Perfected by You

by J. M. Walker

  I chuckled and pulled out my laptop from the suitcase. “Take a nap. We have a couple of hours still before we meet up with Mathis and his wife.”

  Evvie yawned and nodded. “Join me.” It was a soft request but I couldn’t. I needed to get work done and lying beside my naked wife would not do me any good. I had to have some sort of control in my life and that would not be one of them.

  “I have work to do, lover,” I said, placing a soft kiss on her lips before setting up my laptop on the table.

  She pouted. “Please.”

  Our eyes met, her dark blue gaze pleading with me. My chest ached. I had tried everything in my fucking power to help her through the pain of losing the baby. Our baby. But I knew that time would be the only way to truly heal.

  Grabbing my laptop, I sat beside her on the bed and pulled her into my arms. Her hand grazed under my shirt, caressing ever so lightly along my abs.

  I brushed her hair out of her eyes and kissed her forehead when a lonely tear rolled down her cheek. My stomach twisted. “What’s wrong, lover?”

  She sighed and sat up, scrubbing a hand down her face. “It’s nothing.”

  Pinching her chin, I forced her to look at me. “Clearly it’s not ‘nothing’. Tell me.”

  Evvie looked away, chewing her bottom lip. “I…” She sighed.

  I placed a soft kiss on her mouth. “Please.”

  “It’s stupid.” She huffed.

  “Something is bothering you and that is not stupid, Evvie,” I said, cupping the back of her neck. “Talk to me.”

  Her gaze met mine. “I was just having a moment. I was thinking about the baby.”

  My heart hurt, wishing that I could take away my wife’s pain. “It’ll get easier with time.”

  “Well that doesn’t help me now, does it,” she snapped and shoved out of my grip.

  “Hey,” I grabbed her arm and pulled her back against me. “I was just trying to make you feel better.”

  “I know.” She sighed and snuggled into me. “I’m sorry.”

  I kissed her hair and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. As much as I needed to work, I couldn’t concentrate. Guilt settled in my gut, threatening to eat me alive if I didn’t take control of it. The only person to blame for the loss of our baby, was my mother. That evil bitch from hell destroyed a part of my wife. Even though Evvie wasn’t pregnant for long and we only found out about it while she was having a miscarriage, that didn’t matter. Evvie fell in love hard and she fell for that baby. Our baby. My baby.

  “Brett?”

  “Hmm?” I responded as I clicked a couple of keys on the laptop.

  “Make me forget.”

  I paused in what I was doing and looked down at her.

  Evvie sat up and turned to me, her eyes dark with wanting and a need so strong it took my breath away.

  My cock lengthened as I watched her pink tongue peek out from between her lips and lick over the fullness of her mouth. “Lover,” I breathed.

  “Help me get out of my head,” she pleaded and rose from the bed. She pulled off her clothes, leaving her standing naked before me.

  I was usually the one that instigated these things. Always being in control. Always dominating our sex life but now, as my wife stood in the lighting of the large hotel room, naked and waiting for me, she was in full control.

  “This isn’t a good time, lover.” As those words left my lips, I cringed, not liking the taste of them on my tongue. I never turned down sex from Evvie. This new unexpected side of me was not something that I was used to but right now—

  “Brett, please. I need you to help me get out of my head. Even just for a little bit. Please,” she begged.

  My eyes widened as she knelt on the floor, ready and fully submitting to me.

  A part of me wasn’t sure if this was the right time but the darker part of myself jumped to full attention. Struggling through my inner battle of should I or shouldn’t I, I rose from the bed and pulled off my shirt. I wanted to help Evvie. In any way that I could. When it came to sex for us, it was more than just the physical needs but the mental connection as well.

  “Kneel on the bed with your face pressed to the mattress,” I demanded, circling behind Evvie. She wanted out of her head? I would give her that reprieve and more.

  I watched my wife rise to her feet and do as I said, her beautiful pale ass sticking up in the air for my pleasure.

  Reaching into my pocket, I pulled out a red satin scarf and moved behind her. I had always kept one on me, never knowing when the time would come where my wife needed to be bound or gagged. It sent a chill over me, knowing that she had no idea just how much control I actually had.

  “I’m cutting off your sight. It will enhance your other senses.” Tying the scarf around her head, my heart raced, my body vibrating with the need to dive deep inside of her. I had to be patient and that was something that I was slowly learning to accomplish. Patience was a word that was not in my vocabulary.

  “Brett.”

  “Shh…” I said, brushing a hand down her spine. I grabbed another scarf from my bag and tied it around her ankles. “Give me your hands,” I said and tied the rest of the scarf around her wrists, holding her restrained on the bed.

  Small bursts of air left her lips as she trusted me with the use of her body.

  I brushed my thumb along her bottom lip. “All you will feel is me. As I touch you, all you will hear is the sounds of your heavy breathing. Your moans of ecstasy. My grunts of pleasure. All you’re going to smell is us as we move as one. I will make love to your mind, pushing myself past that barrier that has you upset.”

  “Plea—”

  “I will help you forget, even just for a moment but I will need you to let me in. Open your mind, your body, your soul to me, my sweet sweet Evvie.”

  She let out a deep breath and smiled. “I will.”

  I covered her mouth in a hard demanding kiss, nipping her bottom lip before running my tongue along it. Pulling my belt from the loops with a snap, I smiled as she pushed against me, deepening the kiss. Maybe a little pain would help her get out of her head.

  Releasing her, I moved behind her beautiful body and grazed a hand from her tailbone to her core. The juices from her body, coated my fingers. “You’re going to come against my hand, then my belt and then my cock. All orgasms will be back to back, no break in between. Do you understand me?”

  She nodded, a small whimper leaving her lips.

  I placed a swat on her ass, rubbing the spot soon after. “Answer me.”

  “I understand,” she breathed.

  “Good girl.” Thrusting two fingers deep inside of her, I didn’t let her get used to them as they fucked her body.

  She shook against me, cried out repeatedly and thrashed her head from side to side as I gave her what she so desperately craved. Or so she thought.

  “When I’m done with you, lover, you’re going to be an aching trembling mess. All evening, I will have you wet and swollen, throbbing for my cock and by the time we get back here, you will attack me.”

  Evvie moaned, arching her back.

  I pumped my hand against her, pushing my fingers deep and watched her come undone before me.

  As the cries of pleasure left her lips, I removed my hand from between her legs and folded my belt. “Remember to breathe.” Not giving her a chance to respond, I slapped the leather against her ass. Repeating the movements over and over again.

  Swat swat swat.

  She whimpered, throwing her head back as I continued reigning light blows over her lower body. “Now, come against my belt, lover.”

  Swat swat swat.

  Landing a blow on her pussy, I brushed my hand over the light red marks on her ass.

  Sweat coated her back, her body moving against the leather as it hit her hot cunt.

  “Come, lover,” I whispered in her ear.

  At that point she screamed. Her body exploding as my name left her lips over and over again.

  A shiver ran
down my spine. “Keep coming. That’s it. Let me hear how good I make you feel.”

  She moaned, her body shaking and trembling.

  In a quick move, I threw the belt on the floor and moved behind her. Ripping open my pants, I pulled out my cock and thrust deep inside of her, causing her to throw her head back.

  Her core squeezed me, the walls of her beautiful pussy sucking me as I pumped into her body at a frantic rate. Fuck me, she felt good. “Is this what you wanted, lover?”

  “Oh yes,” she cried out.

  I pulled out, making a shiver ripple down her spine and slowly pushed my way back into her hot body. Thrusting slow and deep, I gave her what she needed until she came on my dick.

  Fisting my cock, I lubricated my thumb and pushed it into the tight hole of her rear.

  She moaned, clenching around me.

  Replacing my thumb with my length, I rubbed the tip down to her core and back up again.

  “Brett,” she groaned my name.

  “Open yourself to me, my sweet Evvie. Let me take complete possession of your body.” The first time, I never asked her. Knowing she wouldn’t say no, I gave her what she needed over and over again. But now, her mind was at a fragile state and I needed to give her a sense of control.

  “More,” she breathed.

  I grunted in satisfaction and pushed into her slowly. Gripping her hips, I dug my fingers into the flesh of her ass as I dove deep inside of her.

  She whimpered, her body relaxing under my touch. “Take me, Brett. Oh God.”

  Once I was fully inside the tight area between her ass cheeks, I braced myself. “I’m going to give you what you need.”

  She nodded, chewing her bottom lip.

  I pulled out almost completely. “You’re going to feel me for days,” I said and slammed back inside of her.

  Evvie screamed and didn’t that just make me harder.

  A wicked grin spread on my face as I drove into her tight body at a hard fast pace.

  Her cries of pleasure erupted around us, washing over my skin as I forced our pleasure from her very being.

  She begged me to make her forget. Even if it was just for a moment.

  Undoing the scarf around her wrists, I pulled her arms above her head and kissed her upper back.

  She moaned, her voice going raw.

  “Fuck, lover, you’re tight,” I breathed against the back of her neck. “I want to ruin you,” I whispered.

  “Do it. Use my body,” she demanded.

  I ripped off the scarf that was wrapped around her ankles and spread her out beneath me. Covering her body with mine, I ran my hands down her arms before linking our fingers together. I pushed into her hard.

  She gasped and pulled off her blindfold. “Again.”

  “You like me seated deep inside your ass, lover?” I snarled against her neck.

  Evvie moaned and nodded, licking her bottom lip.

  “Hold on,” I growled and squeezed her hips.

  She gripped the edge of the bed.

  With an added force, I drove in and out of her hard, giving us both what we craved and hungered for.

  A hot shiver ran down my spine as my balls tightened before I shot my release straight into her body. I came on a roar; pounding into her with so much strength I couldn’t stop it.

  She screamed, clenching around me before her own release wracked her very core. “Brett, oh God. Yes. Harder.”

  I did as she said. “Fuck, I want to rip you open.”

  “Do it.”

  I pulled out and thrust into her so hard, her eyes rolled into the back of her head. Pulling her to all fours, I reached underneath her and pumped two fingers into her sweet pussy all the while thrusting my cock into her tight body. I spread her open, splitting her wide as I took complete possession of her.

  I finished what I started and gave her what she needed over and over again until she passed out in my arms from pure exhaustion. My semi-hard cock rested nice and tight inside of her, growing harder as the snug warmth of her body wrapped around me.

  Brushing her sweat soaked hair off her forehead, I reached for my phone on the nightstand. I sent Mathis a quick text, saying that we would have to get together the next day. He didn’t ask why. That was the difference between men and women. We didn’t need explanations.

  I threw the phone on the bed and wrapped myself tighter around the woman lying in my arms. “I love you, Evvie,” I whispered. “More than you can ever imagine.”

  She stirred against me, her eyes fluttering. I prayed she was having a good dream about puppies and kittens. None of this dark black bullshit that we had been experiencing for the past couple of months.

  “My one,” I said against her hair, my eyes growing heavy.

  Evvie pulled my arm tighter around her and sighed. “My only.”

  ***

  The next morning, I woke to warm lips pressed firmly against mine. I would have taken advantage of the situation but Evvie’s stomach rumbled igniting a small giggle to escape her lips. My blood stirred. Other than her cries of passion, her laugh was my favorite sound.

  “I thought you were going to leave me a panting quaking mess last night?” she asked, heading into the bathroom.

  I joined her and kissed her head before stepping into the shower. “You fell asleep and we have all weekend.”

  She followed me and wrapped her arms around my middle. “I’m sorry,” she said, placing soft kisses on my back.

  “Don’t be.” I turned in her arms and pinched her chin before covering her mouth with mine. “You were upset. We have many more days where I can tease you all night so you end up attacking me,” I purred against her lips.

  She sighed, leaning into me. “Thank you for last night,” she said softly, her cheeks reddening.

  Cupping the back of her neck, I trailed kisses down her jaw. “Never apologize for asking me to do something for you. I’m your husband. It’s my job.”

  “But you didn’t want to—”

  “I never said that.” I frowned. “I didn’t want you to feel like I was taking advantage of you. I know I can be a douche but I’m not cruel.”

  “You’re not a douche,” Evvie said, brushing her fingers down my stomach.

  My cock twitched, a vibration travelling through me at the light touch.

  She looked down and licked her lips before meeting my gaze.

  I grinned and pushed her back against the wall making her gasp. Wrapping a hand around her throat, I tilted her head. “Making you throb and ache for me so that you will attack me later, starts now.”

  ***

  “This place is amazing,” Evvie said as we walked into Mathis’ club, Club Maroon, later that evening.

  “You talking about my club, beautiful, or Vegas?”

  We both turned to Mathis Verlinden heading our way with a voluptuous red headed woman on his arm.

  “Both,” Evvie said.

  The woman laughed. “He knows.” She smiled at us. “I’m Jenny. Mathis’ wife.”

  We shook her hand and I noticed the large diamond on her small pale hand. Mathis had money and if it wasn’t for him, I wouldn’t have been able to get my wife half the things I had.

  “How about a hug—”

  I growled. What could I say? I was a fucking animal and territorial when it came to my wife. I told her once and I’ll say it again. Now that I fell in love with her, I had become way more possessive than she ever thought was possible.

  Mathis met my gaze, amusement flashing in his gaze. “Down boy. Just want to greet the lovely lady.”

  I braced myself but held firm onto Evvie’s hand.

  She looked up at me. “My one,” she whispered.

  “My only,” I responded automatically. I sighed and looked away as they hugged. I liked the guy. I did. At first I didn’t but after a while he grew on you. But seeing him hug my wife, made my blood boil.

  “Let’s eat. I’m starving,” Jenny said and turned on her heel before sliding into a red booth.


  “You’re always hungry, love,” Mathis laughed and joined her.

  “And whose fault is that?” she teased, pulling off her coat.

  My stomach clenched as I saw the protruding belly sticking out from her waistline.

  Evvie inhaled a gasp, her hand tightening in mine.

  “You guys joining us?” Mathis asked as Jenny stuck her tongue out at him.

  “Give us a moment,” I said and pulled Evvie out of ear shot. “My sweet Evvie,” I whispered and cupped her cheeks.

  Her eyes filled with unshed tears but she blinked them back. “I can do this.”

  I sighed and wrapped my arms around her, hugging her tight.

  “Will it ever get easy?” she asked, her voice muffled by shirt.

  “It has to.” I kissed her head and held her at arm’s length. “We can go somewhere else.”

  Evvie shook her head, her blond curls brushing her shoulders. “No.” She pasted on a small smile. “You guys need to talk business. I’m fine. Just…”

  I frowned. “What?”

  “Don’t leave me. Whatever you have to talk about, please stay with me.”

  I nodded. “Of course. Anything he has to say, he can say it in front of you. We’re in this together remember? 100/100.”

  She laughed and wiped a tear from under her eye. “I’m sorry.”

  “Don’t be.” I didn’t know how I was lucky enough to have met Evvie Neal several months ago and now I was married to her. It was a like a dream come true and I couldn’t be more thankful. I couldn’t be more at ease. I cupped her cheeks and looked down at her. “You good?”

  She nodded, a slight smile splaying on her face.

  We joined Mathis and Jenny, the girls hitting it off right away.

  “Everything good?” he asked me as I watched my wife smile and laugh at something Jenny had said.

  “It will be.” I would make damn sure of it too.

  Although Evvie had her back turned to me, she kept her hand in mine. Touching me. Owning me. In the short time that I had known her, I always figured it was me doing the owning. The possessing but really, it was the other way around. She consumed me utterly and completely.

  “Brett?”

  “Hmm?” I looked up to everyone looking at me. Clearing my throat, I turned to Evvie and gave her a small smile.