The Pursuit of Happiness (2001)

by Douglas Kennedy

  ‘At least your mom gets off her tukkus and does the art thing,’ said Margy. ‘For my mom, getting a manicure is a major personal achievement.’

  ‘You ever worry you’re not really good at anything?’ I suddenly said.

  ‘Like only all the time. I mean, my mom keeps reminding me how I was groomed for Vassar and ended up in Vermont. And I know that the thing I do best is bum cigarettes and dress like Janis Joplin … so I’m not exactly Little Miss Bursting With Confidence. But what has you soul searching?’

  ‘Sometimes I think my parents look on me as some separate self-governing state … and a massive disappointment.’

  ‘They tell you this?’

  ‘Not directly. But I know I’m not their idea of a success story.’

  ‘Hey, you’re eighteen. You’re supposed to be a fuck-up … not that I’m calling you that.’

  ‘I’ve got to get focused.’

  Margy coughed out a lung full of smoke.

  ‘Oh, please,’ she said.

  But I was determined to get my act together - to win my parents’ interest and show them that I was a serious person. So, for starters, I began to get serious as a student. I stayed in the library most nights until ten, and did a lot of extra reading - especially for a course called Landmarks of Nineteenth Century Fiction. We were reading Dickens and Thackeray and Hawthorne and Melville and even George Eliot. But of all the assigned books in that first semester course, the one that really grabbed me was Flaubert’s Madame Bovary.

  ‘But it’s so goddamn depressing,’ Margy said.

  ‘Isn’t that the point?’ I said. ‘Anyway, the reason it’s depressing is because it’s so real.’

  ‘You call all that romantic stupidity she gets into real? I mean, she’s kind of a schnook, isn’t she? Marrying that dull-ass guy, moving to a dull-ass town, then throwing herself at that smarmy soldier, who just sees her as a mattress, nothing more.’

  ‘Sounds pretty real to me. Anyway, the whole point of the novel is how someone uses romance as a way of escaping from the boredom of her life.’

  ‘So what else is new?’ she said.

  My dad, on the other hand, seemed interested in my take on the book. We were having one of our very occasional lunches off-campus (as much as I adored him, I didn’t want to be seen eating with my father at the Union), slurping clam chowder at a little diner near the university. I told him how much I loved the book, and how I thought Emma Bovary was ‘a real victim of society’.

  ‘In what way?’ he asked.

  ‘Well, the way she lets herself get trapped in a life she doesn’t want, and how she thinks falling in love with someone else will solve her problems.’

  He smiled at me and said, ‘That’s very good. Spot on.’

  ‘What I don’t get is why she had to choose suicide as a way out; why she just didn’t run away to Paris or something.’

  ‘But you’re seeing Emma from the perspective of an American woman in the late 1960s, not as someone trapped by the conventions of her time. You’ve read The Scarlet Letter, right?’

  I nodded.

  ‘Well, nowadays we might wonder why Hester Prynne put up with walking around Boston with a big letter A on her chest, and lived with constant threats from the Puritan elders about taking her child away. We could ask: why she didn’t just grab her daughter and flee elsewhere? But in her mind, the question would have been: where can I go? To her, there was no escape from her punishment - which she almost considered to be her destiny. It’s the same thing with Emma. She knows if she flees to Paris, she’ll end up, at best, working as a seamstress or in some other depressing petit bourgeois job - because nineteenth-century society was very unforgiving about a married woman who’d run away from her responsibilities.’

  ‘Does this lecture last long?’ I asked, laughing. ‘Because I’ve got a class at two.’

  ‘I’m just getting to the point,’ Dad said with a smile. ‘And the point is, personal happiness didn’t count for anything. Flaubert was the first great novelist to understand that we all have to grapple with the prison which we create for ourselves.’

  ‘Even you, Dad?’ I asked, surprised to hear him make this admission. He smiled another of his rueful smiles and stared down into his bowl of chowder.

  ‘Everyone gets bored from time to time,’ he said. Then he changed the subject.

  It wasn’t the first time my father had implied that things weren’t exactly perfect with my mom. I knew they fought. My mom was Brooklyn Loud, and tended to fly off the handle when something pissed her off. My dad - true to his Boston roots - hated public confrontation (unless it involved adoring crowds and the threat of arrest). So as soon as Mom was in one of her flipped-out moods, he tended to run for cover.

  When I was younger, these fights disturbed me. But, as I got older, I began to understand that my parents fundamentally got along - that theirs was a weirdly volatile relationship which just somehow worked, perhaps because they were such fantastic polar opposites. And though I probably would have liked them around more as I was growing up, one thing I did learn from their sometimes stormy, independent-minded marriage was that two people didn’t have to crowd each other to make a relationship work. But when Dad hinted at a certain level of domestic boredom I realized something else: you never know what’s going on with two people … you can only speculate.

  Just as you can only speculate about why a woman like Emma Bovary so believed that love would be the answer to all her problems.

  ‘Because the vast majority of women are idiots, that’s why,’ my mother said when I made the mistake of asking her opinion about Flaubert’s novel. ‘And do you know why they’re idiots? Because they put their entire faith in a man. Wrong move. Got that? Always.’

  ‘I’m not stupid, Mom,’ I said.

  ‘We’ll see about that.’

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