The True Diary of That Girl

by J. S. Cooper

  I opened the door to the suite with Dominic’s fingers rubbing me between my legs. I was almost upset that we had to wait to get laid, but I was too excited to be very annoyed.

  “What’s that?” I exclaimed in shock as I opened the door and the sounds of Jessie’s moans were loud and rapid.

  “Is the room occupied?” Dominic frowned and we walked in slowly.

  “Maybe it’s the TV?” I shrugged and grabbed his hand. “I want you so badly.” I grabbed his hard cock and squeezed it before we walked in farther.

  I couldn’t stop grinning as I could hear the clear noises of lovemaking. Tom was grunting and Jessie was almost screaming as they fucked.

  “Do me harder!” she screamed out. Her legs were wrapped around his waist and we watched as he flipped her legs up over her shoulders and started pounding her.

  “Do you like that, bitch?”

  “Yes!” she screamed as he moved back and forth even faster.

  “What the fuck?” Dominic’s voice cut through the room, and I saw Tom drop her legs and look back at us. Jessie removed her blindfold and blinked rapidly.

  “Dominic!” Her voice sounded shocked.

  “Jessie?” His tone was uneven, and I could see his nostrils flaring.

  Jessie leaned over and turned on the bedside lamp. Her face was red and she stared at us in shock and then at Tom. Tom’s expression was one of surprise and his eyes narrowed as he stared at me.

  “What the fuck, Jessie?”

  “I, uh…” she mumbled and bit her lip. Then she looked at Tom again. “Who the fuck are you?”

  “I was sent.”

  “Did he send you?” she gasped. “Is he testing me?” She jumped up and ran to Dominic. “I’m sorry!” she cried and crushed herself against his chest. “I don’t know that man.”

  Dominic frowned and gave me a small look, and I shrugged, pretending ignorance.

  “Who do you think is testing you?” I looked at Jessie with an evil smile. “Aiden?”

  “You bitch.” Her eyes narrowed as she stared at me.

  I watched as she pressed her naked body into Dominic’s even harder. I could feel my face going red as I watched him stroking her back. I thought I was going to explode. This was not how this was supposed to go.

  “Let me call my dad and see what the fuck is going on.” Dominic went over to a chair and sat on a couch. “Who are you?” he asked Tom as he pulled his clothes on.

  “You don’t even wanna fucking know.” Tom shook his head and ran to the door. “I hope I never see any of you fuckers again.”

  “That was rude.” Jessie shivered and pouted as she sat next to Dominic.

  “I can’t believe you slept with him.” Dominic stood up and looked down at her with a shocked expression.

  “I thought it was...” She paused and started crying. It was then that I knew she’d been hoping it had been Aiden. I tried to stop myself from rolling my eyes and reaching over to pull her hair. “Wait.” Her eyes narrowed and she looked at me. “What are you two doing here anyway?”

  “Didn’t you expect to see Dominic?” I asked innocently. “I mean, who did you think you were fucking with such wild abandon?”

  “I need you to leave.” Her voice turned cold. “Dominic, you need to tell her to leave.”

  Dominic looked at me and gave me a look. My blood turned cold as I realized that he wanted me to leave. I couldn’t believe that he was doing this to me.

  “Dominic, I thought we were going to talk.” I raised my eyebrow at him. Don’t do this to me, Dominic, I thought to myself. You cannot do this to me.

  “Jessie, I have to leave. Saskia and I have to talk.” He sighed. “I’ll speak to you tonight.”

  “You’re leaving?” Her eyes were wide with hurt.

  “I think that’s best.” His tone was derisive. “We need to talk.”

  “I can talk now if you want...” Her words trailed off as she stared at him.

  “Not now. Saskia and I have to go.”

  “Whatever.” Jessie walked back to the bed and lay down.

  I stood there for a moment feeling like I was having an out-of-body experience. This whole situation seemed surreal. Their conversation felt surreal. I really didn’t understand what sort of relationship they had. I should have known at that point that something was seriously fucked up, but I guess you don’t see what you don’t want to see.

  “So tell me, Saskia. What the fuck?” His eyes narrowed as we left the room.

  “What do you mean?” I asked innocently.

  “I mean exactly what I said.” He grabbed my arm and pushed me against the wall. “What the fuck?”

  “I don’t know why you’re blaming me.” I shrugged.

  Now you might be thinking that my plan failed. You might be thinking that it’s obvious that I set everything up. At this point, that doesn’t matter. That was only part one of my plan. Part two of my plan was still in progress. It still had to work out. Part two of my plan was the most important! Part two would mean the end of Dominic and Jessie. At least that was what I hoped.

  Now, you have to understand that I wasn’t in my right mind. Normally, I’d never do something like this. Normally, I’d just find someone else, but I felt like I had something to prove. Jessie had come into my jungle and was trying to be the lion. There was no way I was going to back down.

  “How did we both end up in the room?”

  “Maybe the hotel clerks messed up the reservation because the same name was used.”

  “You mean me and my dad?” His eyes narrowed and his breathing was hard.

  “You said it, not me.”

  “How are you going to make this up to me?” He pulled me towards him hard.

  “What do you want?” I grinned at him as he started squeezing my breasts.

  “What do you think?” He grinned back.

  “I think you want us to get another room.” I grinned.

  “Nope.” He shook his head. “I don’t want us to get a room.”

  “Oh?” I looked at him in confusion.

  “Let’s have some fun in the elevator.”

  “Hmm.” I frowned. I wasn’t concerned with sex in the elevator as much as I was concerned that part two might not go as planned. ”Can I go and get a drink first?”

  “You need a drink to fuck me?” He pressed into me so that I could feel his hardness against my stomach.

  “I need a drink after all that drama.” I raised an eyebrow. “I’m not used to such craziness.”

  “You are the craziness.” He laughed and leaned down to kiss me. “Hmm, you taste so good.”

  “So do you.” I kissed him back. “I should be offended by that.”

  I sucked on his tongue and ran my hands through his hair. It felt so good being with Dominic that I almost forgot how angry I was with him.

  “Let’s go grab that drink.” He grinned. “We’ve got an elevator to fuck in.”

  I grabbed his hand and laughed as we made our way down to the bar. I excused myself, went to the bathroom, and rolled my eyes as I saw about ten angry text messages from Tom. I texted him back.

  Me: She’s still in the room if you want to come.

  “You bitch,” he replied and I grinned to myself. I had no problem with being called a bitch.

  “You going back up?”

  “Do I have eight inches of hardness that needs to blow a load?”

  “Enjoy.”

  “Dirty whore.”

  “And I like it.”

  I closed my phone, sat on the toilet seat for a moment, and closed my eyes. I wasn’t sure that was true anymore. I wasn’t judging myself for my past, but I knew I’d made some mistakes.

  I answered the phone as it rang without looking at the screen. “What do you want, dickhead?”

  “Saskia?” Natasha’s voice was soft.

  “Oh, hey. Sorry.” I made a face into the phone. “I thought you were someone else.”

  “Uh huh.” She laughed. “Brad said you called?”<
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  “I just wanted to say hi.”

  “He said you sounded upset.”

  “I’m surprised he could tell.” I rolled my eyes.

  “Saskia,” she sighed. Natasha’s greatest wish was for me and Brad to get on as friends.

  “I’m just being honest,” I huffed out. “I have to go, though.”

  “Okay.” Her voice rose. “Call me when you’re ready to talk. I’ll be here.”

  “Thank you.” I smiled into the phone. Natasha was always such a good friend to me. “I miss you.”

  “Let’s hang out soon.”

  “Next weekend?”

  “Yeah. Why don’t you bring Tom? He can hang out with Brad.”

  “I didn’t know they were that close.”

  “Oh, they play golf every week.” She sounded surprised. “Tom never told you?”

  “There’s a lot he’s never told me.” My mind swirled a hundred miles a minute.

  “Maybe you need to stop with Aiden, Saskia. Take a break from men.”

  “Are you telling me to become a lesbian?”

  “No.” She laughed. “Though I don’t know that that would be such a bad thing.”

  “Natasha,” I groaned.

  “That’s my name.” She paused. “But seriously, you need to start thinking about your life and your future a bit more. You need to make some changes. Even Brad thinks so.”

  “What does Brad think?” I waited for Natasha to answer me, not even sure why I cared.

  “He thinks you need the love of a good man. He thinks you need to get married,” Natasha rushed out, and my blood boiled.

  “Of course he does.” I rolled my eyes.

  “He said that he thinks that you need to stop fucking around and follow your heart.”

  “I see.” I paused. “Well, I have to go.”

  “Call me tomorrow.”

  “Yeah.” I hung up and texted Tom. “Did you speak to Brad about me?”

  “Why?” he texted back immediately.

  “Don’t you ever talk to Brad about me again,” I texted back.

  “Don’t worry. I’m more concerned about having that blonde bitch suck me off.”

  “You’re going back up to the room?”

  “Wasn’t that your plan?”

  I laughed as I turned off the phone and pushed it back into the handbag. That was my plan. It was obvious to me that Tom and Jessie would freak out once we walked into the room. They’d stop fucking and I’d look shady. However, I also knew how good Tom was in bed and I had a pretty good idea that Jessie was as open-minded when it came to sex as I was. I knew that, if Tom came back for seconds, Jessie wouldn’t say no. At least I was hoping she wouldn’t say no. My whole plan counted on her not saying no.

  Dominic had to know that something fishy was up. There was no way around that. However, if he walked in on Jessie and Tom at it again, after being caught the first time, he couldn’t blame that on anyone other than Jessie. He’d dump her ass so fast. And then I would be his one and only.

  I grinned as I thought about introducing him to Brad as my man. Brad could eat cake. I left the bathroom and walked back to the table. Dominic had already ordered us two drinks.

  “I left something in the room.” I sighed. “I think my phone fell out of my bag.”

  “Okay.”

  “After the drinks, can we please go and get it?”

  “I want to get laid.”

  “I’ll suck you off right now if you can wait ten additional minutes to fuck me in an elevator full of people.”

  “On your knees, then.” He grinned at me, and I heard him undoing his zipper. “Don’t get up until I come.”

  “Demanding, aren’t you?”

  “That’s how you like it.” He nodded, indicating I should get below, and I took a quick gulp of the alcohol before getting under the table and taking him in my mouth.

  I know, I know. It’s demeaning. Slightly. But I didn’t care. I wanted him in my mouth. I knew the power I had sucking on his cock. Even if it was under the table in a restaurant with a tablecloth hiding me. This was what I wanted and needed. This was going to help me assert my power over him. At least that’s what I told myself. I didn’t think that if I’d said no there would be a hundred other women willing to go under the table saying yes.

  I closed my eyes as I sucked. Dominic was already hard, and I knew that he wasn’t going to last long. My mind was already thinking about the look in his eyes as we’d walked into the hotel room earlier. He’d been shocked, slightly turned on, and slightly angry. I knew all he was going to be feeling was anger when he caught them in flagrante delicto again.

  I was right. Dominic came quickly and I eagerly swallowed his saltiness before crawling back to my chair. I chugged the rest of my drink and jumped up.

  “Let’s go and get my phone.” I grabbed his hand.

  We walked in silence back to the elevator and then to the room. I could barely contain my excitement. This was it! My plan was going to come to fruition.

  As we used our key to get back into the room, I strained my ears to see if my plan had worked.

  “Oh fuck, you’re so tight,” Tom’s voice groaned out and a spark of joy leapt up in me. YES! I thought to myself.

  “Don’t stop!” Jessie screamed out. “I’m close to coming.”

  “What the fuck?” Dominic’s voice was loud and angry and the room went silent.

  “Dominic?” Jessie’s voice was shocked. “What are you… Ooh, ohhh, oh my God!” she screamed as she orgasmed.

  I watched as Tom continued to fuck her for the next few seconds. I knew that he was going to make sure he came this time. He didn’t care who was in the room.

  “Are you okay?” I grabbed Dominic’s arm and his eyes were wide with shock.

  He shook his head and took a deep breath. “Find your phone. I’ll be outside.” He marched back through the door.

  I stood there with a smile on my face.

  “I’m sure you’re happy.” Tom glared at me as he jumped off the bed and pulled his clothes on. “It’s been fun. Thanks, Gemma.” He nodded down at Jessie and walked away.

  “It’s Jessie.”

  “Yeah, whatever.” He shrugged and walked out of the room. “See ya.” The look he gave me was one of pity.

  I frowned. Who did he think he was to pity me? He was the one who’d gone back and fucked her like some sort of loser.

  “You think you got the better of me, bitch?” Jessie slowly climbed out of the bed and stared at me with hatred in her eyes. “You have no idea what you’ve gotten yourself into, do you?” She laughed then, a long, evil laugh. “You’re going to regret the day you ever decided to mess with me.” She ran her hands through her hair and leaned forward, her lips next to my ear. “This is me telling you now that you’ve gone and messed with the wrong girl.” She pulled back and walked away then.

  I stood there for a few seconds, feeling jubilant, and then left the room and walked up to Dominic.

  “Are you okay?” I grabbed his hand and squeezed it.

  His expression was blank, and he didn’t look at me or answer. I stood there for a few minutes with him in silence, wondering what was going on in his head. Had he really loved Jessie? My stomach was rumbling and my high was coming down fast. What the hell was going on? Why was he so upset? I didn’t know what to think or what to do.

  Now I know that I should have left. I should have run far, far away. Because Jessie had been right. I had no idea what I’d gotten myself into. I had no idea that everything was about to blow up in my face. There wasn’t going to be a happy ending for Dominic and me. In fact, everything I thought I knew about him was turned upside down in a matter of days.

  My whole existence was turned upside down when I found out his explosive secret. A secret that only two other people knew. A secret that ensured that my world was about to change. Dominic had never been the man I’d thought he was going to be. However, maybe that was why I was so attracted to him. Dominic was a more
fucked-up version of myself.

  Chapt

  er Nine

  Looking back, I should have realized that everything was a lot crazier than I’d thought. If I weren’t so self-obsessed, I would have known. To this day, I still have nightmares about that night. It’s something I can never erase from my brain. It’s something that even I can’t seem to get over. I never expected it, and to this day, I’m still shocked. And that’s saying something. I’m never shocked. I mean, I’ve fucked men with other men watching. I’ve given blowjobs just to get into clubs. I’ve slept with my best friend’s fiancé. I’ve done things that aren’t acceptable. Yet I’m still shocked.

  There’s one thing you need to know. I could have forgiven Dominic anything. Absolutely anything, but I couldn’t forgive him for this. This was too much. This took even my breath away. It’s fitting in a way. It used to be that I was the one who shocked everyone. Now, there’s nothing I can do that will ever be as shocking as what he did. Ironically, the day that changed everything was the day that I thought was going to be the start of something beautiful.

  Do you know what betrayal feels like? It’s soul sucking, pain crushing, heart breaking, and it’s even worse when no one but you cares. I’ve never felt so alone before. How can you expect someone to feel bad for you when life blows up in your face when you were in the wrong in the first place? What’s that saying? Karma’s a bitch? I’m here to tell you that the saying is true. Karma is a bitch.

  I’m going to let you in on a little secret. When I was growing up, my life wasn’t that bad. It wasn’t great, but it wasn’t devastatingly horrible. I know most people don’t want to hear that. I mean, I’m so fucked up you’d think something really bad had happened to me. I’m just jaded and I don’t think I’m going to get any better.

  After my little trick with Jessie and Tom, I thought I’d won. I thought Dominic was all mine and that getting rid of Aiden would be easy with a bit of blackmail about telling his wife. It’s funny how things can change in an instant. I’m not even sure why I thought it would be so easy. I guess that, when you’re used to having your own way, that’s an easy thing to expect.