Fragile: Book One in The Everett Gaming Series

by Sera, Drew

  “Sunshine.”

  Sydney smiled at me and I felt the ache in my chest again. I didn’t need any alcohol especially with whatever was going on with my chest. She saved me from that. I looked into those blue eyes and all the anger was wiped from my system. I blew up earlier at Colin and made it sound like I didn’t want to be in the position that I was in with Sydney. But I was so grateful for each second I had with her that even though I know it’ll rip my heart out in the end, I’d continue to take every breath helping her.

  “Sir, I was wondering if you’d show me around the rest of the place. I sort of ruined the last time you tried to show me.”

  “You didn’t ruin anything, sunshine.” I held my hand out to her to take and helped her up on the bar stool next to me. “Are you thirsty, sunshine?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  I smiled at her and placed my hand on her lower back and flagged Max back down.

  “Two Cokes, Max.”

  Max hurried off to fill my order this time. I pushed the glass of vodka to the side and glanced up at Blake. Blake looked amused and was sporting a huge smile. I couldn’t help but return the smile and then returned my attention back to Sydney.

  “So, where did Matt go? He didn’t leave you all alone, did he?”

  I knew that there’d be no way in hell Matt would have left her alone.

  “No, Sir. I was looking for you and Matt showed me that you were here with Blake. I mean, Master Blake.”

  I looked deep into her eyes and saw something wonderful. I’m not sure what it was exactly, but it was warm and comfortable. We sipped on our Cokes and chatted for a bit and then I wanted to continue being her tour guide.

  “Want to go walk around upstairs?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  I took her by her hand and made sure Blake saw that she and I were together. Even though I was pissed at Colin, I didn’t want him to freak out when he couldn’t find her. Blake would tell him.

  We stopped in front of a scene in one of the rooms upstairs to watch. It was Francis and his two subs Yolanda and Garret. Francis was creative and always came up with fun scenes. Yolanda was on her hands and knees on top of a hay bale and was sucking on Francis while Garret was fucking her from behind. Garret and Yolanda both had butt plugs in that had hair attached to them to look like tails. I smirked at the scene.

  I looked down at Sydney and she had pulled her bottom lip in again and was watching intently. She leaned against the half wall and put her arms up on the ledge. I placed my hand on her back and pressed my torso against her left side so I could feel her reactions. She seemed to really be enjoying this though.

  “What do you think, sunshine?” I was curious to find out what it was about this scene that intrigued her. Her pupils were dilated, breathing was quicker and she nibbled on her lip. This scene turned her on.

  “It’s incredible.” I wanted her to elaborate further but too much was racing through my head.

  I reached out and stroked her cheek with the back of my hand. She hadn’t flinched or jerked at my touch. Instead, she leaned against my knuckles and smiled. I took a handful of her hair and swept it over her other shoulder, exposing her neck to me. I let my eyes trace the shape of her ear and moved down her neck to her shoulder. I imagined my lips on her delicate neck as I inhaled the vanilla scent or my teeth nibbling on that earlobe of hers.

  “What do you find incredible about the scene, sunshine?”

  “Well, she’s getting a lot of action. Two at once. That’s something.” I nodded and returned my gaze back to the scene. They had changed positions now and Garret was on his back on the hay. Yolanda’s butt plug was out and Garret’s dick was up her ass and Francis had just sunk into her pussy. I felt Sydney take a deep breath but her eyes were fixated on the scene.

  “She’s lucky getting it from two at the same time.”

  I nearly got whiplash from turning my head down to look at Sydney when I heard her say that Yolanda was lucky. Christ, was Sydney turned on by the idea of two men at once? I had to be sure. I pulled her chin so she’d look in my eyes. That warm glow was staring back at me.

  “Two men at once excites you, Sydney?”

  “Yes, Sir.” She dropped her gaze and looked ashamed. “Is that bad?”

  Fuck me. Sweet, kinky Sydney. My sunshine has a fancy for two dicks. Absolutely amazing. My mind got stuck on images of Colin and I catering to her every whim.

  “No, Sydney. That’s not bad at all. Threesomes are pretty popular in the kink community. And I’ve told you, you aren’t bad nor are your desires.”

  My heart was pounding.

  “She looks like she’s really enjoying it.”

  “Yeah, she looks pretty content, huh?” Sydney nodded as she continued to watch. “Have you ever had a threesome, Sydney?”

  “No, Sir. I can’t even find one good Dom. I wouldn’t be lucky enough to find two. Not with all of this.” She motioned down at her messed up wrists.

  I was finding it difficult to breathe now. Sydney had never had a threesome, but was interested in them. I was getting hard quickly and felt like it was sweltering in the hall where we were. I swallowed hard and undid the top two buttons on my shirt and rolled up the sleeves. I knew Sydney would be able to feel my hard on. But she seemed just fine with it pressing against her side.

  I debated telling her about Colin and I and the co-topping. What would the consequences be to that? Would she freak out and move out? Would she feel threatened or scared? She appeared to feel ashamed for her interest and I didn’t want her to feel like it was something bad.

  “Sydney, look at me.” She turned and set her warm gaze on me again. “There isn’t anything wrong with a threesome. As long as you feel comfortable and trust the people you are with, it’s amazing. They’re fun and feel wonderful. But you have to trust who you’re with.” I had to emphasize that she needed to feel good about playing with the people she’d play with. Now she was frowning and started to look down but I caught her chin. “Why the frown?”

  “I’ll probably never experience one. It’ll be hard enough for me to find one good Dom that I trust that has this as an interest.”

  Things were spinning out of control in my head. My cock was ready to burst from my jeans and my heart was racing like I had just run a marathon. Here goes nothing. Well, everything actually.

  “Sydney, Colin and I do lots of scenes where he and I co-top. To be honest, ninety-nine percent of the time that’s the way I’ve been playing for quite a long time now. It’s how I prefer to play.”

  Those deep blue eyes were alight with excitement and curiosity and I could tell they were full of questions. At least I knew her opinion of me hadn’t dropped and she was still standing here with me so that was another good sign.

  She couldn’t contain her smile and started asking me some questions quietly while I continued to allow my erection to grow as it bumped up against her.

  “So you and Colin…”

  “And a woman. Never a man. And in case you’re wondering, Colin and I try our best to keep our parts separate. I’m comfortable with what I like, Sydney. It’s not wrong or bad. Colin is comfortable too.” I smiled at her and could tell that she understood what I was telling her. I wanted to make sure she knew that Colin and I didn’t play without a woman. Sydney was smiling from ear to ear as I quickly explained co-topping versus a threesome. She was flushed and turned her sight back towards the scene and started fanning herself. I was beside myself and could barely think.

  I was lost in my own indulgent, devious thoughts when I noticed a hand come up and rest on Sydney’s upper back. I went to pull the hand away when I saw that it was Colin’s hand. I was both relieved and frantic at the same time. Relieved that it was Colin and worried at what he may have heard. He glanced sideways at me and smiled. Had he heard everything? If so, I’m sure his mind was running away with itself too. Where we went from here, was yet to be seen.

  We were at a fork in the road now. Colin and I were both fully aware
of her desire for two men at once and he and I were very capable of fulfilling that desire with care and precision. Where we were heading was a question that loomed in the air over our heads. I could easily get lost tonight. I already knew that I was in it for the long haul of the training with Sydney and I wanted that very much. I was fully aware of the fact that I actually already had strayed from my motto to not get attached and was dangerously attached to Sydney. I also knew that the further I went and gave into my desire, the more it was going to hurt when Colin finishes her training and sends her to the arms of another Dom.

  “I think it’s time to go, Anth,” Colin said just as Yolanda screamed her release in the room with Garret and Francis. Holy fuck. I was about ready to come in my pants.

  “Ready, baby?” Colin whispered to Sydney and kissed the side of her forehead.

  “Yes, Sir.”

  He tugged her away from the room and set her hand in mine as we approached the stairs. Walking was painful and my aches were fueled by the feeling and close proximity of Sydney.

  Chapter 58

  Friday, November 15th

  Colin

  I had gone in search of Anthony and Sydney and found them upstairs watching a scene with Francis and his two subs. Hope danced across my chest as I saw them standing together watching the kinky scene unfold. I could have gone right up to them, but stood and watched them together. She was leaning against the wall watching through the glassless window while Anthony had his body up against hers. He kept her close to him and is so protective of her.

  He played with her hair and let his hand skim close to her hipbone, yet she never tensed up or looked uncomfortable. I could hear them talking and grew hard when I heard that Sydney thought the threesome scene was sexy. My heart skipped a beat when I heard Anthony tell her about how he and I often participated in co-topping or pleasing a woman at once. Words didn’t need to be voiced in order for me to see that Sydney was very much turned on by that.

  Without knowing what I was doing, I was walking towards them. Anthony looked like he wanted to kiss her. I wanted him to kiss her and I was willing to bet that Sydney wanted it too. Anthony tries to avoid kissing women on the lips unless he’s very into them. I can’t remember the last time I saw him kiss a woman on the lips. I could feel the chemistry oozing off the two of them and was waiting for him to take her lips.

  Once I had them on board with leaving, I sent Matt a text letting him know we were heading home. Thankfully we drove separate tonight. I made eye contact with Matt in the main room and held my phone up and shook it so he knew to check his phone.

  I welcomed the cool, crisp air as we stepped outside. Anthony placed himself so that Sydney walked between him and I towards the car and the three of us quickly got in. Anthony was quiet as was Sydney. I didn’t want Sydney to think something was wrong, since we left rather quickly and didn’t even say goodbye to Matt and Gina.

  “Baby, did you have a good time tonight?” I kept my eyes on the road and didn’t dare look in the rear view mirror when I heard her sweet voice.

  “Yes, Sir. Matt and Blake talked to me and then Anthony and I saw the scene with the two subs. I guess it was a barn scene, huh?”

  I looked over at Anthony and smiled as I saw him adjust himself and continue to gaze out the window. She was getting to him.

  “Yeah, sunshine. I think we can call it a barn scene. Or stable scene. Something like that.”

  Sydney giggled and then added, “it was hot.” Honestly, I don’t know how I continued to maintain the lane I was in. Anthony and I were both in trouble here. Both of us were attracted to Sydney and tonight we found out that threesomes very much turn her on. God help us.

  Anthony and I looked at each other after hearing Sydney giggle and then comment on how hot the scene was. He was thinking the same thing I was. I knew that Anthony and I would be her first threesome. I knew it was coming tonight and I needed to figure out in the next ten minutes how to go about this. It’s no secret that Sydney wasn’t like other subs. She had suffered traumatic, painful shit and I couldn’t let her feel out numbered and lacking power. Anthony and I were going to have to tread very carefully.

  All I could think of on the rest of the way home was how all the pieces were falling into place. Every piece had a place and I believe that things happen for a reason. I hated the suffering she endured with Howard but it eventually led her to Anthony and I. I thought of all the shit I’ve been putting Anthony through and my own desires were all aligned now. Sydney was the missing piece. It was fine that Anthony had been lying to himself and denying interest in Sydney, but when I saw the two of them upstairs at Irons, I knew what he felt for her. They had been inches away from devouring each other and I wanted to see where it might lead. Then she dropped the bomb that she thought threesomes were exciting and suddenly everything became crystal clear to me. She belonged with us.

  As we pulled past the gates to my neighborhood, I glanced in the rear view mirror at her. She was gazing out the window and her lips were slightly parted. I wanted to slip my tongue in that mouth of hers.

  “Baby, would you like a warm bubble bath tonight?” I asked her as we pulled into the driveway.

  “Yes, Sir.”

  It was common for Sydney to go take a bath right before bed. She’d take a bath and then the three of us would sit and talk before she went to sleep with Anthony. Now I realize that he must have lain awake at night fighting with himself and his feelings for her. He probably never even realized what was happening to him.

  The three of us stood in the entryway while I hung up jackets.

  “Baby, go start the tub water and make it the temperature Anthony told you to set it to.”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  I looked over at Anthony and couldn’t help but smile. He looked like a man burning with desire but also on the brink of losing control. His hands were shoved in his pockets.

  “Anth,” I said his name trying to get his attention. He’s so gone that he didn’t even hear me. I said his name three times before I smacked him in the chest. He looked over at me and raised his eyebrows in question. I smiled at him. “Who would have thought?”

  “I know. I feel like I’m spinning out of control.”

  “You’re not. She wants this, Anthony. We’re the best for her. You and I know what we’re doing and we know her and her needs. We know her better than any woman we’ve been with.”

  He returned his gaze down the hallway in the direction of their room.

  “Remember, if she starts to freeze, you’re the one who has to get her to re-engage. You and her click easier. And, before we go in there, I’m sorry about what I said earlier.”

  “Me too, Col. We just want what’s best for her.”

  I’m glad he and I were okay. I wouldn’t have allowed us to go into her room without us being on the same page. Anthony and I usually were and especially were when we played with a woman at Irons. Before we went into their room we agreed that we wouldn’t do any penetrative sex and would keep it oral tonight. Neither of us knew exactly where she was at on the anal sex activity and I didn’t want any of us making that determination when we’re all aroused, hard and wet.

  I quickly turned the light on in the sitting room while Anthony started the fireplace. We both took off our shirts, shoes and socks and I headed towards the bathroom when Anthony stopped me.

  “Col,” I turned to look at him and he made an upward motion with his head and said, “belt.”

  Shit. Thank God he was on that otherwise I could have potentially ruined the evening. He and I quickly yanked our belts off and I tossed them into the walk in closet. We walked into the bathroom just as Sydney was putting one foot in the tub.

  As I watched her, I realized that I was no longer looking at a hurt and battered young woman, but at a sexy and turned on submissive. When she turned and saw us, she smiled and stepped out of the tub, then lowered herself to the present pose on the rug.

  “Fuck me,” Anthony whispered and ran his han
d through his hair.

  I walked over to her and ran the back of my hand down her cheek and cupped her face. I wanted to see her eyes. I needed to, actually. Her eyes would tell us things that she might not tonight. “Eyes, baby.”

  Her eyes shot up and locked onto mine. I could see the determination in her eyes and as much as I wanted to give this girl all the pleasure I could, we needed to go slow.

  “Very good, baby. Anthony and I came in to give you your bath. Would you like that?”

  Her eyes were heated as she nodded while her lips parted and said, “yes, Sir.” She parted her legs so Anthony and I could see her pussy. She was shaved except for a tiny patch of hair on her mound. Her nipples were both pointed outward at us and her lips were parted with her tongue resting on her bottom lip. Her hair was pulled up in an elastic band and her eyes held nothing but desire and trust.

  “Good girl. If anytime you get uncomfortable and need to slow down, you say ‘yellow.’ Understand?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  “You will say ‘red’ when you want to stop. Don’t try to be brave, baby. Just say it if you need to. There aren’t any consequences to you saying it. Anthony and I will still be here for you. Understand?”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  She mirrored my smile and took hold of my offered hands and I helped her stand up. I put her between Anthony and I with her back against my bare chest. I wondered if she was going to say something about Anthony’s scar. I hoped not because Anthony gets uneasy about it.

  I put my hands on the sides of her upper arms and I bent down to kiss her cheek and slowly moved my hips just a bit so she could feel my erection. The intensity in the way Anthony and Sydney looked at each other was hard to miss. They could have created fire in the space between them.

  “Baby, help Anthony get undressed so he’s ready to give you a bath.”

  I held my breath to see how she’d react. I barely finished the sentence before she was moving to him. I kept her close to me so I would feel any signs of hesitation, nervousness or fear. So far, none of that was going on.