I asked, going back to my food.
Eli made a gagging noise, elbowing me hard in the ribs. "I'm not gonna go into details on how disturbing it is that I say ‘your boyfriend’ and you automatically think of fucking Mase."
"He's always calling me his wife, or telling people I don't know that we're getting married," I replied, elbowing him back as hard as he got me. It was partially the truth… but mostly, I didn’t want to talk about the man who had been kissing my shoulder hours ago.
"I love Mase, but it'll be a sunny day in my asshole before you and him get together," he mumbled.
I snorted, biting into my biscuit. "Who the heck else would you be talking about?" I asked, but I knew. Oh, I knew damn well he was referring to Sacha.
Freaking Gordo snickered from across the table before putting his hands up in surrender when I glared at him. "I didn’t say anything."
"Sacha, Flabby. Sacha. Your boyfriend. Your snuggle bug." Eliza finally answered.
Suddenly the half-eaten biscuit on my plate needed to be eaten immediately. I shoved the entire piece into my mouth to avoid the conversation my brother was trying to edge into. I'd had talks about boys with Eli in the past, and they never ended—or started—well. "There's nothing going on between us. We're just friends."
Because we were.
Eli made a noise that sounded like “hmmph” deep in his throat. It was incredulous and disbelieving. Then he asked the question to prove it, his attention back on his band mate. "Gordo, do you think I'm blind?"
Gordo shook his head.
"Gaby, do you think I'm blind?" he asked.
"Not blind, just dumb.” I smiled.
He shot me a frown. A moment later, he threw his arm over my shoulders and started shoving his plate away with his free hand. "Flabby Gaby, that kid is in love with you."
In love.
With me?
I leaned forward and tried to sniff his breath. “Are you still drunk?”
But my brother kept talking before I could keep going. "Anyone with eyes and ears knows that guy thinks you shit out Lucky Charms."
Gordo and I burst out laughing.
"Is that a good thing?" I asked him.
Eliza shoved my face away with his palm, ignoring my commentary again. "And I think that you love him, too."
The noise that came out of my mouth sounded like a hybrid “moo” and squawk at the same time. "I—,” I slammed my mouth shut before opening it again with a sputter. “What? We haven't even—we haven't even—”
That didn’t help the situation any because Eli threw his head back and laughed from deep within his throat. That huge, bellowing laugh that could cause an earthquake. "Gaby, remember when you swore you were in love with Reiner Kulti? But you'd never met him? If he would've shown up at our door, you would've sold your soul to the devil to be with him."
I nodded because it was the fucking truth. If that happened now, I'd kick the retired soccer icon to the curb, but ten years ago? I would have totally been a teen mom.
"You know that day you were sick?" Gordo asked me in his quiet voice from across the table. When I nodded he continued, "He looked miserable the entire day. He kept asking once every hour if we'd checked on you. If anyone had made sure you had something to eat. Blah, blah, blah."
The words settled onto my skin, my pores absorbing them slowly.
"And he's always talking about you. ‘Gaby said this, Gaby said that.’"
Eli shook his head in disgust. "What killed me was that a few days ago, this girl—"
"That girl!" Gordo exclaimed, knowing exactly whatever girl my brother was referring to.
"This girl," Eli settled his hands in front of his chest, leaving enough space so that two melons could fit. "This girl that looked like a Victoria's Secret supermodel came up to him, and she was pretty much raping him with her eyes from the get-go. She's telling him what hotel she's in, what room number is hers, and he's just in his own fucking world. In his own fucking world. Like he wasn’t paying any fucking attention. When she left, all the TCC guys were like ‘Dude, hit that!’ What did he do? He shrugged.” My brother shook his head like he couldn’t believe the words coming out of his own mouth. “You don't shrug when somebody that hot comes onto you."
Gordo nodded in understanding.
But my brother wasn’t done yet. "So Julian tells him, ‘Sacha, she's so fucking hot. Do it.’ And this guy," he snickered, shaking his head. I couldn’t tell whether it was in disappointment or amusement. "He tells him, ‘She is hot, but she's not my type.’"
"That girl was everybody’s type," Gordo added. “Even I would have thought about going to her hotel room. You would have messed around with her, Flabby.”
I opened my mouth to make a comment about Gordo being attracted to a woman for the first time in his life, but Eli apparently needed to keep going. "And I knew it! I fucking knew it right then, and everyone else knew it right then. This motherfucker is in love, but then he seals the deal when he said, ‘I'm not interested.’"
Gordo looked like he was in church as he threw his hands in the air. "Every human being would have been interested."
"So, my point is, Flabby. That guy more than likes you," he finally finished. “Quit being dumb and worried and all shy and shit because we all know you’re really not, and get on it. ”
I was reeling. My heart felt like it could beat through softened butter. I remembered, I remembered all too well his mouth on my shoulder. On my jaw. Oh God.
"I guess that means, I
gotta start saving, huh?" Eliza asked me with a squeeze to the shoulder.
"For what?" I croaked, still thinking more about what he'd said.
"Your wedding, estupid. I'll pay for your motherfucking wedding if you're going to marry Sacha one day." He held up his glass of orange juice in Gordo's direction for a toast. "I like that guy."
Chapter Nineteen
I’d almost forgotten that Sacha’s mom was supposed to drop by to see her baby boy.
Two days before the end of the Australian leg of the tour, I was completely caught off-guard by the stunning, intense woman who came into the venue while I was helping Julian put together his drum set.
Mrs. Malykhin—if her last name was still that since she and Sacha’s dad were divorced, from what I gathered—was a delicately boned woman with the same color hair as her son. Tall and slim, her carriage was erect. Seriously, if there was someone that looked like an ideal queen it would have been her.
She also seemed to speak the way I imagined royalty would. I could hear her from across the venue as they headed in our direction.
" —had the nerve to say my early phrases were underpowered. Underpowered. Me. Can you believe the nerve…?”
Sacha answered with something I couldn’t hear clearly, but he did reach over and put his hand on her shoulder as the beginning of a smile curved over his mouth.
The “ugh” that came from my side had me turning my head to glance at Julian who was busy setting up his kick drum while I did his cymbals for the first time. As a late birthday present, I’d offered to help him set up from time to time. His attention was on the same people, except his nose was scrunched. When he realized I’d caught his expression he poked at the inside of his cheek with his tongue, his face unapologetic. “His mom is…” he trailed off with a whisper, “a snob.”
“Really?” I whispered back.
“Yeah.” He glanced back over at his band mate and visitor. “You’ll see.””
“You’re scaring me.”
“She’s a famous opera singer,” he quickly explained. “In her mind, Sach is throwing away this amazing talent she gave him and it’s all our fault, and she lets us know that each time she shows up.”
I grimaced and Julian nodded.
He paused before adding quickly, “Don’t call her Mrs. Malykhin.”
Before I could thank him for the warning, the husky female voice called out. “Hello, Julian.”
The TCC member plastered a smile on his face as he walked around the part of the drum set he’d been working on. “Hi, Miss Viktoriya.” He gave me a meaningful side-glance that I took to be a sign. “It’s been a long time.”
Taller close-up than she looked from across the venue, she had to be at least five-ten and definitely didn’t look old enough to have her youngest child be almost thirty, much less have five kids. The elegant woman held out a slim hand in Julian’s direction. He took it and kissed it.
Literally. He kissed her hand. I’d never seen that happen in person, and I suddenly wondered why.
My eyes shot over to Sacha who was standing a few feet behind his mother. He smiled at me, opening his mouth at the same time. “Mom, I want you to meet someone,” he said as he closed the distance between him and me.
Miss Viktoriya turned her entire body to face me. The similarities between mother and son were striking. They had the same cheekbones, the same transparent gray to their irises, and the same kind of extraordinary beauty. All that attention and confidence was now on me, and I lost the fight to not fidget.
But wonderful Sacha must have sensed or seen my anxiety because he cut in. “Mom, this is Gaby. Gaby, this is my mom.”
Damn it. He’d called her by what he knew her as but that didn’t give me a clue whether to call her Miss Viktoriya too or not.
I smiled tightly at the woman and held out my hand in her direction, making it clear—at least I hoped—that I wasn’t going to be kissing her hand like Julian had done, no matter how famous she was. “Hi, it’s nice to meet you.”
Even as she took my palm in hers in a handshake that was absolutely not limp-fish in any way, shape or form, she eyed me up and down discreetly. “It’s a pleasure to meet you as well. I’ve heard so much about you.”
So much about me? What the hell was up with that?
I knew I wasn't exactly at my best, but I'd opted to wear jeans instead of sweats and a formfitting kids’ sweater I'd picked up in Brisbane that had a koala on it with Australia written in rainbow letters. Eli had been nice enough to braid my hair after I'd promised to give him Tylenol in return for his headache, like I wouldn't have given it to him regardless.
I glanced expectantly at Sacha who was just standing two feet away by then with a pleased expression on his face, smiling this grand, beaming thing that made my chest shimmer on the inside. We hadn't gotten a chance to talk since the whole kiss-on-the-neck thing the night before. I'd fallen asleep on the ride home and barely made it to my room intact.
"We're going to eat. Do you want to come with us?” he asked me.
“I can’t, I promised Carter I’d help him count merch.”
He nodded but it was his mom that spoke up. “That’s too bad. Maybe next time,” she said but I couldn’t tell if she was being sarcastic or if she really meant it.
"Sach!" Miles started yelling at him from the back door to the venue.
He frowned and said something about being right back while his mom stayed where she was, her attention on me. The second Sacha was far enough away from us, she took a step forward. Her entire demeanor turned serious and tense.
“Is this all you do?” she asked coolly.
“Do you mean sell merchandise?” I made sure to draw the question out so that I could understand what she clearly meant. Apparently Sacha had told her enough about me so that she’d know I sold merch. I eyed Julian but he was busy pretending to mess with his equipment. Coward.
“Yes.”
“Right now it is. I just graduated. I’m not sure what I’m doing.”
Miss Viktoriya hummed, giving me another thorough inspection. “From high school?”
“From college.”
Her ridiculously long eyelashes lowered just a fraction. “What did you study?”
Yeah, I didn’t care for her tone at all, and I felt my own eyes narrowing in her direction. “History.”
The tip of her nose rose a quarter of an inch. “What are you planning on doing with that?”
Why did I feel like I was going through the weirdest, most judgmental job interview ever? Well, if she thought I was going to cower, she had another thing coming. “I have no idea.”
“I see,” she said but it wasn’t exactly in an “I think you’re an idiot” tone, more like… curious. Actually interested. On the other hand, maybe I was imagining it.
Glancing to the side quickly, I spotted Sacha making his way back toward us. Apparently so did she because the next thing I knew, Miss Viktoriya, reigning queen of perfectly powered opera performances, took a step forward and whispered, "My boy has always known what he wants, and he dives into things head first without hesitation. Break his heart, and I will ruin your life."
She left me with those words.
“What did she say to you?” Julian finally spoke up once the opera singer was gone.
I blinked at him, still figuring out what the hell she’d meant. “I think she just threatened me.”
He didn’t look remotely surprised; he simply tipped his chin down. “Makes sense.”
* * *
That night, when he knocked on my door and I asked him for the password, he said, "Gaby should get a gold medal for being alive."
I laughed because I wasn't sure whether that was a good thing or not, like most things that came out of his mouth. "Anddd?"
"I have a present for you," he said following a chuckle.
"Seriously, Sassy, you don’t always have to bring something," I told him, opening the door with a smile on my face.
He grinned as he s
huffled in, kicking off his shoes as he pushed a yellow bag in my direction. "I saw it when I went to dinner with my mom," he explained before I'd even opened the bag.
"You're spoiling me," I looked up at him briefly before pulling out a small white shirt with a baby kangaroo on it, the words Call Me Joey written in lime-green bubble letters. I laughed and threw my arms around Sacha a split second later, aiming for his waist. "Thank you, Sassy."
Sacha squeezed me back, wrapping his arms over the tops of my shoulders. "You're very welcome."
We stayed like that for a moment, then two moments, five moments, eight moments. One of his arms loosened around me before I felt him smooth a hand down my wet hair. "You know you don't have to buy me anything ever,” I said. "I'd let you in even if the only thing you brought was bad breath."
He laughed while rubbing that free hand smoothly over the small of my back. "I know."
"Okay."
His hand slipped an inch up the back of my shirt, fingertips brushing my bare skin at the same time his mouth dipped down to my temple. "I like that you don't expect me to buy you things, that's why I do it."
Something tugged at my brain, making me think of Ronalda and how Sacha would pull her chair out for her, and how she wanted him to sacrifice so much for her. Maybe he did things like that because she demanded it? I pushed the thought away, not wanting to think of her when it was me in this moment with this beautiful man.
"Thank you, anyway." I told him dumbly, breathlessly.
Sacha pulled away just an inch before tipping my head back. He gave me a sly, seductive smile. "You're the easiest person in the world to please,” he breathed, kissing my cheek softly.
The fact that he was kissing my cheek and I was standing there handling it as if it wasn’t a big deal was something I was going to replay later on when the moment was broken and I wasn’t living in it any longer.
"Is that a good thing?"
His smile morphed again, into one that made me think of a secret. "It's a great thing."
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