Be Mine (A Smut Collection)

by J. L. Beck

  I swiveled around heading for the front door, my hand clasping onto the metal door handle just as Kyle spoke again.

  “She’s my little girl, Nash. Treat her right.” I paused waiting to see if he would say anything else. “I’m not in a place in my life right now to handle this, but I promise you one day I’ll come around. Just do right by her… Promise me?” Kyle was heartbroken, so I did as he asked of me before walking out the door.

  “I’ll do right by her forever. She’s my girl.” With that said, I left, letting Kyle figure out his life on his own.

  Carly would be fine with me by her side. If anyone would ensure that she had a good life, it was me.

  I would give her kids. Marry her and provide her with every single want and need she could possibly have. I would spoil and nurture her.

  I would love her.

  Epilogue

  Carly

  1 year later

  I was literally the size of a house; my feet were swollen and my belly was swollen and yet Nash still thought I was good enough to eat day in and day out.

  “I don’t want to go to dinner. Can’t I just sit at home in my yoga pants and eat doughnuts for dinner?” I pouted, stepping into a summer dress that just seemed to make my already huge belly bigger.

  “Carly, I will paddle your behind if you do not get your ass out here in a dress in five seconds.” I smiled, adjusting my hair knowing that he meant and would come in here and paddle my behind, which would then lead to sex, and us being late.

  “Carly.” He said my name with a warning, and I decided it would be a good idea to just go. Waddling out into the living room, my eyes caught on a black box that sat in his hand. What was that?

  “What’s that?” I questioned eagerly, walking faster over to the couch. He smirked like an asshole, pulling the box just out of my reach.

  “Your present.”

  “Well if it’s mine then give it to me.” I raised an eyebrow, challenging him. I loved this game that we played, pushing each other every day.

  “Sit down, Ms. Impatient, or I’ll give you something, alright.” I giggled, taking the seat next to him.

  “Sitting.” I commented, with an open hand. He shot me a you must want spanked look.

  “I got this made for you last year but never gave it to you. Not because I didn’t want to, but because I wanted to save it for our one year anniversary.” I swooned. I seriously had the best boyfriend in the entire world.

  He placed the black box in my hand and watched me with excitement as I popped the box open. My eyes landed on a sterling silver bracelet with little letters attached to it. I plucked the bracelet from the box and eyed it, reading each letter until I could make it all out.

  “Nash’s Girl.” I stared at it. My dad had given me a necklace that said Daddy’s girl on it last year around this time, as well.

  “Now you have a piece of us both with you.” He understood that I loved my dad and that my relationship with him was important, but that the love I had for him, and him alone, was a different kind of love.

  Tears pricked at my eyes, things with my dad were still tense but they were better than they were. Nash and I moved into a bigger house so our family could grow and I was working on my degree at the college across town.

  “Nash. I fuckin’ love you.” I cried, letting him place the bracelet on my wrist. He was right, now I had something from both of them.

  “As do I. I love you. Our unborn son. This home. Our relationship. Your pussy.” He winked. “But mostly the fact that you gave yourself to me when you could’ve given yourself to anyone else.”

  When his lips touched mine, my entire body lit up. Air filled my lungs and Cohen started kicking against my belly, knowing Mommy was getting all hot and bothered by Daddy.

  “Cohen says he loves you too.” I whispered against his lips, and Nash pulled away from me for a second to touch my belly and feel his kicks.

  “I can’t wait to meet you, little guy.” He spoke directly to my belly, his lips skimming over the fabric of my dress. I was lucky and in love. Age was nothing but a number when you loved someone.

  Santa’s Assistant

  A Holiday Romance

  J.L. Beck

  Chapter One

  Lucy

  My eyes slid over the sign up sheet hanging up on the break room door. It was that time of year again, when Walker industries did their annual toys for tots kids drive and the employees volunteered to help hand toys out and do other festive things in honor of the company.

  “Thinking of helping this year…?” Mandy a fellow co-worker I talked to here and there questioned me, forcing my eyes from the paper and to her face.

  “Possibly, just depends.” I shrugged. It was either help, or go to my overly prude parent’s house for an evening of family fun.

  Mandy smiled, her bright green eyes shimmering in the overhead lights. “That’s great, I think I’ll volunteer too maybe the same time that Nicolas does.” I could tell from the way her voice went all breathy that she was just as attracted to our boss as I was, except I made it about ten time less obvious than she did. Though I knew I wasn’t alone in my feelings, nearly every woman in the office had made a statement about him in one way or another.

  I chanced a glance at Nicolas’s over my shoulder. He was sitting on a desk across the room talking to Perry the accounting director. He was wearing a white button down dress shirt that was tucked into a pair of very expensive dress pants. The sleeves of his shirt were rolled up showing very impressive forearms.

  Oh how I would love to be wrapped up in those big arms of his.

  Nicolas’s Walker looked like a model that should be gracing the cover of GQ instead of sitting on a desk in a high-rise office building.

  “Is he not the most beautiful specimen of a man you’ve ever seen?” Mandy questioned her voice just above a whisper as she noticed me watching him from across the room.

  “He’s…” I licked my lips, nervous for the first time in forever. “Yeah he is, but that doesn’t mean he will ever notice women like us Mandy. I’ve seen the chicks he goes for and they definitely aren’t his employees.” I didn’t want to have this conversation with her nor did I openly speak about how attracted I was to my boss. Not to anyone, not even Mandy even though we had a closer relationship than I did with anyone else here.

  Instead I gripped my coffee cup more firmly and brushed past her entering the break room. The pitter-patter of feet directly behind me told me she had followed me.

  “Why did you just walk away?” I could see the hurt in Mandy’s bright green eyes. They didn’t call her the gossip queen for nothing. I had seen this behavior before, and anytime you turned her down for a juicy conversation she got upset.

  “I’m not going to openly talk about him when he’s sitting a mere ten feet away from us.” I scolded her, placing my cup on the counter and pouring some coffee into it. There wasn’t enough caffeine in the world to handle today.

  “Well, if what you said about him taking notice of us is true then we have nothing to worry about, right?” A mocking smile pulled at her lips.

  I rolled my eyes, “Mandy, it still doesn’t mean we should talk about…” I stopped mid-sentence as Nicolas himself walked into the break room, his mere presence stealing all the oxygen from my lungs. This man could command a room with a single look, hell he could command me too.

  Whenever he was around I was a nervous wreck. My tongue slipped out over my lips wetting them, a heat filling my belly and working its way down into my nether region.

  I was like a bunny in a trance, the prey to the big bad wolf. My eyes refused to leave his even as he made his way over to Mandy and I. His large body moving with ease, as if he was as light as feather.

  “Mandy. Lucy.” His voice was like honey, smooth, and rich, it resonated through me, leaving an everlasting affect on my body.

  “Mr. Walker.” Mandy’s voice wobbled. Oh how I envied her, and the mere fact that she could muster up words. Any words I w
anted to say to him were lodged in the back of my throat.

  I stared up at the beast of a man wondering for a fraction of a second if I affected him the same way he affected me. Then I shook my head, telling myself there was no way he felt the same way.

  His jaw tensed and his sea blue eyes darkened, “I saw you looking at the list on the door for volunteer sign ups for the kids drive, and I wanted to ask you if you would be interested in being my elf assistant.”

  My chest constricted, and my insides melted into a pile of mush. I was completely taken back by his question and almost wonder if it was Mandy he was asking even though his eyes were clearly on me.

  “Are… Are you talking to me?” I adjusted my glasses on the bridge of my nose as I stuttered over my words.

  A grin the size of Texas pulled at his thin lips, “If your name is Lucy then yes.” My heart pounded in my chest, beating frantically against my rib cage. Was it possible to pass out from being asked a mere question from your boss?

  “Uhh. Yeah, sure.” I smiled, agreeing to whatever he wanted me to do. The world could stop spinning for all I cared, just as long as Nicolas kept talking to me.

  “Okay, come with me then. I have an elf outfit for you. We should really try to get down to the mall early tonight.” I blinked, my teeth sinking into my bottom lip as I tried to remember if there was anything I had planned for this evening.

  Before I could even speak, he was walking out the break room door. My feet moved to there own accord, carrying me to his office without a single comment. It was as if my body knew what my heart did.

  I pushed past the large frosted glass doors, and entered into his office a place I had never been before. He was standing in the center of the room, where a large leather sofa sat. His entire office looked warm, and very inviting. Pictures lined his desk, and a table that had ice, and what looked to be water and soda on it to the right. My eyes landed on a photo of him and a young girl that looked somewhat like him. He must’ve noticed my attention had slipped from him and to the photo because he spoke almost instantly.

  “Don’t be afraid Lucy. I won’t bite… to hard.” My eyes shot to his. Did he just flirt with me? All thoughts of the photo and who the little girl was to him flew out the window.

  “I’m not afraid. I’ve just never been in your office before, and I also don’t think I can help tonight as I have family stuff going on…” I tucked a few stray strands of my strawberry blonde hair behind my ear. I was lying but I just wasn’t ready for whatever it was that Nicolas had planned. I needed time to digest the fact that he talked to me let alone asked me to work with him.

  Nicolas watched me like a lion stalking its prey. I could see the sinful things he wanted to do to me in his eyes and I wondered for a second if all of this was a dream that I was going to wake up from any minute now.

  “I can tell when you lie, Lucy. I’m your boss, that and I’ve been watching you long enough to know that when you fidget with your hair you’re nervous.” He crossed the space that separated us and my entire body lit on fire.

  I couldn’t move, and I could barely breathe. It made me think, if it was, this intoxicating just being in his presence what would it be like to have sex with him?

  “I’m not lying.” I lied again, praying to the all mighty God above that he wouldn’t see through my bullshit. I just needed time. The man was raw, and consuming. Being with him now was almost too much for my fragile heart.

  “Do I make you nervous Lucy? Because I think I do. I only asked you to be my assistant so that I could get to know you better, inside, and out.”

  Oh holy hell.

  Sweat formed against my palms. What could I say to that? I cleared my throat, wringing my hands together. “I think maybe if that’s the case you should find someone else to be your assistant?”

  Yeah I wanted Nicolas but I was on the verge of a panic attack just from being in the same room as him. He did crazy things to my body, and made all logic fly out the window. Working with him let alone sleeping with him would be pleasure, but devastating.

  “Are you denying me?” Nicolas questioned, his fingers gripping my chin forcing me to look him straight in the eyes as he spoke. I couldn’t tell him no could I? My body begged me to say yes and give into whatever it was that he wanted, but my mind was smarter, paying attention to the pain that could come from all of this.

  “Tell me this, why have you never noticed me before.” Somehow, someway I found my voice even if it was slightly weak and wobbled a bit.

  Nicolas’s thumb traced against my bottom lip, his eyes sliding up and down my body as if he was surveying the meal he would have later.

  “Oh I’ve noticed you Lucy. I watched you, and I’ve waited for you to make the first move but you never did, which is why I’m now doing it for both of us.” The feeling of his skin on mine even if it was just his thumb eased the anxiety in my body. How could such a large, burly man calm me?

  “Okay.” I mumbled. That was all the approval I needed. I had wondered if he was watching me from time to time but always blew it off as my imagination because honestly who wanted a curvy, blonde with glasses?

  “I’ve wanted you since I first laid eyes on you Lucy. I’m just smart enough not to mix business with pleasure. Except now, I can’t wait any longer. I want you, and I always get what I want.” Before I could move or dodge out of the way his warm lips were on mine sealing our fates together.

  Chapter Two

  Nicolas

  They say you’ll know when you’ve met the love of your life but I never believed any of that horse, shit. That is until I placed my lips against Lucy Sanders. As my lips caressed hers, a warmth filled my belly, the kind the reminded me when you took a gulp of whiskey. Kissing Lucy was like taking a shot of whiskey and letting the warmth of her kiss seep into my bones.

  As I deepened the kiss my hands found there way into her hair, my fingers threading through her silky strawberry blonde locks. She smelt like warm vanilla and cinnamon a combination that caused my mouth to water.

  Would she taste like heaven against my tongue?

  “I…. I’m sorry…” She pressed her hands firmly against my chest, breaking the kiss. My eyes locked on hers as I took in her flustered face, the warmth of her cheeks making me smile.

  “Sorry, for what sweetheart? You’ve done nothing wrong. It’s me who wanted the kiss and who should be sorry. I couldn’t stand here another moment with you, without possessing those full lips of yours.” My hand slipped from her hair as the admission fell from my lips. I knew she wasn’t use to be possessed by a man like me, a man that took charge and control of what he wanted, a man that got shit done instead of just making false claims.

  She cleared her throat, “I’ve never been kissed like that before, so suddenly.” Her eyes slid from my lips and finally up to my eyes as if she was following an invisible trail that lead back to me. The lustful look in her eyes told me all I needed to know about us. She definitely wanted me like I wanted her, and all I needed to do was show her how good we could be together.

  “I have that outfit for you.” I grabbed the elf outfit off the back of the sofa. I had it specially made for this event and I knew for a fact that it would look fucking stellar on Lucy. She looked down at the bag the outfit was in as I placed in her small hands. Would she wear it once she got home and got it out of the bag, or would she fight me on it?

  “Are you sure you don’t want someone else, someone maybe who would look good in a elf outfit?” I could see every, insecurity she had written on her face and the fact she didn’t think she was good looking enough to wear an elf outfit made me furious. She was fucking beautiful, with just the right amount of curves, and anyone who said different would have to deal with me.

  “You’re fucking beautiful Lucy. Absolutely stunning and anyone who says different is going to have to answer to me, do you understand?” Anger filled my voice, radiating out of me how could someone be so mean. I stared fiercely into her blue green eyes that reminded of the
Caribbean Sea.

  “I just don’t want to disappoint you, that’s all.” The sadness that filled her voice angered me further.

  “Never.” I gripped her by the chin with one hand, and pulled her into my chest with the other, the bag with the outfit in it becoming squished between our chests. “Ever. Feel like you’re not good enough. I’ve watched you for years Lucy, and I know for a fact, without a fucking doubt that you’re an amazing woman. Like I said before I don’t mix business with pleasure but I’m willing to break that rule for you. Only for you.”

  I had to make her see for herself just how beautiful she was, and I would, tonight at the mall in that sexy as hell elf costume. I would possess her body in the best way, and leave her begging for more.

  “Okay, Mr. Walker.” She smiled and my fucking heart skipped a beat never had a woman smiling before made me this happy. My cock grew hard as a zing of excitement shot through my body.

  “Nicolas. Call me Nicolas. I’m more than just your boss now.” My heart was pounding in my chest as I spoke. All I wanted to do was take her home with me and spend the entire day in bed with her, but even I knew that sex wasn’t the best way to start out a relationship. I didn’t want her thinking I was only sexually attracted to her, because I wasn’t.

  “Okay, Nicolas. I’ll be there, and I’m sorry I’m just so surprised by the events that took place today. I didn’t expect you to feel anything for me.” The shyness I always saw her display started to creep back into her features.

  “Well now you know Lucy, you know my secret. The one thing I’ve been lusting for from afar but to afraid to claim. I’m going to show you just how much I’ve wanted you, and just how much it’s hurt me to put off taking you.” I allowed my hands to fall from her face, but her chest still stayed against mine, her perky as fuck tits rising with every breath that entered her lungs.