Barbara: The Story of a UFO Investigator

by Fielding, Peggy; Bartholic, Barbara

  Indulgence also covers: eating to excess, eating and vomiting and purging, or not eating at all. It can also mean eating foods that are bad for you even though you aren’t overweight, anorexic or bulimic. You have to know what is bad for you as well as what is good for you. If lettuce makes you sick, don’t eat it, no matter what books and articles tell you about the value of lettuce (or any other so-called healthy food.)

  o Keep well away from any scenes or thoughts of child, parent, or spousal abuse. Abuse in any form is a signal of a UFO connection.

  o Go to church, temple, mosque, or synagogue gatherings where positive energy abounds. Pray, always keeping the frequencies of your daily life on a calm, harmonious, balanced level.

  o Avoid much time spent in meditation. Meditation can sometimes become an invasion invitation to aliens.

  o Create as much positive reality for yourself as you can. Take up art or crafts or handwork or hobbies that offer serenity within yourself. Practice creative activities which enrich and enhance. Think of drama, music, dance, writing poetry or prose, painting or sculpture, all of which can take you away from disturbing scenes or memories in your everyday life.

  o Read. Spend some time in libraries and bookstores. If you relate to particular authors write him or her fan letters or “thank you” notes.

  o On the internet look for web sites that offer help. There is little help here but it can’t hurt to look.

  o Search for help from family or members of your community. Look for people who have had encounters. They, more than anyone else, will understand your problem and will, perhaps, be able to offer advice.

  o Look for support groups that will keep you from feeling so alone. When you look for a group or a competent person who can help you, you must realize that experienced help is best... and they are very hard to find since there are so few of us.

  o Enjoy the smallest beauty which you see or hear or smell or taste or touch, while on your daily work or business rounds, even if it be only a quick glimpse of a hummingbird feeding at a trumpet vine, or a child laughing in a playground or an echo of a few notes of music.

  o Understand that rigidity doesn’t help. The oak breaks in the strong wind, the willow merely bends.

  o Step out into the sunshine for a few minutes each day.

  o Uplift the frequencies in your life, taste, fragrance, tactile feeling, emotional feelings. Remember that what we look at can affect us. In other words: You must use all your senses to your own best advantage.

  o Eliminate activities that destroy and degrade. Fighting, cursing, violence, drug use, racial hatred and molestation of others, rape or cruel sex of any kind, abuse of any kind… all are meat and drink to the watching aliens. If mother and father fight while the children watch, that fight is opium to the aliens who are privy to the destruction. All pain and cruelty is a euphoric drug to these beings. They live on our anger and fright and pain.

  A battle in Bosnia or Iraq or anywhere at all, is delectable to the aliens. They must have our darker energies to function. Sexual pain, war, brutality, hatred, fear and anger are all craved food for the intruders.

  o When people can wake up to the importance of their families, and man and wife can love each other, when countries can stop fighting, when races can live together in harmony, when we can refrain from being a resource for them we can disconnect from them. When we decide to do that, we will lay down our guns and decide we are not going to feed them anymore.

  o There is a distinct possibility that they created us for their own self-serving agenda. They could be our creators and we could be their resource, you know, but must we be their puppets?

  It’s time we become powerful, strong human beings in our own right, rather than pawns in the hands of the intruders. We can each take charge of our own lives when we resist the temptation to cooperate with those UFO creatures who seem to love the darker side of our civilization. We can waken to the facts and quit feeding them what they long for.

  o Begin now to turn off any negative frequencies or activities or fantasies, which you know will bring negativity into your life.

  o Concentrate on nature, gardens, plants, flowers and herbs, which you can plant or which you can simply enjoy as the creation of someone else.

  o Participate in activities that bring you joy.

  o Soften your voice and lower your tone.

  o Stand ready to do good and heroic deeds for other people, even for unknown persons, no matter how small or how large the deed may be.

  o Stand ready to do good and heroic deeds for yourself. Treat yourself well in ways that uplift your spirits.

  o Clean, groom and protect your body from harmful contacts.

  o Do the same for all living beings under your roof, including your animals. Teach your children to display kindness toward all other living beings, especially those who are in your family’s care.

  o Look for contentment, especially in small things… a cup of hot tea, jonquils in the spring, a really good book.

  Chapter 21

  WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THE U.S.A?

  UFO reports continue and interest in the subject remains widespread. Recently a panel of nine scientists from France, Germany and the United States, all affiliated with universities, laboratories and observatories, examined present and past reports of UFO investigators. The panel, funded by Laurance S. Rockefeller, looked at cases where physical evidence of some sort existed, such as radar trackings, damage to plants or injuries to witnesses. They found no proof that UFOs were extraterrestrial. But they didn’t rule out the possibility either.

  Scientist Jacques Vallee, who was an advisor to the Rockefeller panel, noted that “the UFO debate has always been locked into two points of view... that it’s either all nonsense or it’s extraterrestrial. Maybe the real answer will be stranger than we can now imagine.”

  I’m convinced that we’re discovering a new world. We can make it what we want.

  When people are taken into the UFO spheres, they are usually shown catastrophic events. Abductees talk endlessly of floods, wars, fires, bomb explosions, horrible weather, and other terrible moments in our world, all of which have been shown to them. In my opinion, all those catastrophes are just a big bunch of soap opera stuff intended to get a rise out of the victim, to manipulate the victim’s emotional reaction. The revelations have just been drama for our edification. We’ve understood for years that the people who have been shown these things cannot really rely on what they’ve been shown. I think the aliens show terrible things supposedly destined for the future of our planet just to test their victim’s reactions.

  To understand what lies before us as Earth’s creatures, we must try for contentment and happiness in our daily lives, moment by moment, day-to-day. Then we must prepare an oasis of comfortable space, a place where we can eat, socialize, rest, sleep and feel secure, no matter how small nor how simple the space may be. We must prepare an oasis for ourselves and for our families and other dependents, as best we can, while we can only wait and see what the future holds.

  Alien interaction with humans involves almost everything we experience. Among people who are interested in the UFO phenomenon, the big question is: “Is there a good alien group which is separate from an evil alien group?”

  I’m inclined to believe that both groups are contained within the control of hierarchical directors who orchestrate everything. The directors are responsible for all conditions and all actions within engineered human groups. Within that common resource we are all units of energy whether we prefer the Mother Teresa Agenda or the Serial Killer Agenda. The diversification within our population is put into play by the hierarchial creators.

  Of course, we are all allowed some freedom to participate in belief systems which appease us and which are good for us to have. However, we are members of a global population which does not yet have the mental circuitry to realize that we are being directed by outside forces.

  We’re a huge crop (of persons) which is pacified with drugs, al
cohol, sex, sports, TV, religion and other activities. As our “herd” proceeds to attend to its business, every human is affected by the interfacing with the aliens.

  People are being played like pawns on a chessboard at the whim of an alien hierarchy.

  Consider this: If you feel emotion you are part of the experiment. You can be put through hell and then you can be put into the best of situations. The Alien Agenda is not all good nor all bad. Every human condition that can be felt will be felt. We’re the actors on their stage. When our spirits leave our bodies they then return to our alien masters.

  Maybe the point is to see how best we can play the game. Perhaps in the end we will be the creators directing the play. I think people need to know that alien hierachiesare are behind both the Mother Teresas and the Jeffrey Dammers.

  As we enter the twenty-first century, I can look back and see that my work has been with hundreds of people. Throughout all the work with victims I have not had even a handful who possess what James Bartley calls “The X Factor,” which is the ability to awaken and understand with clarity the alien interface with us as human beings.

  Let the innocent remain innocent. Let the few who comprehend, those few X factor folk who can see the connection, be the ones who awaken to the link.

  BIBLIOGRAPHY

  Books or articles mentioned in the text and other books and articles which readers may find helpful in their search for answers about UFOs and the aliens who may just look upon Earth’s population as their own personal lab rats.

  BOOKS

  Andrews, George, Drugs and Magic (Liburn, GA: Illuminet Press, P0 Box 2808, 30048)

  Bryan, C.D.B Close Encounters Of The Fourth Kind; Alien Abduction, UFOs, and the Conference at M.I.T. (New York; Alfred A. Knopf)

  Sherman, Harold, How To Picture What You Want (New York; Fawcett Gold Medal, 1977) 109-111.

  Strieber, Whitley, Breakthrough (New York; HarperCollins, 1995)

  Vallee, Jacques, Messengers of Deception (Berkley, CA; And/Or Press, 1979)

  Walden, Ed.D, James L., The Ultimate Alien Agenda (St. Paul, Minnesota; Lewellyn Press, 1998)

  Walters, Ed and Walters, Frances, UFO Abductions In Gulf Breeze (New York; Avon, 1994)

  PERIODICALS

  UFO Universe, Vol.5, No.2, Summer 1995. (New York; GCR Publishing Group, Inc.)

  Readers Digest, May 1999, “UFOs-A Second Look; The Truth Is Out There-Somewhere.” Randy Fitzgerald pg. 160

  APPENDIX A

  Excerpt from HOW TO PICTURE WHAT YOU WANT by Harold Sherman. Fawcett Gold Medal. 1978. pp 109 - 111.

  …Here is one dramatic example of a case in which a spirit entity, anxious to reach a certain person, succeeded through a third party. It is told to me by Mrs. B.B. the woman who unwittingly served as the psychic channel.

  “I was sitting at my desk, at United Films, in Tulsa, working on some written material when, suddenly, a feeling came over me and seemed to fill the room. It was a presence that was so strong that I had to stop my work and try to understand what was happening. I sat quietly and relaxed. The clear impression of this girl, Lynn A., whom I had only met briefly ten years before, was right there in the room with me. I could not see her or hear an audible voice, but she was telling me that she was all right and everything was fine with her now, not to worry, and to tell everyone not to worry.

  Lynn had been married to the curator of the Boston Museum for maybe fifteen years. They were having trouble, which wasn’t unusual. She decided to come to Tulsa six months ago, hoping to be reunited with her first husband. He is married and could not take her back. Deeply dejected because of her rejection, she returned to Boston, poured gasoline all over herself, lit a match, and died a most horrible death. She had been quite a beautiful woman—Intelligent, but emotionally unstable.

  Her presence lingered about ten minutes with me in my office. Then Bill, my boss, came in, telling me to get my purse and note pad, that we were going to look at a building which might be suitable for a new studio. We arrived at the building and Bill introduced me to the real estate man, Mr. G.W. He said he had heard of me before through Bill, so we began talking during the course of the conversation, he told me he had been married to Lynn, that he was her first husband. I was shocked, to say the least. I then told him that just fifteen minutes before, I had a vision of her and she told me everything was all right—that she was in a good place and to tell everyone not to worry about her. He turned white.

  Then he told me that the night before, he was awakened out of a sound sleep, at which time her presence seemed to fill the room. There was no communication. He just felt her there, and he kept asking, over and over, where was she, how was she, was she all right? So here I come the next day with the answer to all his questions. He said he had never had such an experience before and had never been aware of her presence, except on this previous night.

  Since I hardly knew the people involved and was completely unaware of a first husband, I felt this was a direct communication. His rejection of her had been, apparently, the last straw. She killed herself because of this and longstanding problems. She wanted to get word to him so she came through me, knowing I would be seeing him in the next few minutes. How marvelous is the Supreme Intelligence.”

  I asked Mrs. B.B. how she explained such a psychic experience coming to her, and she then confessed a most unusual practice of hers when she was a small child.

  “When I was six or seven, my best friend’s father owned the funeral home in Kirkwood, Missouri. We would have to pass it every day on the way home from school. Every day we would stop to say hello to her father, and I began the unusual practice of going to each casket where there was a corpse and holding each hand. I had no feeling of fear. I felt an overwhelming need to let them—each and everyone—know that there was someone who cared for them. I always felt such an incredible loneliness there—for them, not for me. No one ever seemed to visit, except me. At my young age, it just seemed that no one ever visited.

  It could be my great love for the dead souls at that age and even now is the reason they sometimes communicate through me.”

  On the inside cover of Bartholic’s copy of the book is written these words:

  June 1987

  To Barbara-

  See Chapter 9 to read my account telling of your unusual psychic experiences—that you so kindly gave me!

  My LOVE & BEST always!

  Harold Sherman

  APPENDIX B

  WHAT MEETING WITH OKLAHOMA, TEXAS, KANSAS, AND ARKANSAS, FARMERS AND THEIR FAMILIES HELPED ME ACCOMPLISH:

  o I’d never driven much, only to work or to the store and back. I was afraid to drive in Tulsa. That job put me through the ordeal of driving country roads in the dead of night all alone. I learned independence. I became fearless. I felt a real comradeship with the little preteen boys and girls I saw bravely driving tractors and mowers and other huge machines in their fathers’ fields. I learned that if they could do it I could do it.

  o I was sometimes put into frightening situations which I learned to handle on my own.

  o Farmers restored my faith in humanity. I felt a whole new and wonderful world opened up to me. It was as if I had, for the first time in my life, been given hundreds of new grandfathers, grandmothers, mothers, fathers, aunts and uncles. Nearly every customer became like family to me, even those who weren’t able to or didn’t want to buy my painting of their farm, were like family with very few exceptions.

  o I was filled with love for the children and teenagers whom I saw being responsible and taking their share of all the work on the farm. That made me wish that Bob and I were raising our girls in the country on a farm.

  o I saw the history and beginnings of our American culture laid out within the families on those farms.

  o I found out that farmers as a group had seen many UFOs. They gave me truthful confirmation of sightings and mutilations in specific areas. Especially in the Durant, Oklahoma area there were so many men and women who had experienced these th
ings. These country people were extremely honest. There was really no reason to lie to this stranger who had just dropped into their lives by accident.

  About The Authors

  Barbara Bartholic

  Tulsa, Oklahoma’s well recognized UFO investigator and researcher, Barbara Bartholic, uses hypnosis and regression techniques as analytical tools. When troubled people who suspect UFO abduction in their pasts, learn of her work they are relieved that there is someone whom they can call out to for help. When Bartholic takes on an abductee she allows them the opportunity to delve into the alien abduction or sighting or other incident that is so disturbing to them.

  Bartholic, who is nationally, even internationally, known for her work in the field, has a number of video documentaries and written materials covering the UFO experiences of people from all over the U.S. A book just out, THE ULTIMATE ALIEN AGENDA by Dr. James L. Walden, features his meetings with Bartholic as she regresses him to his UFO experiences. Through her aid he was able to finish his book and with her help he was able to bring forth some new and exciting, and different ideas about the aliens who are still abducting citizens.

  “I’m the original X Files Girl,” she says with her inimitable tinkling laughter. “The people who call out to me have had real and frightening experiences and along with the hypnotic delving that is necessary for clarity, I think of healing as part of the job I do for them.”

  Born in St. Louis, Missouri, Bartholic moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma as a small child. Her father took the family there because of his position as an executive with Skelly Oil. Tulsa has been home for her ever since, with time out for college at Arkansas University where she majored in Modern Dance, plus a few other years for following her childhood dream... which had nothing at all to do with UFO’s. Her years as a student at Will Rogers High School, in Tulsa, introduced her to art and Modern Dance and her time at the University built on her high school experience.