Finally, Our Forever

by Elisa Leigh

  I give in and give her my mouth. I pour all my sorrow and regret over losing her into this kiss. I apologize in the only other way I can. I’ve given her the words. I’m ready to move forward, but is she? Can she get over what I did to us?

  Pulling away from her lips, she makes the most adorable whimpering noises. “I know, baby, but I need the words. I need to know that you’re in this and are ready to move forward. I don’t want to look at the past anymore.”

  She searches my face and, after long moments, nods, only slightly. Pushing my hands into her hair, I pull it tightly, so her eyes are on mine. “Give me the words, Maci girl. Tell me what I need to hear.”

  “You say forever, and that I’m yours. What does that mean? You give me the words, Reece. I’m not jumping blindly anymore, hoping for the best. My eyes are wide open. As much as I want you to be my forever, I have Bennett to think about now as well. What do you want from me, Reece?”

  “When I say you are mine, that’s exactly what I mean. I am the only man, the only one, that will ever take any pleasure from you, starting now. Your full lips, your hot pussy, your perfect ass, and huge tits are all mine. You will never allow anyone to take pleasure from them again. I’m a greedy bastard, Maci Kate. I want all of you, and I’m done waiting. You will have no other man, because I will be your only one until our days are over.”

  With wide eyes, I think I’ve shocked her. I’m not finished yet. She wants to know what I want from her, then she’ll hear it all.

  “We will be getting married. You are going to be having my babies.” She frowns at me. “No, get that thought right out of your head. Bennett isn’t being replaced. That kid is cool as shit, and he’ll be taking my name. He deserves to have a father who wants him around and teaches him how to be a good man. He’s going to be the best big brother to all our children. He is a part of you, and when I tell you you’re mine, that includes Bennett.

  “Our future starts now, Maci. Do you hear me? If you don’t want this, you tell me now. No way in hell am I walking away from us. I’ve spent three years thinking there would never be an us. If you say you aren’t ready, that just means I have to try harder to convince you that what I say is true. I know you. The question isn’t whether I’m the man for you. We both know that I am. The question is if you can trust me to stay and to be here when the shiny rubs off and life gets real. I’m here. I’m here for every hard part and rough day. You’ve got me like you should have had me years ago.”

  “Do I have you?”

  “Yes,” she answers. “You have me, Reece Atwood. I’m yours until all my tomorrows are over, until the sun refuses to shine in the sky, and the rain no longer falls. You have all of me.”

  I don’t wait to pull her into me; I devour her mouth like I’ve wanted to all week. She’s finally mine, and I’m not holding back from her any longer. I grind my hard dick into her heated core, placed perfectly over my lap. “I need to be inside you. Now.”

  I stand up with Maci straddling my middle, carry her into her bedroom, and place her on the bed. She sits against the headboard, watching me undress. I pull my shirt over my head and unbuckle my belt. I watch her watch me, sucking on her bottom lip. It’s fucking hot to know she needs me as much as I need her. I pull my button on my jeans and zip them down.

  “Shit. Wait, Reece. I know I didn’t ask last time, but you’re clean, right? You’ve been tested since the last time you were with someone?”

  I get my jeans off, and I’m in nothing but my black boxer briefs. I go to the bed and straddle her thighs. I grab her hands in mine and pull them up, so they are covering my chest.

  “Sweetheart, you’re the only one who will ever have me. I’ve never needed to be tested. I’ve never gotten close enough to anyone to have to.”

  With wide eyes and an open mouth, she whispers, “You’re a virgin?”

  “When I was in the Marines, when I thought I had given you up for good, I tried being with a couple of women after getting drunk enough. I could never go through with it. I could never give them the part of myself I desperately wanted to give to you. When I got home and found out I couldn’t have you, I was too messed up by what I had experienced over there to care about being with a woman.”

  “You’re a virgin?” I nod sharply, not wanting to talk about this. It never embarrassed me, but now that I’m here with my angel, I’m worried I won’t be experienced enough. Over the years I fantasized about being with her, I pictured the many ways I would take her. Envisioning our first time has run on a loop through my mind since I touched her five days ago.

  “Wow. Reece, I… I know this isn’t something you want to hear right now, but I was only with David, and it has been years since the last time we—”

  I cut her off, not needing to hear this, but happy it’s only been him. “I got it, Maci. Let’s never talk about it again, okay?”

  She purses her lips together like she’s tasted something sour and nods. I pull her hoodie and her white shirt-bra thing off her. Her blush consumes her face, and her hands go to her stomach, hiding her body from me. She looks away from me and closes her beautiful eyes.

  I’m not a stupid man. I know she’s a bigger girl and has some curves and extra around the middle from when she was pregnant with Bennett. I love them, and the extra weight doesn’t bother me in the least. I find other women beautiful, but her body in any form is the only one that has ever done it for me.

  I know she’s nervous, me seeing her like this. Last time she was naked was fast, and we weren’t thinking. This time, we’re slower, and are going into this eyes wide open. I know she’s scared, and that’s the last thing I want her feeling while I’m loving her.

  I’m just going to have to show her how much I cherish her body. It won’t be a hardship, spending the rest of my life showing her, but I don’t want her to worry about what I think of it for another second.

  I kiss the valley between her breasts, slowly licking and kissing towards one, and then the other. I show her nipples the attention they deserve until, Maci’s core is grinding against my cock and she’s shoving her tits into my mouth. I kiss up her neck and kiss her deeply. Her moans are becoming louder, and the restraint I was keeping snaps.

  I pull away from her body and sit up on my knees while I remove her sexy boxers. I get up from the bed and lose the only other scrap of clothing that was keeping us from each other. I grab her ankles and pull her so she’s lying flat on the bed, before covering her body with mine and rub my aching dick along her wet slit.

  “I’m not wearing anything, Maci. You want me? You get all of me. We’re starting our forever tonight, starting our family. I hope I put a baby in you this first time, and I’m not going to give up until I see the proof that my seed has taken root inside of you. You okay with that?”

  A slow grin transforms her face. “Yes, Reece. I’m okay with that. Come here.” She pulls my face down to her and kisses me. She pours all her love into the kiss, and I feel the difference between this one and all the others we have shared. She’s all in, and she’s no longer holding onto any of the pain from before. Finally, she’s here in the moment, and the past no longer has a place in our future.

  Ten

  Maci Kate

  I can’t believe I have Reece here, on my bed, between my thighs. As many times as I pictured this scenario, I never thought he’d have those words to go with the things he’s doing to my body.

  My pussy is so wet his dick slips through my lips like smooth silk. I moan when his tip runs into my clit, rubbing it oh so right. You can hear the slick sounds of our bodies grinding against each other, and it is turning me on way more than I’d ever have thought.

  “That’s it, baby. Grind that slippery pussy all over me.”

  I moan, loving his dirty words in my ear, and continue to grind myself on him, becoming wetter than I already was.

  “You like that, don’t you my dirty girl? You like when I tell you what to do, how to do it. I know you do, your pussy is getting deliciously we
t as I’m talking.” My essence flows down my thighs, into my ass, and I feel the dirtiest I have ever been. As much as I love his filthy talk, I need him to stop teasing and to put himself inside me. I grab his hair and tip his head so he’s no longer leaving marks on my neck, but looking at me.

  “Stop playing, Reece, and fuck my pussy. I need you inside me more than I need air to breathe. Please just fuck me,” I whine, not caring at all that I just begged him to take me.

  Without hesitation, he lines his dick up at my entrance and fills me to the hilt in one swift motion. Oh my fucking God! The pain is so good.

  “This what you wanted? You needed me consuming you? You’ve got me, sweetheart. Your hot pussy is strangling my dick so good. I’m not sure I’m going to be able to move.”

  I moan. He’s right. The fit is tight, but the stretching is the most beautiful pain I’ve ever experienced. I never want it to end. I could stay like this forever, Reece and I connected in the most natural of ways. The need to move ignites within me, and I begin dragging myself up and down his long, thick cock as best as I can.

  “That’s it, baby, use me in any way you need, but be quick about it. I’m about to lose the control I’ve been holding tight.”

  “Reeeece, God, you feel so good inside me. Lose control. I want you lost to me, to us, to everything that is this moment.”

  I feel the exact moment he lets it slip. I couldn’t be happier when his hands grasp my hips and he lifts me higher, to hit me at a deeper angle.

  “God, Maci. Fuck, baby. I’m not going to last. This first time is going to be quick. I’m about to come so hard inside you.” He pounds into me relentlessly. “I’m going to come, and you’re coming with me.” He moves his hand so his thumb can strum my clit, and I explode right before he does.

  With one hand on my hip, his other hand goes behind my neck as he pulls me to his lips, kissing me to an inch of my life while continuing to elongate my pleasure with his still semi-hard dick.

  Eventually, he stops and rests his body on mine, with his head on my chest. I run my fingers through his hair, in awe of what we just shared.

  “That was everything. I can’t put into words how much it means to me that you are my first and my only. I love you, Maci Kate. I’ve loved you since I laid eyes on you when you were a baby. You were everything to me then. I didn’t know what that would mean for us later, how my love would change to something all-encompassing. Your soul is the unique perfectness that mixes with mine. You and I have created something different. We are no longer two people in this world. We are one. Nothing is going to tear you and Bennett away from me, Maci. I won’t let it. I need you by my side more than I need air to breathe. If someone tried to break us apart, there wouldn’t be much left of them once I got ahold of ‘em.”

  I squeeze him to me tightly, believing every word he says. I love him, too, every dark new edge to him that wasn’t there before he left for the Marines.

  “Nothing, Reece. Nothing will come between us. You’ve got all of me, and no one has ever had that but you.”

  “Speaking of coming. I’m going to pump so much seed inside you, you’ll be dripping with it. I’m not going to stop until it’s taken root.”

  I smack him in the chest, but can’t help my laugh at his dirty words. “You can’t say things like that.”

  “Why not? It’s true. You know our family won’t be complete until you’re growing with my baby inside you.”

  Unable to deny him, I lay my head back on his chest and dream about a little one with pretty blue eyes just like his and Bennett being the best big brother.

  ****

  The next afternoon

  “Why are you nervous?” he asks, laughing at me and my twitching legs.

  I look at him like he’s dumb. “Why am I nervous?”

  He parks in front of my parents’ house and turns to look at me. “M.K., I know that this is scary for you, but what about it is bothering you? It’s not like your parents don’t know me. Bennett and I have met, and we hit it off great. So, what’s going on in your beautiful head?”

  “You aren’t just you anymore, Reece. You’re a part of us. We are walking in there, announcing to everyone that we’re together. That is what scares me.”

  “My parents have known for a long time that I’ve wanted you. I’m sure your parents have, too. This will not be as shocking as you’re making it out to be. I’m sure they’ll be expecting it. After all, I called your daddy Thursday, asking him to keep Bennett last night.”

  “You did what now?!”

  Reece gets out on his side of the truck and walks around to my side, opening my door for me.

  “Reece! I can’t believe you did that! My God, he must be thinking—”

  He pulls me by my neck and leans in, kissing me sweetly and succinctly, shutting me up.

  “Shh, Maci baby. We’re a family now. Bennett, you, and me. This is right, how it should have been from the start. Don’t worry about the small things.”

  He kisses my forehead, and then touches his to mine.

  “I love you, Maci Kate.”

  “I love you, too, Reece.”

  Pulling back, he stands at his full height and gives me a giant smile. “Love hearing that come out of your pretty mouth. You ready now?”

  I nod and let him pull me from the truck. With my hand held snugly in his large one, we walk up to my parents’ driveway. I wanted to just walk in—I never knock on my parents’ door—but Reece stopped me and knocked. When my dad opens the door, he doesn’t say anything at first, only stares at our hands and how close we’re standing.

  “Took you long enough, Reece. You better treat them right, or I’ll beat your ass, and I’m sure your daddy will join in and help me.”

  “Yes sir, I’d expect nothing less from the men who made me into who I am today. You have to know, they’re my world. You’ve got nothing to worry about from me.”

  Daddy opens the door for us, holding it open as we pass by him.

  “Alright. Maci, your boy is in the kitchen with your momma. Reece, let’s go have a beer.”

  I make a move to walk towards the kitchen, but before I take my first step, Reece spins me around so I’m facing him.

  “Give your man a kiss.”

  I smirk at him. So demanding, this one. I fist his shirt in my hand and pull him down to me, where I’m on my tiptoes waiting for his lips. He pulls our bodies flush against each other and swipes his tongue across my lips, not taking the kiss deeper, only teasing me. He pats my butt and pushes me towards the kitchen, following me in.

  “Oh, Reece, I didn’t know you were coming by, too,” Momma says with a curious twinkle in her eyes. She’s not fooling anyone.

  “Reece!” Bennett screams and runs to him, hugging him around his legs. “Momma said you had to work, that this week was too busy for you to come over. You said you’d play with me, though. You said we’re best friends, right Reece?”

  Reece’s eyes flash with irritation before he buries it. He picks Bennett up and places him on the counter, where he sits with his legs dangling over the edge. He puts his hands on Bennett’s shoulders and squats down to his level.

  “I’m never too busy for my best friends, Bennett, and you are one of my very best friends. Your momma and I had some things to work out this week, but we figured it out.”

  “So, you’ll come over and play with me?”

  “Yes, we can go play in a little while. We’re here visiting your Nana and Papa right now. You want to come and hang out with your Papa and me?”

  Bennett pumps his little fist into the air. “Yes!” He jumps from the counter and starts to run from the kitchen.

  Reece lets a sharp whistle fly and Bennett stops in his tracks and looks back at us, focusing on Reece.

  “Bennett, we don’t run in the house. Go tell your Nana sorry and that you will do better.”

  Shocked, he nods, “Yes sir.” I don’t think anyone besides my daddy has ever gotten onto Bennett like that. David usually l
ets him do whatever he likes until it becomes too much, and then he yells and sends Bennett to his room.

  “I’m sorry, Nana. I won’t run in the house.”

  With tears in her eyes, she looks down at him and ruffles his hair. “Of course you won’t, little man. Go with Reece and watch the game with your Papa.”

  Before he walks away, I snag him around the middle and give him a tight hug and kiss the top of his little boy head. “I love you, Bennett.”

  “Love you, Momma,” he says distractedly as he trails after Reece, who’s making his way towards the living room.

  After a few moments, my mom turns to me with big, happy eyes. “He’s gonna be a great daddy to Bennett, Maci Kate.”

  God, that sentence is loaded with so much.

  I let out a slow breath that I’d been holding, still a little worried about my parents’ reaction to us.

  “He really is.”

  She pulls me into her arms and holds me tight.

  “It’s all going to work out the way it’s supposed to, Maci. You must believe that. I know it’s been a long time coming for you two, but can’t you can see how much he loves the both of you already? It’s in his words and his actions. Don’t turn away from this out of fear. I know you won’t be disappointed this time.”

  “I know, Momma. I’ve missed him for so long. He used to be everything to me. Then he went away and I wouldn’t let myself think of him. It hurt too bad, thinking about him, worrying if he’d come home, worrying about who he was spending his time with. I had to shut the idea of him out. Now it’s like, he’s here, suddenly wanting to be a big, huge, part of my and Bennett’s life. I’m giving in. I’m letting him consume me. I want him to take over our lives and bury himself deep into every crevice he can find.”

  “You take care of that man. He has his own set of demons he deals with. You give him all of you and hold onto him tight, and he will be everything you need.”