Traitor's Moon n-3

by Lynn Flewelling

  The rhui'auros cocked his head, regarding him quizzically. "Come, little brother, let me see your newest wound."

  Seregil didn't move. This was one of those who'd interrogated him. "Why did you ask me to come here?" he asked at last, his voice hardly more than a hoarse whisper.

  "You have been on a long journey. Now you have returned."

  "You cast me out," Seregil retorted bitterly.

  The rhui'auros smiled. "To live, little brother. And you have. Now give me your hand before it swells any more."

  Baffled, Seregil watched as his hand became visible at the rhui'auros's touch. A soft glow spread out from the two of them, brightening the tiny chamber and making both of them visible. Lhial moved closer so that their bare knees touched.

  Prodding gently at one of the bruises on Seregil's chest, he shook his head. "This accomplishes nothing, little brother. There is other work ahead for you."

  Turning his attention to Seregil's hand, he inspected the bite. Parallel lines of punctures oozed blood on the lower palm and the back of his hand where the dragon's jaws had clamped around the base of his thumb. The rhui'auros produced a vial of lissik and massaged the dark salve into the wound. "You remember that night you were brought here?" he asked, not looking up.

  "How could I not?"

  "Do you know why?"

  "To be tried. To be exiled."

  Lhial smiled to himself. "Is that what you've thought, all these years?"

  "Why then?"

  "To tinker with your fate, little brother."

  "I don't believe in fate."

  "And you suppose that makes any difference?"

  The rhui'auros looked up with an amused smile, and Seregil recoiled against the dhima wall. Lhial's eyes had gone the color of hammered gold.

  An image leapt into Seregil's mind: the shining golden eyes of the khtir'bai gazing at him from the darkness that night in the Asheks.

  You have much to do, son of Korit.

  "I walk the banks of time," Lhial told him softly. "Looking at you, I see all your births, all your deaths, all the works the Lightbearer has prepared for you. But time is a dance of many steps and missteps. Those of us who see must sometimes act. Dwai sholo was not your dance. I made certain of that the night you were brought here, and so you were spared for other labors. Some you have already accomplished."

  "Was Nysander's death part of this dance?"

  The golden eyes blinked slowly. "What you and he accomplish together is. He dances willingly, your friend. His khi soars like a hawk from beneath your broken sword. He dances still. So should you."

  Tears blurred Seregil's vision. He swiped at them with his free hand, then looked up into eyes again blue and full of concern.

  "Does it hurt, little brother?" Lhial asked, patting Seregil's cheek.

  "Not so much now."

  "That's good. It would be a shame to damage such clever hands." Lhial settled back against the far wall, then snatched something from the shadows above his head and tossed it to Seregil.

  He caught it and found himself clutching an all-too-familiar sphere of glass the size of a plum. He could see his own startled reflection on its dark, slightly roughened surface.

  "They weren't black," he whispered, holding it in his cupped palm.

  "Dreams," the rhui'auros said with a shrug.

  "What is it?"

  "What is it?" Lhial mimicked, and tossed him two more before he could put the first aside.

  Seregil caught one but missed the last. It shattered next to his right knee, splattering him with maggots. He froze for an instant, then brushed them away in revulsion.

  "There are many others," the rhui'auros said with a grin, pitching more of the orbs at him.

  Seregil managed to catch five before another broke. This one released a puff of snow that sparkled in the air for an instant before melting away.

  Seregil scarcely had time to consider this before the rhui'auros tossed him more. Another broke, releasing a brilliant green butterfly from a Bokthersan summer meadow. And another, splashing him with dark, clotted blood flecked with bone. More and more flew from the rhui'auros's fingers, one after another, until Seregil was surrounded by a small pile of them.

  "Clever hands, indeed, to catch so many," Lhial remarked approvingly.

  "What are they?" Seregil asked again, not daring to move for fear of breaking more.

  "They are yours."

  "Mine? I've never seen them before."

  "They are yours," the rhui'auros insisted. "Now you must gather them all and take them away with you. Go on, little brother, gather them up."

  The same feeling of helplessness he had in the dreams threatened to overwhelm him now. "I can't. There are too many. At least let me get my shirt."

  The rhui'auros shook his head. "Hurry now. It's time to go. You can't leave unless you take them all."

  The rhui'auros's eyes shone gold again as he stared through the curling steam at him, and fear closed in around Seregil.

  Standing as best he could in the low chamber, he tried to gather an armload, but like eggs, they slipped from his grasp and smashed, releasing filth, perfumes, snatches of music, fragments of charred bone. He couldn't move without crushing them, or knocking them out of sight into the shadows.

  "It's impossible!" he cried. "They're not mine. I don't want them!"

  "Then you must choose, and soon," Lhial told him, his tone at once kind and merciless. "Smiles conceal knives."

  The light disappeared, plunging Seregil into darkness.

  "Smiles conceal knives," Lhial whispered again, so close to Seregil's ear that he jumped and flung out a hand. It found nothing but empty air. He waited a moment, then cautiously reached out again.

  The spheres were gone.

  Lhial was gone.

  Disoriented, angry, and no wiser than when he had entered, Seregil crawled to the door but couldn't find it. Feeling his way along the wall with his good hand, he made several circuits of the tiny chamber before giving up; the door was gone, too.

  He returned to the mat and settled there miserably, arms wrapped around his knees. The rhui'auros's parting words, the strange glass spheres that now haunted his waking life as well as his dreams— there must be some meaning behind it all. He knew in his gut that there was, but Bilairy take him if he could find the pattern.

  Tearing the mask off, he wiped the sweat from his eyes and rested his forehead against his knees.

  "Thank you for the enlightenment, Honored One," he snarled.

  Seregil woke in the public meditation chamber. His head hurt, he was dressed, and the silver mask was in place again. He held his left hand up and found it whole. No dragon bite. No lissik stain. He almost regretted it; it would have been a fine mark. Had he gone down to the cavern at all, he wondered, or had the dreaming smoke here simply carried him into a vision?

  Getting up as quickly as the pounding behind his eyes allowed, he discovered Alec sitting on a nearby pallet. A mask still covered his

  face, and he seemed to be staring off across the room, lost in thought.

  Seregil rose to go to him. As he did so, something slipped from the folds of his coat and rolled away toward the stairwell—a small orb of black glass. Before he could react, it rolled over the edge and was lost without a sound. Seregil stared after it for a moment, then went to rouse Alec.

  Alec started when Seregil touched his shoulder. "Can we leave now?" he whispered, getting unsteadily to his feet.

  "Yes, I think we've been dismissed."

  Removing their masks, they left them on the floor beside the dozing doorkeeper and let themselves out.

  Alec looked dazed, overwhelmed by whatever had happened to him in the tower. Leading his horse by the reins, he set out on foot. He said nothing, but Seregil sensed a weight of sadness pressing down on him. Reaching out, he pulled Alec to a stop and saw that he was crying.

  "What is it, tali? What happened to you in there?"

  "It wasn't—it wasn't what I expected. You were
right about my mother. She was killed by her own people right after I was born. The rhui'auros showed me. Her name was Ireya a Shaar."

  "Well, that's a start." Seregil moved to put an arm around him, but Alec pulled away.

  "Is there a clan called the Akavi'shel?"

  "Not that I know of. The word means 'many bloods. »

  Alec bowed his head as more tears came. "Just another word for mongrel. Always and never—"

  "What else did he tell you?" Seregil asked softly.

  "That I'd never have any children."

  Alec's evident distress took Seregil by surprise. "The rhui'auros are seldom that clear about anything," he offered. "What exactly did he say?"

  "That I would father a child of no mother," Alec replied. "Seems clear enough to me."

  It did, and Seregil kept quiet for a moment, working it around in his mind. At last he said, "I didn't know you wanted children."

  Alec let out a harsh sound, half-laugh, half-sob. "Neither did I! I mean, I'd never given it a lot of thought before. It was just something I assumed would happen sooner or later. Any man wants children, doesn't he? To carry his name?"

  The words went through Seregil like a blade. "Not me," he replied quickly, trying to make light of the matter. "But then, I wasn't raised

  a Dalnan. You didn't think I was going to bear you any babes, did you?"

  The bond between them was too strong for him to mask his sudden flash of fear and anger. One look at Alec's stricken face told him he'd gone too far.

  "Nothing will ever separate us," Alec whispered.

  This time he didn't resist as Seregil embraced him, but instead clutched him closer.

  Seregil held him, stroking his back and marveling at this fierce blend of love and pain.

  "The rhui'auros—" Alec's voice was muffled against Seregil's neck. "I can't even explain what I saw, or how it felt. Bilairy's Balls, I see now why you hate that place!"

  "No matter what you think they showed you up there, tali, you won't lose me. Not as long as I have breath in my body."

  Alec clung to him a moment longer, then stepped back and wiped his eyes on his sleeve.

  "I watched my mother die. I felt it." There was still a deep sorrow in him, but also awe. "She died to save me, but my father never spoke of her. Not once."

  Seregil stroked a stray strand of hair back from Alec's cheek. "Some things are too hurtful to speak of. He must have loved her very much."

  Alec's face took on a faraway look for a moment, as if he were seeing something Seregil couldn't. "Yes, he did." He wiped at his eyes again. "What did they want with you?"

  Seregil thought again of the maddening glass balls, the snow and filth and the butterfly. Somewhere among those jumbled hints lay a pattern, a link of familiarity.

  They are yours:

  "I'm not sure."

  "Did he say anything about the ban of exile being lifted?»

  "It never occurred to me to ask."

  Or perhaps I didn't want to hear the answer, he thought.

  A great lethargy settled over Seregil as they rode for home. By the time they reached the house and stabled their horses, his bones ached with it.

  A few night lamps lit their way upstairs. Alec's arm stole around his waist and he returned the embrace silently, grateful for the contact.

  Tired as he was, he barely took note of a sliver of light showing beneath a door on the second floor.

  A whisper-gentle touch on Thero's chest had woken him in the middle of the night. Starting up in alarm, he scrutinized the corners of his chamber.

  No one was there. The small warding glyphs he'd placed on his door when he'd taken up residence here were undisturbed.

  Only after he'd made a complete circuit of the room did he notice the folded parchment lying among the disordered bedclothes.

  Snatching it up, he broke the plain wax seal and unfolded it. The small square was blank, except for a tiny sigil in one corner— Magyana's mark.

  He paused, hearing footsteps in the corridor outside. Casting a seeking spell, he saw it was only Alec and Seregil and returned his attention to Magyana's message.

  Hands, heart, and eyes, he mouthed silently, passing his hand across the sheet. Ink seeped from the parchment, flowing into Magyana's cramped scrawl.

  "My dear Thero, I send you sad news in secret and at my own risk. By your Hands, Heart, and Eyes«/emphasis·"

  A hard knot of dread crystallized in the young wizard's throat as he read on. When he'd finished he pulled on a robe and stole barefoot to Klia's chamber.

  23 A CONVERSATION

  Ulan i Sathil rubbed Torsin's token—half a silver sester—between his fingers as he strolled beside the Vhadasoori pool. It was quite dark, and he heard the Skalan before he saw him. The wracking cough was as distinctive as a halloo, echoing faintly over the water. It was always distressing when a Tir began to fail this way, especially one of such value.

  Following the sound, Ulan stepped out onto the surface of the pool and glided across to where Torsin stood waiting. It was a good trick—one of many that had not come down to the Skalan wizards—and made a strong impression on the mind of any Tir who witnessed it. It was also much easier on his aching old knees than walking.

  Torsin, of course, had seen the trick before and seemed only mildly surprised when Ulan stepped up onto shore.

  "Aura's blessings on you, old friend."

  "May the Light shine on you," Torsin replied, patting his lips with a handkerchief. "Thank you for meeting me on such short notice."

  "A walk under the peace of the stars is one of the few pleasures left to old men like ourselves, is it not?" Ulan replied. "I'd suggest stretching out on the grass to watch the sky as

  we used to, but I fear neither of us would regain our feet without help or magic."

  "Indeed not." Torsin paused, and Ulan thought he heard regret in the sigh that followed. When Torsin spoke again, however, he was his usual direct self. "The situation in Skala is shifting rapidly. I am now instructed to present you with a tentative counterproposal, one which will most assuredly be more palatable to you."

  Instructed by whom, I wonder? thought Ulan.

  Linking arms, the two men strolled slowly along the water's edge, speaking too softly now for the slender figure watching from the shadow of a standing stone to hear.

  24 BAD NEWS

  A brisk rap at the chamber door jerked Seregil awake just before dawn. Still half caught in a nightmare, he sat up mumbling, "Yes? What is it?" The door swung open a few inches and Kheeta peered in at him. "Sorry to come so early, but it's by Klia's order. She wants you and Alec in her chamber at once."

  The door closed and Seregil fell back among the pillows, trying to pull together the scattered images of his latest dream. Once again, he'd been trying to save the glass spheres from the rising fire, but each time he tried to gather them, there were more: a handful, a roomful, a dark, limitless vista of the cursed things beneath which unseen monsters burrowed, coming ever closer.

  "O Illior, maker of dreams, give me the meaning of this one before it drives me mad!" he whispered aloud. Rolling out of bed, he fumbled in the dark for his boots. "Wake up, Alec. Klia's expecting us."

  There was no answer. The other half of the bed was empty, the sheets cool. Alec had been too shaken to sleep after they'd returned from the Nha'mahat. He'd been sitting by the fire when Seregil fell asleep. "Alec?" he called again. His questing fingers found a taper on the mantel and he pushed it about in the banked

  ashes on the hearth until he found a live coal. The wick flared at last and he held it up.

  Alec was nowhere to be seen.

  Puzzled, he finished dressing and set off for Klia's room alone. He was halfway down the corridor when he heard footsteps on the stairs leading to the roof. Here was Alec at last, bleary eyed and still dressed in last night's clothes.

  "Were you up there all night?»

  Alec rubbed at the back of his neck. "I couldn't sleep, so I went up to the colos to
think. I must have finally dozed off. Where are you off to so early? I was hoping for a few hours' sleep in a warm bed."

  "Not just yet, tali. Klia's sent for us."

  This woke him up. "Do you think the Iia'sidra has reached a decision?" he asked, following Seregil downstairs.

  "Even if they had, I doubt they'd spring that on us at dawn."

  As they walked down the second-floor corridor toward Klia's chamber they could hear familiar sounds echoing up from the kitchen: clattering of pots, hurried footsteps, the voices of some Urgazhi riders joking with the cooks in broken Aurenfaie as they came in for their breakfast.

  "Sounds like a normal enough morning," Alec remarked.

  Thero answered their knock and admitted them to Klia's sitting room.

  The princess sat by a small writing table. Although she was dressed for a day with the council, one look at her pale, too-calm face left Seregil with a sinking feeling. No, this was no normal morning.

  Thero moved to stand just behind her, as if she were queen and he her court wizard. Lord Torsin and Beka already occupied the room's only chairs, and they looked as uneasy as Seregil suddenly felt.

  "Good, you're all here. The queen my mother is dead," Klia announced flatly.

  The words sapped the strength from Seregil's legs. The others seemed equally affected. Alec pressed one hand to his heart, the Dalnan sign of respect for the dead. Beka sat with her hands clasped around the hilt of her sword, head bowed. Of them all, Torsin appeared most stricken by the news. Sagging in his chair, he coughed convulsively into the stained handkerchief.

  "I will not see her like again," he gasped out at last.

  Thero held up a letter for the others to see. "It's from Magyana, dated yesterday and written in evident haste. It reads: 'The queen died the night before last. Brave soul, she should not have survived

  this long, even with our magic and healing. The darkness seems already to be closing in around us.

  " 'Northern Mycena has fallen to Plenimar. Phoria has already been crowned in the field. Korathan will replace Lady Morthiana as vicegerent at Rhiminee.