Lynn Ames - Beyond Instinct

by Lynn Ames

  She struggled against the hands that were forcing her to lie down flat. Several faces loomed over her. They were blurry and she was unable to make out distinct features. Vaughn blinked, but her vision wouldn’t clear. Again, she could see mouths moving but could not make out any words. An oxygen mask was placed over her nose and mouth and she felt hands strapping her down. Vaughn wanted to scream. I have to stay with Sara…to protect her.

  The world began to spin. Seconds later, everything went black.

  CHAPTER ONE

  One year later

  A blast of hot air assaulted Vaughn as she disembarked from the plane. She squinted in the bright sunlight, quickly donned her shades, and headed in the direction of baggage claim. Welcome to West Africa.

  “Vaughn Elliott?”

  “Who wants to know?” Vaughn barely glanced sideways to acknowledge the presence at her shoulder. Her eyebrows shot up into her hairline when her gruffness was greeted with lilting laughter.

  “I’m Sage McNally, political officer at the U.S. Embassy and your control officer here in Mali. Welcome to Bamako.”

  Vaughn tipped her sunglasses down and faced the owner of the laugh. Her heart stuck in her throat, and she shoved the shades back up. Sara. The smile, the eyes alight with amusement, the petite build and Irish complexion. Vaughn swallowed hard and struggled to regain her equilibrium.

  “I-I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to laugh.” Sage, having clearly mistaken Vaughn’s reaction for anger, shifted uncomfortably from foot to foot. “It was just…”

  “S’okay.” Vaughn looked down at Sage’s outstretched hand and grasped it in a firm handshake. “I’m Vaughn Elliott, Diplomatic Security.”

  “Nice to meet you.” Sage paused, seemingly unsure how to proceed. “Um, I thought we would get your bags, then I could take you to the hotel and we could talk over lunch. Is that okay with you?”

  “Fine.” Vaughn turned her attention to the young Malian standing at rigid attention just behind and to the right of Sage.

  Sage followed her line of sight. “Henri is our driver. He’ll get your luggage.”

  Vaughn pointed to a small duffle just appearing on the luggage carousel and looked at Henri. “Le voilà.”

  The young man plucked the bag up and slung it over his shoulder.

  “You travel pretty light,” Sage said. “Usually poor Henri gets stuck hauling multiple suitcases.”

  “Yeah, well, I’m not most people.” Sage flinched at the brusqueness of her tone, and Vaughn instantly regretted it. It’s not her fault she reminds you of Sara. Marginally more softly, Vaughn said, “I’ve traveled extensively and often, so I’ve gotten the packing thing down to a science.”

  “Oh.”

  Sage was silent the rest of the way to the car.

  Damn it, Vaughn. Give the girl a chance. “So, have you been in Mali long?”

  “A year-and-a-half. My tour here is almost up.”

  “Where were you posted before this?” Vaughn studied Sage’s profile as they sat in the back seat of the Toyota 4x4. From this angle, she bore less resemblance to Sara.

  “I was in Brussels.”

  “Wow. Mali must have been quite a come-down from that.”

  “You’d think so, wouldn’t you? But I wanted to come here. My specialty is French-speaking African countries, so this is where the action is for me.” Her good humor apparently restored, Sage laughed easily.

  To her surprise, Vaughn found that she was relieved. “Hmm, chocolate, culture, all of Europe at your feet…or dust, heat, inedible food, and rudimentary accommodations. I can see your point.”

  Sage blushed. “Well, when you put it that way, it does sound pretty ridiculous.”

  “Nah, you followed your passion. Good for you. More people should do that.”

  “Here we go,” Sage said as they pulled into the parking lot of a Hilton. “There’s a pretty good restaurant in here. The food is definitely edible. How about if I meet you at the bar after you’ve checked in?”

  “Sure. Give me fifteen minutes.”

  Sage noted that Vaughn was back in exactly fifteen minutes, despite a change in wardrobe. She was unsurprised. Punctuality seemed in keeping with the woman’s no-nonsense demeanor. She studied Vaughn as she made her way to the bar. Without her reflective sunglasses, she still cut an imposing figure.

  “Shall we get a table?”

  “Sure.”

  At her signal, the host appeared at Sage’s elbow. “Oui, Mademoiselle Sage?”

  “Un table pour deux, s’il vous plaît, Maxim.”

  “Bien sûr, Mademoiselle.” To Vaughn, he said, “Right this way.”

  “Merci, Monsieur.” Vaughn answered in impeccable French.

  Once they were seated, Sage said, “Your accent is better than mine.”

  “I would hardly think that could be judged by a few simple phrases.”

  Sage waved her hand dismissively. “Perhaps, but I can always tell someone who’s comfortable with the language from someone who isn’t. Where did you study?”

  “Paris, in my youth.”

  Sage pursed her lips. Vaughn’s tone implied that further illumination would not be forthcoming.

  It was Sage’s avocation, as well as her vocation, to read people. It was clear that Vaughn cultivated her aloofness. This, of course, aroused Sage’s curiosity all the more.

  She had not been able to glean anything from the information she’d received about Vaughn from Washington several days ago. That was not unusual, but what was odd was that the information had not come via the normal route.

  While Vaughn had hardly shown herself to be chatty, Sage decided to forge ahead. “Well, it’s nice that at least they managed to send someone who speaks the language.” She paused for effect and adopted what she hoped was a casual tone. “Maybe that’s because your assignment didn’t come through the usual channels?”

  When Vaughn neither responded nor reacted, Sage tried again. “I mean, normally I would’ve gotten news of your arrival and background information from some mid-level bureaucrat at State. You were different.”

  Still Vaughn remained maddeningly silent.

  Sage sighed. The direct approach seemed the only way. “So, why did your assignment come directly from the secretary of state? I’m assuming that’s where the assignment came from, since that’s who sent me your details.”

  Vaughn shrugged, her eyes fixed on a spot somewhere over Sage’s shoulder. “I don’t know. Why don’t you ask the secretary?”

  “Very funny.” Sage decided to try a different line of questioning. “Where were you before? You must have been somewhere exciting, right?” She knew that Vaughn’s classification was 01—meaning she was an experienced officer.

  “This is my first assignment.”

  “Wow.” Sage couldn’t hide her surprise. “The secretary of state himself sends you to protect a high-level congressional delegation your first time out of the gate? No offense, but that seems pretty strange.”

  “Not really. I’ve been in law enforcement for twenty-one years. I’m no rookie. I’m fully capable of coordinating security for this visit. Feel better now?”

  Sage blushed as Vaughn fixed her with a pointed stare. “Oh, I wasn’t questioning your ability. Honest.” Sage bit her lower lip. In for a penny, in for a pound. “Which agency were you with? Do you have any good stories to tell?”

  “Another branch of government. And no, I don’t have any good stories to share. I’ve been behind a desk for the past year.”

  Vaughn’s voice was flat, but there was something in her eyes that told Sage there was much more to the story.

  “You don’t strike me as the kind of person who would enjoy pushing papers. What’d you do to end up in the doghouse?”

  “Can we please talk about the assignment?” It was more a command than a request.

  “Of course. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you.” Sage cleared her throat and adopted her best business-like tone. “As you know, a congressional deleg
ation led by the senate majority leader will be here three weeks from now. It’s part of a larger visit that will include Ghana, Senegal, Cameroon…”

  “And, naturellement, gay Paris on the way home,” Vaughn interjected.

  “Of course,” Sage conceded. It was a well-established practice that “fact-finding” or goodwill trips to third-world countries by VIPs would include a high-value bonus location like France.

  “Mali is the last stop before Paris, so by the time they get here they’ll probably have had their fill of hospitals and schools.”

  “Normally, I’d agree with you, but Mali is strategically important to the U.S. It’s a model for democracy we can only hope other West African nations would adopt.” Sage warmed to the topic. “Mali has had four democratic, multi-party presidential elections since 1990. That’s remarkable.”

  “Is that so?”

  Vaughn smiled at her indulgently and Sage got the distinct sense that she was being patronized. “Are you playing me?”

  Vaughn barked a laugh. “What makes you think so?”

  Sage frowned in answer.

  “I have done some homework, but I’d rather get your perspective. I really wasn’t jerking your chain, Sage.”

  It was more of a concession than Sage expected. “Okay. So, what is it you want to know?”

  A waiter appeared with their food, and conversation was temporarily suspended.

  When he’d gone, Vaughn said, “Tell me about the scheduled stops, personal observations about the politics, situations our group might encounter…”

  “Right. Well, the new president is a bit eccentric and fancies himself a ladies’ man, so that might present an interesting dynamic with Majority Leader Stowe.”

  Vaughn raised an eyebrow. Madeline Stowe, the first female leader of the Senate, was a shrewd politician with a well-deserved reputation for eviscerating anybody, of either sex, who treated her with anything other than complete respect and professional courtesy.

  “Maybe we should sell tickets. Could be quite a show,” Vaughn said. “By the way, I’m impressed.” She held up a forkful of coq au vin. “Real French food.”

  “Mmm, don’t expect that outside of the hotel.”

  “Good to know.”

  Sage continued around a mouthful of food, “The audience with the National Assembly will be less fascinating—just a mutual rah-rah session. Then there’s the obligatory party thrown by the ambassador…”

  “What about the stops outside Bamako?”

  “There are two visits scheduled to schools in the countryside. These are more like photo opportunities and made-for-television events.”

  “Anything I should know about the areas around the schools? What are the people like?” Vaughn asked, taking a last bite and pushing the plate away.

  “The schools border on Tuareg territory—up near Timbuktu. Generally speaking, the Tuareg keep to themselves. Every now and again they get riled up about something, but mostly they stay true to their nomadic roots, riding around on their camels in the desert, trading goods, and looking imposing in their flowing dark indigo robes with only their eyes visible.”

  “Only their eyes, eh?”

  Sage nodded. “Beginning at age twenty-five, every Tuareg male wears a head veil—it’s a turban that also wraps around their neck and lower face. They’re never seen without the veil, even by family.”

  “Are the Tuareg worked up about anything at the moment?”

  “Nothing in particular, but it’s good to remember that they have no allegiances except to themselves.”

  “Noted.” Vaughn pushed back from the table. “So what’s on tap for the rest of the day?”

  Sage regarded her with something akin to awe. “You’re not jet-lagged?”

  “Nope.”

  “I didn’t schedule any meetings for today because I didn’t think you’d be up to it, but I could show you around town and give you a sense of the place.”

  “Sounds good, unless you have other things you need to be doing. I don’t want to take you away from your work.” Vaughn pushed away from the table and stood up.

  Sage signaled the waiter. “Not a problem. I’m at your disposal for as long as you need me. It’s my job to schmooze, get intelligence, and be visible. Since I’ve set up meetings for us with Malian officials, I can kill two birds with one stone.”

  “I’ve got it,” Vaughn said, placing a restraining hand on Sage’s wrist as she looked at the check and reached for her wallet.

  Sage shook her head and smiled. “Embassy business. The government’s picking up the tab.”

  “Better yet.”

  The heat created the illusion of steam rising off the pavement as they rode toward the outskirts of town. Abruptly, the quality of the pavement changed.

  “I take it we’re leaving the city limits,” Vaughn said drolly.

  “You really do have great powers of observation.”

  Vaughn chuckled. “Told you I was good at what I do.”

  They’d spent several hours touring the capital city, and Vaughn was finding it increasingly difficult to maintain an air of remote detachment. Sage’s enthusiasm and genuine curiosity were hard to resist. Vaughn glanced out the window, noting the periodic appearance of small earthen huts. It was a far cry from the bustle of Bamako.

  Over the course of her career, she had been in many third-world countries, although she had never been to Mali. The barren landscape reminded her of neighboring Burkina Faso. The entire country looked like a red-clay tennis court, the natives lived in extreme poverty, the climate was arid, and yet the people seemed happy.

  “Have you ever been to West Africa before?”

  “Mmm. Once or twice. I was just thinking this place reminds me of Burkina Faso.”

  “I can see that,” Sage said, “but politically, the two nations are worlds apart. Burkina Faso traditionally has been very unstable. I can’t count the number of coups they’ve had in the last twenty-five years.”

  Vaughn flashed back to the last time she’d been there. It was a coup that she’d been ordered to help engineer in the summer of 1983. She wondered what Sage would think if she knew. “In that case, better to be here than there.”

  “That’s very true.”

  “How did a nice girl like you get to be in the diplomatic corps?”

  Sage shrugged. “It’s not a very interesting story, really. I always wanted to go into the Peace Corps. So I signed up right after college. Since I was fluent in French, they sent me to West Africa.”

  “There are a lot of French-speaking countries,” Vaughn said. “Why West Africa?”

  “I thought it would be exotic and fascinating. My purpose in going into the Peace Corps was to help save the world. I didn’t really think Paris, Switzerland, Belgium or Canada needed rescuing.”

  “True.” Vaughn looked over at Sage. “How did you find the experience? Was it everything you expected?”

  “Yes and no.” Sage shifted her attention from the road to make brief eye contact with Vaughn. “It was certainly a part of the world that seemed like it could benefit greatly from Western ideals and technologies.”

  “Sounds like there’s a ‘but’ in there somewhere.”

  “Mmm. The longer I was there and the more time I spent with the people, the more I began to question why our ways were supposed to be better than theirs. Was it simply our arrogance? Who were we to tell them the way they’d been doing things for centuries wasn’t the ‘right’ way? Or could we really improve their lives? Should we, just because we could?”

  Vaughn smiled. Sage’s face was alive with the passion of conviction. For the first time in a year, Vaughn was enjoying the company of another human being. Welcome back to the world, Elliott. “What did you decide in the end?”

  “I never really reached a firm conclusion. I mean, the area was rife with famine, people were starving, and disease was rampant. Still, the people were generally happy. Go back to the States and watch folks in a grocery store. They have everythi
ng they could ever want, all in nice, neat little rows with more choices than they know what to do with, and they’re miserable. They complain about the checkout lines, the fact that the bananas aren’t ripe enough, their brand of toothpaste isn’t on sale…you get the idea.”

  “Mmm. The people who have nothing, who lead simple lives that revolve around survival, seem to be more content than the society that has every advantage.”

  “In a nutshell, yes.”

  “But it still doesn’t eradicate their very real suffering.”

  “Exactly. So what’s the answer? Get them healthy and let them be as unhappy as we are?”

  “Is it fair to assume that they would be? That seems a bit of a leap. Maybe they’ve sufficiently internalized the things that make them happy and external factors won’t affect that.” Vaughn was enjoying the intellectual conversation. It seemed like forever since the last time she’d gotten outside of herself. Since the last weekend you spent with Sara. She closed her eyes against a stab of pain.

  “Are you okay?”

  Vaughn opened her eyes to see Sage staring at her, her brow furrowed with concern. She became aware for the first time that the car had stopped.

  “Fine,” Vaughn answered, more curtly than she intended.

  “Right,” Sage said, and turned her head away. Her jaw muscles were tense, and Vaughn cursed herself.

  Sage continued, “I thought you might like to see the Marché—the market. It only happens once a week out here. Vendors come from all over to ply their wares—goat meat, fabrics, tools, wood carvings. If you’re not up to it…”

  “No. I’d love to see it. Lead on,” Vaughn said, unbuckling her seatbelt.

  Sage got out of the car without saying another word.

  Way to go, Elliott.

  CHAPTER TWO

  Vaughn paced the length of the suite and back again. Sage had dropped her off without saying more than a handful of words during the three-hour drive back to Bamako. Vaughn offered to buy her dinner, but Sage had politely declined, pleading exhaustion. When Vaughn inquired about seeing her in the morning, Sage simply shook her head and mumbled something about having paperwork to do in the office.