Inception

by Teal Haviland

  GABRIELLE ~ REALITY CHECK

  Gabrielle wasn’t ready for a conversation about her and Lucas. It didn’t matter, though—it was coming anyway. She paused time, anticipating a long discussion.

  “Coming, Amaziah.”

  How was she going to explain the relationship developing between her and Lucas? She didn’t want to think about it, hoping Amaziah didn’t have all the details. She let her mind wander to other matters and sat on the stool across the counter from him, but couldn’t calm her racing heart. The muscles in Amaziah’s face were tense with a deep furrow between his brows, indicating his worries.

  “Gabrielle, there is information you need to be made aware of concerning your dream, as well as other matters I have been sent to take care of.”

  She was surprised and relieved it wasn’t about Lucas but couldn’t recall ever seeing Amaziah so worried, making her wonder if she wanted to know what he’d learned, realizing that his intensity scared her more than anything she could ever remember. Amaziah wasn’t one to show concern outwardly.

  “What did you find out?”

  “The Book you saw in your vision—The Book of Barabbadon—it seems it was not destroyed. Yahuwah was betrayed.” Amaziah spoke in a hurried, ragged breath. “He has called on the Angels of the Thrones to help Him find who deceived Him and search for the Book.”

  Gabrielle felt her stomach drop to the floor. The Thrones was her Choir. She would have to return—for good, she guessed. “But I haven’t accomplished what needs to be done.” She couldn’t tell him how she wasn’t only frustrated because she hadn’t finished what she started, but that she also was saddened that things were going to end far sooner for her and Lucas than she had expected.

  “He has excused you, only because you are the only one who can enforce karma. But Gabrielle, these are dangerous times for all of us, and I am asking you to leave and come back with me to Heaven, now, where you’ll be safe. You are vulnerable here.”

  Gabrielle let out a soft, slow sigh of relief, hoping he wouldn’t notice.

  She was relieved she wasn’t going to have to explain about her and Lucas. But there were even bigger concerns growing about what her visions were warning of. She could sense the disquiet within Amaziah, making her wish the concern in his voice had been what she first suspected—a relationship she had no business having. It was selfish of her to be relieved when so much was going on that was far more important.

  I need to get my head straight.

  “If I’m not being ordered back, Amaziah, I’m going to stay. I have to. We can’t lose this war.”

  Amaziah looked down at his clenched hands on the counter in front of him, slowly shaking his head. She knew it wasn’t what he wanted to hear, and she hated upsetting him. She walked to where he sat and hugged him. He put an arm around her and hugged her back.

  “I knew that was what you would say. But I had to try. I know what you are doing here is valuable and will aid us immensely. I am very proud of you, Gabrielle. You have lived up to everything I thought you would—and more. So that you know, Yahuwah is happy when your name is spoken. Your efforts are noticed—and appreciated.”

  “Thank you. Thank you for your concern and for your praise. It means so much to know that you and Yahuwah are pleased with me. And thank you for understanding I have to stay.”

  He smiled and let go of her as he stood and slowly walked to the door to the porch. “Gabrielle, I have been instructed to inform you that you are being given more powers and abilities to help keep you safe while you are here. This isn’t done often, so you can imagine how much faith Yahuwah must have in you.” He looked over his shoulder.

  Gabrielle nodded her head in understanding although she was stunned. Amaziah continued.

  “You will no longer lose constant communication with any of your brethren while in your human form, and you can do so without ascending. You are granted control over the four elements—air, water, earth, and fire. You now have the ability to make people forget whatever you choose, as long as it’s in their best interest or to keep them from exposing you as an angel. And, as I understand you discovered on the mountain top last night before I had the chance to tell you, you can summon the Earth’s energy to you in order to increase your powers. You can use these additional abilities at your discretion just as the others you have always had.”

  So … that’s why I was able to evoke more power.

  Gabrielle was floored. She was already one of the most powerful of Yahuwah’s angels, but now, she was entrusted on a level she never imagined she’d reach. She was humbled and gave thanks even before Amaziah finished.

  “There’s one more ability I can bestow on you—the ability to Hush. It has been fun for me to tease you about how much you wanted this ability, but it was decided it may serve you well while you are here. Now my ability is yours as well.”

  Gabrielle almost laughed as she looked up to catch her friend’s playful gaze. She would have been more playful towards Amaziah, maybe even Hushing him for a moment, but this wasn’t a playful occasion. She found her mood too heavy to tease him right now. This was serious. And the times she found herself in were dangerous. More than she’d already suspected if Yahuwah felt this was necessary.

  Amaziah took her hands in his. “I need to be going now. I won’t be stopping in for a while unless some of this is resolved quickly. I’ll send reports if I learn anything new, and you know you can simply call to me through thought, and I will hear you. Just as I always have. Your abilities to communicate are almost as high now as any can obtain. Remember to use them and the others He added to your arsenal. It’s a huge responsibility to be entrusted with so much. Other than me, there has only been one other angel He made this powerful, and we know what happened to him. Use them with clarity and forethought, and if you always put Yahuwah and His ways first in your use of them, you will be fine.”

  Gabrielle nodded in understanding. Ramai was the only other angel granted this amount of ability and power … and he became the Dark Lord. Now, Gabrielle knew Amaziah’s rank, and she had a difficult time perceiving that she was now his equal. At least she was in this way. She hugged Amaziah, sorry he had to leave so soon. Just as he was about to ascend, he stopped. Without turning around, he addressed her again.

  “As far as Lucas and you are concerned … of course I know.”

  Gabrielle tensed.

  “I make it my job to know how you are doing. You know that. Please … be very careful. You are being allowed extra privileges with this relationship, but only because He thinks it will help you learn what is needed faster so you can return home sooner. Don’t go too far, Gabrielle. You know what I mean … and you know the ending won’t be happy if you do—for him or you.”

  “I will, Amaziah. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about it right away.”

  “I know why you didn’t, and I know how close you have already let the two of you become. Again, please think of where this will leave you both when your time here has ended, and of the danger you are exposing both of you to. I trust you to always keep that in mind as you go forward, and to do what you need to with the new abilities you now have … when the time comes.”

  And he was gone.

  She understood what he meant about using her abilities when the time came. He was advising her to make Lucas forget her when she had to leave, but that still left a problem.

  I won’t be able to forget him.

  She should have known he knew about Lucas and the relationship developing between them. How could she ever believe Yahuwah wouldn’t know of it even if Amaziah didn’t?

  That was foolish. This body makes me think and do foolish things.

  Being in human form was making her a little too human in ways she hadn’t expected.

  But … this is what I am here for, to figure out what makes humans do the things they do.

  Gabrielle called Sheridan so she could get her work done. She showed up immediately, and the two angels got busy taking care of the day’s
tasks. Sheridan was particularly quiet, but Gabrielle had too many other things on her mind to worry about it if she didn’t want to bring it up herself. She was sure Sheridan had heard about the honor that had been bestowed on her today, and she imagined her silence was due to her continued lack of confidence in Gabrielle. It would not surprise her if Sheridan was still shaken by what happened between the two of them. Sheridan had thought she’d kept her feelings about her from being known, but now she knew Gabrielle had been aware of how she felt for quite some time. She’d never brought it up to Sheridan before because she’d always remained committed to their job and loyal to her as far as she knew. Regardless of Sheridan’s feelings, she was an outstanding second in command. She went too far last night, though.

  Enough was enough.

  When the work had been completed, Sheridan left.

  Gabrielle let herself fall listlessly onto the couch. Tomorrow … my mood will be a challenge, at best.

  CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT

  GABRIELLE ~ MORE SURPRISES

  Gabrielle set mortal time in motion again. She still had an hour and a half to get ready for dinner. It was going to be hard to keep her mind off all that had unfolded since she left her human friends, even with Lucas there.

  She tried to replay the vague images from the dreams—the Book, the battle between Divine angels and the Fallen, fighting Javan, and Lucas’s lifeless body lying below her—hoping to understand what it all meant.

  How is it all connected?

  She still wondered what role she was supposed to play in Lucas’s life. She was beginning to believe it had something to do with the Book. Everything seems to come back to the Book of Barabbadon.

  She hadn’t asked Amaziah what was in the Book, but she wasn’t going to call on him for it now. She’d have to wait until she saw him again. After taking a long, cold shower in hopes of shocking the troublesome thoughts out of her mind, Gabrielle stood in her closet trying to figure out what to wear.

  After several minutes, she realized she was focusing on something trivial and snatched a black dress off a hanger. She was annoyed with herself for worrying about what to wear when so much was going on that threads snapped as she yanked it over her head. She ran a brush through her hair, applied mascara and some lip gloss, and started downstairs. She knew she wasn’t trying very hard to look nice, but she didn’t care right now.

  She turned on Haber Drive at five fifty-five just as Lucas was crossing the road. He recognized her car and waited for her to pull up.

  “Hi,” Gabrielle said as Lucas opened her door.

  “Hi back.” Gabrielle tried to push the earlier events out of her mind without much success.

  Lucas whistled and stepped back when Gabrielle got out of the car, looking her up and down with a smile. Gabrielle was a bit self-conscious as the flutters he always gave her cranked up their activity.

  “Are you trying to be the death of me?” he asked jokingly.

  Gabrielle didn’t find it at all funny. It brought a flood of images that she was trying to block of battles and blood, of those she cared for most injured, possibly dying. The tone accompanying her response clearly conveyed her feelings.

  “Don’t ever say anything like that, Lucas.” She scowled at him and slammed the car door. “It isn’t funny.”

  “Hey …” Lucas came toward her, and Gabrielle could tell he was concerned. “I only meant because you look … well … amazing. After what happened this morning, I don’t know how much more I can take. I was only trying to compliment you. You’re even more breathtaking than usual.” Lucas put his hands on her arms, and Gabrielle felt heat begin to flow through her body, soothing her.

  “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to snap. Any reference to you and death is off limits, though. Okay? Even if it is a joke.”

  Lucas still looked concerned, “Sure, I’ll remember that.” He softly kissed her forehead. Gabrielle closed her eyes and was surprised as a tear slipped down her cheek. She turned to open the door to her car to get her purse, taking the opportunity to wipe it away before he could see it. She didn’t need him to know how upset she was. He wouldn’t understand how much more was involved. That it wasn’t only his death comment, but that she had premonitions and dreams of him in which she thought he had died, and how close she’d come to losing Grayson, Phalen, and Rissie the night before.

  Gabrielle turned and smiled at him the best she could without it looking forced.

  “Are you nervous?” he asked.

  Gabrielle took his misread and ran with it. “Yeah, I guess I am a little.”

  “There’s nothing to be concerned about. Ben and Lizzie are fantastic people; Chloe is an absolute doll; and Gran … well, she’s related to me, so you know she could be no less than amazing.”

  Gabrielle couldn’t help but laugh.

  “There it is. That’s what I wanted to hear. The sound of your laughter.” He kissed her forehead again and took her hand to lead her across the street. “Come on, let’s go.”

  “Okay.” Gabrielle wasn’t surprised being near him made her feel better even with the heavy burden of her knowledge and thoughts.

  Lucas didn’t knock on the Daniels’ door. Gabrielle guessed he never had. The entry opened directly into a large open family room where she could see the back of Nonie’s and Nate’s head. They sat on one of two crimson couches, watching a football game. The furnishings were casual and oversized, the kind that seemed to invite you to get in and get cozy. As Gabrielle looked at her surroundings, she caught impressions of other rooms and could tell right away the Daniels family wasn’t afraid to use color. She breathed in deeply through her nose, enjoying the smells of garlic and herbs coming from the kitchen.

  “Sup!” Lucas called out to announce their arrival.

  The twins turned around and smiled. A little blond-haired head popped up to say hi, too. She took one look at Lucas and scurried over the back of the couch to get to him. “Lucas!”

  Apparently, this was Chloe, and she clearly adored Lucas as much as the twins. Chloe jumped into Lucas’s open arms and slung her little ones around his neck.

  “Hey, Chloe!” Lucas was grinning from ear to ear. “Why aren’t you cooking my dinner?” Chloe started giggling and squirming as Lucas tickled her sides.

  “I don’t know how to cook, silly!” she said, giggling through every word.

  Lucas put her back on the ground, and Chloe looked up inquisitively at Gabrielle, still smiling.

  “Are you Gabrielle?”

  Gabrielle smiled and nodded.

  “You are pretty. Nate said you were.”

  Gabrielle wasn’t sure how to take knowing that Nate thought she was pretty. She wasn’t even sure that Nate liked her being with Lucas. “Thank you! I think you’re very pretty, too.” Gabrielle couldn’t help but smile even bigger at the youngest of the Daniels clan.

  Chloe skipped toward what looked to be the kitchen and yelled into it. “Mommy! Daddy! Lucas and his pretty g-i-r-l-f-r-i-e-n-d are here!” She spelled out the word with dramatic little girl over-emphasis.

  Gabrielle looked at Lucas who had a faint red hue rising in his cheeks. Nate and Nonie were laughing and high-fiving each other. Apparently, they were the ones who’d put Chloe up to the girlfriend reference.

  “Nothing like a seven-year-old to put you on the spot,” Nate yelled to Lucas without turning around.

  An average height, slender woman with shoulder-length light brown hair came out of the kitchen, followed by a tall man who must have been at least six foot three. His hair was darker blond, like Nate’s. They both seemed to be in their late thirties.

  “You must be Gabrielle,” Nate and Nonie’s mom said, smiling as she and her husband approached. She had her hand outstretched.

  Gabrielle walked toward them to meet their greeting.

  “I’m Lizzie, and this is Ben,” Lizzie said while glancing at her husband.

  Gabrielle smiled back and shook their hands. “Nice to meet you. I’m Gabrielle Trayner. Thank yo
u for having me to dinner. It smells wonderful, Mrs. Daniels.”

  “We’re glad you came, and please, call us Lizzie and Ben. We’re not much for formalities around here. I hope you like spaghetti.”

  “Very much, especially if it’s famous, which I hear yours is.”

  “Zee doesn’t fix anything that isn’t good.” Ben flashed a smile at his wife and kissed her on the cheek. “Come on in and get comfortable,” he continued, motioning to the seating in the family room. “We aren’t formal, but we are sports nuts, so I hope you enjoy watching them. Do you like football?”

  Gabrielle shot Nate and Nonie a playful look. “Well, after the beating I was able to inflict today, I’m quickly becoming a fan.”

  Nate groaned, and Nonie threw a pillow at Gabrielle as she stuck out her tongue for added effect.

  “We’ll see how much you like it after next Saturday’s re-match, girlie,” Nonie said.

  “Well, it looks like you’re going to fit in just fine around here, Gabrielle,” Lizzie said. “I’m going to finish getting dinner ready. Lucas, I sent Emma to get some more milk, in case you’re wondering where she is. She should be back anytime.” Lizzie’s gaze returned to Gabrielle. “She’s really looking forward to meeting you,” she stated softly and smiled.

  Ben and Lizzie returned to the kitchen, and Gabrielle and Lucas sat on the couch opposite the twins and their sister. Gabrielle didn’t know what teams were playing, but Nonie and Nate were glued to what was going on.

  “Tennessee and Alabama,” Lucas whispered as if he knew what she was thinking.

  “Thanks,” she whispered back. She wasn’t paying attention to the TV, though. There was something bothering her. She felt the way she had earlier in the day when they were at the church—as if she was being watched.

  The front door opened, catching Gabrielle’s attention.

  “I’m back!”

  She saw a lovely woman walking in the front door, noticing she hadn’t knocked, either. Emma made her way to where they were now standing by the couch. Gabrielle could see, even from a distance, how blue Emma’s eyes were. She placed her in her mid-fifties although her face didn’t have many wrinkles to show her age. Her hair was cut in a choppy pixie and was as white as snow. Her red lipstick contrasted her hair and rounded off a sophisticated look. She was quite striking, very un-grandmotherly in appearance, with a peaceful demeanor.