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Reunited with the Billionaire

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by Sandra Marton

IT WAS AS IF they’d all been cast in a play.

  After introductions, Pommier led them upstairs. His room was one of the larger guest rooms and had a small sitting area in front of a marble fireplace.

  Everyone but Seth took a seat. He stood to the side, a reluctant observer wishing he could fade into the wallpaper as Rod Pommier, easygoing Rod Pommier with a good sense of humor, turned into Dr. Rodney Pommier, world-renowned surgeon.

  Wendy seemed to know her part, too. She made a point of turning her back to Seth as soon as the doctor began asking her questions. She referred to the accident with a detachment Seth first admired and then found troubling, referring to “the” injuries, “the” operations, “the” treatments she’d undergone as if they’d happened to someone else.

  He tried not to listen. He didn’t feel detached at all. The terrible litany of what Wendy had endured took him back to the first weeks after the accident, when he’d almost gone crazy, imagining her suffering.

  Pommier asked Howard for the medical files. They were all quiet as he scanned them. At last he looked up.

  “Miss Monroe,” he said slowly, “surely you know that I’ve decided not to take on any new patients.”

  Wendy nodded. “Yes, but I’m hoping I can change your mind. I can’t believe you’d turn away someone who’s a perfect candidate for your technique, Doctor.”

  Pommier smiled. “Why do you want this surgery? At best, there’s a long and arduous recovery period.”

  “I know that. But—”

  “My daughter was a champion skier, Dr. Pommier,” Howard said. “She wants to ski again.”

  “She has skied again,” Seth said. All heads turned toward him. Wendy looked angry. Her parents looked surprised. Pommier’s expression was resolutely neutral. Seth could feel his cheeks coloring. He’d promised himself he wouldn’t say a word. “Today, at Jiminy Peak.”

  Howard’s brows lifted. “Wendy?”

  “I skied a beginner’s slope,” she said impatiently, “that’s all.”

  “It was a low intermediate slope,” Seth said coolly, “and she skied. That’s all I’m pointing out—that she can ski if she wants to.”

  “Skiing an easy slope isn’t skiing,” Howard said, turning his back to Seth. “Wendy wants to compete again. Will she be able to do that if she has this surgery, Doctor?”

  “There’s an excellent chance she might, if the surgery goes well.” Pommier hesitated. “There’s also a chance she might spend the rest of her life in a wheelchair.”

  Howard blanched. “What?”

  “Surely you’re aware that this procedure is risky, Mr. Monroe.”

  “Well, yes, but I didn’t think—”

  Pommier turned to Wendy. “That’s what you must consider,” he said quietly. “I admit you’re a prime candidate for surgery.”

  “You mean you’ll do it?” Howard said excitedly.

  “You’re a good candidate,” Pommier continued, speaking only to Wendy, “but I want you to consider the ramifications. Most of the people who come to me are in terrible pain. Others can’t walk and have been told they never will. The risk for such people is worth taking, but you’re in neither group. You’re pain free at this point, are you not?”

  Wendy nodded. “Yes.”

  “And you can walk.”

  “I limp,” she said in a barely audible whisper.

  “Did you say…” Howard leaned forward. “Did you say she might end up in a wheelchair if you fail?”

  “I did.”

  “But you won’t fail. Why would you?”

  “If I never failed, Mr. Monroe, I’d be God, and I make no pretense at being a deity.”

  “Can you give us an idea of the odds, Doctor? I mean, can you break it down to percentages?”

  “I’m not a fortune-teller, either, sir. Fifty-fifty is the best I can do.”

  Howard took Wendy’s hand. “And…and she might end up in a wheelchair?” he said again.

  “I’m afraid so.”

  “But she might be able to ski competitively—”

  “And aliens might have designed the pyramids,” Seth said furiously.

  Wendy flashed him a warning look. “Stay out of this, Seth.”

  Seth took a breath. “Yeah.” He folded his arms. “You’re right. I’ve got no part in this discussion.”

  Howard squeezed Wendy’s hand. “Honey? You want to ask the doctor any other questions?” She shook her head. “You think we have enough information to go home, talk this through and come up with a decision?”

  “Howard!” Gina’s voice shook. “Are you crazy? Didn’t you hear what the doctor said? People who come to him are desperate to walk, or to be free of pain. What is there to talk about?”

  “How to convince Wendy to go through with this operation,” Seth snarled. “That’s what you have to go home and talk about.”

  Everyone looked at him. He knew he was out of line, that whatever the Monroes decided had nothing to do with him anymore because he was out of Wendy’s life. But, damn it, he still loved her. He would always love her, and he wasn’t going to keep quiet. Not this time.

  “Seth.” Wendy stood up. “You have nothing to say about this.”

  “I had nothing to say the last time, too, when your old man pushed you so hard you couldn’t see straight.”

  Howard looked shocked. “I never—”

  “The hell you didn’t.” Seth swung to face him, his expression taut with pent-up fury. “You worked her night and day. She was always on the slopes or on a treadmill, and when the roads were clear that winter, she was out on her bike, pedaling up the mountains.”

  “Seth.” Wendy’s voice was hoarse with emotion. “Stop it!”

  “No. I won’t stop. I was a kid, too young and too afraid of losing you to speak out, but I don’t have anything to lose now.” He strode toward Howard, stopped only inches away. “You know why Wendy fell on that mountain in Norway?”

  “Seth. Seth, please—” Wendy clasped his arm.

  He shook her loose. It was time, it was past time, and nothing would silence him now.

  “She was tired. She was sick. Did you take a good look at her those weeks you were busy training her to win that damn medal for you, Monroe? Did you see the circles under her eyes?”

  Howard’s face was white. “Wendy? I didn’t… I was only trying to help.”

  “I know, Daddy. Believe me, my accident had nothing to do with—”

  “The hell it didn’t!” Seth’s mouth twisted. “He was so wrapped up in that miserable medal that he forgot you can only push somebody so far before they break.”

  “Stop it,” Wendy said. She stepped between Seth and her father. “You have no right. You don’t know anything about why I wasn’t in top shape for Lillehammer.”

  “I was there, remember? You were so tired you were like a sleepwalker. You were sick to your stomach, too, or don’t you remember throwing up the night before you left Cooper’s Corner?” Seth clasped her shoulders. “You were exhausted!”

  “I was pregnant!”

  Wendy’s shrill cry seemed to echo in the room. She heard her mother gasp, heard her father’s equally sharp intake of breath, but most of all, she saw what she’d been afraid to see for nine long years, the shock and then the dawning look of pain in Seth’s face.

  “I was pregnant,” she said in a voice so low it was almost a whisper. “That’s why I was tired and sick, Seth. I didn’t know it but I was carrying our baby. I lost it. I lost our child. Seth, I’m so sorry. I’m so—”

  Her voice broke. She buried her face in her hands. Her sobs were deep and wrenching. Seth wanted to take her in his arms and comfort her, but all he could think was that she had lost their baby. His baby. Her ambition had taken away the only things he’d ever wanted: her love and the family he’d dreamed of having.

  Gina was the first to recover. “Oh, my sweet girl,” she said, and reached for her daughter. But Wendy shot past her and rushed from the room.

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN<
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  FOR WHAT SEEMED an eternity, the little group standing by the fireplace seemed frozen in place. Then Howard and Gina ran after their daughter.

  Seth didn’t. He had the feeling his legs would give way if he tried.

  Rod grabbed a ladder-back chair and turned it around. “Seth? Sit down.”

  Seth shook his head. “I’m fine.”

  Rod put a hand on Seth’s shoulder. “Sit,” he said firmly. “Doctor’s orders,” he added with a trace of a smile.

  Seth lowered himself into the chair. He stared blindly at the wall, looking up only when Rod pressed a glass into his hands.

  “Brandy.” Rod pulled up a footstool. “I always keep some on hand for medicinal purposes. Go on, man. Drink it.”

  Seth tried. The brandy was rich and aromatic. Any other time, he’d probably have enjoyed it, but now, one sip and he handed the glass back.

  “Thanks, but I don’t…” He blinked, felt the hot bite of tears behind his eyelids and took a ragged breath. “God,” he said thickly, “oh God…”

  “Yeah.” Rod sighed. “Sometimes life is really a bitch.”

  “I never knew. I never even dreamed… We’d talked about having children someday, but I had no idea—”

  “No. Of course not.”

  “Jesus.” Seth looked at the floor, then got to his feet. He walked to the window, looked out on a perfectly normal January evening in Cooper’s Corner. Down the hill, on the village green, the Minuteman gazed solemnly over the darkened town. Life was going on as if things were normal, but nothing would ever be normal again. How could it be, after what he’d just learned?

  Wendy was pregnant when she left him nine years before. She’d lost their child on a snow-covered mountain in Norway.

  “Why didn’t she tell me? I flew to Europe to be with her. She wouldn’t even see me. She…she sent me a note, said she didn’t love me….”

  Rod joined him at the window. “Trauma does funny things to people,” he said. “Wendy expressed it best. She lost everything in one devastating moment.”

  “But why didn’t she tell me?”

  “You’ll have to ask her, Seth. I can only speculate. Perhaps she was afraid of how you’d react. You’d been opposed to her going to Norway, right? Well, maybe she figured you’d blame her for losing the baby.”

  “I’d never have done that.” Seth’s mouth twisted. “It was her father’s fault.”

  “Seth.” Rod hesitated. “This is really none of my business, but don’t you think you’re going overboard? I admit, I don’t know all the details, but from what I heard and saw a little while ago, Wendy’s father just wanted her to succeed at something she loved.”

  “Succeed?” Seth laughed. “He pushed her. I’m telling you, he set down the rules, dragged her from competition to competition—”

  “Wendy didn’t enjoy skiing?”

  “I didn’t say that.”

  “She didn’t like entering those competitions?”

  “I didn’t say that, either. She loved to ski. She lived for it. And she loved to win. And…” Seth shut his eyes, then blinked them open. “Are you saying he didn’t push her?”

  “I’m saying that there are two sides to every story. Whatever problems may exist between Wendy and her father, they didn’t have anything to do with the fall she took.”

  Seth looked out the window again. “You’re right,” he said after a minute. “That was strictly my fault. She was carrying my baby, and she was feeling sick and tired and—”

  “It wasn’t anybody’s fault. Don’t you see? She didn’t know she was pregnant. Neither did you or Howard Monroe. The bottom line is that Wendy was an experienced skier who suffered a bad accident. That’s it. End of story.”

  “You’re wrong, Doc. The end of the story is that she needed me and I let her push me away. I let us lose each other. I was angry at her father for taking her from me, and at myself for not being the only thing she needed. Hell, I was angry at Wendy for going to Lillehammer!” Seth thrust his hand through his hair and looked back at Pommier, his expression anguished. “I know it sounds crazy but that’s the way I felt.”

  The doctor shook his head. “Don’t be too hard on yourself. You were only, what, eighteen? Nineteen?”

  “I was a fool, and I’m not going to make the same mistake twice.” He moved past Rod, stopped at the door and looked back. “You may have missed your calling, after all,” he said quietly. “You’re a fine surgeon, but you’d have been one hell of an Aunt Agatha.”

  Rod smiled and raised a hand in salute. Seth returned it, then went out the door and down the stairs.

  Nine years wasted, him nursing a dented ego and Wendy blaming herself for what had been nobody’s fault. They should have been together, helping each other understand that nothing mattered but that they faced the darkness together.

  “Seth?”

  It was Clint, calling out to him, but Seth kept moving. “Later,” he said. Whatever Clint wanted could wait. The only thing that mattered was Wendy.

  He went out the door with his keys already in his hand, and dashed to his truck. The tires kicked up rooster tails of snow and the transmission protested as he floored the gas pedal and sped down the drive. Moments later, he came to a skidding stop at the Monroes.

  Howard and Gina came to the door before he reached it.

  “Oh, Seth,” Gina said shakily, “we didn’t know! She kept it from all of us. She must have told her doctors not to say anything about her being pregnant and losing the baby.”

  “Where is she?”

  “Gone.” Howard said, putting his arm around his wife. His face was chalk-white. “Wendy took Gina’s car keys and drove away.”

  “Did she say anything?”

  “Only that she wanted to be alone someplace where she could think.”

  Sawtooth Mountain. Seth knew it instinctively. “I’ll find her.” He started to turn away, then looked at Wendy’s father. “Sir.” This was hard but it needed doing. “I owe you an apology.”

  “No.” Howard shook his head. “You were right, Seth. I never saw it that way, but maybe…maybe I was trying to live my dreams through my daughter.” He blinked hard. “But she loved skiing. She loved competing. At least I thought—”

  “She did. She loved all of it.” Seth hesitated. “We both love Wendy, and we both wanted what we thought was best for her her. I guess we should have stopped and tried to find out what Wendy wanted for herself.” He took a deep breath. “I’m only sure of two things, Mr. Monroe. Her fall was nobody’s fault. And if I’d known she was pregnant, I’d have come to you, told you I loved her and that we were getting married.”

  Howard nodded. “Find her, Seth. Tell her that we have a lot to talk about, and that I was wrong about a lot of things—especially about you.”

  The men’s eyes met in understanding. Howard stuck out his hand. Seth smiled and shook it. He gave Gina a quick hug and went to find Wendy.

  * * *

  FINDING HER WAS EASY.

  He’d figured right. He spotted Gina’s car pulled onto a wide spot on the shoulder of the road that led up the mountain. Footprints in the snow disappeared into a grove of oaks that marked the start of an old hiking trail.

  Seth pulled his truck alongside Wendy’s car, got out and started up the path.

  Ten long minutes later, he saw her standing in a little clearing that overlooked the valley, her back to him. She had to have heard him coming; the sound of the snow crunching under his workboots was loud in the mountain silence. But she didn’t turn around. She stood with her hands tucked into the pockets of her anorak, her head tilted down, and he thought how lonely she looked, how lonely she’d been all these years.

  It broke his heart.

  He wanted to go to her and take her in his arms, hold her and comfort her and tell her how much he loved her, but there was such fragility in her posture that he was afraid. Instead, he called her name, softly. Then he waited, while time seemed to stand still. At last she turned and fa
ced him. Her eyes were wet and dark, her face pale against the red hood of her coat.

  “Seth. Seth, I’m so sorry….”

  “No,” he said quickly, “no, sweetheart, I’m the one who’s sorry. I should have been with you. You never should have carried this burden alone.”

  “I didn’t know about the baby.” Tears streamed down her face. “If I had, I’d never… No medal in the world was that important, Seth. You have to believe that.”

  “Sweetheart.” He moved toward her, his eyes locked to hers. “You don’t have to explain. I’d never think—”

  “I hadn’t had my period in a month, but that wasn’t unusual. Sometimes, when women athletes train really hard…” She inhaled deeply, then let out a breath that turned to frost on the frigid air. “The nausea didn’t mean anything, either. I’d had that happen before, when I was stressed out. Sometimes…sometimes I couldn’t keep anything down a couple of days before a race, so I didn’t once imagine…”

  A sob burst from her throat. Seth covered the few feet that separated them and took her in his arms.

  “Wendy.” She felt stiff and cold; her face was tear-stained and bleak. “Sweetheart, please. Listen to me.” He put one hand under her chin, applied gentle pressure until she yielded and lifted her face to his. “If only you’d told me, once you knew. If only I’d had brains enough to see through that brush-off.”

  Wendy closed her eyes. “Oh, God,” she whispered, “that horrible note…” She looked up at him. “I couldn’t face you. I thought you’d hate me.”

  “Hate you?” Seth gave a broken laugh. “I could never hate you, babe. You’re my life. My heart. My only love. But when you wouldn’t see me, it was like—it was kind of what I’d always expected. That one day you’d say to yourself `What did I ever want with a guy like Seth Castleman?’“

  Wendy framed his face with her hands. “I wanted a life with Seth Castleman,” she whispered. “That was all I wanted, from the minute we met.”

  Seth bent and kissed her mouth, salty with tears. When the kiss ended, he sighed and drew her head to his chest.

  “After the first operation, I asked when I’d be able to ski again. They told me I wouldn’t,” Wendy said into his jacket. “I lay there thinking what that would mean.”

 

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