Destination: Void: Prequel to the Pandora Sequence

by Frank Herbert

  We’re doomed, Flattery thought. Lord, why didst Thou enlighten me only to show me this?

  The skeletonlike Timberlake and dead-alive images in his memory filled Flattery with rage. He pulled himself upright against the stanchion, screamed: “You’re dead! Zombies! You’re already dead! Zombies!”

  As quickly as the rage had come it fled him, and he felt himself crying softly. The feeling of enlightenment drained away. It had come in the space of ten heartbeats and left in the space of a single pulse. The golden light faded and the plasteel lock that trapped him with Timberlake was only that—a room of too solid walls, too small, its light too cold, and the air his suit provided was too charged with the omnipresent stinks of recycling.

  “Raj, you’ve got to control yourself,” Timberlake was saying.

  But God controls us, Flattery thought. And God has told me what I must do. He permitted me a religious experience that I might see our doom and—encompassing it—fulfill it.

  Timberlake took a deep breath, feeling the tightness in his chest. He felt faintly ill, his fear at their helplessness compounded by Flattery’s near panic. He and Flattery were as trapped here as that cow embryo had been.

  He thought of that helpless embryo in the Holstein section of the farm-stock hyb tanks—a bit of protoplasm attached to the life-system tubes with its own special code. It had been a unique identity, and Timberlake felt he had known that particular animal—could project its lost potential forward in his mind to see it grazing and fulfilling its natural functions as a producer of energy.

  All that natural potential had been sacrificed, becoming merely units of cerebral excitation in the development of a mechanical consciousness. Any other function of possibility had been lost in the instant of its deliberate destruction. It had become a thing of the senses—unreal, receding into the past, its atoms dissipated in the time void. There could be nothing private or individual or unique about it from that instant of death onward.

  Timberlake swallowed. His throat felt sore as though from remembered anguish. He knew this feeling was rooted in his training as a life-systems engineer—his inhibitions as a preserver of life. He shook his head, trying to drive out the sense of confusion.

  It was an unborn creature, an animal, he told himself. It wasn’t really a being the way we are beings. The physical complexity of that dead creature was enormous, yet it never could have been conscious the way we are … even if it had lived out its normal life.

  How empty the argument sounded even as it echoed silently in his mind.

  Flattery wasn’t screaming anymore. He stood there clutching a stanchion, glaring out of the faceplate.

  “Take it easy, Raj.” Timberlake said. He spoke softly, as though soothing a child who had been hurt. Then, louder: “Prue.”

  Still no answer.

  She could be too busy to answer, Timberlake thought.

  He listened to the gentle burbling and whirring of his suit, assessing their position. Prue wasn’t answering—reason unknown. Bickel had taken off for his quarters—obviously intent on completing the white box–black box step in his theory, transferring his own pattern of consciousness onto the white box that was the Ox-cum-computer. Would the Ox be like Bickel then? No … it couldn’t be.

  Timberlake felt suddenly that he had passed beyond some major obstacle in understanding his own personal mind-brain-body relationship. He sensed that he had entered a new, but as yet unidentified territory.

  He saw that Flattery was almost drained of energy—a result of having been emotionally and physically overtaxed. The man had been through one hell of an experience up there in the tube. As Timberlake watched him, Flattery swayed against the stanchion, said: “Sorry … I threatened you.”

  The rhythms in Flattery’s voice fascinated Timberlake. He found himself confronted by an abrupt awareness of how those rhythms blended into other rhythms and proceeded from still other rhythms. He sensed the rhythms of his own life and the compounded Fourier curves that radiated from him and to him.

  Something Bickel had said while they worked on the Ox rose up then in Timberlake’s mind:

  “If we give this thing life, we have to remember that life is a constant variable with eccentric behavior. The life we create has to think in the round as well as in a straight line—even if its thinking is derived from patterns on tapes and webs of pseudoneurons.”

  It was as though consciousness were a valve whose function was to simplify. All the complexities had to flow through it and be reduced to an orderly alignment.

  Energy flowed into the system at all times—enormous amounts of energy—sufficient to overload a conventional four-dimensional system.

  Overload—overload—overload! Down it poured through the valve of consciousness. As the load increased, the valve could deflect it … or expand to receive it.

  Timberlake felt that he moved up through enormous layers of fog—layer upon layer upon layer … until he reached a place of clarity and balance.

  I am awake, he thought. It was a fear-inspiring thought.

  Chapter 28

  The correlation between chemistry and emotions is inescapable. Thus, with the chemical relationship between humankind and our mechanical simulators tenuous at best an artificial consciousness, if it has emotions, may have emotions far outside the human range. Such emotions may appear godlike to the limited human understanding.

  —Vincent Frame, Speculations

  Flattery’s personal cubby was enough like his own to give Bickel a sense of familiarity, but sufficiently different to fill him with disquiet. The life-system ducts appeared conventional—a breather grid with its cap swung aside and the tube and mask clipped in their racks, the dome of repeater gauges above the action couch. Atmosphere samplers read normal, and the emergency feeder tubes were in place.

  The sacred graphic imprinted on the bulkhead in front of the couch drew his attention. It was a compelling thing in pastel shades of blue, red, and gold with a dark and wavy hypnotic overprint suggesting faces out of dreams.

  Bickel tore his attention from the graphic, studied the room’s electronic equipment. The cubby’s installations contained a surprise, and Bickel examined it carefully. No doubt about it—the thing like a stiffened net that swung out over the couch from the side bulkhead fed impulses to a weaker, but more sophisticated version of the field generator sorter he had designed for the black box—white box transfer. He traced the leads, found another surprise: the thing had been gated for one-way operation. It impressed its field reflections onto the cubby’s occupant, but nothing of the occupant returned to the ship system.

  Bickel absorbed the implications of the device, nodded slowly.

  Presently, he stretched out on the couch, ran a short test on the generator, swinging the controls close, keeping his eyes on the gauges and the half-curve of the net grid which swung down on its rack to a position about ten centimeters above his head.

  It took a few seconds for the generator’s field to build up, then he felt a curious sense of watchfulness—an observing-without-emotion. It was like a waking dream and he thought immediately of a reflector—like a mirror in an angle of a hall to reveal people around a hidden corner … a one-way mirror which revealed only that alert watchfulness.

  He saw at once that this installation gave a sensitized person the mood of the ship’s computer. He felt a vague sensation as though his viscera had been exchanged for great baths of mercury, for discs and spools and tapes and print drums, that his nerve ends had been transmitted into thousands of delicate sensors reaching into strange dimensions.

  But it was yet a dream. The great creature of wires and pseudoneurons, not fully awake to itself, lay watchful and alert but with its full potential still held in a rein of somnolence.

  The mood changed.

  Slowly, Bickel felt the field gear itself to his reflexes. He felt it arming him with a total-involvement program as though drawing a bow to its full capacity, marshaling his energies and throwing them suddenly into
an afferent loop.

  With a semidetached feeling of shock, Bickel saw his own right hand slam out and open a panel concealed by the lines of the religious graphic on Flattery’s bulkhead. Behind the panel lay a trigger, red and ominous. Bickel found himself barely able to withhold his hand from that trigger. He slapped his left hand against the cutoff switch beside the couch, felt the generator’s field whine down to silence.

  Still, his fingers itched to push that red trigger.

  He realized then how deeply Project had infected this ship with self-destruction fail-safe devices. He had been conditioned for the job … and doubtless all the other crew members, too.

  Then how could I resist the conditioning? he wondered.

  The implications filtered slowly through his awareness and he saw that he had been existing for days on a threshold above his reflexes, poised and waiting … for … something.

  Bickel stared at the red switch. That was the ship killer to which Flattery … to which all of them had been wedded.

  Palms slowly wet with perspiration, Bickel eased himself off the couch, closed the false panel over the switch, began altering Flattery’s field-generator installation. The gate circuits showed up immediately on the color-coded sheafs. Bickel ripped them out, jacked in his own amplifier, began installing the black box—white box circuitry.

  The work went rapidly: clip-in, test; clip-in, test.

  Now, he took the constant-energy source: a single plastic-sealed block—air-bearing motors and spools, edge-coded tapes with mobius twists for continuous-loop operation, a single output through an Eng multiplier. He checked it, saw the strong, eccentric pulse on the meter, plugged it into the circuitry.

  It was done … ready.

  A deep sense of loneliness washed through Bickel then. He returned to the couch, stretched out on it, opened the command circuit transmitter, left the receiver dead.

  “Now hear this,” he said, thinking how his voice would roll out of the vocoders and shock the others to silence. “I’ll be starting the white box interchange in just a few seconds. I’ve jammed the locks into quarters and my receiver’s turned off. Don’t waste your time trying to get in here or calling me.”

  Out in their lock trap, Timberlake turned, peered into Flattery’s faceplate, saw the terror in the man’s eyes.

  “Everybody sit tight,” Bickel said. “Don’t try violence of any sort. That killer program’s still loose in the circuits. The reason I decided to go ahead with this …” He paused, swallowed. “Tim, I’m sorry, but I got no response from two hyb-tank units. I think it may’ve killed two people the way it did the embryo. It’s searching … experimenting … curious, like a monkey.”

  In the lock, Timberlake experienced a shortening of breath, felt himself sinking back through layers of fog. There was a sensation like hunger in his stomach. Two hybernating people killed. Oh, God!

  In his position beside Timberlake, Flattery clutched a stanchion, asked himself: Where is Prue? He thought of the ship hurtling onward with no one at the big board … Prue a lifeless mass of protoplasm drifting somewhere in the control room. He closed his eyes, thinking: But I’m the ship’s prime target. If it kills now, it’ll kill me … to protect itself. He opened his eyes, stared around the metal walls of their trap. No way out. We’ve turned on the terrible genie, he thought, and we may not be able to turn it off. Then: Where is Prue?

  Bickel cleared his throat. “Use extreme care until I’ve removed the killer program. Anything in the ship could be a murder instrument, do you understand? The air we breathe, the reclamation systems, robox units, any sharp edge with poison on it … anything.”

  He depressed the first action switch, said: “Countdown for field buildup starts in thirty seconds. Wish me luck.”

  And Flattery thought: He’s committing suicide … a useless gesture.

  Bickel watched the curve of gauges overhead. They registered power in the circuits, vocoder on and pulsing. A faint hum issued from the vocoder. It gave a sudden static burp.

  Needles slammed against pins on the monitor dials.

  I am the Sorcerer’s Apprentice, he thought.

  A rasping came from the vocoder now. Slowly it resolved itself into a guttural, almost unintelligible voice.

  “To kill,” it said.

  Bickel studied the meters, saw the demand drain in the computer, pulse action in the Ox circuits.

  It was the computer speaking on its own.

  “To kill,” it repeated, speaking more clearly this time. “To negate energy, dissolution of systems using energy in any form … symbolic approximations … nonmathematical.”

  Bickel activated a diagnostic circuit, read the meters. No energy in the command communications circuits, a pulse in the Ox, low energy drain to the computer.

  To kill.

  He stared at his board, thinking.

  Information conveyed out of a tape had an exact mathematical equivalent. The tape message was at least two messages—and probably many more. It was the functional message, the play of what it was supposed to do—supply information, add, subtract, multiply, solve for an unknown … But it also produced the mathematical base which identified the message precisely for a human operator according to how much information was conveyed.

  Beyond this, Bickel wondered, what?

  He knew he had not energized the system or imprinted his own brand of consciousness on it. Yet, the thing acted independently. He felt himself on the edge of aborting this step, calling in the others for consultation … but the deadliness of this monster remained. To kill.

  Chapter 29

  “The task of his destruction was mine, but I have failed.”

  —Victor Frankenstein’s lament

  A deep sense of stirring could be felt in the ship. Timberlake felt it, and Flattery—but especially Bickel. It was like a sleeper turning over in his hammock, the supportive lines twisting, stretching, molecules displaced.

  To kill, Bickel thought.

  Whatever had stirred within the ship, it already knew this verb. Did it feel guilt at how it had learned? Tim and Raj had not yet been subjected to this violent educational process.

  To kill.

  The red button was still there behind its wall panel.

  Is Flattery’s duty, my duty?

  Was it already too late for such concerns?

  The field generator which he had reworked for his purposes remained a magnet for Bickel’s attention. He looked at the controls to the generator, the switch.

  If I blow the ship, I’ll never know whether it would’ve. worked. Some other Bickel—a clone of a clone of a clone—might have to sit here confronted by this same indecision.

  It’s my choice.

  Before he could change his mind, Bickel depressed the action switch on the reworked field generator. He felt it building up around him, making his skin crawl. Every hair follicle tingled. His eyes watered and the backs of his hands trembled. He felt suspended in a basket of energy.

  Something was fishing for him, casting out with a net, dangling hooked lines at him. He knew this for the symbol-juggling it had to be—the mind trying to box a new experience within known symbols.

  One of the nets caught him.

  The shot-effect burst struck with an infinity of sparks.

  It was like an electric shock, pungent with reality. He felt himself bound up in looped spirals, being towed with an undulating rhythm. His entire sensorium had become a worm being towed through a net … no: through holes and tubes and burrows. He felt that valves opened for him and closed behind him. It was like traveling through the ship’s interior access tubes.

  Except that he was a worm with every sense concentrated on his skin, seeing, breathing, hearing, feeling through every pore. And all the while he was being toyed down that dizzy spiraling with an undulant rhythm.

  Labels began flashing against that sensitized skin and he saw them with a billion eyes.

  “aural sense data”

  “linear accretion of informa
tion”

  “latent addition adjustment”

  “closed-system matching factor”

  “16,000-year memory dropoff”

  “total sense-quality approximation”

  “internal counting mechanism”

  Internal counting mechanism, he thought.

  His worm-self grew a pseudopod, jacked the mobius energizer into a glowing, flickering board.

  Immediately, he felt the beat of it like another heart and the labels began flashing past faster and faster.

  “psychorelation form-chart” … “sense-modality interchange” … “form-outline analogue” … “infinite submatrix channel” … “sense intensity adjustment” … “data overlap network” … “approximate similarity comparison”

  The whole pattern of labels and valves began to make an odd kind of sense to him, a coherence within coherence … like a dream that had to be interpreted as a whole.

  The probability of a sufficient number of cells in the computer failing at any given moment could be given as 16 x 10-15: The fact, loomed in his awareness. 16,000-year memory dropoff.

  The system in which he found himself was such that it had had a probability of losing one bit out of every 16,000 memories through system malfunction … but classification memory in this context meant a partial bit, not an entire incident.

  Is this system the computer, or is it me? he wondered.

  “YOU!”

  The sound slammed against every pore of his sensitized skin and he momentarily blanked out.

  As he floated back, something whispered: “Synergy.”

  It was a cool bath of sound against his worm-self.

  Synergy, Bickel thought. Cooperation in work. Synergy. Coordination.

  “Human consciousness,” something whispered. “Definition too broad. Generalized body and specialized brain—a relationship.”

  Past his skin-eyes there swept a pattern of interlaced lines, a lacing together. It writhed and knotted and locked, put out symbols and arrows.

  A schematic!