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The Best Man

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by Annabelle Costa


  “Kirby!” Minnie says, brushing strands of hair from her face with a hand so covered in flour that it makes her hair white. “I can take care of this customer. You said you had to head out.”

  “Actually,” I sigh, “this is John, Ted’s best friend. He’s the one I’m heading out with.”

  “Oh!” Minnie’s eyes widen as she takes in John’s appearance. I wish she’d do a better job hiding her surprise than I did. “Hello, John. Welcome to my bakery.”

  “Thanks,” he says. “My mom is a health nut so I was a little bakery deprived growing up. I really wanted to see this place.”

  “Can I offer you something to eat?” Minnie asks.

  Baked goods are how Minnie interacts with the world. Any time she is uncomfortable, upset, happy, excited, nervous… she bakes something. And it works—like I said, it’s what got me through the death of my mother. Don’t underestimate the power of baked goods to heal emotional wounds.

  The first time Minnie met Ted, she offered him a cookie. Chocolate chip cookies, fresh from the oven. There are two keys to really good chocolate chip cookies—one is cold batter. You can’t get a good cookie if you use dough that you just made. The other key is that you never use actual chocolate chips in chocolate chip cookies. You have to take a bar of chocolate and chip off chunks of it to mix into the batter. Minnie puts a lot of love into her chocolate chip cookies, and it shows.

  Ted declined the cookie, unfortunately.

  “Sure,” John says, scoring a few more points than Ted did. “What’s good?”

  “Everything,” I say defensively.

  “Well, not everything,” Minnie says quickly.

  “How about what’s fresh out of the oven?” John suggests.

  Minnie’s face brightens. “I know. What about a scone?”

  He hesitates. “I don’t know. I’ve never liked scones. They’re usually really dry.”

  “You’ll like these,” she assures him.

  Before John can protest, Minnie dances away to retrieve him a scone. The same way I am about cupcakes, Minnie is about scones. She’s so picky about them that she won’t even bake them during the summer, because she can’t get the ingredients cold enough to her liking. Her biggest trick is to put the scone batter on the tray so that they’re practically touching. Scones like to cuddle, Minnie always says.

  A minute later, she returns with a white chocolate and raspberry scone wrapped in wax paper. John manages to take it from her grasp, and he doesn’t waste a second before he takes a bite.

  “Holy shit, this is good!” he gasps.

  Damn, he didn’t have that reaction to my cupcakes.

  “This is incredible,” he says around a mouthful of scone as he chews his second bite. “How come you guys aren’t packed with nonstop customers?”

  Minnie and I look at each other and shrug. We wish more than anything that the bakery were packed with customers. We’re making a living here, but barely. Minnie’s Bakery is hardly a sensation. That’s why I haven’t gotten a raise in three years and we can’t replace any of our old equipment.

  Minnie won’t let me take a look at the books, but I’m worried that the bakery is in some sort of real financial danger. She doesn’t like to burden me with that stuff, but one night we left out a couple of pounds of butter and it spoiled, and Minnie looked like she would cry. It was maybe twenty bucks worth of butter, so that didn’t instill confidence in me. But I’m not really sure what to do. We don’t have money for advertising beyond the flyers I put up at places where I’m allowed.

  “I’m going to tell everyone about this place,” John promises. “I work at a software company—everyone there is overweight and constantly snacking. You’ll get tons of business.”

  “That would be great,” Minnie says gratefully.

  If this bakery were to close, I wouldn’t have much of an argument to convince Ted to move here. Even now, he sometimes complains how ridiculous it is that the one of us with the giant salary has to give up his job. But I can’t leave Minnie. I can’t.

  _____

  There is, luckily, a ramp to get inside the club, allowing equal access to all who want to see girls strip for money. The place is more discreet than I would have thought—there’s no giant sign screaming out, “GIRLS! GIRLS! GIRLS!” The name of the club, Lilac Lips, is in purple script on a small sign above a blackened door. My hands are shaking as I open the door to the club and find a dimly lit hallway with a curtain to get into the main area.

  Inside, it’s what I expected—dark, with seductive music and multiple women in various stages of being scantily clad. There’s a stage where a woman is actively stripping off her clothing, and one is humping a pole. The only positive thing I could say is that there are no women in cages. At the moment.

  I look over at John, who has the biggest grin ever on his face. Except he isn’t looking at the women—he’s looking at me. “The look on your face is priceless,” he says. “I wish I had a camera.”

  “I’ve never been in a strip club before…”

  “Really. You don’t say.”

  I notice that a few people are staring at John as he wheels himself to a table near the entrance. I follow him and slide into a seat next to him. I look around at the women, since I clearly have permission to ogle their bodies to my heart’s delight. Surprisingly, the women are not all that attractive. Well, one of them is—that one giving a lap dance to the bald guy two tables over, but other than that, I think I may actually be above average in this crowd. It’s a boost to my self-esteem—if this bakery thing doesn’t work out, I could totally get a job stripping.

  “Oh God,” I say. “What if one of them comes over and talks to us?”

  “I wouldn’t worry,” John replies. “Between the two of us, I’m pretty sure the girls are going to keep their distance.”

  I look at him with curiosity. “Why do you say that?”

  “Because you’re a woman and I’m in a wheelchair.”

  “So?”

  “So,” he says, “obviously, you’re not interested. Unless you’re gay, I guess. And they’re afraid that if they touch me, I’ll drop dead. Or maybe they’ll catch whatever’s wrong with me.”

  “Have you ever had a lap dance?”

  John nods. “Unfortunately. The two times I’ve been to strip clubs, the guys I went with were tripping over themselves to get me lap dances, because they figure I haven’t gotten any in forever.”

  I grin. “How was it?”

  “Awful.” John shrugs. “Aside from the fact that the girls treated me like I was made of glass, a lap dance doesn’t do much for you if you can’t feel your, you know, lap.”

  I let that one hang between us. John can’t feel his lap. Does that mean he can’t feel his…?

  Oh my.

  A peppy, scantily clad woman interrupts my thoughts by asking us if we’d like anything to drink. John gets a beer with a straw in it, declaring that he’s going to allow himself only one because he’ll be driving home, but that I’m welcome to get anything I want. So I order a double shot of vodka. I think I need it.

  “Did you notice,” I say to John, “that the waitress has a C-section scar on her belly?”

  “Is that not allowed?” John asks.

  “I’m just wondering where her baby is…”

  “Presumably, the baby is with its father.”

  I snort. “Seriously? So the dad is watching their kid so the mom can go out and strip?”

  John shrugs. “Sure. Why not?”

  “Would you allow the mother of your child to go out and take her clothes off for money while your baby cried for her?”

  John stares at me. “I don’t even know how to begin to answer that question.”

  “I think it’s a reasonable question!”

  John smiles. “Maybe she’s stripping in order to go to nursing school to make a better life for her baby.”

  “Oh please,” I say, except then I have to stop talking because the waitress comes back with our dri
nks.

  As a “tip,” I awkwardly stuff a dollar bill in her G-string. Which falls out so that I have to pick it up, and make a second attempt. By the time I manage to secure the bill in place, John can’t manage to suppress his laughter.

  “Shut up,” I say, shaking my head.

  I know we’re supposed to be checking out the club for Ted’s bachelor party, but we spend much of the next hour making up back stories for most of the strippers and several of the customers. Aside from the stripper/nursing student, the girl who is hanging upside down from a poll has a rare disease where she must be upside-down for at least two hours of the day; the seedy-looking guy in the corner is a mob boss who is waiting around to do a drug deal; and the one incredibly hot girl in the place is actually a Finnish supermodel who ran away from her homeland because it’s just too cold up there.

  “Oh my God!” I cry, gripping John’s arm. “That girl over there has a swastika tattooed on her thigh! I saw it.”

  John squints in the direction I’m pointing. “That’s not a swastika. That’s a Star of David. That’s literally the exact opposite of a swastika.”

  “Oh no!” I gasp. “You’re right! I’m completely blind. How did I think that was a swastika? I swear, it looked like one.”

  “Sure it did.” John grins at me.

  Christ, I need new contacts. Now he’s going to think I don’t know the difference between a Star of David and a swastika. He must think I’m the biggest idiot on the planet. Oh well.

  “Do you find these women attractive?” I ask him.

  John raises his eyebrows. “Are you asking me if I find this room full of mostly naked women attractive? Is that the question you’re posing to me?”

  “What I mean,” I clarify, “is that if they weren’t naked, would you find them attractive?”

  “Sure, why not.”

  “That was non-committal,” I comment. “Like, what’s your type?”

  “My type?”

  “You know,” I say. “Like, do you prefer blonds or brunettes?”

  “Brunettes.”

  “Short or tall?”

  “Short, I guess.”

  “Fat or skinny?”

  John shakes his head at me. “Fat, definitely. The fatter the better. I want one of those women who can’t get out of bed without a forklift, if possible.”

  I can’t help but think of my friend Amy. Not that she’s forklift-worthy by any means, but his wry sense of humor reminds me of hers. And she’s a short brunette. I know she didn’t seem to be interested in getting set up with John, but I feel certain that if the two of them met, they’d hit it off.

  “Hey,” I say, poking him in the arm. “I think I have a friend you’d really like.”

  John looks away from me and focuses his attention back on the current pole-dancer. “Yeah, not interested.”

  “How come?”

  “I don’t like being set up.”

  “But this is different,” I say. “She’d be so perfect for you.”

  “Yeah, but no.”

  “Why not?” I pout. “I mean, don’t you want a girlfriend?”

  John whips his head around to glare at me. “Of course I want a girlfriend!” he snaps. “What kind of stupid question is that?”

  For a moment, there’s silence between us, aside from the loud sexy dance music playing in the club. I feel awful. John was right—that was an obnoxious thing to say to him. Just when I thought we were really starting to get along.

  The anger fades from John’s face. “Sorry,” he mumbles. “I shouldn’t have—”

  “No,” I interrupt him, “I’m sorry.”

  “Would you let me fucking finish?” he says, his voice raising a notch. He sighs and his shoulders sag. “It’s a sensitive topic, okay? I shouldn’t have snapped at you. I was being a jerk.”

  “Well, I appreciate your apology,” I say. “Even though you did it in kind of a jerky way.”

  John smiles crookedly. “Well, it’s just sort of been a while. You know, in the girls department. But I’d rather be patient and wait for the right girl to come along than to force something to happen.” He takes a breath. “And if it doesn’t happen, then… well, I’m fine on my own.”

  “You’ll find the right girl,” I say.

  Except part of me wonders if he ever will.

  Chapter 16: John

  Strip clubs aren’t my favorite.

  They never were. Even before. Not that I’ve been to a lot of strip clubs or anything. But the few times I’ve been to them have been shitty experiences. It’s one thing to go with your friends to have a few drinks and ogle girls and get a few laughs by buying your buddy a lap dance. But it’s different when you’re in a wheelchair.

  When you’re in a chair, everyone is thinking you’re there because this is the only chance you’ve got to get close to a girl. I hate that. I mean, it’s technically true these days, but it’s not why I’m here now. I’m here for Ted.

  Kirby is enjoying herself—I can tell. She finds the whole thing fascinating. She can’t stop giggling, especially after she has a drink. Especially after her second drink.

  “Do you think I could work here?” she asks me.

  Kirby is twice is pretty as the hottest girl here. “Sure. Why not?”

  “Could be some good money,” she muses. “I mean, the bakery pays practically nothing. I’m starving to death. Or I would be, if I didn’t work in a bakery.”

  I frown at her. “Wait, are you serious?”

  She grins. “What do you think?”

  “I think…” I study her freckled face. “You’d be an awesome cage dancer.”

  “Then it’s settled.” She rises slightly unsteadily to her feet. “I’m going to pee, then I’m going to ask for a job application.”

  She’s joking. I’m ninety-nine percent sure.

  I watch her walk in the direction of the bathroom, trying hard not to stare at her ass. Trying not to look at her in a way that’s inappropriate for a woman who’s my friend’s fiancée. It’s not easy.

  I wish I hadn’t made that comment about not being able to feel my lap. I assumed she realized what it meant to be a quadriplegic, but she didn’t. To be fair, some quads have sensation. I don’t. Zero. Nada. Zilch.

  Of course, that doesn’t mean there’s no action going on down there, which is probably what she assumes at this point. I wanted to tell her that wasn’t the case, but I couldn’t figure out how to say it in a way that wouldn’t be incredibly awkward. So I just kept my fool mouth shut.

  I do get hard-ons though. My brain and my dick aren’t connected anymore, so my dick literally has a mind of its own now. You know when my first erection after my injury happened? When I had recently come home from rehab and my mother was helping me to take a shower. It was the worst possible moment for something like that to happen. I was torn between being relieved that my dick had come back to life, and being mortified that I got hard while my mom was soaping up my junk.

  I got to experiment a lot with Becky. She could get me hard easily with her hand, but keeping me that way was more of a challenge. I got myself a prescription for Viagra and that usually did the trick. Not always, but the truth is, once I couldn’t feel my dick, I wasn’t so enthusiastic about the idea of having sex anymore. It felt better when Becky would kiss and lick me on the parts of my body I could actually feel.

  I also got really good at going down on her. I’d only done it a handful of times prior to my injury, but sometimes it felt like Becky and I were going for the world’s record. There’s no way that asshole she married could be as good with his tongue as I got by the end of our time together.

  I miss going down on Becky. I loved the way she used to writhe around.

  Fuck, I’m horny.

  “Hey there, handsome.” I feel a hand rest on my shoulder. I look up and see a scantily clad woman who is wearing more make-up than a clown, but that’s part of the job description. Blond hair falls around her shoulders and my eyes are drawn to a pair of si
licone tits barely squeezed into a bikini top. I have to admit, I’m a tit man. I’d prefer them real, but I don’t mind if they’re not.

  “Hi,” I say.

  Her hand on my shoulder slides up my neck. It feels really good. It’s been so long since a girl has touched me this way. So goddamn long. My heart starts racing. “Can I interest you in a lap dance?” she asks.

  Now her hand is in my hair and I’m finding it hard to breathe. Actually, I really do want this lap dance. I’m surprised how much. But I know it will end up being disappointing.

  “No, thank you,” I manage.

  “You look like you do want it,” she says with a knowing smile. She nods at the back. “If you want privacy, there are some private rooms back there. We can have a little fun.”

  I shake my head. “I don’t…”

  “You’re paralyzed, right?” Her question takes me by surprise and I nod. She smiles and I feel her fingers in my hair, mussing it. “I can still make it fun for you. I promise.”

  I might not get hard from looking at a cute girl the way I used to, but that doesn’t mean what she’s doing isn’t turning me on in a different way. I can’t help but think how nice it would be to have her touch me more.

  “I can’t right now,” I manage. “I’ve got… I mean, my friend is…”

  She grins at me with a row of small teeth. “I got it. How about you come back some other time and ask for Lily?”

  I glance at the bathroom, to make sure Kirby isn’t coming out. “How much?”

  “A hundred and fifty dollars.”

  More than Allison’s fifty bucks. But at least Lily is willing to touch me.

  “Maybe,” I say as I see Kirby emerge from the back. Lily gets the hint and takes off. My scalp and neck still tingle from her touch.

  For the rest of the time we’re at the club, Lily is all I can think about. I watch her give a lap dance to another guy, imagining her tight little body pressed against mine. And those tits in my face. Christ. The thought of having to pay a woman just to be touched makes me feel sick, but what’s even worse is how badly I want it. I know I’m not coming back here, that I won’t take Lily up on her offer, but I still wish I didn’t want it so bad.

 

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