My body released the tension as the tears continued. I wanted to shatter right then, but I still didn’t have his okay to come. It wouldn’t take much for me to go over the edge.
“Open your eyes,” he softly commanded.
I saw him through my watery eyes. He looked as awed as I felt. The tears flowed and he kissed them away. He grabbed a condom from the bowl and sat up. I watched him roll it on over his hard, thick cock. I needed to feel that inside me—to come so hard around his dick. He didn’t rush in—he slid inside me inch by tantalising inch. I was going crazy, but I didn’t move. Right now my body was his to do with as he wished. I sighed when he was completely inside me, I had never been so full. I wanted to rush to the end, but it wasn’t a race. For the first time in my life I wasn’t ready for the experience to be over. My adventure into my sexual desires was at the beginning of something wonderful.
“Wrap your legs around me.”
I locked my ankles around his back. I didn’t think, I just did what he asked of me. “Now your arms.”
I let go of my grip on the bar and squeezed him to me. I felt enveloped in Ren. He was everywhere. He rocked his hips and I met him with mine. Slow, just like everything was with Ren. He took his time moving in and out of me. His arms started to quiver around me. He lifted a little and sat up so I clung to him, not ready to let go of his delicious body. The press of him against me let me know he was there in the moment with me and I didn’t want to lose that.
He gave over some of his control. He moved his hands to my hips up and down so I rode this beautiful man in front of me. My body locked around his because this moment, this night—I wanted it to last forever.
Ren gripped my ass, helping me along. Our movements picked up speed. My breasts pressed against his chest and I kissed every inch of his face until our lips collided. Ren’s hips went faster, pumping deep and hard into me. I was so close I could almost taste it—that orgasm just out of my reach. I needed something more to push me over the edge.
“Please, sir. Harder,” I begged—the ‘sir’ fell easily from my lips.
Ren stopped moving and pressed his whole body on top of me. When my back hit the mattress he pounded into me, his hips jackrabbiting. I had to brace myself against the headboard. Closer. I just needed—oh god, so close. I was right there ready to explode. I had to—I—oh god.
“Come for me, pretty baby.”
And that was it. What I needed. I came apart in his arms. I thought my first orgasm of the night was the best I’d ever had until this moment. Everything about this was perfect.
Ren moved off the bed and I opened my eyes just a little to see what he was doing. He’d disposed of the condom and brought a towel back to the bed from the dresser. The place was well stocked. He wiped my face first and kissed each cheek before he cleaned me up, then he threw the towel with the other sheets by the door.
I didn’t want to move. That had been the most powerful moment of my life by far. What was the etiquette? Should I get dressed and leave? God, I hoped not. I had no idea what time it was and really, I didn’t care as long as I didn’t have to leave.
“Stop thinking. Rest.” Ren pulled me to him and cuddled me into his side. I placed my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat slowly and steadily, just like the man himself.
What would it be like to belong to him for real? To be his pet, like he called me. I didn’t think I could let someone boss me around twenty-four-seven. Was that what he wanted or was I just his plaything for the night? Did he do this with other women?
I shifted around, took a deep breath and opened my mouth to say—something. I had no idea what, but I didn’t speak and I couldn’t get comfortable so Ren pulled me tight to him.
“Ask and stop fidgeting.”
He used that commanding tone of his that I had to follow.
“I—” Shit. What did I say? I still had no clue how I could ask if he only wanted a fuck buddy or if he was looking for more? We’d only just met. Would I be coming on too strong?
“You—what? Ask me, Elli. Stop worrying and find out what you want to know.”
He was petting me again, like his strength could give me the courage I needed.
“Do you pick a different girl every night? Should I leave? I don’t know what—”
He didn’t let me finish. He moved his hand over my mouth so my words would stop. I nodded to let him know I was listening and he removed his fingers.
“Relax, my pet. You’re always in such a rush. I’ll have to help you with that. This is not the norm for me in any way at all. I had a partner, but we broke it off. She wanted things I couldn’t offer. I’ve been searching for months to find someone I could be compatible with. When I heard about the mixer tonight I decided to give it a try, I usually steer clear of new recruit night. I had no need for it when I was with my last sub. I was about to leave when I saw you on the phone. You looked like you were going to bolt before you went to that table. I was intrigued so I approached you. Now here we are.”
“But—”
“Elli, it doesn’t matter that we’ve just met. I’m not asking you to marry me or anything. Now go to sleep and we’ll talk more later. You wore me out.”
I opened my mouth to speak again and Ren slapped my ass.
“Don’t make me get the ball gag. Sleep.”
I closed my eyes thinking I wouldn’t be able sleep, my mind still racing with all kinds of questions, but his breathing lulled me into slumber.
When I woke up Ren was nowhere to be found. The room had been tidied up and the sheets were off the floor. I noticed a hamper to the side of the dresser. He must have covered me after I’d fallen asleep—the blanket felt warm and heavy. I threw it off me and wondered if I needed to toss it into the hamper. I was afraid to look and see if the other linens where in there or if someone had come by while I’d slept.
My heart ached. Ren had talked a good game, but now he was gone. I should have realised it was all just a sex game to the experienced man. I looked around the room, but couldn’t find my clothes anywhere. Bad form. He’d left and taken my clothes. What kind of man did that?
The door opened and I scrambled for the bed and hid under the sheet.
“Ah! You’re awake.”
Ren? I peeked over the covering to see him carrying a tray of something along with my clothes. My mouth dropped open, then closed slowly. I was speechless, but happy. I couldn’t stop the smile spreading across my face even if I wanted to.
He hadn’t left me.
“You were rushing again, weren’t you, pet? I thought you might so I took your clothes with me. I didn’t want you to be gone when I got back.”
I looked down, ashamed of my actions. “I just thought—”
I felt a finger under my chin and looked up. Ren gave me a hard peck to the lips and moved away. He’d set the tray on the dresser along with my clothes. He took a moment to undress. Ren tossed his shirt aside and I couldn’t help but stare. The man was breathtaking. His slacks came off next and he wasn’t wearing anything else.
“You thought I’d left you here after last night. No jumping ahead,” Ren scolded. “Take some time to enjoy life. Are you hungry?” He brought the tray to the bed and settled his back against the headboard, just barely missing the bar attached to it.
“Yes. I’m starving actually.” I moved closer, but it must not have been close enough.
Ren moved some things off the bedside table and put the tray out of the way. He picked me up and set me on his lap.
“The kitchen here is excellent.” Ren grabbed something from the tray and rubbed it against my lips. I looked down to see a strawberry.
I opened my lips to accept the fruit, attempting to bite down but he pulled it away, playing with me. I opened again and waited.
“That’s my pretty pet. Go ahead, take a bite.”
I bit down and a strawberry had never tasted better.
“Mmm…that’s good,” I moaned. I really was hungrier than I thought I would
be.
Finished with the first bite I opened my mouth and Ren offered me a grape. I waited again for him to tell me to enjoy the fresh fruit.
“So lovely,” he whispered.
The awe in his tone made my body heat up, but I didn’t look away at his compliment this time and he smiled at me.
He fed me more grapes and strawberries as well as a few chunks of pineapple. I was full in no time.
“May I feed you?” I asked.
“Yes, pet.” Ren grinned at me and happiness spread through my body. I knew now that I could please him with my actions.
“I like it when you call me that—pet.”
“Then I’ll have to use it more.” He winked at me.
I slid a strawberry across his lips; he opened up just enough to take a bite. I wanted to try something else so I placed a piece of pineapple between my lips and offered it to him. He swept his tongue across my mouth as he lapped at the juice, never fully taking the tantalising piece of fruit. He sucked at it and nipped, but didn’t bite down.
My pussy was already getting wet. Who knew that feeding someone could be so exciting! But I let the feeling simmer. I didn’t want to be accused of rushing again.
He finally took the fruit from my lips. I watched, fascinated, as he chewed and swallowed my offering. Next I reached for another strawberry. I didn’t tease Ren like he had me. I put the strawberry to his lips and he sucked the whole piece in along with my fingers. I left them in his mouth, loving the pull he gave to them. I removed my hand and after he was done chewing he grabbed it before I could get another piece of fruit. He sucked the juice off my fingers.
I didn’t think I’d ever seen anything sexier. This continued until our tray was empty and I pouted a little because the small intimacy was something foreign to me and it was over too soon. The questions could wait for now because Ren was right—I didn’t need to rush.
He was hard between us. He’d enjoyed the feeding as much as I had. I wondered—
“May I suck your cock?” I stumbled over the last word.
Ren nodded.
It was my turn to explore his body and he let me. I kissed my way down to his dick. It was long and thick. No wonder I’d felt so full last night! I grasped him with my hands and nuzzled his balls before sucking one into my mouth. Ren moaned above me and his cock throbbed. I was going to suck him into my mouth, but he stopped me. Did I do something wrong?
I looked up and he had a condom in his hand. I didn’t like the taste of rubber and it must have shown on my face.
“Elizabeth, we don’t really know each other. It’s better to be safe right now.”
And right then I knew I could fall in love with this masterful man. He’d thought of my safety before his own pleasure. I moved enough so he could roll the condom down his length. I wrinkled my nose at the smell, but took the head of his dick into my mouth. I sucked and licked my way underneath the head of his cock. I remembered the men in that other room. How the dominant man fed his cock to his submissive, forcing him to take every inch. I wanted Ren’s hands in my hair, tugging me where he wanted me, to take control of the blow job. I wanted to be the submissive—to have my lover look at me with the same tenderness I’d seen the two men show each other.
He must have understood my dilemma when I paused. I put my hands beside his hips and opened my mouth so I wasn’t touching any part of him, but I was ready and willing to let him use me.
Ren tangled his hands in my hair and I sighed. He tugged and the pull against my scalp made me squirm, but I kept my mouth at the ready. He eased his length inside. I had to widen to take him in. I ran my tongue up and down him as he continued, not stopping until he reached the back of my throat, I gagged a little, but I was able to breathe through my nose. I wasn’t going to let him leave yet. I swallowed and he twitched, so I did it again. He stopped where he was and I fought the panic of not being able to breathe. Closing my eyes, I trusted that he would allow me to take a breath when he was ready. Nothing mattered in this moment but his enjoyment. I swallowed again and again until he pulled out completely. I whimpered at the loss then took in a couple of quick breaths before he repeated the process. I wanted to touch myself, I was so turned on. He was controlling my every breath, and I loved it. We fell in to a rhythm a few more times before he stopped.
I was dazed by the experience, panting, but wanting more.
“I’m going to come inside your pussy, pet, not your talented mouth. Now get up here and mount me. I want to play with your breasts.”
I scrambled to obey, positioning my body over his as he guided me down. He was still very much in control. Ren didn’t let me hurry. I didn’t move once I was settled fully on his cock. We sat that way for a couple of minutes. He palmed my breasts and squeezed the nipples, tugged and pinched until the pleasure almost pushed me over the edge. It sent sharp arousal through every inch of my body. I felt his pull all the way to my pussy, but didn’t move. He hadn’t told me I could.
Finally his hands fell away and he rested them on my hips, moving me slowly up and down. He set the tone; I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the sensations as he went deeper and deeper inside me. The pace made me crazy with desire, but he wouldn’t speed up. Even when I went to take control, he stopped me. I squirmed, but to no avail. He gave and I took—those were the rules Ren had set up for me. I framed his strong shoulders with my hands. I wanted to feel as much of his warm skin as I could.
“Hold me tight.”
It was the only warning I got before he placed his feet on the bed and moved his hips. I braced my feet on the bed too, taking some of my weight off him as he thrust harder and harder. I slammed my body down on his; he let me control my own movement. This time we both raced to the finish line. He rolled us over and covered me completely. This was my favourite position because I could watch him and wrap my whole body around his. I didn’t feel suffocated—I felt safe and secure. I scratched his back, urging him on. I bit his shoulder and he howled for me, his body tense over mine. I continued to move, getting closer and closer to the end. I was at the edge just waiting for those words I needed to hear.
“Come,” Ren panted in my ear.
That pushed me over. The one word I had waited for. On his say so it triggered my release. I couldn’t contain the joy and I screamed as my body milked his cock. The whole club had probably heard me, but I didn’t care.
Ren collapsed on top of me and I loved his weight. I was safe here next to him and he wouldn’t let anything bad happen to me.
He didn’t stay in that position for long, switching so I was on top of him. I cuddled into his chest and my heart rate slowed, matching his beat for beat. The connection I felt towards him was great and I wanted to know more. I needed to know about him. I hoped he’d talk to me because I didn’t want this to end here.
“Do you always think this much after sex? I must not be doing something right,” he said with a chuckle.
I smiled against his chest and kissed it, his hair tickling my nose.
“Sorry. I usually can’t stop thinking.”
“Even during—” He paused as if he didn’t want to finish the sentence.
“Not with you. You give me—silence. With you I can enjoy and not over-think things to death.”
He grinned down at me and ran his hands over my body, his touch warm and sure. I loved his hands on me and could’ve stayed there for eternity.
“You said before this isn’t your norm. But what is? Shouldn’t we see if we’re compatible in other ways? I want to know you. To know what you like, what you want, who you are,” I rushed my words then bit my lip waiting for his response.
“I want a relationship. I did the whole different person every night thing when I was younger and it gets old fast. I’m not into dominating every aspect of someone’s life. I’m too old for that. I want someone who can think for themselves, but when it comes to the bedroom I want complete control.”
He stopped like he was waiting for me to say something, but I wanted
to hear more. I was relieved that he wasn’t into the whole twenty-four-seven thing. That was my biggest worry.
“I should ask what your limits are. So far you’ve not said your safe word.”
“I—shit. This is hard.”
“I’m not judging you. You wanted to talk.”
“I know, but it’s still hard. I don’t know what my limits are. Up until today I’ve led a pretty vanilla life. I’ve always wanted—something, I just didn’t know what. When you saw me I was going to leave. My friend talked me into coming here.”
“Remind me to give her a gift.” Ren hugged me to him.
“Monty would like that, I’m sure. She is all about presents. Can we—” I didn’t know what exactly I wanted to say.
“Yes? You won’t know until you ask,” Ren teased.
“Go on a date? Is that okay?” I rushed the words out.
“You mean am I just going to leave you here and not find out more? You have to be crazy. You’re a perfect match for me in the bedroom. So far. We still have some things to explore. And I told you, I’m looking for a relationship, not a hook up. I was going to settle for one if that was what you wanted because I had to have you. But, no, I want more.” Ren kissed my head.
“Oh, thank goodness. I thought—well, at first it was—then I—but you—wasn’t sure.” I was babbling, making no sense what-so-ever.
“Breathe. Calm down.”
Ren was good for me. He made me take the time I didn’t know I needed.
“This is hard. I haven’t had many relationships and none of them felt right. But with this, I want to explore, to get to know you better and I’m happy you feel the same way.”
“Good. Now that we have it established that we’re going to explore where this is going let’s enjoy the rest of the night. I have to leave soon and I’d like to hold you and savour the moment.”
“I can do that,” I agreed.
We lay like that for a few minutes or hours, I couldn’t say which. It was peaceful, so nice compared to my normal get up and go-go-go life. I was always on the move running towards the next goal in my life. With Ren, I didn’t have to do that and it was amazing.
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