Past Promises

by Jill Marie Landis

  Can a prim “lady scientist” coax a rugged cowboy into surrendering his heart?

  Prim and proper Jessica Stanbridge is a brilliant paleontologist who hides her beauty behind a pair of thick, wire-framed spectacles. She travels to the wild west in search of dinosaur bones, but instead finds an ornery—but gorgeous—cowboy who agrees to serve as her guide.

  Rory Burnett hides his passion in his secret poetry, but he can’t disguise his growing desire for the pert and plucky Jessica . . . or his fear that her quest might lead her into deadly danger. As the spark of passion between them flares into an irresistible flame beneath the sizzling heat of the desert sun, Rory and Jessica must decide if the promises of the past are going to lead them to destruction . . . or to a future in each other’s arms . . .

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons (living or dead), events or locations is entirely coincidental.

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  Copyright © 1993 by Jill Marie Landis

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  Past Promises

  Chapter One

  Southwestern Colorado

  1890

  THEY WERE WATCHING her again.

  Six Ute men. Four stood, two hunkered down into a squat. All of them kept their distance; none attempted to approach her after the one in a tall black hat asked in broken English and sign language what she was doing on the reservation. Clutching a well-worn copy of Captain William Philo Clark’s book on sign language, she tried to explain. After Tall Hat left, she had tried to hire some of the others to help, but they shook their heads and chose to watch in silence.

  Now, miles from nowhere, Jessica Stanbridge sat on an upturned crate near a half-unloaded wagon and asked herself if making a name in the annals of paleontology was worth such dusty, sweaty, muscle-aching misery.

  In frustration bordering on anger, she ignored the silent scrutiny of the Utes, took off her spectacles, and squinted against the sunlight. Finally Jessica shifted and shaded her eyes as she stared off across the mesa. The Spanish word was an apt name for this land that was as high and flat as a tabletop. She felt vulnerable and exposed sitting atop the world, gazing out over the endless expanse of browns and tans, taupes and reds of the desolate land that shifted and came vibrantly alive whenever cloud shadows played across it.

  It was an ancient land. A place that in its very silence spoke clearly of its past. The earth was parched and seemingly barren, studded by stone columns and high plateaus of sandstone and clay sculpted by water on its downward journey from high green mountains in the distance.

  Pygmy forests of twisted juniper and piñon pine dotted a landscape spottily carpeted with tough grama grass and the sage that scented the breeze. The twisted, roughened plants survived not only summer sun, but winter drifts that sometimes mounted up to thirty feet. Wiping a trickle of sweat from her temple, Jessica wondered how long it would be until she, too, withered like the dry sage. The way she felt right now, she feared that might happen before she unpacked the rest of the supplies.

  An eagle circled overhead then banked east. She tried to imagine what she might look like from its vantage point—a young woman seated forlornly on a crate not far from a wagonload of boxes and barrels. A lopsided tent on the verge of tumbling over was pitched a few feet away. Farther on, tied to a picket line, a horse and two mules munched on grama grass.

  Jessica’s long blond hair, once neatly coiled in a bun, had worked itself free of its delicate hairpins. Most of it was still trapped beneath her veiled pith helmet, but one long tendril had escaped to drape itself over her shoulder.

  Halfheartedly she tried to wedge the curl beneath the helmet, then surrendered and let the resistant skein slide back down her neck. Her once stiffly starched shirtwaist and panama skirt were crumpled and dusty, her face smeared with the grime that stuck to her sweat-soaked skin.

  Without thinking, Jessica reached up and unbuttoned the high, prim collar of her blouse. A mule brayed. She glanced up at the sound and wished the Utes would leave, for she longed to slip three more buttons open and wave the neckline of her blouse to cool herself off. Instead she stood up and placed her hands against the small of her back and stretched in as unprovocative a manner as she could manage with six pairs of dark eyes moving over her.

  Lord, but her back ached. Unloading some of the heavy supplies yesterday had cost her more than she had bargained for. At this rate she would be too stiff to move a muscle when the time came to begin an actual excavation—provided there would be an excavation. A discovery of any size in southwest Colorado hinged on her instincts, and so far her instincts had proved to be useless. When she and her companion, Myra Thornton, had arrived at the Ute agency in Ignacio, no one had been willing to help them. On top of that, the inadequate geological maps she was depending on had proved to be highly
incorrect. And along with everything else, there was still much to unpack before she could even begin her fieldwork. And now every muscle in her body was screaming for relief.

  Unwilling to add any more doubt to her worries, Jessica called out to Myra Thornton, who was seated on a boulder not far away, sketching one of the ever-curious Utes. “May I speak to you for a moment, Myra?” Attempting a smile, Jessica waited while the older woman closed her sketchbook and hurried over.

  Stocky, buxom Myra was over sixty. Just how far over, Jessica had never deigned to ask, because age never hampered her companion. “Time is irrelevant,” the philosophical spinster often told her. “It’s merely a restriction man puts upon himself. How can it really matter what year it is in the grand scheme of the universe?”

  Jessica wanted to believe time didn’t matter at all, but unfortunately, for her it did. Two months ago she had vowed that before the end of summer she would make a paleontological discovery that would delight both Harvard Museum and its generous benefactor, Henry Beckworth, but it was already mid-June and time was fast becoming her nemesis.

  “What is it, my dear?” Myra asked. Her bright brown eyes peered at Jessica above lopsided spectacles looped over only one ear. Although she possessed at least four pairs, Myra Thornton’s spectacles were always missing a stem, yet she never seemed to notice.

  “As much as I hate to admit it, I’m afraid we are going to need some help,” Jess said, her words low enough not to be overheard by the Utes.

  Myra peered up at Jessica, who stood a good four inches taller, and started to smile. “What kind of help?”

  “Male help,” Jess mumbled.

  “Did you say male?”

  “All right, I’ll admit it. We do need a man around to help out.”

  Myra rocked back on her heels, crossed her arms under the wide, ample shelf of her bosom, and nodded sagely. “I told you so.”

  Jessica abruptly turned away and headed toward the wagon. “You don’t have to gloat, Myra. It isn’t at all becoming.”

  “At my age I am free of the worry about what is becoming and what is not. Sometimes one must overcome one’s persuasions and let common sense prevail, Jessica. I told you as much when that pompous young assistant of yours took ill on the train and you all but forced him to go back to Cambridge. What was his name? I’ve forgotten it entirely.”

  “Stoutenburg. Jerome Stoutenburg. And I didn’t choose him to be my assistant. The museum insisted he come along with me.” Jessica thought of the overeager third-year student who had suddenly become deathly ill with influenza on the train. Blessing fate, she finally convinced Stoutenburg that she could get along without him. Although terribly disappointed in having failed on his first real assignment, he had left them in St. Louis to return to Harvard.

  Once she reached the wagon, she uncovered the water barrel, lifted the long iron ladle from its nail, and dipped it in. “I insisted then—and still contend—that I don’t need a trained assistant. What I do need is someone willing to do the heavy work, to act as a guide, to help set up and break camp. When I make a discovery, of course, I’ll need professional help with the excavation.” She took a long sip and offered a refilled ladle to Myra.

  Water sloshed on the front of Myra’s shirtwaist blouse. She seemed not to notice. “You need a man.”

  Jessica glowered and ignored Myra’s comment. “What I need is a porter. A guide. A servant.”

  Myra smiled. “And just where do you propose to find one, my dear? We are, in case you haven’t noticed, in the middle of nowhere, and the only available male assistance”—she nodded toward the Utes—“doesn’t know the meaning of the word ‘chivalry.’ I have read that in the society of the red man, women are expected to do all the heavy work. Such lifting, toting, and unpacking are deemed quite unmanly.” She glanced at the Utes again. They were all holding the reins of their mounts, patiently waiting for something interesting to happen. Myra finished, “I don’t think you’ll find any help in that quarter.”

  Worrying her thumbnail with her teeth, Jessica shrugged in agreement. “Agent Carmichael was no help either,” she said, remembering the cold reception they received at the government agency upon entering the Ute reservation at Ignacio. The sight of her numerous official documents and permits from Washington did little to ingratiate her to the man who guarded access to the land as if the reservation and people on it were his very own. He had been barely civil.

  “We’ll just have to ride into Cortez and inquire at the trading post,” Jessica concluded out loud.

  “Not me. I’m staying here,” Myra said stoically.

  “Horsefeathers.”

  “Try to budge me.”

  “Myra, this is no time to be difficult.”

  “I’m merely stating my choice.” Myra walked back to the boulder and opened her sketchpad.

  Rubbing her temples, Jessica let go a heavy sigh. Myra Thornton had been an influence in her life since the very beginning. A close friend of her mother’s, Myra had been there to comfort and guide her ever since Elsa Stanbridge had succumbed to rheumatic fever. Jessica had been eight at the time, but she could still remember the years before her mother’s death when her father would spend his hours away from the museum teaching her paleontology while her mother and Myra sat at the dining table and debated philosophy.

  One thing had become quite clear on the journey west. Myra Thornton was a woman accustomed to living alone. She did what she wanted, when she wanted. But this time Jessica was determined to have her way. She drew herself up and followed the older woman across the encampment, unwilling to raise her voice in front of their uninvited audience. She stopped directly in front of Myra, disrupting her view of the men colorfully garbed in plaid woolen shirts to which strips of fringe had been added, striped, hand-woven blankets over their shoulders, ill-fitting boots, and long braids that sported weasel tails, feathers, and beads.

  “I won’t leave you here alone, Myra. I absolutely refuse.”

  Myra sighed. “We’ve been here three nights. Our tent seems to be secure enough and unlikely to fall over again to awaken me from a sound sleep. I have an abundant supply of food and water and enough scenery to provide a lifetime of landscape subjects. I do not desire to be trundled off anywhere in the wagon, as the bruises I have sustained on my backside on the way from Durango are far from faded. You forget you are a good forty years younger than I. Besides, you will make better time if you take the horse, not the wagon, and go without me.”

  “What if I’m not back by dark?”

  “I will simply make myself a cold sandwich, light a lamp, and turn in early with Mrs. Corelli.”

  Marie Corelli, the author of Myra’s favorite novel, A Romance of Two Worlds, was not with them, of course, but Myra was reading the book for the third time. “Mrs. Corelli’s work might be entertaining, Myra, but it offers scant protection.”

  “Good heavens, Jessica. The last Indian uprising in Colorado was nearly ten years ago. If you mean to imply that our friends over there might cause us harm, wouldn’t they have done so by now?”

  Jessica shook her head. “I don’t know. I guess so, but I’m out of my element here, Myra. Ask me about the Mesozoic era, ask me about leaf imprints from the Cretaceous period, ask me to describe in detail the Jurassic and Triassic periods and I can answer you without hesitation. But don’t ask me if I think you’ll be safe all alone in the middle of the Ute reservation.”

  Myra lowered her glasses and folded the one remaining stem. “Jessica, you know how completely I believe my fate is in the hands of the universe. I jumped at the chance to accompany you on this adventurous trek west, and now that the train trip and that horrible wagon ride are over, I am not about to budge, even for a few hours.” Myra straightened and the buttons down the front of her blouse strained against their holes. “In making my choice, I have made a silent commitment with
the universe to put myself in its care.”

  She pointed heavenward to make a grand pronouncement. “I am not afraid.”

  Jessica knew by Myra’s set expression that it was time to admit defeat.

  Myra glanced at the sun. “If you hurry, you can reach Cortez and be back before dark.”

  Jess pulled off her helmet, wiped her brow with the back of her arm, and slammed her headgear on again. “I should do it, Myra. I should just leave you here.”

  “I wish you would, dear. As Emerson so aptly put it, ‘It is easy to live for others . . . I call on you to live for yourself.’”

  Jessica opened her mouth to respond and abruptly closed it. It did no good to argue once Myra’s mind was set, especially when she began quoting Emerson. “If I’m going alone, I’ll have to leave right now. I’ll get my knapsack and set the pistol right here beside you.”

  “Perhaps you should take it. What if you come across something wild—a bobcat or a snake?”

  “I’ll be on horseback, Myra. Hopefully I can outdistance any predator.”

  “What if a wild animal leaps from a tree onto your horse? What if—”

  Jessica crossed her arms. “What tree? There are not many trees over six feet out here. I insist that if you stay, it is with the gun or you don’t stay behind at all.”

  “Can you really imagine me shooting anyone?” With a dismissive smile and an absentminded nod, Myra bent over her work once more. “Have a safe trip, my dear. And remember, everything will be fine.”

  It took another half hour for Jessica to locate the saddle amid the crates in the wagon and saddle the horse she had rented at the stable where she obtained the mules and wagon. By the time she repinned her hair, donned and buttoned up her fitted jacket, and pulled on her chamois gloves, she had used up another quarter of an hour. She glanced up at the sun, slipped the leather strap of her knapsack over her shoulder, checked the time on the watch dangling from a ribbon molded in gold, and then mounted up.