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The Syndrome

Page 20

by John Case


  She shook her head, and showed him what she’d found: a piece of glass, barely a centimeter long, with what looked like bits of wire in it. “It was in the urn.”

  Duran glanced at the object, but it meant nothing to him. “I really think we ought to leave,” he told her. “We could get a hotel for the night—somewhere obscure. The suburbs, maybe.”

  “Look at this,” Adrienne went on, staring at the little piece of glass. “Do you believe it?”

  “Believe what?”

  “This must be part of the… I don’t know… cremation machinery or something. That’s gross—that they get other stuff mixed in with someone’s final remains.”

  “Right,” Duran said. “I really think we ought to get out of here. They might come back, you know?”

  Adrienne nodded, quick little jerks of her head, and tossed the piece of glass onto the floor. Then she stepped carefully among the debris, and retrieved the telephone from where it lay. Replacing the receiver in its cradle, she looked at Duran. “I can’t call the police, can I?” she asked.

  He shook his head. “They think we’re nuts.”

  “I know,” she said. Then she walked into the kitchen and, turning on the taps in the sink, rinsed her sister’s ashes from her hands.

  Chapter 20

  They spent the night in the most obscure hotel they could find, which was the Springfield Comfort Inn, about ten miles from Washington.

  It wasn’t a bad room, really, but it was a box, a box with matching queensize beds, a television, a table, and a desk with a lamp that didn’t work.

  Adrienne threw open the drapes above the air-conditioning unit, revealing a panoramic view of the parking lot and the malls beyond. The air in the room made her think of a bell jar. It was so still and stale that she wanted to throw open the windows, but no: they were sealed shut, probably on the recommendation of someone’s attorney. This left the air-conditioning unit itself, which rattled into action on command, blowing a stream of warm air across the two beds.

  “Now what?” she asked, her voice dull, eyes on the parking lot.

  Duran looked at her. “You’re asking me?”

  She turned, and found him sprawled, loose limbed, on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. She felt a momentary flourish of annoyance. “Yes, I am!”

  “Well, I’m not the Answerman,” he replied. “I don’t know what to do.” She glared. He went on. “Maybe a pizza,” he suggested.

  “A pizza?”

  “Yeah. And a shower. I—”

  She burst into tears.

  Seeing Duran like that, she realized for the first time—it hit her all at once—that their predicament was not going to end any time soon. And when it did end, the ending might not be a happy one. Until now, she’d been nurturing the naive belief that things would somehow sort themselves out and, when they did, she’d be back where she’d started—in her real life, with her real job.

  But now she knew this wasn’t going to happen. This wasn’t something that she could organize her way out of. She was stuck—indefinitely—with a madman in a cheap hotel in the suburban wilderness. Her apartment was trashed. Her sister was dead. The man who’d helped her was dead. The police thought she was nuts. And people were trying to kill her.

  That was the situation, and there was no room in it that she could see for picking up her little black suit at the cleaner’s, or prioritizing her to-do list on the Amalgamated case. Her life was in ruins. And so she cried, which so startled and embarrassed Duran that he rushed into the bath room, emerging seconds later with a handful of Kleenex. “It’s going to be okay,” he told her, offering her a tissue. “Don’t cry.” Which only made it worse, because that’s what her mother used to say.

  And her real mother—“DeeDee”—had been a disaster.

  Pregnant at fifteen. On welfare at sixteen. On heroin at eighteen. Autopsied at twenty-four. Too much of a good thing, according to the medical examiner.

  Nikki had been old enough to remember her mother’s last overdose and she’d told Adrienne about it many times—how she, Nikki, had been hysterical at finding her mother lying in a pool of vomit. How she’d run through the house, screaming and crying, while three-year-old Adrienne (and here Nikki would play Adrienne’s role, her face a mask of innocence, eyes round and solemn), three-year-old Adrienne had knocked on the neighbor’s door and said, We need help. My mommy is sick. It’s a ‘mergency.

  Adrienne didn’t remember this. In fact, she didn’t remember her mother at all—just the hopeful words, and the sometime proffer of a sweetly scented Kleenex. As for Dad, well…

  His full name seemed to be Unknown. That, at least, was the name on the birth certificate, the word they’d put in the slot reserved for Father. She and Nikki used to wonder who he was. For a while, they imagined him as a handsome businessman-inventor with a name like “Charles DeVere,” who lived in one of the rich people’s enclaves in the Brandywine Valley. Entombed in a loveless marriage, he’d fallen for their beautiful, if star-crossed, mother—who, on losing him, had turned to drink and then to drugs. Trapped in a death spiral of self-indulgence fueled by romantic despair, she’d been driven to the slums of Wilmington, where all the trails had gone cold. Even now, their father—and it was always “their” father, whatever the likelihood of multiple sires—even now, DeVere was searching for his lost daughters, placing ads in all the big newspapers and hiring teams of investigators.

  “What’s so funny?” Duran asked, sitting on the bed with the telephone clamped between his ear and his shoulder.

  The question woke Adrienne from her reverie. She’d been staring out the picture window at the parking lot, and somehow, she’d found reason to giggle. “I was thinking of my father,” she said. And then, noticing that Duran was on the phone, became suddenly suspicious. “Who are you calling?” she demanded, her voice freighted with suspicion.

  “Domino’s,” Duran replied.

  “Oh.”

  “I’m on hold. You want sausage?”

  She nodded. “Sausage would be good.”

  Then someone came on the line, and Duran started talking into the phone. Adrienne turned back to the parking lot, while a soft rain gusted at the window. Beyond the parking lot, was a pedestrian no-man’s-land of isolated office buildings, motels and strip malls. In a lot of ways, it reminded her of where she grew up.

  Which was a few miles outside Wilmington, where she and Nikki had gone to live with their grandmother. She remembered Gram—she really did—but not very well, and mostly, she suspected, from Nikki’s stories. What she remembered best was the smell of Gram’s room, which was pure elixir. A melange of vaguely medicinal odors overlaid with the thin perfume of cosmetics—especially the Lily of the Valley cologne and the loose Coty face powder that rested on the dresser near her bed.

  Gram wouldn’t talk about her daughter at all, and had in fact destroyed every photograph of her. As a subject, then, DeeDee Sullivan was verboten. Asking about her always led to tears, so that Adrienne learned to censor her curiosity early on. Not so, Nikki, who was relentless in her efforts to obtain information from Gram, an activity that always ended with Nikki screaming, with Nikki on restrictions, with Nikki getting the silent treatment for days. It was during these stretches that Adrienne was pressed into service as an intermediary, relaying whispered messages between the two combatants: Gram says wash your hands now, it’s time for supper. (Nikki says her hands are clean.)

  When Gram died, Adrienne was almost six, Nikki eleven. The first couple of months, they lived with an older couple who took in foster children for the money that was in it. Immediately upon arrival, they were given a scalp-biting, anti-lice shampoo and put to bed at eight. Thereafter, they were allowed to bathe only once a week, and made to pray each night. Nikki was inconsolable about not being able to take a shower or wash her hair, calling their foster mother, Mrs. Dunkirk, a “stingy bitch” to her face.

  But where Nikki ranted and charmed, stormed and cajoled, Adrienne did what she was to
ld and asked for nothing, hoping the Dunkirks would see what good girls they were. Then, they’d want to keep them forever, which was a lot better than the alternative—which was unknown and never to be imagined. So Nikki threw everything all over the place, while Adrienne tidied up. She made her own bed, and Nikki’s, with military precision, and did the dishes and set the table without complaint. Meanwhile, Nikki caused trouble, got yelled at, and won the Dunkirk’s heart by making them laugh.

  Creeping out to the top of the stairs and listening down, Adrien overheard them talking to the Child Services rep one night.

  “The older one’s all right,” her foster mother was saying. “A pain in the behind, but cute as a button. A real spunky little gal. It’s the other one worries me, the younger one. Little Goody Two-shoes. Never let’s you know what she’s thinking—keeps it all inside. A real automaton.”

  The next morning, Adrienne asked Nikki, “What’s an automaton?”

  And Nikki had answered, “A robot.” Then she’d walked around the room stiff-armed and stiff-legged, making little whirring noises, banging into the wall, thumping it with her rigid arms and legs, going, “Rrrnnn Rrrnnn!” Adrienne had done her best to laugh. She wasn’t about to tell Nikki that Mrs. Dunkirk had called her a robot. That would just make Nikki mad, and Nikki, mad, was trouble.

  “They’ll be here in twenty minutes,” Duran said as he hung up the phone, “or the pizza’s free.”

  Adrienne nodded, still thinking about her sister and their childhood. After the Dunkirks, there were three other foster homes and a series of short stays in a holding facility run by Delaware Child Welfare. Then Deck and Marlena took them in.

  Enough, she thought. “I’m going to take a shower,” she said, as Duran pointed the universal remote at the television.

  The pizza arrived as Adrienne finished getting dressed, her face flushed and glistening from the shower’s hot water. “I’m sorry about before,” she told him, as she came back into the room.

  Duran looked at her in surprise.

  “My little crying jag,” she explained. “I just… lost it for a second.”

  “Oh, that,” he replied, thinking—and this was the real source of his surprise—Migod, she’s beautiful. He’d never really looked at her before, not like this. Her damp hair was the color of old pennies, and framed her face in ringlets. Without thinking, he lifted the lid of the pizza box, and pushed it toward her on the bed, an offering—the best he could do under the circumstances.

  “Looks delish,” she said, and taking a slice, carried it to the desk beside the window. There, she sat down and began to make a list, writing on a little tablet next to the telephone.

  1) Work—

  a. Clothes and makeup

  b. Call Slough

  c. Check Lexis cites in asphalt brief

  2) Nikki’s ashes

  3) Duran—?

  4)

  She sat there for a moment, tapping her pencil against the page while Duran watched MTV Finally, she decided there wasn’t any number four. There might be d-e-f-g under Work, but there definitely wasn’t a number four. There was just her job, her sister’s ashes waiting to be scattered, and Duran—who was a whole alphabet in his own right.

  “What’s ‘Slough’?” Duran asked, coming to her side and peering at the list.

  “My law firm,” she replied. “Now be quiet. I’m thinking.” The fingers of her left hand waggled in the air. Under Duran, she wrote:

  a) background—poly

  b) patient notes

  c) computer

  d) patients—#

  “I passed the ‘poly,’“ he told her, trying to be helpful, and secretly pleased to find himself so prominently on her to-do list. She looked up at him, and nodded.

  “That’s right,” she said. “You did. I wonder how.”

  “There wasn’t any mystery to it,” he replied. “I just told the truth.”

  “But you didn’t. You’re not Jeffrey Duran—even you know that. You’ve been to the cemetery yourself.”

  “Right,” Duran said. “That’s true, but… I have a theory about that.”

  “Really?” Adrienne asked. “I’d love to hear it.”

  “Okay,” he said, sitting down on the side of the bed. “It’s like this: my parents gave me the name. It’s the one I grew up with. And ‘Duran’ was their name, too. So, if that name was stolen—if it was taken off a grave stone, or something—my parents must have been the ones who did it.”

  Adrienne frowned, thinking about it. Finally, she asked, “And why would they have done that?”

  “I’m just guessing,” Duran replied. “But maybe they were fugitives.” When Adrienne scoffed at the idea, he began to elaborate: “There was a lot of antiwar violence at the time—maybe they were a part of it. Maybe they were Weathermen, or something.”

  Adrienne didn’t say anything for a while, and then: “That’s your theory?”

  Duran shrugged. “Yeah.”

  “And what about the schools you say you went to—Brown and Wisconsin?”

  “What about them?”

  “They never heard of you!” Adrienne insisted, sitting back and tossing her pencil aside.

  “That’s just a computer glitch,” Duran told her. “I’m on the alumni list at both schools. I get mail from them every month. Either they’re looking for contributions or they want me to buy T-shirts with Bucky or the Bear on them. It’s just my transcripts that are missing.”

  “And how do you explain that?”

  “I don’t know, maybe I’ve got library fines. It’s just one of those administrative things. But the point is: I know where I went to school. And I’ve written to Brown, and I’ve written to Wisconsin, and I’ve asked them clarify things. So I’m guessing there’s an apology in the mail from each of them. And when I get it, I’ll fax it to you. That’s a promise.”

  “Well, it’s an interesting theory—”

  Duran laughed. “I just went to my reunion!”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Sidwell Friends. It’s a private school—”

  “I know what ‘Sidwell’ is.”

  “Well, that’s me. I’m a Quaker.”

  Adrienne eyed him warily. “And what was that like?”

  “What was it ‘like’? It was like a reunion. What do you think?”

  “I don’t know. I’ve never been to one.”

  “Well, it was great!” Duran enthused. “I saw everyone.”

  “Like who?”

  “Bunny Kaufman,” he replied, unhesitatingly. “Adam Bowman.”

  “These were friends of yours?”

  He hesitated for a fraction of a second, then said, “Yeah!”

  She looked doubtful.

  “Well, ‘friends,’“ he repeated. “Mostly they were people you said hello to in the hallway—though not Adam. We were on the basketball team together.”

  “And they recognized you?”

  Duran nodded. “Yeah… they seemed to.”

  She looked bemused. “‘Seemed to’?”

  A heavy sigh from Duran. “Actually, I don’t think they knew me from a bale of hay.”

  Adrienne’s eyes widened, and she smiled. “Well, that was honest.”

  The look on Duran’s face was one of loss and confusion. “There’s something going on with me,” he admitted. “I know that. I just don’t know what it is.”

  She was surprised by his candor, or what seemed like candor. But as she knew from one or two of the pro bono work cases that she’d handled, sociopaths could be brilliant manipulators. And maybe, she thought, that’s how she should look at Duran: as a potentially dangerous client whose innocence was very much in doubt.

  “I’d like to believe you,” she told him, “but there are so many things that don’t add up.”

  “Like what?”

  She glanced at her notepad. “Your patient notes.”

  “What about them?”

  “There weren’t any.”

  Duran shook h
is head. “I think that was just a misunderstanding.”

  “‘A misunderstanding’? There wasn’t anything to misunderstand. There was a photograph. And that was it.”

  “I know, but… When you think of it, everything was pretty confusing. I mean, your friend was acting like Dirty Harry, and—most of the file was probably sitting on my desk. I must have been working on it when you got there.”

  Adrienne gave him a skeptical look.

  “We can check,” Duran suggested. “We can go back there—not tonight but… sometime. And there’s my computer. Most of the time, I wrote my notes in Word. So all of that’s there and—I guess you could subpoena the tapes.”

  “What tapes?”

  “Your sister and I met twice a week,” Duran explained. “All of our sessions were taped—for the insurance company.”

  “Which one?”

  “Mutual General Assurance. They’re in New York.” He paused, and opened a can of Coke. “Now you tell me something,” he said.

  Adrienne gave him a puzzled look. “Like what?”

  He shrugged. “I don’t know.”

  She thought about it for a moment, and said, “Well… Nikki had a gun.”

  Duran looked surprised. “What kind of gun?”

  “A rifle.”

  It was Duran’s turn to look puzzled. “Why would she have a rifle?”

  “I don’t know.”

  “Maybe it was an antique,” Duran suggested.

  Adrienne shook her head. “It was new. It had a telescopic lens. And a silencer.”

  “Get out!”

  “I’m serious!” she insisted.

  Duran turned pensive.

  “What are you thinking?” Adrienne asked.

  “I was thinking… Nico suffered from a dissociative disorder, broug on by post-traumatic stress.”

  “So?” Adrienne’s eyes flashed with suspicion. She knew where this was likely to lead—and it was bullshit.

  “So… maybe she was thinking about revenge.”

  “For what?” Adrienne asked, her voice turning hard.

  “What was done to her.”

 

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