Spectyr to-2

by Philippa Ballantine

  I survived. I triumphed, the Rossin thought, even as the unfamiliar edge of fear began to gnaw at him. Yet there was something else . . .

  He looked east, feeling a tug in that direction and knowing full well what it meant. Only one other possible home for him remained—the sister of this body, the young one, Fraine.

  The Rossin knew very well that it was no coincidence that both Raed and Fraine were here now, so close and in the domain of Hatipai. She might not yet have a usable body, but his enemy had allies, human and otherwise. She always had.

  His huge head swung back toward the distant yet looming Temple. If they found what was hidden there—

  That thought decided the Rossin. Flinging back his head, he let out a thundering roar that bounced off the red mud buildings. It was his defiance and his warning to Hatipai. Her star had not yet risen so far that he could not knock it back down.

  The Rossin sprang down from the building and landed right among a train of camels heading in the opposite direction. They brayed and danced and kicked to get away. Chaos as always followed in the Rossin’s wake.

  Men and beasts in the pack train panicked. Loads strapped to the camels’ backs were flung loose as the animals bucked and spat and tried to get out of the lion’s way.

  For his part, the geistlord hissed, snarled and struck out. The smell of animal sweat and panic mingled with that of heady, iron-rich blood, and for a second he went mad with it. The Rossin bit down and ripped out the throat of a beast that got in his way. The spurt of life into his mouth was a brief joy, but he remembered his goal, whirled on his back paws and sprang up the road toward the Temple.

  The road was busy, packed with merchants, guards and every kind of humanity in between. The Rossin plowed through them, scattering the travelers like chaff. He snapped and bit while he went but did not stop to enjoy the sensation of destruction. His concentration was focused on the road and the Temple ahead. He had to get there and make sure the unholy device of the Ehtia was secure.

  At the gates to the town a squadron of Chiomese guards were able to throw together a defense. They could not have missed the rising screams and roars that marked his coming, and so the portcullis was being lowered behind them and riflemen were ranged on the battlements above.

  These recent inventions were not to the Rossin’s liking, and he bellowed his rage. They responded with a volley of rifle fire that filled the air with buzzing lead. When they struck the great lion’s patterned hide they hurt. They made him snap and snarl, but the pain was fleeting, his body knitting and healing what humanity wounded. The Rossin had fought far more deadly foes than a group of mere guards.

  As swordsmen rushed out bravely to confront him, the Beast leapt in among them, streaks of his own blood drying in his fur. The guards didn’t stand a chance, but the Rossin appreciated their bravery even as he ripped and shredded them. He tore shields away and clawed through armor, yet many survived. Those who got knocked down or broke and ran, he left.

  The Temple was not getting any closer. The Rossin charged the portcullis, hearing more guards running down from inside the tower. For creatures with such short life spans, they were in an awful hurry to waste themselves under his claws. However, he could not tarry to aid them in their destruction. The portcullis rattled and shook in its casing but was made of stern iron. The outraged guards were yelling and shooting. The noise drove the frustrated Rossin to the breaking point.

  With a heave of his muscular shoulders the Beast flung his whole weight and might against the gate. The metal did not give at first, but his sharp ears heard the sound of the mud brick walls groaning under his assault. Again and again under the rattle of rifle fire the Rossin threw himself against the portcullis, roaring and snarling as he had not since the Break. Eventually the walls could take no more, and around the gate the bricks cracked like dropped eggs. Huge pieces of red earth fractured and flew away in thick shards.

  And then with a massive shrieking groan, the gate toppled. The Rossin came with it as it slammed into the ground. The iron hadn’t stopped ringing and the dust had not even settled before the lion was off and running. Soon he had left the rifle shots and the shouting guards behind.

  The streets in the city were mercifully clear—so the great lion knew that alerts must have been sounded. He took the chance and bunched his muscular haunches under him and bounded through the streets, heading straight for the Temple.

  Luckily, all the main roads led to her place. Hatipai was predictable in that way. All the geistlords who survived as she did had suffered the same arrogance—they began to believe what their worshippers told them. They began to believe they were indeed gods. This weakness made them much easier to find.

  The Rossin leapt up stacked crates in the marketplace onto the red rooftops of the city. Below he could see streams of people running through the streets. They were singing and dancing, waving their hands about and laughing. As much as he wanted to be down there among them, tasting their blood, he knew that his great enemy was near. He could in fact hear her.

  His lip pulled back from his long fangs, and a snarl rumbled in his chest. Her voice ran through the ether. Come to me, my children. I have retur. To her followers it would have been a beautiful balm, a siren song; to the Rossin it was an irritating buzz that set his fur to standing on end.

  So he would save his rage for her and not the foolish humans. The great cat’s claws clenched on the mud brick, and then he leapt across to the next rooftop, following the direction of the crowd below.

  The Temple stood in a square and reeked of faith and desperation—her stock in trade. The large carved representation of her lay sprawled on the roof, and the Rossin could not be sure that she wasn’t smiling. Yet he could not smell her nearby.

  The great Beast roared again. A group of more guards, only half a dozen, were clad in red and standing by the Temple doorway. The Rossin recognized them as Imperial, and his stride faltered. Was he too late?

  The one advantage faith did bring to Hatipai was that she had had and most assuredly still did have plenty of unquestioning followers to do her bidding. She didn’t need to be corporeal or even the littlest bit present at this moment to have her will carried out.

  However, there was still a chance. He bounded up the stairs, sailing over the heads of the astonished guards in a leap that carried him to the doorway. That was when he saw the woman standing in the shadows, waiting.

  The Rossin snarled and brought himself up short before reaching her, because she held in her hand the one thing that he had feared. The foolish Ehtia might have gone, but they had left behind plenty of dangerous devices. Things that even a geistlord might find of use.

  The Ehtia device was a sphere of glass filled with that strange silvery substance—the very one he had helped Onika of Chioma rip from his mother centuries before. They had been uncomfortable allies back then, but both of them were aware that Hatipai would destroy the world eventually. The Rossin had never wanted the world to end. He liked the blood, the flesh and the freedom here. Why Onika had turned against his mother the geistlord did not ask nor care to ask.

  Yet the Prince was not here.

  The dark-haired woman holding the Ehtia sphere had that glazed look in her eyes, the look that the Rossin had not forgotten after all this time. Hatipai might not yet have form, but she had presence in this woman. She held the sphere aloft and smiled at him. It was not a human smile.

  “Too late, old friend,” she whispered, and the voice came from no human lungs—instead it was coming from a very long way off.

  The cat’s head flicked up, looking for the light that would signal she was nearby, but there was none. Hatipai was taking the safer option and remaining incorporeal.

  It was too late; the Rossin realized that. Now the only option was too flee and protect the body and bloodline he had. Swinging around on his haunches, he changed the flesh to his avian form. Wide wings sprouted from his back, and his feline head shifted to that of a massive eagle, but the rest of his
body remained that of the lion. The Rossin leapt to the sky, knowing his escape would be a momentary reprieve. If his enemy succeeded, then running would become his only chance. He would find the female Deacon—she might fill the gap left by the now-weak Prince.

  Hatipai had been nothing if not relentless in all the time he had known her. She had shown no mercy for their kind, perhaps even less than what little she showed the humans.

  However, the geistlord was wrong. Immediately and suddenly wrong. This was not beginning of his flight—this was the end.

  The sky darkened in a moment, and the clouds that caused it were nothing natural. It was her followers. Every soul who had worshipped Hatipai filled with an intense hatred of the geistlords. The Rossin’s newly formed wings had only lofted him to the height of the buildings around him when the swarm of spectyrs descended.

  Like diving eagles they shot through him, leaving no physical mark but ripping through the geistlord and taking away a little of his power. It would take more than one to bring down the Rossin—but this was a cloud of them, thicker and more deadly than a thunderstorm. They flew through the geistlord with their anger and their pain and their loss.

  Each one pierced him. He screamed and howled and batted his wings, trying to rise above them, to flee into the open sky. Yet they kept coming.

  The Rossin roared and fell, tumbling back to earth with the cry of a frustrated eagle. Nothing remained to save himself, as he smashed into the ground only a few feet from the steps on which the woman stood.

  The spectyrs were remorseless. Each one was ripping away at his strength, and he was given no choice. He had to flee back deeper inside his host or be lost entirely.

  As the Rossin released control, he heard the woman approach, her boots rapping on the cobble street, and he smelled death wrapping around him. She bent down and whispered into his ear, “You see, old friend, it is as I promised—you will pay for what you did to me.”

  What she meant to do, the Rossin had a very good idea. He didn’t want to, but he did the only thing now possible. Taking hold of the Deacon Bond, he called to the female. Now she was his only hope. She would save him in the name of his host. She had to.

  Voishem was an exhausting rune to hold up by herself, so by the time Sorcha was free of the palace, she was staggering.

  Emerging through the outermost palace wall, she took a ragged, gasping breath. It felt like it was the first she had taken since before the ghast appeared. Her heart thundered in her chest, and her whole body shook. Everything was spinning and out of focus so that she thought she might throw up her breakfast.

  If any Chiomese guards came upon the Deacon now, there wasn’t a thing she could do about it. They could have sliced her into a million tiny pieces, and Sorcha would not be able to raise a hand to stop them. Even breathing was an effort. Only the firmness of the wall at her back kept her sitting up, which was ironic, after running through so many.

  She pushed her hair back out of her eyes and with numb fingers tried to tuck the loose strands back into the braid. This simple habit gave her a moment to recover herself. When she was done, Sorcha looked about to see where she’d come out.

  By sheer happenstance she’d not directly appeared near any main road. Instead she was in the shade of a guard tower. Perhaps this was not the luckiest place, but when she’d run it had been completely blind, so she was lucky she’d not dropped into a cesspit or materialized over a cliff.

  Cautiously Sorcha flicked her cloak out, and on hands and knees, not yet daring her feet, she crawled to the outer edge of the tower to peer around it. Perhaps it was a kind of arrogance to imagine that all of the palace’s attention was directed at finding her, because what she saw before her implied that the Rossin had also made quite the impression.

  The Beast ad cut a wide swath through the guards and citizens of the Hive City. Bodies were still lying about, as if a very angry small child had cast them right and left while leaving a very large nursery. Except there was blood—lots and lots of blood. As a Deacon, Sorcha had seen plenty of such atrocities. What concerned her more was Raed. He had mentioned that he only remembered flashes of what the Rossin did while in possession of his body—but they were enough to weigh him with guilt and revulsion.

  Sorcha sat back and leaned against the wall for the moment. Losing both men was unacceptable. Though she had no idea where her partner was, she could feel the tug of the Rossin inside her. The rampant delight in blood and chaos was such a heady mix that she had to pull back or be lost in it.

  “Unholy Bones,” Sorcha whispered and slumped back on her heels to slide her head into her hands. Passing through so many walls and using Voishem more than she ever had before had taken every ounce of her strength. She was unsure how much more she had to give. Without Merrick she was risking her life and her sanity drawing on the runes.

  Though Raed was out there, if she made any move toward him, she was bound to get caught by the guards. Sorcha clenched her jaw tight, feeling a very odd sensation—a mixture of panic and desperation. Yet driving it was something even stranger—loneliness.

  “What do I do?” she said to absolutely no one.

  Ever since she could remember she had been surrounded by Deacons: teachers, fellow Initiates and her partners. Even before she had mastered the runes she had felt part of something greater and had known that whatever she did, they would be there to catch her.

  No, Sorcha thought, I am not going to cry. To do so would have been weak and pointless.

  Taking a deep breath, Sorcha pulled out a cigar from her pocket and lit it as a way of trying to find her focus. Pulling the thick smoke into her mouth, she held it there, letting it tingle on her tongue as she thought as logically as she could.

  She could go to the Abbey in the city to throw herself on the mercy of her fellow Deacons, yet there was Hatipai hanging over that option like a dark cloud. The Prince himself had said he could not trust his Deacons—so there had to be some corruption there that the Mother Abbey was not aware of. It would not be the first time, she thought with a wry twist of her mouth. The Order she had once thought of as a towering megalith of protection for the common folk had lately been proven full of cracks.

  Since the goings on in Ulrich, she was disabused of her former certainty in the sanctity of the Order. The Deacons, which Sorcha loved and believed in, had been compromised in both Ulrich and the capital of Vermillion. The Chiomese outposts were very different from any she’d ever seen—but the attachment to Hatipai made every one of her instincts prickle. Lately she had been forced to rely on her instincts more and more, but comfort she had once had in the Order she really did miss. Especially at moments like this.

  However, throwing herself on the mercy of the Prince was just as dangerous. Looking down, Sorcha realized both her shirt and her arms were caked in blood, some of it dry and some of it still damp and sticky. If she was to do anything other than cower in this place, she had to fix that.

  Burying her fingers in the sand, Sorcha used a handful to scrub as best she could. It got rid of most of the blood but dirtied her in equal measure. Her cloak was easy enough to turn around. The strange thought that popped into her head that the last time she had done this was at the funeral procession for Arch Abbot Hastler. Shortly after that, she and Merrick had broken the Young Pretender out of prison.

  Raed . . . She swallowed. This was another mess for them—another one that meant more running and less time to be together. Even so, it wasn’t as if they could ever be an actual couple—a Pretender to the throne she had sworn to protect. Yet apparently her emotions knew none of that. She’d run through all the possibilities—and only he remained.

  Propping her cigar on her boot, Sorcha closed her eyes and pushed out. The Bond, which she had made with so little thought, connected them and made it impossible for him to be lost as long as he was in the same world.

  Something was wrong. Sorcha’s head began to hurt as she concentrated. Pain flared suddenly along every nerve ending she had, an
d the cause was the Bond. The Deacon pressed harder even as the agony continued. The Rossin was there, wrapped around Raed, but somehow shrinking and sliding away. The smell of sweat and panic filled her nostrils right up until the moment she could take no more.

  With a shuddering breath she had to let go of the Bond. With the second round of the shakes setting in, Sorcha picked up her cigar and sucked a mouthful of smoke. It helped distract her from the echoes of pain still running through her body—since it felt like every muscle was spasming to its own rhythm. So she sat very still until it passed, focusing on the fact that, whatever else may be happening, Raed was still alive. What she did hold on to very tightly was that he was still alive.

  Once Sorcha had finished, she stubbed out the cigar, brushed off her clothing as best she could, then with a little twinge of guilt, turned her cloak inside out and tucked the badge of the Eye and the Fist into her pocket. If the Order wasn’t going to look after her, then she would have to look after herself.

  Merrick, she thought as she set off toward the Temple: Come back soon, because, by the Bones—I need your help.

  TWENTY-FOUR

  Return to Reality

  Merrick could not recall having fallen into sleep—yet he must have. His last memory was the smoothness of Nynnia’s skin, the warmth of lovemaking and the feeling of completeness. Unfortunately these were not sensations that could last.

  I had to have this. He heard her in his dreams, her voice ringing like a crystal bell far off in the distance. I had to have this moment with you. I had to not just because it happened but for us. When I saw you that first time I had not forgotten your touch, your love. It was because of you I chose to be born back into the world.