Misconduct (Hot Ice series Book 6)

by Lily Harlem

  “No, it’s pretty comprehensive.”

  “Good.” He straightened and folded his arms, making his biceps bulge as they pressed on his knuckles. “Because I’d hate for you not to have all the facts at your disposal when you bring this team tumbling to the ground.”

  “I have a degree in business. I deal in facts and figures, and right now you need to understand that emotions are not part of the equation.” I raised my voice. I couldn’t help it. “I’ll do whatever I need to and in the meantime I’ll let Mike handle the team, juggle the players the way he thinks best, whatever players they happen to be.”

  “Well I wish you luck, because hockey is a game that makes emotions explode, and if you’re going to ignore that, you may end up getting burned.” He stepped back toward the door.

  “Thanks for your concern, but I can handle the heat.” It was a good job he’d stepped away, right now I was having visions of stuffing the pen I was holding up his nose.

  “You really think so.” He shook his head and huffed.

  “Yes.”

  “Well, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.”

  Chapter Three

  The Rangers game loomed over me all week like a fat-bellied cloud, and Dustin’s absolute conviction that I was insane tailed my thoughts and invaded my dreams.

  I decided, therefore, to head to New York with the team rather than stay in Orlando. It had crossed my mind to visit my father and watch the game in our beautiful oceanfront villa, but ultimately I didn’t relish the idea of spending the weekend with my stepmother, who was only a few years older than me. Not that she wasn’t nice enough, just the thought of her and Dad in bed didn’t sit well with me. What did she see in a man nearly half a century older than her? Apart from the money, of course. It was all a bit icky.

  Unlike her, I preferred men my own age—hot, strong men who knew what they wanted and took it. Shame there was no one on the scene for me right now. A roll in the hay would sort out the tension that was screwing with my neck muscles and giving me a headache. My latest hook-up had been a French guy, Henri. He’d been very talented when it came to finding his way around the female form. Pity he was on the other side of the Atlantic right now. I didn’t think we were ever going to develop into anything more than a summer romance, but because of Dad being taken ill, we hadn’t even had time for a goodbye night together.

  “Mike,” I called when he stuck his head out of the locker room door at the Garden, interrupting my musings. “Can I have a word?”

  “Yes ma’am.”

  “You can call me Gina you know, it is my name. Ma’am makes me feel so old.”

  “Oh, of course, ma… Gina.” He smiled.

  “Are you okay?”

  He straightened his cap. “Yes.”

  “Sure?” He didn’t look it. He was pale and twitchy.

  “I won’t deny I’m a bit nervous not having Speed starting. It’s put everyone on edge.”

  “It’ll be fine. He can go on if Jackson doesn’t perform, that’s what you said yesterday.”

  “Yes, but we’ll have to hope that’s not too late.”

  “Mike.” I put my hands on my hips. “I told you right from the beginning, this was your final decision. My idea, but ultimately in your hands. If you’re not happy, don’t do it.”

  “Yes, but it was a smart idea, the kid’s good and it will give him a huge boost.”

  “It will.”

  He shrugged. Kind of smiled. “We can but try.”

  “Yes, and everyone has to have a first time.” I gestured to the door. “Shall I go in now?”

  “Yep, they’re waiting for you.”

  I pulled in a deep breath then blew it out through pursed lips. Why did I feel as if I was walking into a lion’s den?

  Because Dustin would be there, with a face like thunder no doubt, and firing sharp, accusing looks my way.

  Well, perhaps he should have thought twice about calling me sweet cheeks in front of the whole team last week. I’d bet none of the others would pull a stunt like that now. Not when he was sitting out the next game at my suggestion.

  There was a lot of movement in the room, jostling, a few grunts and insults, but as my presence registered the team quieted.

  Even in my heels I felt miniature, in height and in width.

  “Miss Gunner,” Ramrod said, swirling his stick in his gloved hand.

  “Ramrod.” I nodded. “I just wanted to say good luck to you all. The Rangers are on top form, but we’re better, so heads down, concentrate, let’s get goals and not give any away.” I scanned the room, purposefully letting my gaze drift over Dustin who sat in the corner, padded up but helmet on his lap. “I spoke to my father this morning and he asked me to pass on his support and let you know that he’ll be rooting for you. He also said,” I paused and glanced at Brick, “that your cross-checks in the last game were entertaining as a spectator but he’d prefer you to actually win the puck at the cost of heading to the sin-bin.” I smiled to show my father had said it with a jovial tone. He’d sounded well. I would visit soon.

  “Ah, some you win, some you lose,” Brick said with a grin and a shrug.

  “I agree.” I looked at Price, who sat to my right with his cage down. “Go for it,” I said. “This is your moment.”

  “Yes, Miss Gunner.” He nodded. “I won’t let you down, or the team.”

  “I know you won’t. Now go.” I clapped. “I’m going to be battling with you from the other side of the boards.”

  There was a collective cheer and a lot of back slapping, then the team moved past me in a hurricane of big bodies.

  I licked my lips and tried to steady the roll in my stomach. I felt nervous for them. As if I were going out there to face a determined and formidable opposition. And Jackson Price, damn, I hoped he could deliver the goods.

  *

  The bar at the Hotel Penn on Seventh Avenue held a grim atmosphere as the Vipers sat nursing beers and talking quietly amongst themselves. A few skinny, overly made-up girls moved amongst them, vying for attention.

  I moved to the bar, feeling like I had a cloak of misery around me. It was heavy and itchy. I didn’t like it but couldn’t take it off.

  The final score had been four-three, the Rangers winning thanks to Todd Carty’s four first period goals.

  It was clear my team were poor losers. Their mood was dark, though infused in the darkness was fighting talk. They wouldn’t lose again, not if their words of determination were anything to go by.

  “Can I buy you a drink, Gina?” Mike asked, leaning on the bar next to me.

  “Thank you. I’ll have another white wine.” I spun the stem of my empty glass.

  He gestured to the bartender and ordered.

  “How is Price?” I asked. “I haven’t had chance to speak to him yet, Brick’s been talking my ear off about the penalty that didn’t go his way.”

  “Yeah, that was a bad call. Might have been a different result if it had gone the other way.” He passed me my wine. “Jackson’s okay. Bummed at letting four pucks past him in the first period, but there you go. He’s young, he’ll learn, and it was Carty he was up against. Couldn’t have been any worse.”

  That familiar surge of nausea came back to me. The one that had built each time Price had messed up and cost us goals until I actually did want to vomit. Thank God Mike had put Dustin in at a line change and he’d worked his ass off to stop any more shots.

  I glanced at him now. He sat in the corner of the room with Phoenix. Dressed all in black, he matched the mood of the team and no doubt the murderous thoughts he was having about me.

  He looked up, as though he felt my attention on him, and stared straight at me.

  Since he’d come off the ice sweaty and red-faced, from what I could gather, he hadn’t said a word to anyone.

  He’d proven his point.

  He didn’t need to speak.

  Just stop the puck.

  I’d been a fool to think I could switch around such
a key player. We needed him as goaltender, at least until Price gained more experience. Then perhaps I could consider letting Dustin go. Save myself some money by axing his extortionate wages. But until then I was stuck with feeding his bank balance.

  “Cheers. Here’s to better luck next time,” Mike said, tapping his beer bottle to my wineglass and smiling.

  “Yep, next time. Can’t win them all.”

  “Usually fucking can, excuse my French, Miss Gunner,” Raven said, slamming a shot glass on the bar. “Top me up, buddy,” he said to the bartender. “The kid’s got potential, Mike, and I’ve seen him play well against other teams. But let’s keep his fucking up skills for when we’re not playing Rangers, all right?”

  “I agree,” Mike said, taking a deep slug of his drink.

  “What’s your father got to say about this?” Raven turned to me.

  “I haven’t spoken to him this evening. I’m trying not to worry him about anything. It was a close call, his heart attack. He’s been working too hard for years. He needs to do nothing, get bored, hang out in the sunshine and get himself well again.”

  “You think he’ll come back soon?”

  “Do you want him to?”

  “Hell, yeah.” Raven knocked back a shot. “Not that we don’t enjoy having a bit of eye candy around, Miss Gunner, you know, but having the hottest manager in the league isn’t going to get us lifting the cup.”

  “No, I mean, yes. Well…” I sipped my drink. Raven had a sulky, say-it-how-it-is wildness about him that set me on edge. He was like it on the ice too, his personality spilled into his game, making him a formidable defenseman. “Er, no, well, he’s not coming back soon, ever actually. You’re stuck with me.”

  Raven raised his eyebrows. “Permanently.”

  “Yes, permanently.”

  “Hey.” He pointed at his glass and caught the attention of the bartender. “You better fill me up again.”

  I watched him knock back another drink and swallow with a grimace. “Will you excuse me?” he asked.

  “Sure.” Jesus, was it that shocking that I was here to stay that he had to take a shot of vodka, or whatever the hell he was drinking?

  He moved away and in his place appeared Vadmir. “Hello, Miss Gunner, I wanted to say how sorry I am that we didn’t win for you today.” He spoke with a heavy Russian accent.

  “It was no one’s fault,” I said. “The Rangers are on top form. Perhaps if my father hadn’t traded Todd Carty last season things would have been different.”

  “He is very dangerous,” Vadmir said with a nod. “He skates like he has the wind behind him and never misses if he has an opening. I would rather be on his side than not.” He shrugged. “But that is the way of this life. Things happen and we have to get on with it.”

  “I agree, Vadmir,” I said, thinking what a strange turn my life had taken of late and how I was trying my best to cope.

  He grinned, flashing front teeth that were slightly crossed. “Here,” he said to the bartender. “Two vodka please, er three, Mike, you too?”

  “I guess,” Mike said.

  The bartender poured three small glasses full to the brim of clear liquid. Clear liquid that I knew would burn.

  “To agreeing.” Vadmir grabbed a glass and tipped it my way.

  “To agreeing and winning next time,” I said with a smile and reaching for my drink.

  “Definitely winning,” Mike agreed, his shoulder brushing mine.

  We all touched glasses then downed our drinks.

  My throat went on fire. I gasped and wheezed, pulled in air to put out the flames.

  “Ha.” Vadmir rested his hand on my forearm. “I can see you need more practice, Miss Gunner. Another, bartender. Fill us up.”

  “No, no,” I managed. “Really, I’m fine.”

  “One more,” Vadmir said.

  The bar guy was already pouring.

  Mike reached for his and Vadmir pressed a small full glass into my hand.

  “How you say, er…” Vadmir said, “Down the hatchet.” He laughed, threw his drink into his mouth and then looked at me expectantly.

  I laughed feebly, braced for the flames and then drank. Again the sharp slap of alcohol hit me. Not just my throat but also my knees. My vision blurred a little and I giggled.

  “See you like. I am good teacher, yes?” Vadmir said.

  I held the bar to steady myself. The shots were like having an injection of noodles into my legs.

  “You all right?” Mike asked.

  “Yes, fine, but really no more. In fact it’s getting late. I should go to my room.”

  Vadmir looked monumentally hurt. “We are just beginning. The night is young.”

  “Oh no,” I said, “You might be just getting started but I’m going to turn in.” I gestured to the door. “It’s been a long day and the night is late enough for me.”

  “Would you like me to see you up?” Mike asked.

  “No, no, I’ll be fine, really.”

  Dustin’s words blustered into my mind about Mike having a crush on me. I didn’t think it was true, not for one minute. But it would be best not to encourage him, especially as there wasn’t any chemistry between us, in my opinion at least. His slightly nervous disposition didn’t do it for me, nor did his keenness to do as I asked, please me with every word and action. There was a certain element missing in his masculinity. I wasn’t sure what, and he would be perfect for someone, but not me.

  Vadmir made a show of kissing both of my cheeks and then ambled off, holding another shot and a beer. He found a seat with Raven, Phoenix and Dustin.

  “Are you sure?” Mike asked.

  “Perfectly. I’ll catch you tomorrow before we head to the airport.”

  “Okay.” He looked like he might try to kiss my cheeks the way Vadmir had, but he hesitated and I took the opportunity to step away.

  I walked through the bar, nodded to Ramrod who was deep in discussion with Brick, and headed into the lobby. A security man on the door bade me goodnight and I went toward the elevator. It took only a few seconds to arrive, and when it did I stepped in and leaned back against the wall, watched the numbers rise to twenty and wished my legs weren’t so Jell-O-like.

  Vodka did strange things to my knees.

  My floor came and I wandered along the carpeted hallway, searching in my purse for my keycard. I knew it was in there somewhere.

  I sighed when I reached my room, trapped my purse between the wall and my stomach and resigned myself to having to hunt through all of the zippered compartments. Where had I put the damn thing?

  “You got a problem?”

  I turned, startled by a deep voice behind me.

  “You got a problem?” Dustin asked again, nodding at my purse that was now spilling its contents onto the floor.

  “Er, no, just can’t find my key.” What the hell was he doing here? Following me?

  He reached and straightened my bag, scooped my wallet off the floor along with a lipstick and dropped them in the open zipper with a clatter. “Have you checked your back pocket?”

  “No, I’m sure I put it in here.” Why the hell was a flush spreading over my chest and up my neck? I resumed my rummage, trying not to look at him standing there all dark and brooding and gorgeous in front of me.

  Whatever the hell it was that Mike was lacking, Dustin had it in bucket loads. He practically oozed masculinity and that was a dangerous thing for a sex-starved woman like me. Especially when he was so damn full of himself and such an egotistical pig.

  “Only when your sweet cheeks were turned my way down at the bar, I could have sworn I saw the outline of a keycard in your pocket, like the ones they use in this hotel.” He shrugged. “You know, through the material.”

  Flustered, I tapped my butt. Sure enough, I felt the credit-card-sized bit of plastic through my tight black pants and suddenly remembered shoving it in there on my way into the bar.

  “Oh, yes, thanks,” I said, retrieving it.

  He stepped
a little closer.

  I backed up to prevent my nose from hitting his chest. My shoulders lodged against the wall.

  “Can I help you with something?” I asked, dismayed that my voice had come out so timid like, because he wasn’t intimidating.

  Not one bit.

  He stared into my eyes and swallowed tightly.

  I waited for the rant to begin about my huge, colossal mistake at suggesting starting Jackson Price in a game against the Rangers.

  “Help me with something?” he repeated quietly. “Yes, I guess you can.”

  “What?” My purse and the key slipped to the floor, but I didn’t bother to reach for them. I was becoming lost in him. In his dark eyes, in that delicious cologne he wore, and the shape of his bottom lip, its slight imperfection. I couldn’t help but wonder what he’d be like to kiss.

  No, damn it. I pushed away. Determined to stop all these foolish thoughts about a man who presumed it was okay to call his boss sweet cheeks. He was just annoying, annoying and, I had to admit, damn sexy.

  “Where you going?” he asked, pressing into me with his body and flattening his palms on either side of me on the wall.

  “To my room.” I too pushed my hands against the flocked wallpaper, it was that or rest them on his chest and I didn’t want to do that. “It’s late.”

  “Now there’s a word,” he said. “Late, because it’s too damn late for us to win tonight, isn’t it? That chance has been and gone.”

  “I guess that’s the name of the game.”

  “Oh no, you don’t get to use that excuse. You know damn well why we lost.”

  I tightened my lips.

  “You just won’t admit it, not to me anyway,” he said.

  “What do you want me to say?” I tilted my chin.

  “That you were wrong. That you should never have put the stupid idea of Jackson Price starting into Mike’s lovesick head.”

  “Well I did, and it’s done now. Mike and I will both take responsibility for it. Ramrod too, he was involved in the discussion, and we’ve all learned from it.” I frowned. “And Mike is not lovesick.”

  He dipped his head lower and his breath washed over me. “I’ve been watching you all evening in the bar. You have them all wrapped around your cute little finger, don’t you?”