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by Carol Ann Duffy


  No, no, it is scarlet flowers that will one day be edible.

  Now they are giving me a fashionable white straw Italian hat

  And a black veil that molds to my face, they are making me one of them.

  They are leading me to the shorn grove, the circle of hives.

  Is it the hawthorn that smells so sick?

  The barren body of hawthorn, etherising its children.

  Is it some operation that is taking place?

  It is the surgeon my neighbors are waiting for,

  This apparition in a green helmet,

  Shining gloves and white suit.

  Is it the butcher, the grocer, the postman, someone I know?

  I cannot run, I am rooted, and the gorse hurts me

  With its yellow purses, its spiky armory.

  I could not run without having to run forever.

  The white hive is snug as a virgin,

  Sealing off her brood cells, her honey, and quietly humming.

  Smoke rolls and scarves in the grove.

  The mind of the hive thinks this is the end of everything.

  Here they come, the outriders, on their hysterical elastics.

  If I stand very still, they will think I am cow-parsley,

  A gullible head untouched by their animosity,

  Not even nodding, a personage in a hedgerow.

  The villagers open the chambers, they are hunting the queen.

  Is she hiding, is she eating honey? She is very clever.

  She is old, old, old, she must live another year, and she knows it.

  While in their fingerjoint cells the new virgins

  Dream of a duel they will win inevitably,

  A curtain of wax dividing them from the bride flight,

  The upflight of the murderess into a heaven that loves her.

  The villagers are moving the virgins, there will be no killing.

  The old queen does not show herself, is she so ungrateful?

  I am exhausted, I am exhausted –

  Pillar of white in a blackout of knives.

  I am the magician’s girl who does not flinch.

  The villagers are untying their disguises, they are shaking hands.

  Whose is that long white box in the grove, what have they accomplished, why am I cold.

  SYLVIA PLATH

  Blackberrying

  Nobody in the lane, and nothing, nothing but blackberries,

  Blackberries on either side, though on the right mainly,

  A blackberry alley, going down in hooks, and a sea

  Somewhere at the end of it, heaving. Blackberries

  Big as the ball of my thumb, and dumb as eyes

  Ebon in the hedges, fat

  With blue-red juices. These they squander on my fingers.

  I had not asked for such a blood sisterhood; they must love me.

  They accommodate themselves to my milkbottle, flattening their sides.

  Overhead go the choughs in black, cacophonous flocks –

  Bits of burnt paper wheeling in a blown sky.

  Theirs is the only voice, protesting, protesting.

  I do not think the sea will appear at all.

  The high, green meadows are glowing, as if lit from within.

  I come to one bush of berries so ripe it is a bush of flies,

  Hanging their bluegreen bellies and their wing panes in a Chinese screen.

  The honey-feast of the berries has stunned them; they believe in heaven.

  One more hook, and the berries and bushes end.

  The only thing to come now is the sea.

  From between two hills a sudden wind funnels at me,

  Slapping its phantom laundry in my face.

  These hills are too green and sweet to have tasted salt.

  I follow the sheep path between them. A last hook brings me

  To the hills’ northern face, and the face is orange rock

  That looks out on nothing, nothing but a great space

  Of white and pewter lights, and a din like silversmiths

  Beating and beating at an intractable metal.

  SYLVIA PLATH

  Addiction to an Old Mattress

  No, this is not my life, thank God …

  … worn out like this, and crippled by brain-fag;

  Obsessed first by one person, and then

  (Almost at once) most horribly besotted by another;

  These Februaries, full of draughts and cracks,

  They belong to the people in the streets, the others

  Out there – haberdashers, writers of menus.

  Salt breezes! Bolsters from Istanbul!

  Barometers, full of contempt, controlling moody isobars.

  Sumptuous tittle-tattle from a summer crowd

  That’s fed on lemonades and matinees. And seas

  That float themselves about from place to place, and then

  Spend hours – just moving some clear sleets across glass stones.

  Yalta: deck-chairs in Asia’s gold cake; thrones.

  Meanwhile … I live on … powerful, disobedient,

  Inside their draughty haberdasher’s climate,

  With these people … who are going to obsess me,

  Potatoes, dentists, people I hardly know, it’s unforgivable

  For this is not my life

  But theirs, that I am living.

  And I wolf, bolt, gulp it down, day after day.

  ROSEMARY TONKS

  The Sofas, Fogs and Cinemas

  I have lived it, and lived it,

  My nervous, luxury civilisation,

  My sugar-loving nerves have battered me to pieces.

  … Their idea of literature is hopeless.

  Make them drink their own poetry!

  Let them eat their gross novel, full of mud.

  It’s quiet; just the fresh, chilly weather … and he

  Gets up from his dead bedroom, and comes in here

  And digs himself into the sofa.

  He stays there up to two hours in the hole – and talks

  – Straight into the large subjects, he faces up to everything

  It’s …… damnably depressing.

  (That great lavatory coat … the cigarillo burning

  In the little dish … And when he calls out: ‘Ha!’

  Madness! – you no longer possess your own furniture.)

  On my bad days (and I’m being broken

  At this very moment) I speak of my ambitions … and he

  Becomes intensely gloomy, with the look of something jugged,

  Morose, sour, mouldering away, with lockjaw …

  I grow coarse; and more modern (I, who am driven mad

  By my ideas; who go nowhere;

  Who dare not leave my frontdoor, lest an idea …)

  All right. I admit everything, everything!

  Oh yes, the opera (Ah, but the cinema)

  He particularly enjoys it, enjoys it horribly, when someone’s ill

  At the last minute; and they specially fly in

  A new, gigantic, Dutch soprano. He wants to help her

  With her arias. Old goat! Blasphemer!

  He wants to help her with her arias!

  No, I … go to the cinema,

  I particularly like it when the fog is thick, the street

  Is like a hole in an old coat, and the light is brown as laudanum,

  … the fogs! the fogs! The cinemas

  Where the criminal shadow-literature flickers over our faces,

  The screen is spread out like a thundercloud – that bangs

  And splashes you with acid … or lies derelict, with lighted waters in it,

  And in the silence, drips and crackles – taciturn, luxurious.

  … The drugged and battered Philistines

  Are all around you in the auditorium …

  And he … is somewhere else, in his dead bedroom clothes,

  He wants to make me think his thoughts

  And they will be enormous, dull – (just the
sort

  To keep away from).

  … when I see that cigarillo, when I see it … smoking

  And he wants to face the international situation …

  Lunatic rages! Blackness! Suffocation!

  – All this sitting about in cafés to calm down

  Simply wears me out. And their idea of literature!

  The idiotic cut of the stanzas; the novels, full up, gross.

  I have lived it, and I know too much.

  My café-nerves are breaking me

  With black, exhausting information.

  ROSEMARY TONKS

  I Shall Vote Labour

  I shall vote Labour because

  God votes Labour.

  I shall vote Labour in order to protect

  the sacred institution of The Family.

  I shall vote Labour because

  I am a dog.

  I shall vote Labour because

  upper-class hoorays annoy me in expensive restaurants.

  I shall vote Labour because

  I am on a diet.

  I shall vote Labour because if I don’t

  somebody else will:

  AND

  I shall vote Labour because if one person does it

  everybody will be wanting to do it.

  I shall vote Labour because if I do not vote Labour

  my balls will drop off.

  I shall vote Labour because

  there are too few cars on the road.

  I shall vote Labour because I am

  a hopeless drug addict.

  I shall vote Labour because

  I failed to be a dollar millionaire aged three.

  I shall vote Labour because Labour will build

  more maximum security prisons.

  I shall vote Labour because I want to shop

  in an all-weather precinct stretching from Yeovil to Glasgow.

  I shall vote Labour because

  the Queen’s stamp collection is the best in the world.

  I shall vote Labour because

  deep in my heart

  I am a Conservative.

  CHRISTOPHER LOGUE

  Tonight at Noon

  for Charles Mingus and the Clayton Squares

  Tonight at noon

  Supermarkets will advertise 3p EXTRA on everything

  Tonight at noon

  Children from happy families will be sent to live in a home

  Elephants will tell each other human jokes

  America will declare peace on Russia

  World War I generals will sell poppies in the streets on November 11th

  The first daffodils of autumn will appear

  When the leaves fall upwards to the trees

  Tonight at noon

  Pigeons will hunt cats through city backyards

  Hitler will tell us to fight on the beaches and on the landing

  fields

  A tunnel full of water will be built under Liverpool

  Pigs will be sighted flying in formation over Woolton

  and Nelson will not only get his eye back but his arm as well

  White Americans will demonstrate for equal rights

  in front of the Black House

  and the Monster has just created Dr Frankenstein

  Girls in bikinis are moonbathing

  Folksongs are being sung by real folk

  Artgalleries are closed to people over 21

  Poets get their poems in the Top 20

  Politicians are elected to insane asylums

  There’s jobs for everyone and nobody wants them

  In back alleys everywhere teenage lovers are kissing

  in broad daylight

  In forgotten graveyards everywhere the dead will quietly

  bury the living

  and

  You will tell me you love me

  Tonight at noon

  ADRIAN HENRI

  Celia, Celia

  When I am sad and weary

  When I think all hope has gone

  When I walk along High Holborn

  I think of you with nothing on

  ADRIAN MITCHELL

  from Briggflatts

  Brag, sweet tenor bull,

  descant on Rawthey’s madrigal,

  each pebble its part

  for the fells’ late spring.

  Dance tiptoe, bull,

  black against may.

  Ridiculous and lovely

  chase hurdling shadows

  morning into noon.

  May on the bull’s hide

  and through the dale

  furrows fill with may,

  paving the slowworm’s way.

  A mason times his mallet

  to a lark’s twitter,

  listening while the marble rests,

  lays his rule

  at a letter’s edge,

  fingertips checking,

  till the stone spells a name

  naming none,

  a man abolished.

  Painful lark, labouring to rise!

  The solemn mallet says:

  In the grave’s slot

  he lies. We rot.

  Decay thrusts the blade,

  wheat stands in excrement

  trembling. Rawthey trembles.

  Tongue stumbles, ears err

  for fear of spring.

  Rub the stone with sand,

  wet sandstone rending

  roughness away. Fingers

  ache on the rubbing stone.

  The mason says: Rocks

  happen by chance.

  No one here bolts the door,

  love is so sore.

  Stone smooth as skin,

  cold as the dead they load

  on a low lorry by night.

  The moon sits on the fell

  but it will rain.

  Under sacks on the stone

  two children lie,

  hear the horse stale,

  the mason whistle,

  harness mutter to shaft,

  felloe to axle squeak,

  rut thud the rim,

  crushed grit.

  Stocking to stocking, jersey to jersey,

  head to a hard arm,

  they kiss under the rain,

  bruised by their marble bed.

  In Garsdale, dawn;

  at Hawes, tea from the can.

  Rain stops, sacks

  steam in the sun, they sit up.

  Copper-wire moustache,

  sea-reflecting eyes

  and Baltic plainsong speech

  declare: By such rocks

  men killed Bloodaxe.

  Fierce blood throbs in his tongue,

  lean words.

  Skulls cropped for steel caps

  huddle round Stainmore.

  Their becks ring on limestone,

  whisper to peat.

  The clogged cart pushes the horse downhill.

  In such soft air

  they trudge and sing,

  laying the tune frankly on the air.

  All sounds fall still,

  fellside bleat,

  hide-and-seek peewit.

  Her pulse their pace,

  palm countering palm,

  till a trench is filled,

  stone white as cheese

  jeers at the dale.

  Knotty wood, hard to rive,

  smoulders to ash;

  smell of October apples.

  The road again,

  at a trot.

  Wetter, warmed, they watch

  the mason meditate

  on name and date.

  Rain rinses the road,

  the bull streams and laments.

  Sour rye porridge from the hob

  with cream and black tea,

  meat, crust and crumb.

  Her parents in bed

  the children dry their clothes.

  He has untied the tape

  of her striped flannel drawers

  before the range. Naked

  on the pric
ked rag mat

  his fingers comb

  thatch of his manhood’s home.

  Gentle generous voices weave

  over bare night

  words to confirm and delight

  till bird dawn.

  Rainwater from the butt

  she fetches and flannel

  to wash him inch by inch,

  kissing the pebbles.

  Shining slowworm part of the marvel.

  The mason stirs:

  Words!

  Pens are too light.

  Take a chisel to write.

  Every birth a crime,

  every sentence life.

  Wiped of mould and mites

  would the ball run true?

  No hope of going back.

  Hounds falter and stray,

  shame deflects the pen.

  Love murdered neither bleeds nor stifles

  but jogs the draftsman’s elbow.

  What can he, changed, tell

  her, changed, perhaps dead?

  Delight dwindles. Blame

  stays the same.

  Brief words are hard to find,

  shapes to carve and discard:

  Bloodaxe, king of York,

  king of Dublin, king of Orkney.

  Take no notice of tears;

  letter the stone to stand

  over love laid aside lest

  insufferable happiness impede

  flight to Stainmore,

  to trace

  lark, mallet,

  becks, flocks

  and axe knocks.

  Dung will not soil the slowworm’s

  mosaic. Breathless lark

  drops to nest in sodden trash;

  Rawthey truculent, dingy.

  Drudge at the mallet, the may is down,

  fog on fells. Guilty of spring

  and spring’s ending

  amputated years ache after

  the bull is beef, love a convenience.

  It is easier to die than to remember.

  Name and date

  split in soft slate

  a few months obliterate.

  BASIL BUNTING

 

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