Glad Tidings: There's Something About ChristmasHere Comes Trouble

by Debbie Macomber

“Look, Annie, it’s barely seven and I have to go to work,” he said brusquely, cutting her off. “Shouldn’t you be getting dressed? Walking around the hallway in your pyjamas isn’t wise—people might think something.”

  “Let them.”

  He rubbed his face wearily, shaking his head.

  “Nolan,” Maryanne said softly, her heart in her throat. “I know you didn’t go out with anyone named Prudence. You made the whole thing up. This game of yours isn’t going to work. It’s too late. I’m...already in love with you.”

  The whole world seemed to come to an abrupt halt. Maryanne hadn’t intended to blurt out her feelings this way, but she didn’t know how else to cut through the arguments and the denial.

  For one wild-eyed moment Nolan didn’t say anything. Then he raised his hand, as though fending off some kind of attack, and retreated from the kitchen.

  “You can’t be in love with me,” he insisted, slowly sinking to the sofa, like a man in the final stages of exhaustion. “I won’t allow it.”

  Chapter Ten

  “Unfortunately it’s too late,” Maryanne told him again, no less calmly. “I’m already in love with you.”

  “Now just a minute,” Nolan said, apparently regaining his composure. “You’re a nice kid, and to be honest I’ve been impressed—”

  “I am not a kid,” she corrected with quiet authority, “and you know it.”

  “Annie...Maryanne,” he said, “listen to me. What you feel for me isn’t love.” His face revealed a bitterness she hadn’t seen before. He walked toward her, gripped her shoulders and gazed down at her.

  “That won’t work, either,” she said in the same quiet voice. She wasn’t a poor little rich girl who’d only recently discovered who she was. Nor had she mistaken admiration for love. “I know what I feel.”

  She slipped her arms around his neck and stood on tiptoe, wanting to convince him of her sincerity with a kiss.

  But before her mouth could meet his, Nolan jerked his head back, preventing the contact. He dropped his arms and none too gently pushed her away.

  “Are you afraid to kiss me?”

  “You’re damn right I am,” he said, burying his hands in his pockets as he hastily moved even farther away.

  Maryanne smiled softly. “And with good reason. We both know what would happen if you did. You’ve done a good job of hiding your feelings, I’ll grant you that much. I was nearly fooled.”

  “Naturally I’m flattered.” His expression was darkening by the second. He stalked across the room, his shoulders hunched forward. He didn’t say anything else, and Maryanne strongly suspected he was at a loss for words. Nolan was never at a loss for words. Words were his stock-in-trade.

  But he was confronting emotions now, not words or concepts, and she knew him well enough to realize how uncomfortable that made him.

  He’d hidden his feelings behind a mask of gruff annoyance, allowing her to believe she’d become a terrible nuisance in his life. He needed to disguise what he felt for her—to prevent her from learning what everyone else already knew.

  Nolan was in love with her.

  The mere thought thrilled her and gave her more courage than she’d ever possessed in her life.

  “I fully expect you to be flattered,” she said gently, “but I’m not telling you this to give your ego a boost. I honestly love you, and nothing my parents say is going to convince me to leave Seattle.”

  “Maryanne, please...”

  He was prepared to push her away verbally, as he had so often. This time she wouldn’t let him. This time she walked over to him, threw both arms around his waist and hugged him close.

  He raised his hands to her shoulders, ready to ease her from him, but the moment they came to rest on her he seemed to lose his purpose.

  “This is ridiculous,” she heard him mumble. He held himself rigid for a moment or two, then with a muttered curse buried his face in her hair. A ragged sigh tore through his body.

  Experiencing a small sense of triumph, Maryanne pressed her ear to his chest and smiled contentedly when she heard his racing uneven heartbeat.

  “You shouldn’t let me hold you like this.” His voice was low and hushed. “Tell me not to,” he breathed as his lips moved through her hair and then lower to the pulse point behind her ear and the slope of her neck.

  “I don’t want you to stop...” She turned her head, begging him to touch and kiss her.

  “Annie, please.”

  “I want to be in your arms more than anywhere. More than anything.”

  “You don’t know what you’re saying....”

  She lifted her head enough for their eyes to meet. Placing her finger on his lips, she shook her head. “I’m a woman, a grown woman, and there’s no question of my not knowing what I want.”

  His hands gently grazed her neck, as though he was still hesitant and unsure. Kissing her was what he wanted—she could read it clearly in his dark eyes—but he was holding himself back, his face contorted with indecision.

  “Go ahead, kiss me,” she urged softly, wanting him so much her whole body seemed to ache. “I dare you to.”

  His breathing was labored, and Maryanne could sense the forces raging within him. A fresh wave of tenderness filled her.

  “You make it so hard to do what’s right,” he groaned.

  “Loving each other is what’s right.”

  “I’d like to believe that, but I can’t.” He placed his hand on her cheek and their eyes locked hungrily. He searched her face.

  “I love you,” she whispered, smiling up at him. She didn’t want him to question her feelings. She’d say it a thousand times a day if that was what it took to convince him.

  Flattening her hands against his hard chest, she leaned into his strength and offered him her mouth. Only moments earlier he’d pushed her away, but not now. His gaze softened and he closed his eyes tightly. He was losing the battle.

  It was while his eyes were closed that Maryanne claimed the advantage and kissed him. He moaned and seemed about to argue, but once their mouths met, urgency took hold and Nolan was rendered speechless.

  To her delight, he responded with the full-fledged hunger she’d witnessed in his eyes. He slid his hands through her hair, his fingers tangling with the thick auburn mass as he angled her head to one side. Maryanne felt herself savoring the taste of his kiss. It was so long since he’d held her like this, so long since he’d done anything but keep her at arm’s length. She wanted to cherish these moments, delight in the rush of sensations.

  So many thoughts crowded her mind. So many ideas. Plans for their future.

  He tore his mouth from hers and nestled his face in the hollow of her neck as he drew in several deep breaths.

  Maryanne clung to him, hugging him as close as humanly possible. “Nolan—”

  “It isn’t going to work—you and me together...it isn’t right,” he whispered.

  “It’s more right than anything I’ve ever known.”

  “Oh, Annie, the things you do to me.”

  She smiled gently. “You know what I think?” She didn’t give him the opportunity to answer. “I love you and you love me and when two people feel that way about each other, they usually—” she paused and swallowed once “—get married.”

  “What?” Nolan exploded, leaping away from her as though he’d received an electrical shock.

  “You heard me,” she said.

  “You’re a crazy woman. You know that, don’t you? Downright certifiable.” Nolan backed away from her, eyes narrowed. He began pacing rapidly in one direction, then another.

  “Marriage was just a suggestion,” she said mildly. “I am serious, though, and if you’re at all interested we should move fast. Because once my father gets wind of it there’ll be hell to pay.”

  “I have no intention of even considering the idea! In fact, I think it’s time you left.”

  “Nolan, okay, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have mentioned marriage. I was just thinking, hoping actu
ally, that it was something you wanted, too. There’s no need to overreact.” He had already ushered her across the living room toward the door. She tried to redirect his efforts, turning in his arms, but he wouldn’t allow it.

  “We need to talk about this,” she insisted.

  “Oh, no, you don’t,” he said, opening the door and steering her into the hallway. “Your idea of talking doesn’t seem to coincide with mine. Before I figure out how it happens, you’re in my arms and we’re—”

  “Maryanne!” Her father’s voice came like a high-intensity foghorn from behind her.

  Maryanne whirled around to discover both her parents standing in the hallway outside her apartment door. “Mom...Dad...” Frantic, she looked at Nolan, hoping he’d do the explaining part.

  “Mr. and Mrs. Simpson,” Nolan said formally, straightening. He removed his arms from around Maryanne, stepped forward and held out his hand to her father. “I’m Nolan Adams.”

  “How do you do?” Muriel Simpson said in a brittle voice as the two men exchanged brief handshakes. Her mother’s troubled gaze moved from the men to Maryanne, surveying her attire with a single devastating look.

  Until that moment, Maryanne had forgotten she was still in her pyjamas. She closed her eyes and groaned.

  “Samuel,” Muriel Simpson said in a shocked voice. “Maryanne’s coming out of...his apartment.”

  “It’s not what it looks like,” Maryanne rushed to tell them. “Mom and Dad, please, you’ve got to listen to me. I didn’t spend the night at Nolan’s, honest. We just happened to get into a tiff this morning and instead of shouting through the walls and—”

  “Samuel.” Her mother reached for her father’s sleeve, gripping it hard. “I feel faint.”

  Samuel Simpson clamped his arm about his wife’s waist and with Nolan’s assistance led her through his open apartment door. Maryanne hurried ahead of them to rearrange pillows on the sofa.

  Crouched in front of her mother, Maryanne gently patted her hand. Muriel wasn’t given to fainting spells; clearly, she’d been worried sick about her daughter, which increased Maryanne’s guilt a hundredfold.

  “My little girl is safe, and that’s all that matters,” Muriel whispered.

  “Listen here, young man,” Maryanne’s father said sternly to Nolan. “It seems you two have some explaining to do.”

  “Daddy, please.” Jumping to her feet, Maryanne stood between her father and Nolan, loving them both so much and not sure which one to confront first. She took a deep breath and blurted out, “I’m in love with Nolan.”

  “Sir, I know the circumstances look bad, but I can assure you there’s nothing between me and your daughter.”

  “What do you mean there’s nothing between us?” Maryanne cried, furious with him. Good grief, she’d just finished spilling out her heart to the man! The least he could do was acknowledge what they shared, what they both felt. Well, if he wasn’t so inclined, she was. “That’s a bold-faced lie,” she announced to her father, hearing Nolan groan behind her as she spoke.

  Samuel Simpson, so tall and formidable, so distinguished and articulate, seemed to find himself dumbstruck. He slumped onto the sofa next to his wife and rested his face in both hands.

  “Maryanne,” Nolan said from between gritted teeth. “Your parents appear to think the worst. Don’t you agree it would be more appropriate to assure them that—”

  “I don’t care what they think. Well, I do, of course,” she amended quickly, “but I’m more interested in settling things between you and me.”

  Nolan’s frowned impatiently. “This is neither the time nor the place.”

  “I happen to think it is.”

  “Maryanne, please,” her mother wailed, holding out one hand. “Your father and I have spent a long sleepless night flying across the country. We’ve been worried half to death about you.”

  “She didn’t answer her phone,” Samuel muttered in dire tones, his eyes narrowing suspiciously on the two of them. “If Maryanne had been at her apartment, the way she claims, then she would have picked up the receiver. We must’ve called fifteen or twenty times. If she was home, why didn’t she answer the phone?”

  The question seemed to be directed at Nolan, but it was Maryanne who answered. “I unplugged it.”

  “Why would you do that?” Muriel asked. “Surely you know we’d try to reach you. We’re your parents. We love you!”

  “That’s it, young lady. You’re moving back with us.”

  “You can’t force me to leave Seattle. I refuse.”

  “This place...” Muriel was looking around as though the building was likely to be condemned any minute. “Why would you want to live here? Have you rejected everything we’ve given you?”

  “The answer is obvious,” her father bellowed. “She’s living here to be close to him.”

  “But why didn’t her...friend move into her apartment building?”

  “Isn’t it obvious?” Samuel stood abruptly and stalked to the other side of the room. “Adams couldn’t afford to live within a mile of The Seattle.” He stopped short, then nodded apologetically at Nolan. “I didn’t mean that in a derogatory way. You seem like a fine young man, but frankly...”

  “I wouldn’t care where Nolan lived,” Maryanne informed them both, squaring her shoulders righteously. Any man she fell in love with didn’t need to head a financial empire or be related to someone who did. “I’d live anywhere if it meant we could be together.” Her eyes softened at her mother’s shocked look.

  “Don’t you remember what it’s like to be young and in love, Mom?” Maryanne asked her. “Remember all those things you told me about you and Dad? How you used to argue and everything? It’s the same with Nolan and me. I’m crazy about him. He’s so talented and—”

  “That’s enough,” Nolan interrupted harshly. “If you’re looking for someone to blame for Maryanne’s living in this building and working at Mom’s Place—”

  “What’s Mom’s Place?”

  “A very nice diner,” Maryanne inserted quickly. “We do a brisk lunch trade and carry a limited dinner menu.”

  Her mother let out a cry of dismay. “You’re...you’re working as a waitress?”

  Miserable, Maryanne nodded. “But I’m doing lots of freelance work. None of the feature articles I’ve written have sold yet, but it’s too soon for that. I just found out the community newspaper’s buying a couple of my shorter pieces, and I plan on selling them lots more.”

  “You might have warned me they didn’t know about your being a waitress,” Nolan muttered under his breath.

  Samuel drew a hand across his eyes, as if that would erase the image of his daughter waiting on tables. “Why would you choose to quit the newspaper to work as a waitress?” Asking the question seemed to cause him pain.

  “It’s honest work, Dad. I don’t understand why you’re acting like this. You’re making it sound like I’m doing something that’ll bring disgrace to the family name.”

  “But your education is being wasted,” her mother said, shaking her head. “You could have any job in publishing you wanted.”

  That much was true when it was her family doing the hiring, but when she was looking on her own her employers were more interested in her job skills than who her father was.

  “I’m afraid I’m the one who started this,” Nolan interrupted. “I wrote a column about Maryanne,” he said bluntly. “It was unfortunate, because I was out of line in some of the things I said, but—”

  “Nolan didn’t write anything that wasn’t true,” Maryanne hastened to say. “He made me stop and think about certain aspects of my life, and I decided it was time to prove I could make it on my own.”

  “By denouncing your family!”

  “I never did that, Dad.”

  Samuel’s shoulders sagged with defeat. The long hours her parents had spent travelling were telling on them both. They looked at her blankly, as though they couldn’t quite believe, even now, what she’d been doing for the p
ast month and a half.

  “I did it for another reason, too.” All three of them were staring at her as if they suspected she’d lost her mind. “I’d met Nolan and we had dinner together and I discovered how much I liked him.” She glanced at the man in question and saw him frown, knitting his brow, obviously searching for a way to stop her. “I’m sorry, Mom and Dad. I hated lying to you, but I couldn’t see any way around it. I didn’t want to worry you,” she said, stepping next to Nolan and wrapping her arm around his waist. “I belong here with Nolan.” There, she’d said it! “I won’t be returning to New York with you.”

  “Maryanne, sweetie, you can’t go on living like this!”

  “I have a wonderful life.”

  Her father was pacing again. “You’re in love with this man?”

  “Yes, Daddy. I love him so much—enough to defy you for the first time in my life.”

  Her father’s eyes slowly moved from his only daughter to Nolan. “What about you, young man? How do you feel about my daughter?”

  Nolan was quiet for so long it was all Maryanne could do not to answer for him. Finally she couldn’t stand it any longer and did exactly that. “He loves me. He may not want to admit it, but he does—lock, stock and barrel.”

  Her father continued to look at Nolan. “Is that true?”

  “Unfortunately,” he said, gently removing Maryanne’s arm, “I don’t return her feelings. You’ve raised a wonderful daughter—but I don’t love her, not the way she deserves to be loved.”

  “Nolan!” His name escaped on a cry of outrage. “Don’t lie. Not now, not to my family.”

  He took her by the shoulders, his face pale and expressionless. She searched his eyes, looking for something, anything to ease the terrible pain his words had inflicted.

  “You’re sweet and talented, and one day you’ll make some man very proud—but it won’t be me.”

  “Nolan, stop this right now. You love me. You’re intimidated because of who my father is. But don’t you understand that money doesn’t mean anything to me?”

  “It rarely does to those who have it. Find yourself a nice rich husband and be happy.”

  She found his words insulting. If she hadn’t been so desperate to straighten out this mess, she would have confronted him with it. “I won’t be happy without you. I refuse to be happy.”