Death of a Darklord (ravenloft)

by Laurell K. Hamilton

  "Look with more than your eyes."

  Elaine shivered, drawing her cloak tighter. "I don't know what you mean."

  He looked up. His eyes were thrown into shadow, like blind holes. His face was strange, somber, no longer friendly or even approachable. Kneeling there in the fire-kissed dark, fingers touching the corpse's up-turned face, he was suddenly a sorcerer, with all that one word implied.

  "Come, Elaine, we have had this discussion before. You are a budding wizard, a witch, if you prefer. Tell me what you see."

  His voice filled the shed, beating against the darkness. It was not a shout, and yet it was, as if his voice shouted on other ears besides her 'normal' ones.

  "We haven't got all night, wizard," Tereza said. She stamped her feet against the cold. "Question her later, in the warmth."

  Gersalius did not even look at her; his black-hole eyes never wavered from Elaine's face. "She must learn."

  "I asked if you could discover why the great tree had come to life. You asked to see the corpse. I brought you. Now you go all mysterious on me. Why is it that wizards can never do anything like normal people?"

  He turned to her at last, a slow move of his head. As his eyes moved out of shadow, they gleamed with a greenish light, the color of nothing in the shed.

  His eyes weren't really glowing, were they? Elaine did not want to know if they were.

  "You wanted me to discover something about the spell that killed this man. I am trying to do just that," the mage explained patiently.

  "I asked you about the spell that animated the tree. We know what killed the man," insisted Tereza.

  "Do you? Do you really?"

  "The tree tore him in half, old man."

  "That is how he died, yes, but not what killed him."

  "It is too cold for riddles."

  "And too cold for interruptions, gypsy."

  Elaine's eyes flicked to Tereza. No one used that tone with her, not and lived a long and happy life.

  Tereza drew a long breath that steamed in the air. Her eyes looked away from the kneeling wizard. "You are right. My apologies."

  Elaine couldn't have been more astonished if Tereza had sprouted a second head. The woman never apologized, not for anything.

  "Is that a spell?" She blurted it out before she had time to think. If it were a spell, saying so was not a good idea. Or perhaps it was. Gersalius shouldn't be bewitching them with his eyes. Surely Jonathan would disapprove of that.

  Tereza smiled. "It is not a spell. The mage is trying to teach you sorcery, and I am questioning his methods. If I were teaching you swordplay, I would not want to be second-guessed." She made a small bowing motion with her arms. "Pray, continue, wizard. I will merely stand here freezing while you play school marm."

  "Graciousness becomes you, Mistress Ambrose." His voice held a familiar lilt of humor. It was the voice that had been so comforting in the kitchen. Then he turned back to her, and as his eyes crossed into shadow, they gleamed. They seemed to merely reflect the glow of the lantern, but Elaine knew better. His eyes shone with sparks of blue and emerald, the color of no honest flame.

  When his eyes were safely shadowed, and that disturbing light quenched from her sight, he spoke. "Now, Elaine, tell me what you see."

  She released a long breath that wavered and fogged near her face. It was so cold. Her body trembled in the warm shell of her cloak. Why was she suddenly so cold?

  "Elaine, your magic seeks to control you. You must control it."

  "I don't know how."

  "You must learn, or perish. There is no other choice."

  "Why am I so cold?"

  "Because it's the bloody middle of winter," Tereza said.

  Gersalius held up a hand. "No interruptions." Neither he nor Elaine looked to see what the woman thought of such an abrupt order.

  "Your magic takes shape from two things, outside forces, like the fire or light of your visions, and your own body. It is trying to feed on the warmth of your flesh. Don't let it."

  "I don't understand." The cold was growing worse. It was not the winter air. The cold was coming from inside her. She could feel it like an icy wind through her belly.

  "Can you find the source of the cold?"

  She nodded. "Yes."

  "Explore it, Elaine. Tell me what it feels like."

  She tried. She reached for the cold with something like a hand, with something that traced the cold wind back, back, deep inside her, farther and deeper than her frail body was wide. There, at what felt like the cold, dark center of her being, was something like a cave. She had no words for what it was, but she was human and needed words. So it became a cave, and with the word, the thought: It was a cave. A cavern of ice that had been built one crystalline layer atop another until it was like a great mirrored room. Each facet of ice glinted with reflected light. But there was no light. AH was darkness.

  No, there was light, but it was not reflected. It was in the ice, a flickering light that ran through the crystals like a fish through swift water. She turned and, with something other than eyes, saw blue and violet, purple, the liquid pink of sunset, and somehow it was Elaine. It was her power, as much hers as her own face.

  "It is you, Elaine, your power, but you have let it run wild. It has built its own home, found its own way to freedom like water eating through the ground. It has chosen cold as its home, its brick. Heat is its mortar. There is nothing wrong with using fire, light as a catalyst for magic, but you must understand what you do, and why. You must reach for the flame to fuel your magic, not have the magic use your hand to feed it. Do you understand?"

  She could still feel her body standing in the wind-bitten cold, but it was not as immediate, as important as that darting light inside the ice.

  "Elaine, answer me."

  There the light had stopped. She could almost reach it.

  "Elaine!" The voice cut across her mind like a whip. She jerked and staggered. She was suddenly staring at the wizard's upturned face. The ice and flickering light inside was gone. She stood swaying in the winter night, frightened, but no longer unnaturally cold.

  "Your power has been too long left to its own devices, Elaine. It is a destructive thing, now, a hungry untamed child left too long in the dark. It has made its own world. It will take a long time to reclaim it completely. But it can be done, for tonight you must feed it, consciously."

  "How?"

  "Reach for the fire, Elaine, or reach for some reflected light. Reach for whatever would send you visions."

  She extended a hand. The air was bitter against her bare skin.

  The lantern flickered in a sudden gust of wind. Snow swirled, sparkling like silver dust, in the.light. She felt the tug of a vision, a need to hold the light. But it wasn't just a vision; it was her magic, and it needed to be fed.

  Her hand slowly turned, palm upward. The light and shadows trembled around her like struck gold. It was as if the light drew a shaking breath and bent toward her palm. It folded downward into the skin of her hand like water going down a drain. The light leaked away into her skin. It sucked downward into that cold, iciness, and the cavern filled with life, warmth, and the ice sucked it down greedily.

  The lantern went out in a sputtering rush of sparks. They were left in darkness. The only light was the cold gleam of stars. But, strangely, that was enough. Everything seemed to flicker and glow with a faint edge of silver light.

  "Look at the body, Elaine."

  She did.

  The man lay on the frozen ground. His face was no longer ordinary. There was some spark left, not of life, but of what he had been. He had been a man who laughed often and was often afraid. What need had driven him out in the darkest part of the year?

  The question gave the answer-love. He loved his remaining family, his people, his village. She saw the recent loss of his daughter like a shadow across his still face.

  How did she know all this? How could she be so certain?

  "Do not question yourself, Elaine. You will spoil
it if you do."

  She tried not to, but it was hard. Hard to stand there and stare at the flickering light that traced the corpse and gave up all the man's secrets. She knew him in that instant as no one else had, not even his family, perhaps not even himself. She saw him stripped and pure before her, faults bare to her magic, but strengths there, too. His bravery, his kindness, his fear. Over all was fear. He had traveled far to die in such terror.

  It was not fair. Fairness is for children and fools. That soft, sure voice was in her head, Gersalius's voice inside her head.

  The flickering light on the body was the reflected gleam of Pegin Tallyrand's life. A good life, well loved, generous with what little he had. He would be missed by many. The light shuddered, stumbling as if it had feet to be tripped. The light circled round a small lump in the man's cloak. It was not a pocket, but something affixed to the lining, sewn in.

  Elaine half-fell to her knees, hand reaching for that stumbling light. Her fingertips hesitated, hovering just over the cloth. There was a flash so bright it dazzled the eyes. A smell of burned cloth, and Elaine held a small piece of carved bone in her hand.

  It was the finger joint of a human hand, carved and painted with runes she did not know. The light was gone. Everything was gone. She knelt on the frozen ground with the bone on the palm of her hand. The bone gleamed like a ghost in the dark. The silver glow was gone, and the starlight too faint to see by.

  Gersalius leaned forward, peering at her hand. His eyes glowed in the dark. Tiny pinpricks of flame burned in his face, green to her violet, but it was the same kind of magic. Had her own eyes glowed just moments before? Elaine glanced up at Tereza. She stood silent and unreadable in the dark. Elaine did not ask if her eyes had glowed with violet flames; she was not ready to hear if the answer were yes.

  "Very interesting," Gersalius said.

  "What is it?"

  "What did your magic tell you?"

  "It wasn't part of the man. He didn't know he carried it."

  "Very good, what else?"

  She thought it would be hard to recall what the light had shone, now that the light was gone, but it wasn't. It was easy, as if each moment were carved behind her eyelids where she could never forget it.

  "It was a spell. A piece of death sewn into his cloak. It was dormant, waiting, until he touched the great tree."

  "Why did the tree set the spell off?"

  She thought about that for a moment, rolling it round in the remembered light. "Its power was death. It had to wait for something dead to come along."

  "And the great tree was dead, killed by lightning."

  "Yes," she said softly.

  "Would a dead body have triggered the spell?" he asked.

  "Yes."

  "The spell animated the dead with a terrible purpose. What was that purpose, Elaine?"

  "It wanted Pegin dead."

  "It?"

  "The maker of the spell wanted him dead."

  "Why?"

  Her hand closed over the piece of bone. "The spell's creator didn't want Pegin to bring help. He, or she, fears Jonathan, fears the mage-finder."

  "How do you know that?"

  "The bone reeks of fear."

  "Could that not be the fear of the hand from which the bone came?"

  Elaine nodded. "It could be that, but the maker of the spell is afraid also."

  "Is it only the mage-finder that the spell's caster fears?"

  "No."

  "What else?"

  "Death, he fears death." She squeezed the shard of bone until the edges bit into her skin. The bones in her hand trembled in sympathy with the thing she held. The pain was sharp and final, the injury so great that the body deadened the nerves. It was not her own pain she was remembering. The finger had been severed while the woman still lived. There had been many spells, many bones, much blood.

  Fingers curled around her hand. "Let go, Elaine." Gersalius tried to open her hand. "Let go."

  "I cannot."

  "Tereza help me."

  Tereza did not ask questions. She just knelt, flinging her gloves to the snow, helping to pry Elaine's fingers apart. One finger at a time, they opened her hand.

  Gersalius turned her hand palm down, spilling the bone to the snow. Blood welled in a small cut where the bone had bitten into her skin.

  Tears trailed down Elaine's face. She wasn't sure why she was crying. "What happened?"

  "Your magic feeds on light, heat. Other magic feeds on other things," Gersalius said.

  "What other things?"

  The wizard held her hand up to the dim starlight. He smeared his thumb through the darkness on her palm. "Blood, Elaine. It feeds on blood."

  SEVEN

  Jonathan sat at his desk, arms crossed over his chest. He could feel his face set in a scowl, but didn't care. If anything was worth scowling about, it was this.

  Tereza stood against the far wall. Her arms were also crossed, tucked tight against her stomach, angry. Her long, dark hair gleamed like fur in the lamplight. The rich colors of her clothing glowed with reflected radiance. The strong planes of her face were set in high relief by the light and shadows. The sight of her made his body ache, but what she asked was impossible.

  "No, Tereza, I cannot condone it." His voice sounded firm and reasonable. He was right, and she would see that.

  "You did not see Elaine in the shed tonight, Jonathan. Now that she knows she is a mage, her magic is coming out stronger, faster. If Gersalius had not been there, she might have been sucked to death's door again."

  "From what you tell me, if the wizard had not urged it, she would not have tried this. magic."

  "No, but the next vision would have endangered her. At least now she knows how to control the magic, a little." She pushed away from the wall and began to pace the small room. Her energy seemed to fill the room, making it shrink and pale compared to her. She was so very alive, all nerve endings and emotion, all physical. Jonathan was aware that she balanced him, his careful calculation to her impetu-ousness, his thinking to her heart, his age to her youth. Even as he argued, part of him wanted to say yes just because it was her. But no, not this time. He would, by the gods, stand his ground.

  "Before tonight, I would have agreed with you." She stopped in front of him, hands on hips. "Gersal-ius must accompany us to Cortton."

  He shook his head. "No." One simple word; why couldn't she understand it.

  Tereza paced away from him, stalking the room as though it were a cage. "Then Elaine must remain behind, with the wizard."

  "No."

  She whirled. "Why not?"

  "I do not trust the wizard here at our home with us away. He could bewitch the entire household, including Elaine, before we return."

  "Do you really believe that?" She was standing in front of him again, dark eyes gentle and searching. The anger was seeping out of her. Tereza could never stay angry long, at least not at him. Frankly, this new reasonableness was more dangerous. As long as she ranted and raved, he could simply fight. But how to argue with reason?

  He looked away from those searching eyes. It was a bad sign that he could not meet her gaze. He was losing, and not sure why. "Surely you see that we cannot take a wizard along on our work. I am the mage-finder. I cannot cart a mage along to aid me."

  "He won't be there to aid you, Jonathan. He will be there to see that Elaine does not inadvertently kill herself."

  "It can't be that serious. She has gone on all these years."

  Tereza shook her head, dark hair sliding along her shoulders. "I told you what happened tonight. She was like a stranger, Jonathan." Her face when she turned to him showed something he had not expected. fear.

  He reached out for her without thinking, touching her arm. "Are you truly afraid of our little Elaine?"

  She cupped her hand over his, pressing gently. "She would never harm us on purpose-I know that. Before tonight I was only worried for her safety, but now …" She knelt at his feet, hands encircling his hand. She gazed up at h
im. "She is going to be a powerful mage, Jonathan. We cannot change that."

  He opened his mouth to argue, but her fingertips touched his lips and the protest died, unspoken.

  "We cannot change it, Jonathan. After what I saw tonight, I know that for a certainty. All we can do is train her to be a power for good and see she does no harm to herself or anyone else by accident."

  He pulled her hand away from his mouth. "There is no such thing as good magic. It is all evil."

  "Then Elaine is evil," she said softly. "But you don't believe that. We've raised the girl for eight years. You know her heart is kind and gentle. You know that."

  Jonathan stood, pulling away from her hands, the smell of her skin. He would not be persuaded by beauty to override his common sense. He walked to the window, staring down into the cold courtyard.

  There was a gleam of firelight in the wizard's cottage. He smashed his fist into the wall beside the glass. "Magic corrupts all it touches. I have seen proof of that, again and again."

  He felt her approach behind him. He did not need eyes to sense her movements. He could sense her like some great irresistible force. Love and passion can be as strong as any star.

  Her strong hands touched his shoulders, her body pressing against his back. "We cannot change what has happened to Elaine. All we can do is protect her as best we can, as any parents would."

  He leaned his forehead against the icy glass. A wizard was sleeping just below, behind stout walls that Jonathan had built. A mage inside his defenses. It was outrageous.

  "Leave Elaine here in Gersalius's care, or bring them both with us. Those are our choices, my love." Her voice was soft and warm against his neck.

  He straightened. Her arms encircled his waist, and he pressed his hands over hers. "They will come with us." Her arms tightened against him, snuggling closer. Why was that small movement worth losing a dozen fights?

  "Perhaps we might have the wizard look at Elaine."

  Tereza was very still against him. "What do you mean?"

  "His ability to feel animals, plants; he said the tree was dead, even when it attacked them, he knew it was dead. You tell me Elaine's magic said the same."

  "You think Elaine might be a mage, as well?" Her voice was very soft, very careful.