Bucking Wild

by Maggie Monroe

  “This is where you live?” he eyed the two-story beach house with a wraparound porch.

  “Yeah, but only one fourth of it is mine. It’s an amazing house. It was divided into apartments awhile back. I would love to see it as a whole house. It would be incredible.” I stepped out of the Jeep and nervously fidgeted with my keys.

  “Which one is yours?” He retrieved the bike from the backseat and placed it on the driveway. He wheeled it on the back tire to keep from damaging the front rim.

  I showed him where the bike rack was. I didn’t want to deal with the tire right now. I could take my car to work in the morning. “I have the corner one. A view of the ocean and the cove. If I only get part of it, at least I have the best part.”

  “No kidding.” He was already ahead of me jogging up the stairs and canvassing the porch. “Nice hammock.”

  “Thanks. I do a lot of writing out here.”

  I remembered the few notes I had scribbled early this morning. I bit my lip, wondering if this idea would work. Jake leaned against the railing and faced the boats in the marina. He was an easy-going guy, pleasant, full of smiles, flirty as hell, but that look—I recognized that look. He was searching for something, and it wasn’t in the marina. Why hadn’t I noticed that look before?

  I cleared my throat. “Would you want to help me finish the song from this morning?”

  He turned from the railing. “Ah, I’m not a songwriter, sweetheart. I don’t know how I can help you.”

  “But, you’re a writer. Maybe if I can talk through it with you, I’ll find the right words. Would you try it?” I had never asked anyone to help me write before, but maybe I needed some creative brainstorming to get things going.

  “Sure. I’ll give it a shot. But, I’m not making any promises.” He smiled.

  “Really? You’ll do it? Ok, wait right here. I’ll get my guitar.” I rushed past him to go in through the sliding door.

  “You wouldn’t have any beer in there, would you?” he called after me.

  I wrinkled my nose. “No, but I have wine.”

  “Wine will work.” He turned back to the harbor and I walked inside, giving him a chance to look for whatever he thought he was missing.

  ***

  I sputtered wine onto the front of my guitar. “You can’t be serious. You think ‘bunk’ is the way to go?” I giggled. “Ok, so you want me to sing: Your kisses make me feel drunk, when we’re together we should bunk?”

  “Pure poetry, baby.” Jake sipped on the wine.

  “Name one song that has the word ‘bunk’ in it.” I giggled again, watching him count up pretend songs on his fingers.

  “At least five that I can count.”

  “You’re a liar. There are no songs with ‘bunk’ as a lyric.” I leaned down to rest my guitar against the balcony railing.

  It had to be close to eight o’clock. We had finished a bottle of wine and one song, but neglected to eat. My head was spinning, and I knew I needed food fast.

  “I’m going to make some pasta. Want some?” I caught myself on the edge of the hammock. I had tipped a little too far forward.

  “Whoa, killer. Hold on.” He steadied me. “You ok?”

  Embarrassed, I smiled. “Yes. What’s the vote on food? I need some. Sorry, I don’t have raw meat to throw on the fire.”

  “You liked that dinner. Don’t deny it.” His hand had moved from my arm to the small of my back. His eyes dipped to the base of my throat. I wondered if he was thinking about last night. Suddenly, I was.

  “I— Yeah, I did.”

  His eyes locked on mine, and I struggled to remember which direction to turn for the kitchen. I looked at his full lips, and the chiseled line of his jaw. If I stared long enough, maybe the porch wouldn’t spin as much or maybe he would kiss me again. I was hoping for the kiss.

  “Can I help you?” He stepped away, but kept his palm firmly planted on my back. I wanted him to lean in again.

  “Yes, pasta and we might need some more wine.”

  I didn’t care if I had already passed my two-glass limit for work nights. We were having fun, and the words really did flow when he was around.

  “Show me the way.” Jake turned me toward the door, and I led him inside the apartment.

  I pulled a bottle from the wine rack and handed it to him. “Here you go. I’ll let you wrestle with the cork while I start the pasta.”

  I filled a pot with water and lit the match on the gas stove. We worked seamlessly together in the kitchen. He poured us each a full glass of wine and chopped a cucumber for the salad. Usually, I did the bare minimum for dinner, but now that I had a guest, I decided to take my cooking up a notch. I crumbled bacon into a frying pan, and started a cream sauce in another pot. This had reached a whole new level of entertaining.

  After we had devoured two servings and finished the wine, Jake took the plates to the sink and grabbed the bottle. He returned to the deck, where I had picked up the guitar. I settled on the wicker loveseat that faced the ocean. The salt air helped clear my head. I felt a little less tipsy.

  “I just had an idea,” I announced.

  “Ok, hit me. What is it?” He looked interested.

  “I reworded the entire verse. There’s no ‘bunk’ in this version,” I teased. “Instead, it should go something like...” I strummed a few notes. “I can’t stop getting drunk on your kisses, so don’t hand me tears, I want this. Don’t try to resist.”

  I looked up at Jake.

  “You wrote that just now?” he asked.

  I nodded. He was like a muse. I didn’t know those existed until now.

  “Damn, girl.”

  He placed the wine bottle on the deck and reached forward. I didn’t know what he was doing, but the guitar slipped from my grasp as he pulled it away and laid it down. From the porch, I could always hear the waves on the beach and the boats rocking in their slips, but right now, all sounds were muffled as he leaned toward me, pressing his mouth against mine.

  I clutched at his shoulders and brought him close, tasting the wine on his tongue. He was making me drunk, and every part of me told me to stop resisting and enjoy the way he made me feel.

  It didn’t take long to realize he wasn’t going to fit on the loveseat. He was half-kneeling on the deck. I nudged my way to the side, and without saying anything, reached for his hand and led him into the apartment. It seemed too bright after the darkness of the deck. I flipped the lights off.

  Jake grabbed me from behind, and pushed my hair to the side, kissing my neck. I spun in his arms, searching for his mouth. I needed those lips. They were beyond kissable.

  He grabbed me by the waist and lifted me against him. I wrapped my legs around him, squeezing hard. I didn’t know if it was because he didn’t know his way around the apartment, or because it was almost completely dark, but he moved two paces to the kitchen table and placed me on the edge before tearing at the buttons on my shirt.

  They hit the table and scattered on the floor one by one. The edge of his T-shirt was soft in my palms as I slid it upward, taking my time to trace the hard bulges of the muscles wrapping his torso. His eyes no longer looked lost. They were full of lust and longing. Longing for me. I dug into his firm backside with my heels, pushing him forward. Why were we still mostly dressed?

  I eased back on my arms, giving him a full view of what I knew he wanted. I felt the fire of his breath on my navel as I unwound my legs, allowing him to move on his own. He skimmed my stomach with his fingers, taking his time until he had my breast in his hand.

  “Yes,” I moaned and arched against the wood of the table. I wasn’t sure what I was yessing, but I liked that he was touching me and he wasn’t being gentle. He was taking what he wanted. Like I was.

  His broad shoulders loomed over me as he pushed the fabric covering my nipples out of the way and seized me with his mouth. I writhed under the torture. It was hot and sent a rush straight to the sensitive spot between my legs.

  I reached around his hips a
nd found the button to his shorts. Pressed against him like this, I could tell he was just as turned on as I was. I slipped a hand along his stomach and reached below his waist.

  “Fuck” he moaned, biting harder on my nipple.

  I whimpered with a hard shudder.

  And just like that he stopped. He stepped away from the table and turned his back.

  My shirt lay ripped open. My breasts wet from his mouth. My chest heaved from hotness I had never known. Everything in me was aching for more. It hurt. My body hurt.

  “Why-why did you stop?” I whispered.

  His forehead was pressed against the wall. Flashes of moonlight rippled across his back.

  He sighed. “Damn it. I promised myself I wasn’t going to do that to you again.”

  Now I was totally confused. Since when did guys stop in the middle of a hot hookup? It was like the Derek fiasco all over again, but so much worse.

  “But I want you to.” I tried to close the shirt without buttons. It wasn’t that easy.

  He turned toward me. “Yeah, I liked it too.” He kissed the top of my forehead, a gesture I didn’t know whether to interpret as sweet or condescending.

  “So, what’s the problem?” It was meant to be a rhetorical question.

  I could list all the possible issues of two people having crazy, off the charts sex after knowing each other for only two days, but I didn’t really want to hear it after a bottle and a half of wine.

  “Darlin’, we need to slow this down. You are sexy and beautiful, don’t misunderstand.”

  I refrained from pouting, but really that’s all I wanted to do. I was completely worked up. Each nerve in my body was on fire and ached. There was no doubt what I wanted from him. If he would only let me, I could show him it would be ok.

  “Ok, so explain some more,” I prodded.

  I decided to let go of the grip on the shirt. The fabric fell to the sides, he sighed as my breasts heaved against the exposure. It wasn’t fair to do to him, but my body was working in survival mode. It needed him.

  “My life is complicated right now. It’s not a great idea to start jumping into bed with pretty girls. Ok?”

  Pretty girls? The way he said it made me wonder how many others there were. Was there a waiting list? Of course he was gorgeous and no doubt could flirt his way into any woman’s bed, but I didn’t want doubts to start fogging my mind. We had something real. I could feel it.

  I hopped off the table, closing the distance between us.

  “That’s not an explanation.” I pointed my index finger into his massive chest.

  “You’re right. It’s not.”

  “You kissed me. You keep kissing me.”

  His eyes narrowed. “And that’s all I can think about, along with a few other things.” He paused. “But I’m not staying on Brees.”

  I shook my head in defense. “I’m leaving too. You know that.”

  He chuckled. “It’s not the same. I wish I could explain it.”

  “Try me.”

  “Chelsea, you—you’re unexpected. I never thought about something happening on Brees. I swear, I came here to be alone, but I’d be a lying bastard if I tried to tell you I don’t want to take you to your bed right now.”

  My stomach flipped, praying he would follow through with it. Why did he make me feel this way? As if I couldn’t continue breathing without his hands on me?

  He exhaled. “It wouldn’t be fair to you. Ok? And for once I’m trying to do the right thing. Can you believe that much? I’m trying to be fucking fair to you and I think this is how I’m supposed to do it.”

  “I’m not going to get hurt, Jake. I know what this is.”

  I studied his eyes. They smoldered with sexiness.

  “Do you?”

  I nodded. “Yes. It’s summer.”

  “Summer? You want to label it summer?” He sighed. “I don’t think it’s fucking summer. Because I’m having a hard time taking advantage of you. I’m fighting every instinct in my body to strip you down and do everything dirty that pops in my head. But you’re not that kind of girl. You deserve better than someone like me showing up and wrecking your life. I don’t care what season it is.”

  I shook my head. “You’re not wrecking anything.” I placed my hand on his forearm, unable to deny the spark that tingled under my fingers. “What did the last girl do to you?” I whispered.

  It had been there, I just hadn’t wanted to see it. I didn’t want to imagine him with someone else. Holding someone. Kissing someone. He was hurt. Scared. Someone had broken his trust. Damaged his soul. God, who was the evil creature who hurt him?

  He hid it behind his cocky smile. His confident charm. But I saw it—he was broken.

  He shook his head. “It wasn’t like that.”

  I raised my eyebrows. “I don’t believe you.”

  He chuckled. “Are you trying to add mind reader to lyrical genius as your list of skills?”

  “You’re not going to distract me with flirting. Even if I like the flirting.” I smiled. “You’re not going to hurt me, Jake. And I’m not going to hurt you.”

  “Trust me.” His voice deepened. “I’m saving you.”

  Damn it, he was stubborn.

  “Ok,” I whispered, taking a step closer. I trusted his words, but I also heard what his body had said. He wanted me.

  “What about kissing? Is this ok?” I asked, tracing the side of his face, pulling him to my lips, the sides of my shirt open as I pressed into his chest, making sure he felt my nipples graze against him. He exhaled.

  “Damn it,” he groaned.

  I brushed my hard tits along the ridges of his ribs. “Everything but sex?” My eyes lit to his.

  His lips crushed mine. The kiss was fast and hard. His tongue moved deeper in my mouth. He slid one hand along my back and the other roamed, palming my breast. I knew he wouldn’t be able to stay away. I moaned lightly as he twisted my nipple between his fingers. My mouth parting, sucking, and eager for him.

  I nipped at his lips. Within seconds Jake knelt in front of me, dragging my shorts to the floor with him.

  He breathed over my heat, sliding my matching lace panties over my thighs and off my ankles. I grabbed the back of his head as his tongue darted between my folds with feverish thirst.

  “Oh God,” I moaned, rocking into him, pressing my center into him without shame.

  “No sex,” he ordered.

  I nodded. “Ok, just don’t stop,” I begged, my hands urging more from his tongue.

  His eyes were locked on mine as he lapped at my juices, circling my clit before diving into my aching pussy with urgent strokes. He was hungry for me. And I craved every second of it.

  I couldn’t hold off like this. I was going to come in epic proportions. My core tightened before the anchor broke and the waves of pleasure spilled through me.

  I cried out as Jake’s tongue plunged inside me. My body convulsed with the orgasm as I tried to regain control.

  “Fuck,” he growled, looking up at me. He kissed the inside of my thigh as I started to breathe normally again. “You taste like pure sugar.”

  I sank to the floor, collapsing into his arms. I wrapped my hands around his neck.

  “I could watch you come all night.” He grinned wickedly with promise.

  “But I… what about y—””

  He dropped me to the floor with a gentle thud, canvassing my body with his hands until he was between my legs again.

  “Oh God,” I whimpered as his fingers pushed inside me while his tongue flicked over my clit.

  “I think that’s exactly what I’m going to do, darlin’.” He drew a long slow lick between my folds. “Come for me.” His eyes sparkled and I lost all control. My second orgasm dripping with a new intensity. “You’ve given me an entirely new mission, darlin’.”

  He managed to keep all his attention on me, and every time I tried to reciprocate he pinned my wrists over my head, teasing and torturing me with more pleasure. If he thought this
made me want to have sex less, he was insane. I wanted it more than ever.

  The dread hit me when I heard the crickets on my alarm chirp. How much time had passed? Had we been on the floor all night?

  “Shit,” I murmured. My lips were swollen, and my legs unsteady from coming so hard. But I didn’t want to move. I didn’t want to stop kissing him.

  A few seconds later, a second chorus of crickets started. “You too?” I looked at him.

  “Yep. Crickets.” He braced himself against the floor and played with my hair.

  “So, we found a way not to have sex all night long.” I giggled and traced his chest.

  He kissed me again on the mouth. “Looks like we did.” He closed his eyes. “What would my boss think if I called in sick today?”

  I laughed. “Uh-uh. No way. You kept me up just as much.”

  “Hey, would you mind if I jumped in the shower before work? Won’t be longer than seven minutes. I swear.”

  I smiled. “Yeah, sure. It’s right through there.” I motioned to the bedroom. We hadn’t made it past the kitchen wall last night.

  I wasn’t complaining.

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  Ben

  I placed beer bottles into the racks inside the walk-in fridge. It was forty-five degrees in the freezer, and since I didn’t get a cold shower this morning, this was doing the trick. I needed to be cooled to the bone.

  If I looked through the rows of brown bottles, I could see Chelsea at the register ringing up one of the beach customers. She was smiling at a mother and her three children loaded with plastic buckets and sandcastle molds. It looked like the kids were squabbling over who got to carry the shovels versus the sand pails.

  Last night was a first, an absolute first. A flat tire turned into something I couldn’t describe. The wine on her lips, the music floating off her tongue, took hold of me like I was a man gone crazy.

  I was going on three weeks at the campground. Maybe I couldn’t handle lonely like I thought I could. I tried to remember the last time I had spent the night with a woman and only made out with her. It was probably high school. I closed my eyes, and for a second, I felt her skin under my hands, warm and soft.