Phoenix Rising

by Ryk E. Spoor

  She turned away, feeling as though she was swallowing a ball of ash. You silly! You’ve hardly been there a few days!

  But that wasn’t it. She was leaving her family behind, leaving Urelle who wouldn’t know where she’d gone for days, long enough that she could be convinced not to try and follow. Leaving Aunt Victoria. Leaving home, because home really was where your family was, and she realized that Rion had left home, but she never had.

  That’s what you’re crying about, isn’t it? her sharp inner voice said. That you’re all alone now, the little girl in the dark.

  “It’s hardly dark now, is it?” she answered the voice aloud. There were few people on the Road now, this far from the great city and not yet approaching Eastern Twin, so no one else was there to hear her talking to herself. “And I’m not a little girl . . . in any sense of the word,” she added, looking at her shadow stretching off to her left, exaggerating her already excessive height. On the other hand, if I wasn’t that tall, I wouldn’t be able to use a greatsword.

  The greatsword, a small backpack, and a few pouches and common tools—a knife, a flamestick, and such—were the only things she carried visibly. Aunt Victoria had insisted that she take Victoria’s adventuring pack—a neverfull model that, while not quite literally never full, could hold more equipment and supplies than she was ever likely to need. And she shoved what must have been a small fortune in there, when she thought I wasn’t looking.

  Which, she had to admit, was just as well. She looked to her right, the west, which was where she was headed—though technically the road led south for the first few dozen miles. Then the Twin Cities—across the lake from the Eastern to the Western—and keep west until I reach the Dragon’s City, then north . . . She remembered much of the journey, and just how long it had taken. It will be months before I get to the Spiritsmith, and who knows what I’ll need money for on the way.

  No point in musing on it, though. A bird doesn’t fly by looking over the edge, she does it by spreading her wings.

  Eventually the sun did begin to go behind the distant hills of trees, and she started looking for a good campsite. I think I remember . . . Ha!

  There was, in fact, a waystation—a large, open-sided roofed structure, with space for several groups to camp under it, and three firepits. She felt that small satisfaction that comes from having a faint memory vindicated, then reminded herself that the same faint memory said there were a lot fewer waystations maintained along the later parts of the route. Enjoy it while I can.

  There was another figure already under the waystation, sitting near one of the pits with the fire already going. She approached slowly and obviously—it was unwise to surprise anyone on the road, especially alone.

  As she got closer, she noticed that the firepit was burning cleanly with no fuel. A mage, or he had something with enough magic to run it—fire essence, maybe. The figure nodded, his strange five-sided hat emphasizing the gesture. “Good evening, young woman,” he said in a deep, sonorous voice.

  “Good evening, sir,” she said. Looking carefully in the dwindling sunlight and firelight, she saw that the long hair streaming from beneath the man’s hat was pure white. His hands, partly wrapped in some ritual fashion, were weathered and tanned, the hands of an old but still healthy man.

  “Join me, if you wish,” he said. “It will save you the trouble of building your own cooking fire.”

  “I thank you,” she said. He could be dangerous . . . but most people on the road aren’t, and there’s no particular reason he would be one of the few that are. She corrected herself. Many people are dangerous—myself included, I guess—but most of them aren’t hostile.

  A waystation wasn’t a good place to plan an ambush anyway; too many people likely to happen along to spoil your fun. She got out some tineroots and, after a hesitation, the racerunner steak Victoria had packed for her. It won’t last long even in the pack, so I might as well eat it now. The tineroots she wrapped in some of the thick, wet leaves of the hallius that twined up the waystation’s supports, and dropped them at the edge of the pit. The pit also included a grill that could be set over it, so she did so and started the steak cooking. “Would you like some?” she asked.

  “I thank you for your courtesy,” he said, and she saw a white smile flash from beneath the hat. “However, I have already eaten.”

  As she continued cooking, he spoke again. “You are travelling from Zarathanton?”

  She nodded. “Left there this morning.”

  “This morning!” His tone echoed his respect. “You have long legs and quick strides indeed, Lady . . .”

  “Vantage. Kyri Vantage,” she answered, before realizing that perhaps she should have given a different name. Well, I guess it won’t matter this far away. But I’d better figure out how I’m going to hide when I get closer!

  “Lady Vantage, then.”

  “Oh, gods no. That’s my aunt. Just Kyri will do.”

  “As you wish. You travel impressively fast. Alas, I left the day before yesterday, and as you see you have already caught me.”

  “Oh, I’ll probably slow down after a while,” she said cheerfully, turning the steak. “And it’s only a few days to the Twin Cities.” She said the last with a faint questioning tone.

  He laughed and shifted. A chiming sound came from the staff she saw lying near him. Definitely magician or priest. “Ah, now, a reasonable guess, but not, I am afraid, accurate. I have much, much farther to go, and aside from the occasional inn at this rate it may be the better part of a year before I sleep indoors again.”

  She looked at him in surprise. “Where are you going?”

  He hesitated, and she realized that her question might be intrusive. Then he shrugged. “I suppose there is no great harm in telling you. I travel past T’Tera, the Dragon’s City, then north, far north, past Dalthunia, even.”

  She was stunned. “Are you . . . going to Evanwyl?”

  “Evanwyl? Hmm . . . no, not there, precisely, but not far from there, either.” He sighed. “An old friend of mine lives in that region, one I have not seen in many years. He had been wandering about most of the continent, off and on, but I finally had word he had settled down and was invited to visit.”

  She could think of several settlements around Evanwyl—and others that, on the scale of this journey, would also be “not far.”

  “That is quite a coincidence, sir; I travelled from there only a short time ago. From Evanwyl, that is.”

  “Indeed?” For a moment she saw the flash of a surprised eye, blue as an untroubled sky. “Truly that is amazing. Yet, then, where are you going now? Have you travelled so far only to return?”

  The steak’s appetizing odor now wafted throughout the shelter. “As you said, not to Evanwyl, precisely, but I will be much closer to there than here by the time I am done.”

  The steak was done, brown and black on the outside with lovely pink inside, and she dug out the tineroots, handing one to the old man. She noticed him make a quick gesture and the wrappings not only came off, but flattened and cooled, making a sort of plate on the ground where the old man sat, cross-legged.

  He was quiet for a time while she ate, then he spoke again. “If I might be so intrusive, will your course take you past Dalthunia?”

  She considered; she’d already almost told him so already. “At least some distance past its southern border, but not in any area they patrol, I think.”

  “I see.” He rubbed his chin—clean-shaven, she saw, despite the long hair. After another moment, he seemed to reach a decision. “You move like a warrior, though you are young. Has your sword been blooded in combat?”

  She thought back to that terrible night when Rion died and shuddered. “Yes, you could say that.”

  “Then I have, perhaps, a proposition that might benefit us both. I have a . . . method, let us say, of swift travel. Exceedingly swift travel. But it has certain dangers about it that I would not, myself, assay alone. With someone to guard and protect me along the way
, however, I would feel it worthwhile to attempt.”

  It was a tempting offer. Reducing the travel from what might be half a year to . . . “When you say ‘exceedingly swift,’ what do you mean?”

  He smiled. “I mean, Kyri, that if tomorrow we set out together, then by the time the sun has set four times we shall be past the borders of Dalthunia and over the Straightcut, on the banks of the Gyre itself.”

  She felt her jaw sag open and knew how foolish she had to look. Teleportation? No, that would be instant . . . and hasn’t been reliable at distance for many years, not in that region. Too many wards up. Flying? Maybe, but I don’t know much about how to handle myself in the air . . . “How?”

  The smile sharpened. “I will explain tomorrow . . . if you have accepted my offer. Otherwise,” he looked more serious, “I will have nothing to show you, nor to explain. I will say, however, that it is likely no method you have ever heard of . . . or ever will again.”

  The momentary twinkle she saw in his eye, revealed for a fraction of a second again as he raised his head, was maddening. He obviously knew how that mystery would nag at her.

  Her more stubborn and reactionary side wanted to balk, to just roll over, go to sleep, and let the old man walk his way across the continent—far behind her. But . . . reduce months of walking to a few days?

  She gave an exasperated sigh, then smiled. “All right, old man, you win. Tomorrow we’ll use this method of yours—if your explanation’s good.”

  “Tomorrow, then,” he agreed. “Then we had both best get our rest,” he continued, deep voice now with a warning tone that sent a faint chill down her spine, “for while swift, our journey shall be neither easy nor safe.”

  The words, and their tone, followed her that night, and sleep did not come easily.

  22

  “Shadestriding,” the wizard said, standing on the Great Road, “is a delicate business indeed. For this reason, it is vastly preferred that the one who strides the shades of reality be followed and assisted by those who can watch for the inevitable hazards and both warn of them, and—at least for a time—deal with them.”

  The head tilted, showing that he was looking at her to verify she understood. Now that he was standing, Kyri realized her new companion was a giant of a man, over a foot taller than she was; it was a disconcerting feeling to be looking so far up at another human being, since usually other people were looking up at her. It was also more disconcerting to realize that somehow the shadow of that strange hat covered his visage even from below. She could not make out his features, only hints of nose, cheeks, chin, and the occasional brilliant glint of a blue eye.

  However, he was waiting for a response; she nodded her understanding. The idea that a wizard might need someone else to watch out for them while performing some difficult operation was an obvious one. “So you must maintain concentration at all times?”

  “To an extent, yes. It is, however, also something more like controlling a very fractious mount, or perhaps sewing a length of cloth with a most intricate pattern.” He lifted his staff, which Kyri could see was capped with a complex, crystalline design that moved and chimed and was composed of a repeating seven-sided star design with other elements. The staff was bound with four thin pieces of metal joining cap to heel, the wooden sides in between worked with runes and symbols almost entirely unfamiliar to her. The multicolored crystals chimed loudly, and a golden light shone softly out, momentarily overwhelming even the dawning sun. “Follow me. You may leave enough space between us for comfort and close combat, but do not stray more than a few tens of feet away.”

  They began to move along the road; Kyri was quiet, watching the morning-misted greenery to the side and the small roads leading to nearby farms. There didn’t seem to be any immediate threats, but she took the magician’s words seriously.

  After a few moments, the wizard spoke again. “Now we have begun. To clarify, except at certain very crucial stages—such as the beginning of our journey just now—I can converse, walk, and so on, but I cannot simply stop what I am doing to permit the shadestriding; if I do, it would be tantamount to releasing the reins of one’s mount when it is in a panic, or leaving the rudder of a ship in a storm. At the least, I must have time to . . . fix our position and course, one might say.”

  “I understand. If anything happens, I have to keep whatever it is away from you for long enough to keep a disaster from happening. I’ve seen a few magicians interrupted at the wrong time—I know what can happen.”

  He chuckled, the deep voice carrying well through the morning air. “Many things can happen, yes, and most are not good. In this case they would be worse than most. Perhaps not immediately fatal . . . but it is quite possible that even if we lived, we would never reach our destinations.” He glanced back. “As you know, I am going to visit an old, old friend. I was wondering—if I am not prying too far—what brings you to leave Evanwyl to travel so far, and then immediately to turn about and travel much of the distance back?”

  Kyri hesitated, stepped over a small crack, looked around as she considered. How much can I afford to tell people—especially a person I don’t know? In the long run I’m going to need a completely different name, leave behind my identity entirely. She continued her surveillance of the area. Strange. The farmlands and treeline seem closer. Aren’t we still in the middle of the Road?

  She felt her brow furrow and a faint, tingling shock of something wrong. They were still walking in the center of the Road, yet it couldn’t have been more than twenty-five yards to the edge.

  But the Great Roads are one hundred yards across, from Hell’s Edge to Dragonkill and all places in between!

  She stopped in consternation, turned, looked back. They had been only walking for a few minutes, fifteen or so at the most, yet the waystation they had slept in was nowhere to be seen. The road they were on was unfamiliar. Even the greenery nearby has a subtly different cast to its color and shape.

  “Do not fall behind, Kyri Vantage,” came the deep voice, and she heard amusement that did not comfort her. “No matter what you may see that puzzles or confounds you, do not fall far behind me.”

  She ran a few steps to get closer to the mysterious man with his staff. “What in the name of the Balance is this, old man?”

  “You have noticed quickly, I see. As to what it is . . . shadestriding, as I said.”

  “But what is shadestriding? What do you mean by it, by the ‘shades of reality’?”

  “You might come to understand by merely watching,” the man said. “Watch, and I shall explain in a while, if you have not come to understand yourself.”

  She watched, but at first was more mystified—and, she had to admit, frightened—than she was enlightened. The road turned, and as they passed the curve it was even smaller, a track half its prior size. Leaves thinned, brightened in their green even as the air cooled, and rustling grasses rippled in a clear cut between the road and the forest which was itself no more than a hundred yards. The surface of the road was cracked and chipped and patched, but in a single turn now was cobblestone and it seemed it had always been so.

  Their boots clicked on stone and crunched on gravel, and the pathway led a winding course through a forest that was cool and dim, the sun completely hidden by trees whose needle-thin leaves and aromatic scent she had only seen on the higher slopes of Evanwyl. Small creatures scuttled away, making rattling sounds in the underbrush. Around the next bend and the bark of the trees was a shade darker, the needles longer.

  She turned her head and could see that this was the way the whole world looked—but she never actually saw the change. They crested a hill, and she looked back, seeing the forest just as it had been, then looked forward, saw scattered trees with broader leaves of lighter green between the needle-trees, cast a glance backward and saw that, indeed, the same few trees were scattered throughout the forest as though they had always been there.

  “Do you begin to understand, Kyri?”

  She swallowed. Who . .
. or what . . . is this? “You . . . you’re changing the world. A little bit here, a little bit there, but each change adds up, so . . .”

  The laugh was hearty, cheerful, and much less threatening than the lowering, gray clouds that she could see now between the branches, in a sky that minutes before had been cloudless blue. “Changing the world? You attribute to me power that is, I am afraid, vastly beyond my capabilities. I suppose I should be flattered.

  “I am not creating changes, Kyri. I am . . . how can I put it . . . choosing what to see. For most, the world simply is, and has been, and will be. But that is, to me, something of an illusion. There are some truths eternal . . . but many others are choice and chance, event and consequence. If one has the knowledge, and the training, and the power, one can guide his steps—and the steps of those nearby—to alternatives, worlds that are the same world yet not the same.”

  Kyri stared at him, nearly tripped over a branch that lay across the faint trail they were now walking on. “I . . . I don’t understand.”

  “This world—Zahr-a-thana, Zarathan—is a nexus, a crossroads, a focus. It is not even, strictly speaking, a world. It is many worlds, touching upon all possible realities, overlaid upon each other with but a few anchors, a few truths that remain in all realms, in all variations. Most of us are set along one dimension, one track of reality, one shade of color on the palette, one single page in the book of all possibility. But magic, and especially the greatest of magics, the magic of the spirit—that touches upon the fabric of reality, and one who understands this, and can see beyond what is to what might have been . . . such a one can choose to step to that next page, pass from one tale of the world to another, color the world a different shade that never was, but that could have been . . . and now, is.”