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by Carol Ann Duffy


  Then nerve-shot darkness gradually shakes

  Throughout the room. Lie still … Limbs twitch;

  Relapse to immobility’s faint ache. And time

  A while relaxes; space turns wholly black.

  But deep in the velvet crater of the ear

  A chip of sound abruptly irritates.

  A second, a third chirp; and then another far

  Emphatic trill and chirrup shrills in answer; notes

  From all directions round pluck at the strings

  Of hearing with frail finely-sharpened claws.

  And in an instant, every wakened bird

  Across surrounding miles of air

  Outside, is sowing like a scintillating sand

  Its throat’s incessantly replenished store

  Of tuneless singsong, timeless, aimless, blind.

  Draw now with prickling hand the curtains back;

  Unpin the blackout-cloth; let in

  Grim crack-of-dawn’s first glimmer through the glass.

  All’s yet half sunk in Yesterday’s stale death,

  Obscurely still beneath a moist-tinged blank

  Sky like the inside of a deaf mute’s mouth …

  Nearest within the window’s sight, ash-pale

  Against a cinder coloured wall, the white

  Pearblossom hovers like a stare; rain-wet

  The further housetops weakly shine; and there,

  Beyond, hangs flaccidly a lone barrage-balloon.

  An incommunicable desolation weighs

  Like depths of stagnant water on this break of day. –

  Long meditation without thought. – Until a breeze

  From some pure Nowhere straying, stirs

  A pang of poignant odour from the earth, an unheard sigh

  Pregnant with sap’s sweet tang and raw soil’s fine

  Aroma, smell of stone, and acrid breath

  Of gravel puddles. While the brooding green

  Of nearby gardens’ grass and trees, and quiet flat

  Blue leaves, the distant lilac mirages, are made

  Clear by increasing daylight, and intensified.

  Now head sinks into pillows in retreat

  Before this morning’s hovering advance;

  (Behind loose lids, in sleep’s warm porch, half hears

  White hollow clink of bottles, – dragging crunch

  Of milk-cart wheels, – and presently a snatch

  Of windy whistling as the newsboy’s bike winds near.

  Distributing to neighbour’s peaceful steps

  Reports of last-night’s battles); at last sleeps.

  While early guns on Norway’s bitter coast

  Where faceless troops are landing, renew fire:

  And one more day of War starts everywhere.

  DAVID GASCOYNE

  Canoe

  Well, I am thinking this may be my last

  summer, but cannot lose even a part of

  pleasure in the old-fashioned art of

  idleness. I cannot stand aghast

  at whatever doom hovers in the background;

  while grass and buildings and the somnolent river,

  who know they are allowed to last for ever,

  exchange between them the whole subdued sound

  of this hot time. What sudden fearful fate

  can deter my shade wandering next year

  from a return? Whistle and I will hear

  and come another evening, when this boat

  travels with you alone towards Iffley:

  as you lie looking up for thunder again,

  this cool touch does not betoken rain;

  it is my spirit that kisses your mouth lightly.

  KEITH DOUGLAS

  Fern Hill

  Now as I was young and easy under the apple boughs

  About the lilting house and happy as the grass was green,

  The night above the dingle starry,

  Time let me hail and climb

  Golden in the heydays of his eyes,

  And honoured among wagons I was prince of the apple towns

  And once below a time I lordly had the trees and leaves

  Trail with daisies and barley

  Down the rivers of the windfall light.

  And as I was green and carefree, famous among the barns

  About the happy yard and singing as the farm was home,

  In the sun that is young once only,

  Time let me play and be

  Golden in the mercy of his means,

  And green and golden I was huntsman and herdsman, the calves

  Sang to my horn, the foxes on the hills barked clear and cold,

  And the sabbath rang slowly

  In the pebbles of the holy streams.

  All the sun long it was running, it was lovely, the hay

  Fields high as the house, the tunes from the chimneys, it was air

  And playing, lovely and watery

  And fire green as grass.

  And nightly under the simple stars

  As I rode to sleep the owls were bearing the farm away,

  All the moon long I heard, blessed among stables, the night-jars

  Flying with the ricks, and the horses

  Flashing into the dark.

  And then to awake, and the farm, like a wanderer white

  With the dew, come back, the cock on his shoulder: it was all

  Shining, it was Adam and maiden,

  The sky gathered again

  And the sun grew round that very day.

  So it must have been after the birth of the simple light

  In the first, spinning place, the spellbound horses walking warm

  Out of the whinnying green stable

  On to the fields of praise.

  And honoured among foxes and pheasants by the gay house

  Under the new made clouds and happy as the heart was long,

  In the sun born over and over,

  I ran my heedless ways,

  My wishes raced through the house high hay

  And nothing I cared, at my sky blue trades, that time allows

  In all his tuneful turning so few and such morning songs

  Before the children green and golden

  Follow him out of grace,

  Nothing I cared, in the lamb white days, that time would take me

  Up to the swallow thronged loft by the shadow of my hand,

  In the moon that is always rising,

  Nor that riding to sleep

  I should hear him fly with the high fields

  And wake to the farm forever fled from the childless land.

  Oh as I was young and easy in the mercy of his means,

  Time held me green and dying

  Though I sang in my chains like the sea.

  DYLAN THOMAS

  Poem on His Birthday

  In the mustardseed sun,

  By full tilt river and switchback sea

  Where the cormorants scud,

  In his house on stilts high among beaks

  And palavers of birds

  This sandgrain day in the bent bay’s grave

  He celebrates and spurns

  His driftwood thirty-fifth wind turned age;

  Herons spire and spear.

  Under and round him go

  Flounders, gulls, on their cold, dying trails,

  Doing what they are told,

  Curlews aloud in the congered waves

  Work at their ways to death,

  And the rhymer in the long tongued room,

  Who tolls his birthday bell,

  Toils towards the ambush of his wounds;

  Herons, steeple stemmed, bless.

  In the thistledown fall,

  He sings towards anguish; finches fly

  In the claw tracks of hawks

  On a seizing sky; small fishes glide

  Through wynds and shells of drowned

  Ship towns to pastures of otters. He

  In his slant, racking house

 
; And the hewn coils of his trade perceives

  Herons walk in their shroud,

  The livelong river’s robe

  Of minnows wreathing around their prayer;

  And far at sea he knows,

  Who slaves to his crouched, eternal end

  Under a serpent cloud,

  Dolphins dive in their turnturtle dust,

  The rippled seals streak down

  To kill and their own tide daubing blood

  Slides good in the sleek mouth.

  In a cavernous, swung

  Wave’s silence, wept white angelus knells.

  Thirty-five bells sing struck

  On skull and scar where his loves lie wrecked.

  Steered by the falling stars.

  And to-morrow weeps in a blind cage

  Terror will rage apart

  Before chains break to a hammer flame

  And love unbolts the dark

  And freely he goes lost

  In the unknown, famous light of great

  And fabulous, dear God.

  Dark is a way and light is a place,

  Heaven that never was

  Nor will be ever is always true,

  And, in that brambled void,

  Plenty as blackberries in the woods

  The dead grow for His joy.

  There he might wander bare

  With the spirits of the horseshoe bay

  Or the stars’ seashore dead,

  Marrow of eagles, the roots of whales

  And wishbones of wild geese,

  With blessed, unborn God and His Ghost,

  And every soul His priest,

  Gulled and chanter in young Heaven’s fold

  Be at cloud quaking peace,

  But dark is a long way.

  He, on the earth of the night, alone

  With all the living, prays,

  Who knows the rocketing wind will blow

  The bones out of the hills,

  And the scythed boulders bleed, and the last

  Rage shattered waters kick

  Masts and fishes to the still quick stars,

  Faithlessly unto Him

  Who is the light of old

  And air shaped Heaven where souls grow wild

  As horses in the foam:

  Oh, let me midlife mourn by the shrined

  And druid herons’ vows

  The voyage to ruin I must run,

  Dawn ships clouted aground,

  Yet, though I cry with tumbledown tongue,

  Count my blessings aloud;

  Four elements and five

  Senses, and man a spirit in love

  Tangling through this spun slime

  To his nimbus bell cool kingdom come

  And the lost, moonshine domes,

  And the sea that hides his secret selves

  Deep in its black, base bones,

  Lulling of spheres in the seashell flesh,

  And this last blessing most,

  That the closer I move

  To death, one man through his sundered hulks,

  The louder the sun blooms

  And the tusked, ramshackling sea exults;

  And every wave of the way

  And gale I tackle, the whole world then,

  With more triumphant faith

  Than ever was since the world was said,

  Spins its morning of praise,

  I hear the bouncing hills

  Grow larked and greener at berry brown

  Fall and the dew larks sing

  Taller this thunderclap spring, and how

  More spanned with angels ride

  The mansouled fiery islands! Oh,

  Holier then their eyes,

  And my shining men no more alone

  As I sail out to die.

  DYLAN THOMAS

  In my Craft or Sullen Art

  In my craft or sullen art

  Exercised in the still night

  When only the moon rages

  And the lovers lie abed

  With all their griefs in their arms,

  I labour by singing light

  Not for ambition or bread

  Or the strut and trade of charms

  On the ivory stages

  But for the common wages

  Of their most secret heart.

  Not for the proud man apart

  From the raging moon I write

  On these spindrift pages

  Nor for the towering dead

  With their nightingales and psalms

  But for the lovers, their arms

  Round the griefs of the ages,

  Who pay no praise or wages

  Nor heed my craft or art.

  DYLAN THOMAS

  Anne Donne

  I lay in in London;

  And round my bed my live children were crying,

  And round my bed my dead children were singing.

  As my blood left me it set the clappers swinging:

  Tolling, jarring, jowling, all the bells of London

  Were ringing as I lay dying –

  John Donne, Anne Donne, Undone!

  Ill-done, well-done, all done.

  All fearing done, all striving and all hoping,

  All weanings, watchings, done; all reckonings whether

  Of debts, of moons, summed; all hither and thither

  Sucked in the one ebb. Then, on my bed in London,

  I heard him call me, reproaching:

  Undone, Anne Donne, Undone!

  Not done, not yet done!

  Wearily I rose up at his bidding.

  The sweat still on my face, my hair dishevelled,

  Over the bells and the tolling seas I travelled,

  Carrying my dead child, so lost, so light a burden,

  To Paris, where he sat reading

  And showed him my ill news. That done,

  Went back, lived on in London.

  SYLVIA TOWNSEND WARNER

  Tilth

  Robert Graves, the British veteran, is no longer in the poetic swim. He still resorts to traditional metres and rhyme, and to such out-dated words as tilth; withholding his 100% approbation also from contemporary poems that favour sexual freedom.

  – From a New York critical weekly

  Gone are the drab monosyllabic days

  When ‘agricultural labour’ still was tilth;

  And ‘100% approbation’, praise;

  And ‘pornographic modernism’, filth –

  Yet still I stand by tilth and filth and praise.

  I fell in love at my first evening party.

  You were tall and fair, just seventeen perhaps,

  Talking to my two sisters. I kept silent

  And never since have loved a tall fair girl,

  Until last night in the small windy hours

  When, floating up an unfamiliar staircase

  And into someone’s bedroom, there I found her

  Posted beside the window in half-light

  Wearing that same white dress with lacy sleeves.

  She beckoned. I came closer. We embraced

  Inseparably until the dream faded.

  Her eyes shone clear and blue …

  Who was it, though, impersonated you?

  ROBERT GRAVES

  The Christmas Robin

  The snows of February had buried Christmas

  Deep in the woods, where grew self-seeded

  The fir-trees of a Christmas yet unknown,

  Without a candle or a strand of tinsel.

  Nevertheless when, hand in hand, plodding

  Between the frozen ruts, we lovers paused

  And ‘Christmas trees!’ cried suddenly together,

  Christmas was there again, as in December.

  We velveted our love with fantasy

  Down a long vista-row of Christmas trees,

  Whose coloured candles slowly guttered down

  As grandchildren came trooping round our knees.

  But he knew better, did the Christmas robin –
/>   The murderous robin with his breast aglow

  And legs apart, in a spade-handle perched:

  He prophesied more snow, and worse than snow.

  ROBERT GRAVES

  An Old Woman Speaks of the Moon

  She was urgent to speak of the moon: she offered delight

  And wondering praise to be shared by the girl in the shop,

  Lauding the goddess who blessed her each sleepless night

  Greater and brighter till full: but the girl could not stop.

  She turned and looked up in my face, and hastened to cry

  How beautiful was the orb, how the constant glow

  Comforted in the cold night the old waking eye:

  How fortunate she, whose lodging was placed that so

  She in the lonely night, in her lonely age,

  She from her poor lean bed might behold the undying

  Letter of loveliness written on heaven’s page,

  The sharp silver arrows leap down to where she was lying.

  The dying spoke love to the immortal, the foul to the fair,

  The withered to the still-flowering, the bound to the free:

  The nipped worm to the silver swan that sails through the air:

  And I took it as good, and a happy omen to me.

  RUTH PITTER

  Wild Honey

  You, the man going along the road alone,

  Careless or wretched, rarely thoughtful, never serene,

  Possessing nothing worth having; man of the sickly pleasures,

  Man of the mawkish, wrong-headed sorrows, typical man:

  The wealth is there, man of the empty pocket,

  The gold is there, man of the greying hair,

  And the sweetness, man whose life is bitter as ashes,

  The good work, the accomplished work, the wonderful artifice,

 

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