Lynsay Sands

by An English Bride in Scotland

  Recalled to the situation, Annabel stopped dragging her heels and hurried up the stairs. When they reached the top and started along the landing, she glanced over the rail to the great hall to see that rather than hand over the bag to one of the maids, her husband had opened and tilted the bag and was walking about shaking out the contents over the rushes.

  “It’ll do,” Seonag assured her.

  “Aye,” Annabel agreed and led the way into the master bedchamber.

  “Bloody dog,” Seonag muttered when Jasper rushed past her before she could close the door.

  Annabel bit her lip and petted Jasper when he hurried to her side. After a moment, she said, “Do not be too hard on him, Seonag. ’Tis not his fault he had a bad tummy. I did not know it troubled him and fed him cheese.” She allowed time for that to sink in and then added, “ ’Sides, he saved me in the woods when I was attacked.”

  Seonag’s scowl eased a bit and then she sighed and said, “The water is still in the basin from this morning. ‘Twill be cold, but I suppose ’twill have to do. While ye strip and clean up, I’ll find ye something to wear. Then I’ll check ye over and help ye dress.”

  Annabel simply stared as those words filled her head. Find her something to wear? All she had were Ross’s mother’s dresses, which were all far too small in the bust. Unless—

  “I do not suppose the gown I traveled here in has been cleaned yet?” she asked hopefully.

  “Nay. I’m sorry,” Seonag said apologetically.

  The woman moved to a large basket beside the bed. Annabel recognized it as the one that had been downstairs by the fire in the great hall, the one that held all the dresses that were repairable. Annabel hadn’t noticed it before, but supposed Seonag had brought it up to work on the gowns while she’d watched over her the day before while she was unconscious.

  “I should ha’e done it yesterday. It would be dry now if I had,” Seonag said with regret as she began to sort through the remaining gowns in the basket. “But between watching o’er the merchant, and then yerself after yer accident, all I managed was to make the one yer wearing larger in the bosom fer ye.”

  “And I have gone and ruined it,” Annabel said on a sigh, peering down at the now destroyed dress.

  “Never mind. We’ll find something,” Seonag said, and then added with asperity, “And if yer bosoms hang out and Ross does no’ like it, ’tis his own fault fer no’ giving ye time to pack ere dragging ye here from yer home.”

  Annabel bit her lip at the irritation in Seonag’s voice. She was blaming Ross for all of this, but while it was true he hadn’t given her time to pack, she hadn’t had anything to pack anyway. She was debating whether to admit all to the woman, when Seonag glanced over and saw her simply standing there.

  “Is the water that cold? Should I send fer fresh warm water?” she asked with a frown.

  “Nay.” Annabel let go of the brief desire to confess all and turned to the basin. She poured the last of the water from the ewer into the cool water from that morning and then quickly stripped out of her gown and set to work at cleaning off the blood that had splashed onto her chest, hands and arms. Busy with the task, she didn’t realize Seonag had settled on a gown and come to join her until the other woman spoke.

  “Ye’ve a nasty bruise here,” Seonag said with concern, brushing a finger over the center of her lower back.

  “I must have got it when he knocked me to the ground,” Annabel murmured, craning her head around to try to see it, but it was impossible.

  “Does it pain ye?” Seonag asked.

  “Nay,” Annabel lied and when Seonag looked dubious, she admitted, “Well, mayhap a little, but ’twill be fine.”

  “Hmm.” Seonag let it go and peered at her face. “How is yer head? Is it painin’ ye?”

  Annabel took in the maid’s arched expression and didn’t even bother trying to lie this time. “Aye. ’Tis pounding a bit.”

  “I’ll make ye some willow-bark tea when we go below,” Seonag decided, and then turned her attention to the dark blue gown she’d selected and announced, “This one is in the best shape. No tears, or fraying.”

  “Let us hope ’tis a little larger in the bosom than the others then,” Annabel muttered.

  “SO YER WIFE has been set upon three times by a lone Scot?”

  Ross glanced to his brother-in-law. Bean sat turning his tankard of ale absently in his hands, his expression thoughtful.

  Once Annabel and Seonag had disappeared upstairs, he’d spread the bluebells about, then instructed one of the maids to go tell Cook to send out refreshments. His sister and her husband had entered just as he’d finished giving the order. Ross had welcomed them and seen them seated even as servants rushed out to the Great Hall with the requested drinks. Now they were discussing what had happened to his wife.

  “Aye,” he said finally. “It would seem so.”

  “The old trouble over the title of clan chief?” Bean asked.

  “Gilly suggested as much too,” Ross admitted.

  “But?” Bean asked, apparently hearing the doubt in his voice.

  Ross shrugged and then said, “I can see no way to gain the title using Annabel. I might agree to step down to get her safely back, but then I’d just challenge whoever it was and kill them for daring to touch her.”

  “Aye.” Bean nodded with a grin. “Yer right. It would no’ work.”

  “That does no’ mean either Eoghann or Fingal would no’ be stupid enough to try it,” Giorsal said dryly. “Uncle Eoghann was never very bright. Neither is Fingal for that matter.”

  Ross smiled faintly at her dry words. “How do ye ken how bright Fingal is or isn’t? Have ye even met him?”

  “Nay,” she acknowledged. “But only an idiot would have tried to take the title from ye.”

  He grinned at her staunch words, but turned to Bean and said, “If ’tis no’ for the title, what else could it be? Has she enemies in Scotland?”

  Ross shook his head slowly as he considered the question. “She has no’ been here long enough to make enemies.”

  “From where she came from then?” Bean suggested, and then added, “I know it appears to be a Scot attacking her, but he could ha’e been hired by an Englishman.”

  “I can no’ see that being likely,” Ross said dubiously. “She’s a kind heart, does Annabel.”

  “That makes no matter,” Bean said dryly. “Ye have a kind heart too, but ye have enemies.”

  Ross stiffened and scowled at the other man. “Do I insult ye in yer home? Nay,” he answered himself. “So do no’ insult me in mine, thank ye very much. I am no’ kindhearted. I am fair, mayhap, but no kindhearted.”

  Bean chuckled at his affronted words. “Very well, yer fair, no’ kindhearted.”

  “Hmmm,” Ross muttered, only slightly mollified. He couldn’t have the man going around suggesting he was kindhearted or such. His people would think he was going soft.

  “If no’ Annabel, mayhap her father has enemies here,” Giorsal suggested. “He visited once or twice when we were younger, ere he and Father’s friendship waned. Mayhap he angered someone here in Scotland on one o’ those trips.”

  Ross grunted at the suggestion. Lord Waverly had visited MacKay twice, both times within the first five years after saving his father’s life. His father also had stopped in at Waverly for a visit or two in that time as well. However, the distance between the two homes, along with the responsibilities of family and their positions had prevented further visits. Not surprisingly, their friendship had cooled and died a natural death over time.

  “The last time Lord Waverly was in Scotland was more than fifteen years ago, Giorsal,” Ross pointed out now. “And while I don’t doubt the man makes enemies everywhere he goes, fifteen years is a long time to hold a grudge.”

  Bean raised an eyebrow. “Ye did no’ like her father?”

  “I did no’ like her father or her mother,” Ross admitted grimly.

  “Why?” Giorsal asked at once.


  Ross frowned, considering everything and then said, “They were cold and uncaring toward her, and insultingly eager to see us gone once they had the linen, and …”

  “And?” Giorsal prompted when he paused.

  He hesitated but then admitted, “On our wedding night there were welts on her back from a recent whipping, and scars from previous ones.”

  Giorsal sat back, displeasure on her face.

  “But,” Ross added, “I can’t see anyone holding a grudge against him this long and then taking it out on his daughter.”

  “Then we are back to these attacks having to do with her time here,” Bean said reasonably.

  “Aye.” Ross scowled, not liking that his wife was getting hurt because of him. It seemed ironic that while he wished nothing but to protect her and show her caring, he was the one causing her the hurts she was suffering, if only indirectly. Certainly, if he hadn’t taken her to the clearing to consummate their wedding, she never would have been chased into a tree.

  His thoughts were distracted by the appearance of Seonag hurrying down the stairs and across the great hall into the kitchens. Ross watched her go, and then glanced toward the stairs. When there was no sign of his wife, he excused himself and stood to stride to the kitchens.

  Seonag was at a cauldron of boiling water over the fire, scooping the steaming liquid into a goblet when he entered. Moving to her side, he peered curiously at the drink she was preparing as she set the scoop back in the water and began to stir what looked like bits of bark into the liquid in the goblet.

  “What is that?”

  “Willow-bark tea fer Annabel’s head,” Seonag answered, and then added solemnly, “I was going to tell ye on me way back, but she sends her apologies. She’ll no’ be joining ye at table tonight.”

  “Why?” Ross asked, and then glanced to the beverage she was making and asked, “Is her head paining her?”

  “Aye, but that’s not why,” the woman said with a sigh, and then shook her head. “ ’Tis all my fault. Had I ordered one o’ the girls to wash her dress, or worked faster and fixed two dresses to fit her properly instead o’ just the one …” She shook her head again. “I’d best get this up to her. ’Twill ease the pain. At least I can fix that for now.”

  Ross took the drink from her and headed for the door. “I’ll take it to her.”

  Chapter 9

  Annabel accidentally poked herself with the sewing needle, yowled in pain and felt the tears that had been threatening for the last few minutes begin to slide down her cheeks. Even as she popped the abused digit into her mouth, she acknowledged that the tears were owing more to self-pity than the pain from the needle poke.

  Really, this was not a good day in her books … and the worst part about it was that it was all her own bloody fault. First there had been the issue of Jasper’s smelling up the great hall because she’d fed him cheese. That had been followed by the attack in the woods, which wouldn’t have happened, she was sure, if she’d taken someone along on the excursion with her, and now she could not join the party below because her bosom was too bloody big for the gowns available.

  She peered unhappily down at the dark blue gown in her lap. It had looked beautiful once she’d got it on … except for the fact that it was so tight it forced her breasts up far enough that her nipples showed. Seonag had selected another gown for her to try after that, a green one that needed a bit of repair in the hem, but it had been just as bad. When the woman had rushed back to select another gown from the collection in the basket, Annabel had told her not to bother. They would all be indecently small in the bosom. She would have to add panels to them all before she wore them in public. She simply could not go below until she did so.

  Seonag had reluctantly admitted that she too feared that would be the case. The woman had then announced that she was going below to fetch her some tea for her aching head and would help with the task when she got back. Perhaps with the two of them working, they could manage it quickly, she’d added encouragingly.

  Annabel had nodded in agreement, but knew that even with the two of them working it would take them hours to accomplish. The hem had to be cut off, the dress rehemmed all the way around, and then the removed material had to be sewn into panels and inserted in the gown. Seonag was a fast seamstress, but Annabel was not. She was quite sure Giorsal and her husband would be well on their way back home ere they finished the task.

  She sniffled miserably at the thought. While Annabel had been nervous of meeting Ross’s sister, she’d quickly come to like Giorsal during the short time in the clearing when she’d explained everything to her and Bean, the MacDonald lord. That liking had only grown during the short ride with their party before they’d come upon her husband and his men.

  Annabel had never met anyone like Giorsal. The girl was like sunshine, full of happy chatter and loud laughter. The abbess would have hated her for both, Annabel was sure. She was also sure Giorsal would have spent as much time in penance as she had, but that just made her like her all the more. And she really would have enjoyed visiting with the couple below stairs, but instead was stuck upstairs sewing side panels into the blue gown to make it more presentable.

  On top of all that, her head was beginning to pound something fierce. She hoped Seonag did not take long with the willow tea.

  Annabel barely had the thought when she heard the door opening. Relieved, she glanced around, expecting to see the old woman crossing the room toward her—but instead it was Ross. Eyes widening, she turned her head quickly away and used the material in her hands to mop up the telltale tears from her cheek. Trying for a composed expression, she then turned back to her husband.

  “Seonag could have brought that up. You should be down visiting with your sister and Bean,” she chided with a forced smile.

  “They’ll be fine for a moment,” he said, his eyes narrowing on her face with concern. “Ye’ve been crying. Does yer head pain ye so much?”

  “ ’Tis fine. I am sure the willow tea Seonag was making will set it right quick enough. Is that it?” she asked.

  “Oh, aye.” He handed her the goblet and watched silently as she drank it, then took the empty goblet from her. He didn’t leave then, though, but shifted his feet and then asked, “Seonag said something about yer gowns being the reason why yer no’ coming down? Surely it can no’ be so bad? We should talk about—”

  His words died abruptly when Annabel stood up and let her hands drop to her sides. She’d been holding the panel she was sewing in front of her breasts, but now they were on full display above the green neckline and while Ross’s lips were no longer talking, his eyes were. They nearly popped out of his head as he took in the situation.

  “Oh, aye, I see. That’s …” He had raised his hand to her waist as he spoke, but now the hand continued up to run a finger lightly over the top of one nipple where it was visible above the material. “That’s …”

  “Indecent?” she suggested breathlessly as his finger brushed across the nipple again.

  “Beautiful,” he muttered and bent his head to kiss her.

  Annabel sighed into his mouth as it covered hers. She’d needed this, she realized as she leaned into him and let her mouth fall open. His kiss and touch had wiped away all other thoughts and worries from her mind each time he’d graced her with them and she needed that just then. This morning’s activities had made her feel such a failure. Annabel had known she would have some difficulties managing his home and people, but she had worked with animals in the stables at the abbey. Jasper was not the first animal she’d encountered who reacted badly to certain foods. She should have stuck with meat for him until asking someone who knew the beast if there was anything it was best not to feed him.

  As for the incident in the woods, she should have run for her mare, mounted and ridden off the moment she’d spotted the man rather than waiting. Annabel was sure she would have managed it had she not stood there like a deer rooted to the spot when she’d first seen him.

  These e
rrors on top of her other failings made her feel completely useless. But Ross’s kisses pushed that from her mind. She didn’t feel like a failure with his arms around her and his tongue rasping against her own. She just felt hungry, and without knowing how she’d got there, Annabel was suddenly aware that her arms were around his shoulders and her legs wrapped around his hips so that she was plastered against him.

  When Ross broke their kiss briefly to look around, she groaned and kissed, and then sucked at his neck, not stopping until he carried her to the window ledge and set her there. Annabel reached for his head then, drawing his mouth back to hers, moaning into his mouth when he tugged the neckline of her gown down, allowing her breasts to pop out into his hands.

  “Oh husband,” she gasped when his mouth left hers to suck at the side of her neck briefly as he squeezed and fondled her breasts. She clasped his head eagerly in her hands, fingers tugging at the strands of long hair, and then sucked eagerly at his tongue when he raised his head to kiss her again.

  The pressure of his body against hers eased briefly as he kissed her and she felt one hand drop from her breast to slide up her leg, pushing her skirt ahead of it. Annabel squirmed under the touch, her mouth becoming more demanding. But she broke the kiss altogether and threw her head back on a gasping groan when his hand reached the apex of her thighs and set about caressing her there.

  “Ross,” she pleaded, her hips shifting into the touch as a fire burst to life there.

  “How’s yer head?” he growled.

  “What?” she asked with incomprehension.

  Ross chuckled and slid a finger into her and Annabel moaned and forgot about the question as he continued to caress her with his thumb while sliding his finger in and out of her. The sensation was amazing, but she wanted …

  Reaching down, Annabel touched him tentatively through his plaid, surprised to find him hard and huge against her hand. It was the first time she’d touched him, and she was caught up in the moment until she realized Ross had gone suddenly still. Opening her eyes, she peered at his face uncertainly. His eyes were closed, his expression frozen in a rictus of what might have been pain.